ethereal I hope you know how many people you have touched with that comment and took their mind off suicide, including me. If the world was filled with more people like you it would be less of an ugly place💔❤️
here i am listening to this in the dark looking at my ceiling realizing i’ll never be good enough for anyone. i’d honestly kill to be someone that’s actually wanted by others. that hurts.
the only person you should try to be good enough for is yourself. as much as you might want to be what someone else wants, you can't forget to be what you want to be first. but, there is always someone that wants you and loves you even if you don't think so. remember that
It just feels so heartbroken when you realize the person that supported you, cared for you, loved you *_is the person who started the pain in the first place_*
imagine being someones first choice, childhood crush, their sunshine on a dark day, the reason to live, breath in their lungs, the person they would fight for, the person in their dreams, the person they can't get out of their mind, the only one in their heart... yea I wouldn't know...
Dear my mother, I’m jealous of the way you treat others and the way you treat me. I’m sorry I wasn’t what you wanted, I’m sorry for being the worthless daughter you refer to me as. I only just want a mother
Sofia Rose Morales I’m really sorry to hear that, I know that sucks a ton and honestly I don’t know you or your friend but what she said was wrong, no one should prioritize a friend over a child :/ sending love 💗
Same here she walked out of my life and now still lives here. I don’t know what having parents is like I’ve never felt it nor do Ik what happiness is. My parents never attended any of my performances, soccer games, or graduations. Just seeing everyone with their parents and how happy they are just makes me cry. Don’t get me wrong I’m happy for these ppl but it makes me sad cuz I don’t have this kind of parents if that made sense. They never attended my preschool, elementary, nor middle school graduation I literally cried last year once I got home I was all alone there at graduation. At least I had my friend there supporting me but that’s it and I’m very very thankful for her. Now I’m a freshman soon to be sophomore and imma have only 2 years left till graduation and I won’t have anyone attend my graduation. I know that for a fact. My “dad” soon will move away to live with his mother and I’m gonna have to live with his wife which I seriously hate the fact that she’s gonna be here so I might stay at someone’s house she won’t let me but I will go even if that means imma have to run away. Okay I don’t know why I’m ranting on here but yea I relate to you.mothers day is coming up and I don’t have a mother to celebrate with it’s sad
hey beautiful person scrolling through the comments.....always remember there is somewhere who wont give up on you......you are that special and hold a huge worth.........no one is like you.....embrace yourself and have a nice day
I'm jealous of the old me, so happy and unbothered not knowing anything about what was yet to come in the future. Drama, feelings, worries, judgment, being afraid of everything because it can hurt you, you never knew that there was such things did you? I miss how things use to be. 💔
@@Chimwe16 exactlyyyy! wow this comment is 2 years old, ive definitely grew from the pain but i will forever miss how happy i used to be, im glad i can look back on stuff like this and see my growth
I'm jealous of the rain That falls upon your skin It's closer than my hands have been I'm jealous of the rain I'm jealous of the wind That ripples through your clothes It's closer than your shadow Oh, I'm jealous of the wind 'Cause I wished you the best of All this world could give And I told you when you left me There's nothing to forgive But I always thought you'd come back, tell me all you found was Heartbreak and misery It's hard for me to say, I'm jealous of the way You're happy without me I'm jealous of the nights That I don't spend with you I'm wondering who you lay next to Oh, I'm jealous of the nights I'm jealous of the love Love that was in here Gone for someone else to share Oh, I'm jealous of the love 'Cause I wished you the best of All this world could give And I told you when you left me There's nothing to forgive But I always thought you'd come back, tell me all you found was Heartbreak and misery It's hard for me to say, I'm jealous of the way You're happy without me As I sink in the sand Watch you slip through my hands Oh, as I die here another day, yeah 'Cause all I do is cry behind this smile I wished you the best of All this world could give And I told you when you left me There's nothing to forgive But I always thought you'd come back, tell me all you found was Heartbreak and misery It's hard for me to say, I'm jealous of the way You're happy without me I-I-It's hard for me to say, I'm jealous of the way You're happy without me
keep your head high, and stand up to your challenges. event though it might feel tiring and feel helpless, remember that you are loved. Stay positive queen. 💖✨
He came back, for the fifth time. I always dreamed that he would come back, but when he did, I was done. He’d hurt me too many times, and I couldn’t take it anymore. I still miss him though.
I can imagine the boyfriend who gotten broken up with preformed this song on stage at a party, and the girlfriend was sitting in the crowd with the new boyfriend ( the girlfriend had no idea he’d be preforming ) and now she sat and listened, regretting everything, as she saw some tears fall down from the boyfriend on stage.
*why am I sad? Well thinking that makes me sad. I don’t deserve being sad! People have it worse than me! Am I ungrateful? What is wrong with me? Why am I lonely? I’m ok right?*
you know that few seconds when you first wake up and you dont remember anything but then after a few seconds, you comeback to reality and your heart emotionally hurts and you feel emotionally drained? yea i live for those few seconds in the morning, main reason why im still getting up ahah
Having a big heart is both a blessing and a curse... You can't be mad after all this Time passed...yet the only Person you're mad at is yourself. I hate that and i'm jealous of all the good memorys i had running through my Fingers Like sand
It sucks when they are perfect. It just makes it all that much harder when they leave you because you know you won’t ever find someone as perfect as they were for you. He was my soulmate
What hurts the most is I feel like I’ll never truly find someone to love. I feel so alone because I feel like no one will ever truly understand me and I won’t feel love in depth (enough for me to call it love anyway) That’s a pain not many talk about
i feel like everything is moving too fast, I don’t suffer from a mental disorder. it just seems like my life is flying and flashing before my own big brown eyes. i miss what I took for granted. everything for granted, especially being happy. I’ve chosen to lose myself over these past few months, and as I’ve been looking for my past self. I’ve noticed I don’t know her anymore. I don’t recognize what made this girl happy. Why did she smile? Why did she like the color yellow? Why did she lose so many friends in such a short amount of time? Was it her? Was it them? Definitely her. She’s selfish, she’s ungrateful for what she has. Entitled. Angry. Scared. And most importantly broken. They say don’t fix what’s not broken. But why break something that couldn’t be fixed from the jump.. when I find her again. she’ll be tired, tired of life but I’ll be there to pick her back up.
I wish I had parents like other peoples. I wish I had a family. I wish I was like 5 years ago. I wish I could feel happiness I wish I could k*ll myself without overthinking I wish I had friends I wish I was like the others girls I wish my only bestfriend was alive I wish my host family loved me I wish I was great in school I wish I didn't have anxiety I wish I was pretty I wish people cared about how I was feeling I wish I was myself 21/09/2020 guys tomorrow is my birthday and I feel like I can’t to it. I’m crying since 19pm and it’s 23 now. I can’t breathe I feel like I’m empty and no ones understand me. I don’t do this for attention but I really need help I’m not strong enough and tomorrow I have school but I really don’t want to go. I feel like I’ll do something wrong tonight please someone help me
I care about you I don’t know you but It doesn’t matter if you need someone I’m here just know it gets better and I’m proud of how far you have come keep going please
Marie, stay strong. We don’t know each other, but I care about you and I’m telling you right now that it will get better. Maybe not today or tomorrow or next month, but eventually it will. Keep pushing for that slit of light through the darkness 💓
If people won’t miss you know think of the good a kind hearted soul like you could do in the future! You matter! You can make a change in your life because it will get better! You’ll find those who will see you as you. It will be tough, and you’ll lose some along the way. But, it’s part of the journey. And in the end it’ll be worth it
it’s so crazy because you can try so hard to be the perfect person for someone you love but you still aren’t enough, then they find someone who fits them better, and you are jealous of the way they treat them when they never treated you that way...
dear ex , i’m jealous of the way you moved on so fast and forgot about me. i’m jealous of the girls that are making you happy. i’m sorry i couldn’t do that :/
8 months later and still not over u sometimes I felt great and independent but when I really think about u i miss you. But iknow that I’m nothing for u :(
i’m jealous that everyone around me can find love, there no one around that wants the same type of relationship i want, i just wanna have my person but i’m afraid it may never happen
often late at night like tonight, i feel so unwanted. i feel as all my friends only hang around me for pity and no one has ever truly felt like they like me. i want someone to want me as badly as i want them. i wish someone truly cared about how i felt and wanted to listen to me. i know that i will someday find a true friend or relationship but i feel so alone at times like this.
I’m jealous, that I wasn’t the one that was able to make you happy. When you were the one who showed me how happy life can be. I never used to believe that I would ever meet someone so beautiful and bright, but then you showed up. I’m happy for the memories we shared but I now feel lost since you left. I hope you are happier without me and that life is treating well because you deserve the world.
OMG THIS MY FAVORITE SONG TIME TO CRY RIGHT NOW BECAUSE I REMEMBER MY FATHER DIE I SING THAT FOR HIM . AFTER HIS LAST BREATH I DEDICATE THIS SONG FOR HIM UNTIL NOW I MISS MY FATHER 😢💔
dear family, Im gonna be honest, im jealous, for being the last choice. I used to be okay with it but now, im tired of it. Im tired of thinking what i did wrong, what was it in me thay wasnt good enough? Im jealous that im not given enough love amd affection eventhough u think u do. But... Day by day... I start to accept it... All i want is a family... Atleast just a family....
Aina Eddy same here, I’ve never been the first choice for anybody, just once I wanted to be the first choice, but you aren’t alone. not self promoting at all but if you wanna talk and so we can vent to each other add my snap; halenur_soyak
I like how I see the comments section in every sad songs I listen to there's always a random comforting comment to make you feel a little better which proves that there's still good people here so we should treasure them. 💛
been keeping this bottled up. to people i once truly considered as friends, u probably don't remember about me now coz u have new squad around y'all but i wish u all pure happiness, tho i've never been vocal about my thoughts ever since... yeah, I'm jealous of the way you're happy without me.
I’ve never missed my ex bestfriend as much as i have during quarantine. I realized how much i really need her. I wasn’t there when she needed me the most. And i think about that every day, and i dread that i wasn’t. And now she hates me for it. I always have put myself before everyone else, and since around october i really started to realize i’m nothing without anyone else. Now i always put everyone else before me. Id give anything to have her back in my life. What i did was so screwed up.
sometimes you just sit and wonder what was I missing.. what made them want to leave? sitting there waiting for an im sorry or I regret my decision is one of the saddest things someone can go through and broken up with...
This brings back all of the memories I try to forget about you. The way you used to love me before you decided I wasn’t good enough. I would do anything to fall asleep in your arms again, even though you don’t feel the same. I hope she makes you happy. I love you forever.
dear me in 2010: i’m jealous of how genuinely happy you were, when you didn’t have to fake a smile. or make people laugh to make you feel validated. or fake laugh so others laugh. or have to lie to your mum and say your okay. or when you didn’t jump when someone touched your thigh, or when you would hug your now ex best friend and go to school excited to learn! or look in the mirror and think you looked bomb. but now i don’t even know who i am.
If you're reading this, I know it's hard. And scary. And overwhelming but we'll be okay. It doesn't seem that way right now, but there's a light at the end of the tunnel, there is hope. You are precious and valued beyond comprehension. We'll be okay in the end. I love you 3000 ❤️
this hits too deep. im jealous of the people that are making him smile when i cant... i cant stop crying. "im jealous of the way you are happy without me" the way you smile less around me, but when i get a text from you my face lights up, and even when you say 'i love you' first. tears shed off my cheeks.
