Everyday I get dressed, go to school, go home, do homework, go to sleep , then I repeat that same process over and over and over. I listen to this song and it brings me to a whole different other world where there is none of that.
i'm thirteen and my parents have divorced once and my mum is about to have another. they're constantly arguing and it's such a pain because i have to go back and forth, there's a huge unspoken grudge and it's overall just too much for me. i won't say i'm depressed because that would be self diagnosing but i'm into self harm and all that jazz. i'm only thirteen but i still feel the urge to slit my arms open. this is such a good song to help me cope with everything, so thank you. thank you so much.
@@deanchayongco240 everything went severely downhill, i wound up in hospital (i think u can guess why) and i went to two different therapy people, i'm now allowed scissors again 😀😀 thank you for asking though, nobody does anymore, so i appreciate it :)
@@katie-xz2nb I'm so sorry you don't deserve all of that. I'm really glad you're still fighting, here's my snap: deanj.chan incase you wanted someone to talk to.wish you all the best Kate:)
POV: you come back from a long stressful day and this song starts to play from your playlist you decide to watch the cat whom is peacfully starting at the rain trickling down on the city
my daily routine consists of me getting up, crying to a maximum of five minutes then go to eat breakfast. i change into my school uniform and then go to school. i go to school in japan. i get home, do homework, eat dinner, go to bed and just cry laying in the dark. then repeat the whole process. this song makes things so much easier
i wanna feel something. anything honestly. just a really long hug. im so touch starved, because ive never had physical affection shown to me. and i just wish i had a person to lie down with and tell me im perfect and they love me.
Crying so hard i put myself into a asthma attack because im scared that i made my bsf hate me even tho he said that he loved me and i wanna hug him so tight but im a girl and my parents will see it wrong and im scared that everyone will leave me and because im having a asthma attack im scared of telling my mom so im praying ill die rn or soon checkkkkk
i just want to die. im forced to live through this hell. my family is poor, i'm so ugly and disgusting that i dont want to go out, i have an eating disorder because i just want to be pretty, and my personality sucks. im trapped and i dont know how to escape.
This helps cure my depression a little thanks I just wanna feel loved my dad buys me a lot of stuff is just that he never shows that he loves me and my mom and dad divorced when I was 5 and my step dad beat me for doing nothing I would tell more to personal to say I wish i was just loved 😔
i dont know if im trying to hard or if i just worry to much, i love her, even if she doesnt treat me right sometimes i genuinely love her, i ignore what everyone says because i fucking love her, but i think im messing it all up, she doesnt seem to be happy yk, i dont do anything to make her unhappy and i genuinely try to help, i dont care what happens to me, i just want her happy, thats it
POV: you come home from your stressful day at school to come home to your mom yelling at you to do your chores. Your step brother never has to do them so why do you? You do them anyways and as you finished up, the only thing left is to take out the trash. You tie the bag and look outside, its raining. The dark cloud and the cold breeze gives you comfort so you take the trash out in the rain. No jacket. Barefoot. You don't care if you get sick you'll go to school either way. You get back in and your mother yells at youbfor getting drenched and makes you take a hot bath. You reluctantly drag your feet to the bathroom and start the hot water. You get the water super hot and you get undressed and get in as the tub fills with hot steaming water. You push your back against the cold wall and hug your knees and start to cry. Why do you always get yelled at? Why is everything your fault. A whilee later you get out and get dressed and go straight to your dark bedroom. You climb into your bed and you go to sleep. Its around 7pm and you don't even care if you've had dinner or not you just wanna sleep. You wake up at 3 am and think to yourself that you have to wake up in an hour anyways to catch the bus so you pull out your phone and put this song on. This song is the only comfort you have. This was my reality for 2 years and I hated it. But this song helped me get through it. Thanks for reading, I hope you have a wonderful night. Please stay
We didnt date for too long but hes made me so insecure ever since he left. Mirrors make me cry and because im a tall girl looking down on my friends mentally hurts me. I eat every second day or i barley eat each day. I hate recordings of my own voice i sound so kiddy for my age.. i can never be completely honest yet i fuck everything up by yapping.. im going insane
Once upon a time, there was an old lady and she said, " Tell me the story, where the sky fell in love with a lady. And when he touched her hand, the skip of his heart created a leap year." And then she said, " You know, I think it's such a beautiful story." Then, the Sky looked at her, realizing that she doesn't remember that that lady was her. " ..." " Yes, it is." He said as he shed tears, making up all the stars in the night time sky with every tear drop. P.S.; Not my story! (yet.forgiven on tiktok is where I got it from. This was just the song playing in the background. How I can't wait to tell my future children this story. Btw if you don't get it, the lady has dementia.
I know you may not believe me, but *I love you.* Thinks may not seem okay right now, but I promise on my soul that things will get better. Don’t let that beautiful noggin of yours tell you otherwise, alright? :) Reach out to someone you trust, and promise me that you’ll give life another chance? That you’ll give yourself another chance at happiness?
