I, too, lost my brother, Josh, to alcoholism on January 11th. It's a whole new kind of emptiness...peace be with you..I'm still searching for the calmness after this storm. I'm very sorry for your loss.
I also lost my brother to an alcohol related death in 2020....and his name was Josh too. Sending you a big hug. I am so sorry for your loss. ... to find some community here for beloved Josh(es) is a gift.
I have a brother named Josh, that I haven't seen in a long time. I really felt this one, and I really needed to hear it. Beautiful, as always, nothing makes me feel the way your music does. Thank you for sharing, and always inspiring!
Thank you for this piece of art. I lost my brother 15 years ago, and it's still hard for me to accept it and move on with life. A couple of months ago, I had a talk with my father and he told me that he already forgot my brother's face, and I couldn't blame him since he's always trying to act strong around me and my mom, telling us that it's all gonna be okay and one day we'll meet up in heaven. But still, I still can't forget how sad i was after my dad told me that. Hope he's okay though. It's easy to lose someone, but it's harder to let 'em go. And as for me, though it's necessary, a part of me doesn't want to let my brother go. Because if i do, i feel like i'll lose myself too. Everytime i see someone who has an older brother, I can't help but to feel a little bit jealous. That could be me. Told myself that over and over for 15 years and still counting. I always dream one day if i die, I'll be back to become my younger self with my brother, just like the old days. Hopefully, it'll come soon. Hopefully he'll be the one to wait for me at the eternity's gate. His name was Joel. And life hasn't been the same ever since he left.
@@tj03297 Thank you so much, lately with the quarantine I have a little bit more time to be with myself and create my peace. Hope peace will always be with you too, no matter what you've been through.
Jeremiah- you are an inspiration for my piano playing journey- I just love your compositions and unique style- so emotional, delicate and fragile, yet fun and energizing at the same time
