i'm so tired of these comments. the more you assume she's unwell, the more you're gonna make her feel uncomfortable and anxious. she clearly isn't ready to talk about her private life but recovery isn't linear and perfect. you guys have to understand that she cannot present herself to us as perfect every time. she also said that she wanted to make more genuine content. my heart goes to you venus! everything's going to get better just hang in there.
its seriously SO HARMFUL to be psycho-analyzed by your every action and word. its honestly creepy. especially considering these people truly know nothing about her, and it is so disrespectful. assumptions arent going to get us anywhere. everyone needs to respect her privacy bc shes a fucking human like the rest of us . not to mention so fucking rude " wow venus you look like shit" like??? if you cared you wouldn't be a little prick
@@gawahamster7608 exactly....i'm honestly so done with these comments i can't imagine how she must feel. venus might even consider youtube or making videos as a safe space. imagine having your safe space full of negativity. it's so tiring jesus
To the people saying Venus is acting weird, it can be really hard when you’re on medication. I’m on anti anxiety meds but everyone always points out that I’m spaced-out and “weird”. My managers at work have even told me I’m too young to be taking meds for anxiety. This just makes me worry more, and I’m constantly feeling like I’m trying to regulate my behaviour for other people. Please don’t over analyse her behaviour. Venus I hope you are doing well, I enjoyed your room tour. Well done for facing your fears and making a video, don’t listen to those over-analysing your actions.
True. We really don't know what's happening outside what Venus shows us. For better or worse the best we can do as fans is show support and care for her on her platform. Being in a different country on the Internet as opposed to a member of the household limits to what we can judge.
@@emmalina5284 I’ve admittedly been quite reluctant to start cbt again due to a bad experience with it in the past. I probably need to give it another go. I definitely think it would help many people, a lot of my anxiety stems from some really difficult life factors which has been very difficult, so for now medication seems like the best fit for me but I’ve seen my friends benefit from cbt. Hopefully I can get the courage to try it again soon! 😊 I’m glad it worked out well for you, all the best!
She literally says that filming makes her nervous but she wants to film more so she's powering through it! We love to see your videos Venus, so please make more and we'll be here to support you! ♡
@@sofiamaldonado411 But she says it makes her nervous. Then she should do something that makes her feel better instead of making something that makes her feel bad for the money.
It can make her nervous, and be something she wants to do at the same time. We all need money. Maybe this is how she wants to make it, even if it makes her nervous. So she is trying to overcome that anxiety.
She’s filmed all her life. She’s never this nervous, she knows by now how to have a camera presence even if she legitimately does get nervous. I think most of us know by now that there’s something she’s not ready to discuss yet and that’s okay too. I hope she gets past whatever is going on with her rn. Life can get very hard.
girl, take a break. whatever is going on, don't force yourself to make content. we'll be waiting here for you no matter how long it takes. love you venus!
It seems like she already has and that she’s now starting to get back to it which is making her nervous cuz well filming after a while would make anyone feel a bit awkward.
Hey guys, it's only natural that Venus's behavior might be a bit "off" when I've read in the comments she is on new meds? We should support her and not tell her how "weird" she's acting. Meds have a strong effect and can make you react very differently to your surroundings. ( edit: spelling )
Yes, the "shakes" are a very common side-effect to medication, especially depression and anxiety medication, and may relieve over a few weeks as the body gets used to new meds. If not, she may be switched to new meds and need a few weeks to get used to those too.
Yes. This. I feel bad for Venus having to see everyone speculate about her mental health and living situation. When she's ready im sure she'll let us know whats going on, im just glad to see her making content again. I missed her room tours and stuff.
@@PridelessChickz well thats pretty offensive for everyone that takes meds to help their mental health. Side effects are a given, and once they wear off then the Quality of life you're afforded is worth going through it. Some treatments and medications are unpleasant to go through, but in the end they save lives. You should probably keep negative shit like that to your self because you're gonna offend people even if you add no offense at the end.
@@faridjabba well shes talked about her struggles with depression and some health concerns. Cant say the exact meds but you get the idea??? Meds like antidepressants can make you shaky and cause all sorts of struggles while you try them.
@@robotzombie4754 shes not specified anything other than anti depressants. We should all wish her luck on her journey of healing^-^ its a hard thing to do
@@robotzombie4754 ive been on antidepressants and its not sunshine pills. You have to try lots of different ones to find the type that fit your brain chemistry and balance the chemicals the right way. And like meds they have side effects. Some of which can be severe. When I was on zoloft it made me really ill and I had to stop taking them almost immediately, cuz it was pretty clear I wasnt going to get used to them after a 3 month trial. I dont know if she's on anything else but medicine can just be really hard on your body. And it can take a long time to find medicines that work for you and help. ^-^
Hey Venus, ich folge dir schon so lange ich bin quasi mit dir aufgewachsen, habe mich mit deiner Geschichte sehr verbunden gefühlt da ich auch große Probleme mit meiner Mutter hatte. Ich habe an mir selber gearbeitet und habe verfolgt wie du auch immer weiter an deinem Leben gearbeitet hast. Ich glaube daran das du es schaffen kannst ein glücklicher, starker und unabhängeriger Mensch zu sein.❤️❤️❤️ Ich habe mir damals Hilfe dafür gesucht und es ist vollkommen normal dafür Unterstützung zu brauchen. Pass auf dich auf ❤️
Honestly it looks like she just bought all of the things in the room and her false eyelashes arent even holding on .. idk bout u girl but somethin' aint right
There's no need to constantly point out someones behavior back to them or try to psychoanalyze!! It can feel very embarrassing and it's always caused me to overthink when people would do it to me. If something is/was wrong that's her business and if she wants to or felt ready she would say something. Sending you love Venus
@@uomi5676 Because it's her business and her business alone and people keep painting her as this weakling that's being held hostage against her will who needs help asap when that's clearly not the case here. She's stronger than what people think she is and it's sad that people paint her as this weak and tortured soul when she's really not. She's way more than just a victim of abuse. She's also a survivor and a warrior as well. 😊
Listen Venus!!! Girl you can get through it.. it's okay to not be okay. Actually I was thinking about you few days back, I felt worried about you!! But don't worry. No matter what you are going through you are more than strong to get through this!! Love and peace dear Venus
what is up with the commetns :0. I think she is using youtube to get back to socializing and try to be more open about herself. You are doing great, Venus ^^ Pls drink enough and get nice naps, Venus!
It's really impressive that you're able to read those self-help books; I've been living here a long time and have studied Japanese for a long time, and I still can't read even a simple book, let alone a complex one like those!
I'm just glad that you are working on your mental health venus!! It’s admirable that you are proactively reading books to help you cope wheneve you have unhealthy thoughts
This really gives me much needed motivation to organize my flat. I always thought I didn't own much things, but when I moved out of my parents house I realized how much it really is... kinda crazy
I don’t even what I was watching to be honest, she kept going around the room naming/pointing things and I was just looking at her the whole time like.. is this girl okay????
90% of the comments are people assuming she is being held captive or something?? this is extremely inappropriate to spam comments of that nature and assume such a dangerous scenario. there are many reasons why she could act "strange" and even then i found nothing strange about the video? you guys are blowing this way out of proportion and trying to stir something up when it's probably doing more harm than good to Venus
Well tbh, I can't really blame them..especially with all that history that was all over the internet..I mean, even tho its not really spoken about as much anymore, people are still gonna be talking about it, since it was not that long ago that Venus came out with it all..
Y'all, the reason she looks sick/unwell is because that's the whole point of Jirai-kei. It means "landmine girl" and it refers to a derogatory that means a girl prone to violent mental breakdown. It's a reappropriation of the term. The makeup and fashion is dark girly, grungy doll you could say.
@@richcast66 it isn't a skit. Girl is probably going through since she has many issues but when it comes to her appearance, the whole point of the fashion is to look sickcute.
She has bruises on the inner part of her right wrist....even if the way she’s acting is from meds, something is not right. You can see the bruises when she’s showing the books from her cube-unit.
@@catmerchant8699 I wish I knew!!! She had so much nice, cute stuff! WHERE IS IT ALL? She said, "I actually still have my doll with me." Well where is the rest of all the cool stuff?
It all seems really concerning, did she just move or is she in a really small space? Her eyes don't seem well.. and as everyone else points out Venus is trembling 😞 I have been watching Venus a long time as many of us and we are just worried..
Thats what i thought at the start her eyes seemed off ( i actually thought when it started that her right eyes was hurt) but like she is in another country with ppl that arent relative's,i guess honestly you just dont know. Something could be going on or nothing could be going on. To bad no one can do a walfare check. hope your okay venus!
She has anxiety and the "shakes" can be a side-effect to medication, but you have to stay on medication for a few weeks to see if the symptoms go away before switching to another one with another waiting period. So, have patience.
oh sunshine, don't be sorry. it's okay to be nervous and it doesn't bother us at all. + you look gorgeous !! i love the hair accessories~ i can’t wait for the asmr videos you mentioned too. i’m sure that they'll be awesome ^__^ your room is absolutely beautiful !! looks so cozy :0 thank you for sharing this video with us
Really glad to see the self help books Venus, it can work wonders. I really wish the best for you and for you to become happy and feeling your best. Sending love
I think she’s back with manaki/living in same place. Would explain nervousness if he’s filming and things like the door/window/light being same as last room video when they were together. Anyway, not trying to be attacked just sharing my thoughts. Whatever the case I just want her to be safe so Venus if you see this do what you gotta do girl.
Guys I think she's ok, as she said she's just nervous and yes its a bit unsettling if we think too much about it but she's just trying to be real here, being herself and being anxious and nervous and yet she put herself out there.. I don't think she's in any kind of danger anymore she has a lot of self-help books and is on the road to recovery also her and manaki are more like brother and sister now he's not a guy kidnapping her and forcing her to do videos?? ... i know you all mean well and it comes from concern about her but if you are all like "wow u so nervous" it could have a different effect on her and push her back into a shell where she feels she cant come out of :/ Just let her be her.. u-u I hope I am making sense english isn't my native tongue
Hi Venus, I just wanted to let you know that I enjoyed watching this! I love how you showed us some of the books in your collection, I'm glad you're working towards healthier habits both physically and mentally. I haven't heard of jirai style before this so I learned about something new today as well! I also really think cute things are relaxing and don't care what other people say about it, do what makes you happy! I hope you're staying well~!
I still remember just like it was yesterday in your doll room of manaki home , saying you're finally a mom to your doll lol how time flies , hope you're better❤️
Am I the only one concerned, her voice is shaky I think she needs help or something... I'm curious if she has financial issues, or abused. I feel super concerned
Hey, just wanted to remind you of how much your true fans really love you- we aren’t going anywhere aha! So, please take care of yourself and keep going at a pace that works for you 🧀💖
is she on heroin? she said she had an IV in the most recent insta , but idk damn. i thought of track marks. Ive been on anxiety meds and antidepressives, antipsychotis and basically everything sweden is allowed to give before i had ECT..but i've never been this off-except when i took larger doses than i was prescribed. yeah, she might be nervous but she really never been this weird before. Feels bad to watch so i wont anymore. Hope she recovers.
@@gawahamster7608 Nobody knows what is actually happening, only Venus and the people/person who filmed her. It's not my intention to put out a "false narrative". This is a public youtube video and it is my right to comment if I feel like someone doesn't seem alright and might need help... this is the least I can do... And if Venus thinks this comment is not right and hurts her, she can always delete it. I didn't mean to hurt anyone. I just want everybody to be safe and happy. Peace~♡
It'd be REALLY cool if you made videos on: Jirai makeup, journaling, what i eat in a day & psych-related topics. I hope you are feeling well & ily 💖💖💖👽😻💞
Ooh, I saw the pencil coloring book and thought, why don't you do an ASMR drawing with pencils? You can follow the book or not, it's just the sounds of painting are very relaxing and drawing can be therapeutic. I love the idea of having the dresses on the curtains, that way you don't forget about them (it happens to me), I should try it, tho I'm afraid my pigeon would poop on them...
I loved watching this video and I completely understand being nervous babe! I have depression and anxiety and my anxiety used to be ssooo bad I couldn't go to school without feeling like everybody was watching me and analyzing my every movement so sometimes I would move slow lots of times I would shake and take really loud gulps (at least they were to me) so you're not alone and you're so strong for trying so hard keep fighting! Also I love your room it's so cute and very calming and yes being unorganized and messy happens to everyone sometimes! I just tidied up my room too 😸
In an honest manner, you don't look like you're enjoying yourself Venus. I hope no one is pushing you to do something you aren't into. Fans are included in that statement. If Venus reads this: Love, you know we all support you for you. You should take time for yourself. Making content for so long, it's got to weigh down on you. If you want to come back to the cutesy stuff, then we're here for it! But do it your way! Do it a way that feels fun for you. Cause when it's fun for you, we have fun watching it. If you want to do the adult industry thing, we're here for you! Do it! Just do what makes you happy and we're here for that. If you're having fun, we're having fun. Don't force yourself to enjoy something you don't enjoy. I always enjoyed your videos cause it seemed like you had passion for the things you're doing. You loved talking about languages, about culture. Hell, even the h3ntai stuff was fun to watch cause it seemed like something you were into! Be you. Have fun. Give yourself a break. We will love you no matter what
That's how I feel too. I get what insane anxiety is like but the entire atmosphere here makes me feel worried. The silent person behind the camera, the way it seems she's focusing more on continuing to talk through it...it just doesn't seem like something she genuinely likes doing it. And knowing about the situation with the unknown man she was living with who was making her uncomfortable on that stream before...it just doesn't help. She may not be open about what's going on but I doubt it's only as simple as new medication.
indeed your room feels like such a relaxing place. I really love it, I'm glad you are getting yourself intodoing videos again, baby steps no rush and hope to see new content whenever you feel ready
Great video Venus! I have lots of self-helps books on toxic parents too! Mainly on toxic mothers, our mothers have a lot of similarities but expressed in different ways. I escaped over 1 year ago and I would love to be your friend❤
Venus I´ve seen your videos for so so long! U r so beautiful and unique, keep doing what you like and always think about all the support of all of us, ur fans! I hope u r doing well! Also Love ur room it´s so pink and full of plushies like mine :) xoxo
Her hands are super shaky again, she's talking strange, she's not acting normal... I wonder who is the person filming. Her abusive manager who uses her for money and s^%? She used to be such a lovely, adorable, smart girl (I'm not talking about times when she was a "living doll...) But since she started "onlyfans", she had changed A LOT. I'm seriously worried about her... I really want to believe she will end all her toxic relations with people who are only using her and do not care about her at all. I really want to believe soon she will get serious help and she will be herself again...
Why do I get a feeling that whoever is filming her has a lot to do with how she's acting. This ain't even funny anymore, she's completely out of it and I feel extremely worried.
@@starioushina901 the fact of you over analyzing her actions, and making speculations such as " I get a feeling that whoever is filming her has a lot to do with how she's acting" are just harmful
So cute Venus, I love Jirai kei and 'mass production type' (量産型) I feel like you really understand the trend well and all your pieces are perfectly in the style (obviously because you live in Japan). I wonder how popular it will become overseas (i kind of hope it doesn't become a trend because then i won't be able to buy any more of the already limited choices online lol).
I don't want to speculate too much, but please know that you deserve to live a life where you are TRULY happy and safe!! Please pursue what makes you happy ❤️
I really love your room... its so cute :D I used to always watch your videos when i was younger and got really in to jfashion. I have changed a lot in my personality and style but u definitely played a big role in it :)
Venus, if you feel like your medication is making you a bit too shaky or affecting things negatively too much, don't hesitate to ask your doctor about changing your dosage! I let my doctor know I was experiencing that, and I was able to find a different combination that works just as well without the strong negative side effects! ♡ I hope you stay well and do whatever works best for you~
venus your one of my favorite youtubers ive seen all your videos! except for some because of certain reasons lolz- I hope your life is going swell and that you know how beautiful and awesome you are! stay strong and I hope youve had a good easter^^
Venus was so strong, she still filming even she look so nervous, but it's totally ok if you want to film without showing ur face or voice (just add the subtitles), i will be anxious sometimes when i was filming but without showing your face is way more comfortable
You look so much better in this video! The last video you looked so sad and depprest! glad to see you smiling again! We all love you, I hope you know that! 🧡
This was so nice to watch, your room is really cute! Thank you so much for doing your best despite being nervous, I hope you overcome your fear and have more fun with your videos! You're doing good!
I have abusive parents too, I also own self help books that I hide on my shelf. but what helped me the most was Teal Swans videos on RU-vid... maybe that could bring you some relief too 🐭💖
Ok i never commented on venus videos like NEEEEVERRRR... but i'm really worried about her right now. Is she doing okay?? I know that her trembling hands may be cause by the side effect of her medications but I also feel like there something more to it that she told us. Even her style and actions changed....like she's stuttering and avoid looking at the camera like she doesn`t want to see the person behind it. I dont know maybe i'm just overreacting and everything alright but i'm really worried about her. Can someone close to her can confirm is everything really alright i'm kinda scared tbh =/. Venus i hope your REALLY ok and doing fine. Take care of yourself girl.
@bwissey I understand where you are coming from, however I feel that you are failing to see this from both sides. On one side, reading comments that people are concerned can make Venus feel more anxious, or over cautious with her behavior. On the other hand, how do expect people to react when the mannerisms of someone they’ve watched for a long time has changed suddenly?
Getting away from internet, social media and harmful things should be a priority. Probably moving to a country where mental health problems are seriously important to specialists and she gets treated. In Japan you're usually mocked and they pump you up with bad medication until you can't even function properly just like in my country. I don't have the means to get properly treated but she does. She needs love, care, good therapists, psychiatrist and psychologists.
