I listen to vinnie since i was 16 and now being 31 i still love this music. It is so deep and i think not many people really feel what he is saying. So much ♥️
crazy how we grew from teenagers full of angst, to men, and how the lyrics we were too young to empathize with became an apt soundtrack to our struggle. thanks for FOR PRESS USE ONLY BABYGRAND RECORDS everything vinnie.
That's crazy. I was 19. This was my shit. I remember the first time I heard Heavenly Divine. I must've been 14. Crazy how far rap has come. Do they make music like this anymore?
15 years and still brings tears to my eyes.. so many memoires attached to this album.
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My tears wont stop flowing out from my eyes, this the realest song I've heard in my life. Vinnie is the greatest rapper of all time most underrated MC of all time🐐
wow. was listening to this song when i was 18, what an emotional wreck i was, nothing had any sense, fresh outta high school thrown in this cruel cruel world all alone, all i was looking for was a some kind of hope, true human connection, but the people were so cold, lost.. it was soul crushing seeing the world as it is for the first time with my own eyes. I'm 26 now and what i've realised over the years that no matter how bad the situation is, it'll always get better, and no matter how good your situation is it'll always get worse at some point... that's the beauty of life, duality, you must have both in your life to learn. So stay strong, and NEVER give up, once the emotional storm is over, and it will be without exception, you'll appreciate sunny days better. Love to all the people who are struggling, peace.
lol and i just turned 18 too i dont understand why im realizing all these things ive known since i was younger like ive known the world was like this for awhile but idk something about being this age just makes u feel it even harder
all my adult life has been a wreck. one struggle to the next. i definitely feel these lyrics. from anger loss self pity and alcoholism. i guess me and vinny and i have a lot in common. peace vinny
"The struggle is mine" and we each have our own universe of issues to deal with (past, present, future, potential, reality, limitations, society, and fitting in enough to be successful yet maintaining your soul true). Be happy no matter what because life is a blessing and it could always be worse.
"I don't wanna leave my mother behind, i don't want for her to cry because the struggle is mine" THIS IS THE MOST HUMAN SONG MADE BY JEDI MIND TRICKS! A CLASSIC!
Life is a series of unfinished tasks bro....even wen we die,,,....,,,,,,we still have stuff that wasn't finished......so, we leave it to our family.......
"I don't wanna leave my mother behind, I don't want for her to cry because the struggle is mine" reminds me of my only brother who died after a 37 year struggle last month. RIP big bro.
Seriously, I cried to this one. Vinnie got a voice that you can feel is emotion, and this story hits me. One of the best song I've ever heard and i listen mainly to rock..
My best friend and I used to listen to these guys religiously and it's some of our best memories. He was a genius and knew so much about life, death and science but one morning he took a bad mixture of drugs, went hiking and never came back. It's crazy how fast a decade goes by.
Vinnie is my favourite rapper of all time hes saved my life i love this brother 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏, this dudes been through so much a real solider and his battle with stability is something i relate to so much and his intellect
[Hook] Torn apart now I cannot have this combination And fusion of your elixir Torn apart now These are the choices we've made Do I swallow or walk away? [Verse 1: Vinnie Paz] Yeah, most of my adult life I've been torn into two If you love me, then I love you and this song is for you It's tight hard when you know what you said And your shorty seein' you as an emotional wreck The closer I get, it's like the farther I feel And my heart has turned into this heavy armor and steel It's hard to be real, hard to listen to the dumb shit And I take a lot of pills cause it numbs shit I wish I had another path to follow Wish that I could be a man and learn to pass the bottle A graphic novel, my future a box or an urn Havin' dreams about death, but I'm not that concerned And I'm diseased, through the seasons they turn Watchin' leaves from the trees turn disease and they burn I'm eager to learn, but I'm holdin' my breath And everyday alive is just another closer to death [Hook:] [Verse 2: Vinnie Paz] Yeah, I've been alive longer then I expected to be And took care of everything that's expected of me Took care of my girl and my mother I told her that I'm always here and I love her I handle shit differently cause I'm grown now And the truth is that I'd rather be alone now I'd rather not have to deal with the day And I hate when people ask me how I'm feelin' today My brother Rasul, we had a beef and grudge But we grew up together, cousin, so it's peace and love I wish all the best, I wish all the shine I wish I didn't wanna off my thoughts with a nine I'm thoughtful and kind, but I'm evil alas But everything I love has turned to a tedious task I feel that life a waiting game for people to pass But nobody ever want you to see through the mask [Verse 3: Vinnie Paz] Yeah, I don't wanna be a burden to y'all I just wanna know exactly what my purpose is for I feel like nothin' I do is ever right And that I'm actin' a fool another night And I admit, I don't take care of myself So I do a lot of thinkin' and preparing myself Cause the fact is my father died young and I might, too And it ain't any way to tell what I might do I don't wanna leave my mother behind I don't want for her to cry, because the struggle is mine I don't want for her to grind no more I don't want for her to work a 9-to-5 no more I ain't have to work a fuckin' 9-to-5 before So I'm tryin' to get this money to provide for y'all And if the shit ain't work out and I'm suddenly gone Just remember that the motherfuckin' love isn't gone Pazman
Love how the fan base for JMT has grown. Back when this song first came out there weren't a lot of people listening to JMT. Now everyone in high school bumps them. The underground will never die.
This was the first song I ever heard from Vinnie. I ended up downloading it my accident because of an Amorphis song I tried downloading back in the Limewire days. Best mistake I ever made.
ConformedSanity Ahh the "limewire days", man that brings me back. I fired up this really old laptop I have the other day and found that I still had Limewire on it lol.
Wow an enormous amount of underground music dropped abiut ten years ago thats now bubbling back up with old and new fans following, it's very cool. Its also great to see rappers like Vinnie get the respect they truly deserve.
I don't wanna leave my mother behind I don't want for her to cry, because the struggle is mine I don't want for her to grind no more I don't want for her to work a 9-to-5 no more I ain't have to work a fuckin' 9-to-5 before So I'm tryin' to get this money to provide for y'all And if the shit ain't work out and I'm suddenly gone Just remember that the motherfuckin' love isn't gone
this song helped me through so many hard times.. losing friends and family, growing up in general and just all the tribulations of growing up in a hard home. Thanks JMT
This song gets me at the heart man, no doubt, especially at the part, I don't wanna be a burden to y'all, I just wanna know exactly what my purpose is for....
Just much love one of the greatest passion and Truth compassion much love realism the real talk no bulshit just relaxation so what I need in my life Vinnie Paz
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