JJ Heller - Ordinary Days (Official Music Video) 

DITTO ❤️🙏🌈❤️🙏!!!!!!!

Same - just bawling and am already missing my babies being babies 😭😭😭

I agree completely. Sitting here wishing I had treasured more and been aware of, how quickly they pass and you can't go back to grab them back up. Thank you for the beautiful reminder.

How are you doing 😊👋☺️☺️

Bless you 🙏

You're incredibly lucky to have that! I'm glad you manage to cherish all those wonderful moments 😊I find it so beautiful when music can make us reflect on our lives. Making us appreciate how unique and incredible it is to be alive. Even when things get hard, maybe even especially then. JJ Heller is just so incredibly good at writing music that has so much deep meaning and value. I absolutely love it!

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I hear you! 😭

sending huge and love for your precious little girl...

I'm 35 this year and have hydrocephalus. My poor parents went through so much to keep me here

@@naomimoran5564 That’s what love does.

Beautiful brother!

@@HOC307 TY

May God Bless You. You sound like a wonderful person & father filled with love that has nowhere to go. I too am going thru both my kids walking out of my life, 14 yrs after their "dad" chose to walk out on all of us, along w his whole family. He replaced us w a new family, & my daughter who was 15 at the time & was very close to him, was replaced when he became a father again to a new daughter. And then to rub more salt in the wound, he made it well known, on social media & things he did & said to our kids. I tried all their lives to be the very best mom I could be, & I truly believe w everything in me that I was a very good mom. When their dad left, I wrote him countless emails, letters, cards, reminders of our family & everything he was missing, and they were as well. I also always kept him aware of whatever was going on w them-good or bad, even though he ignored all of them. I reached out to his family of origin-his parents & brother, we had been married 21 yrs & he left when the kids were 15& 18. My daughter who already had a low self concept of herself, started drinking heavily & mixed hard proof alcohol w pres. drugs like xanax & adderall & prob. others😢. I am grateful God watches over her & kept her alive. I've suffered from major depression & crippling anxiety most of my life since teen yrs. I'm 57 now but feel & prob look like 80,haggard, defeated, & worn out. There's nothing left. I gave every single thing I had- either material or otherwise to my kids. Their happiness was the most important thing to me. My own mother is a true blessing & has been my rock & support thru all my terrible days. I lost jobs, most of the time not my fault, I had earned my masters degree in counseling & worked over 30 yrs as mental health therapist, always going above & beyond to help ppl, which cost me my license so i could no longer practice, all bc i tried to help a former pt. who was suicidal & had almost died of a suicide attempt 3 wks before contacting me. Her friend & a family member, who refused to talk to me when i was trying to help their l😅oved one, filed complaints against me after she eventually committed suicide. The agency that handles complaints didn't make me aware of the hearing so i couldn't even defend myself or correct the falsehoods of the complaint. All this got published in my local paper/front page, & all over internet, & took a highly respected, experienced, & skilled therapist from a community desperately in need of these professionals. So along w the divorce & struggling to help my own kids, I was trying to move for the 3rd time in 5 yrs bc I had no $, & was below poverty level with a tarnished reputation professionally & personally, thx to my x. thru it all i was always there for my kids, sacrificing everything to give to them, even giving THEM cards on MOTHER's DAy bc i wanted to thank God for bringing them to my life & without them i wouldn't have been a mother. 🙄unbelievable all the stuff i did. putting dating & socializing aside when i still had my looks, sleepless nights wondering where my daughter was, helping my son move 10 hrs away after i had wisdom teeth removed & was in pain. his dad did nothing except to drive to his old apt wks after he moved to pick up the bed he had for himself!!!! I was there, 110%, always, trying to be both parents & trying my hardest not to badmouth their dad & begged him to have relationships w them. i kept him aware of everything going on in his life, wished him happy father's day and bday, asked about his family, welcomed him into whatever place i was living. he was the only one who wanted a divorce & still he has hated me & taken it out on me in every possible way. He makes 6 figures, lives in a 3000 sf home like we had during marriage, brand new 4 runner & boat, travels, is in good health, has his whole family still, has never lost anyone he was close to, he has friends, gfs, an 11 yr old daughter he got to start over again with. i would have loved to have more kids. 😢 and now i've lost the 2 i did have. i did everything right- or as right as possible from pregnancy on. i was totally devoted to them. but they don't remember any of the good parts. it's so messed up. i made bdays & holidays special, supported them in everything, took my daughter on nice vacations to the ocean & mother/daughter shopping trips to chicago. i was there for the good times & the bad. my daughter became a severe alcoholic & finally got sober 2 yrs ago, but i'm worried now she's drinking again bc she had a horrible breakup & is living w her dad, the same dad both my kids swore they would NEVER EVER LIVE WITH. he has a house full of alcohol & drinks daily himself, & doesn't get alcolism, depression, anxiety, or suicide. he doesn't know what to watch for or how to talk to them. he wasn't involved thru any of it & accused me of being over dramatic. i'm so scared i'm going to lose my daughter & or my son even more than i already have. she is living w him & since she's been there(3 wks) i've seen her a total of an hr when she gave me ride home & went w me to hospital until my son came when i thought i was having a stroke. i have high bp & was already maxed out from stress due to $ issues, worrying about my kids, & my mom who is 91 k this has taken a huge toll on her. my 2 siblings haven't talked to me in yrs & don't include me for holidays or send bday cards anymore & idk why. i lost my dad to cancer at about same age my daughter is, 28. my son is 33, & extremely introverted & a loner. his dad was very hard on him growing up. i don't understand why or how they can defend their dad& do nothing to stand up for or support me. i feel like everything i've done in life, everything i worked for, was all nothing, just a wasted life 😢i can't get back. it's beyond heartbreaking, & i can't begin to understand why. i know my daughter has prob always hoped to get her dad back but he's taking advantage of her vulnerable state & using it to get to me, not help her, but she can't see it. he refuses to even communicate w me, still, 14 yrs after our divorce. he's taken everything g from me & made my mom suffer. all my life all i wanted was to be a wife & mother. my dreams came true only to have them come crashing down out of nowhere. what do you do???? how do you get thru this awfulness & the constant fear & worry? how do you ever reconcile the grief & pain of losing & grieving the 2 kids that are still here and want nothing to do w you. my kids would gang up on me the past few yrs when my depression got worse. they've both said & done things to me & my mom they would never say or do to their dad who deserves it. every day i wake up shaking & wishing it was a bad dream. i can't believe she won't even see or talk to me & don't know how this happened. what did i do wrk g??? i'm so sorry i didn't mean to take up your post w my reply. 😢 your story just touched me being from a fathers perspective. i was also blessed w a wonderful dad like it sounds like you are. My heart goes out to you & you are in my prayers, as well as your children. coming across all these stories i can't believe how much of a problem this is!!! nobody talks about it & def doesn't do anythjng. our legal system is terrible not to address this & hold these monsters who call themselves parents accountable for the irreparable damages they've caused. i couldn't even put a dollar value on a loss like this. no amt of $ could ever be enough to replace my kids or take away the emptiness and the robbing us all from futures w our kids. never being able to see them marry, dance at their weddings, hold grandchildren if they even have them after he screwed up their lives & minds so much. please know i'm thinking of you friend. i'm grateful for posts like these so i know i'm not alone, but as i'm sure you know, nothing takes the bitter sting of having your kids robbed from your future life, & taking away all meaning in your life, leaving you filled w love you can't share, doubts, fear, uncertainty, anger, poor, sick, heartbroken, betrayed, unable to trust, & just broken. take good care of you. God Bless. ❤

Amen👍❤️🙏

100%!!!! She is an amazing writer/singer/artist. Have loved her for years.

@@cb.1212 Thank you.

Sensing you prayers and happy thoughts

💜AMEN💖

ALWAYS💜GODS💜TIME

💜ONE BIG🙏 LOVING FAMILY💜

DITTO ❤️🙏❤️🌈🙏!!!!!!

How are you doing 😊👋☺️☺️

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@@jjhellermusic Awe Thank you so much!! I work with infants full time at an academy in town. And often I tell Alexa, "Play JJ Heller". You help calm the room JJ, with the Holy Spirit moving through your music 🎶. Thank you for writing music for families with young.