I'm 62 and stumbled on this video by accident. I had prayed this morning that God would tell me if it was my fault that nobody cares about me and am I normal or what? I was an abused foster child and since then, all the people I love except my husband, have abandoned me. I too feel afraid of people and don't trust them. I could go on but it would take too long. Thank you for your testimony. It has blessed me.
I believe the testimonies. Jesus is a personal God. He appeared to me, the time I was trying commit suicide, His hug, true and pure Love of God. And have experienced God, All Glory to God. Praise God. God Is Love.
Me too !! First time I was only 13. I cang believe she talks about sitting in his lap. Ivd had similar experiences with him like his calming comfort embraces me I fall asleep in peace .his arms around me telling itd all hoing to be OK. Fear not. There's nothing like his love God bless uou dear
I believe God Jesus Holy Spirit is a personal God. Everything is between God and me and no one else. God truly loves his creations each one individually hallelujah and Amen praise God.
She was never stupid, just the victim of horrific childhood psychological and emotional abuse. I suffered from an abusive parent and can tell you that it does make you stupid. Made my mind cloud right up and made me fail at school etc. I now have a genius level IQ since I found my precious Lord Jesus Christ. My mind has cleared right up and last IQ test showed me in the 98th percentile by Mensa standards. Glory be to GOD!!!!!!! Aside from that so much else has changed that it is the difference between night and day. Before I used to take hard drugs to get high, now I avoid them because they bring me down!! Truly I tell you GOD IS REAL AND SO IS JESUS CALL THEM INTO YOUR HEART AND INTO YOUR LIFE AND THEY WILL TRANSFORM IT IN THE MOST DIVINE WAYS YOU CANT IMAGINE. Glory be to God, God bless us all now and forever more may ALL be saved in Jesus MIGHTY name amen :)
Awesome. This happened to me in 2003. I was 47. After a lifetime of traditional church as a reverends wife. This lap experience made me whole and washed me clean. I cried for a whole week. My relationship with my dad were restored plus my faith in my neighbour and people. This is a right for every human being. We have imperfect parents who did not know better themselves
Wow, Jesus told her that he's going to make his church's heart beat again! This is the message God had been speaking to me since May, when I was going through a rough season. I'm so happy to hear this. :)
@XENON VYPER well I don't think we have dreams like that unless it's God showing it to us we're supposed to be like little children right! That's pretty cool if you ask me! God has shown me things in dreams and then they come to pass!
@XENON VYPER it is prophesied oonly the desert will bloom Bahaullah means the glory of God and check out the place of pilgrimage where He spent most of His life in exile in Aka and the place He is buried how it has bloomed.prophecies check davis youngs how to teach christians and read thief in the night by willaim sears and release the sun has some beginning of the history 200 years ago 1844 as predicyted in the Bible 2300 days which they trying to tell us the Bridegroom is late.
I had quite similar experience and I was broken but Jesus revealed in my dream and took me to church. Yes Jesus is my saviour. He is my love which I cannot find from others. I am healed because Jesus loves me.
Hi Paul. Sure. I just came back from my 1st mission trip to Yangon, Myanmar and I heard many miracles Jesus has done in poor people lives and some HIV patients. Here's my story and encounters with Jesus. I was brought up in a family practicing ancestor worship but I also called myself as Buddhist as I have read books about Buddhism since I was young. When I was 18, I had many dreams and visions which had come to pass until now. In my mind, I thought Buddha and few other God / Goddess were God. There were many times in my life others have tried to tell me about Christianity and Jesus Christ but I refused to listen. This was because in the past I had been ill-treated by some Christians at work and in personal life. I closed my ears; my heart refused to listen and refused to know about Jesus Christ. When I was eight, I started asking questions about God. My father could not explain and he asked me to try talking to God. And I did. Whenever I was bullied in school, I would cry and talk to God (神). I would also blame Him. As I was ill-treated by some Christians, I was not open to Christianity for years. I felt really hurt to be called names. I had suicidal thoughts. I used to lock myself in my room and slept with a knife under my pillow. When I was 21, I fell in love. However, after 10 years, the man I loved found another. I wanted to end my life but knew it was wrong. When I hit rock bottom in late 2014, I looked for love. I befriended someone online and resigned from my job to be with him. However, it was a scam! I was jobless and in desperation for 9 months, I called out to all the gods (or rather idols) that I used to worship. I also called out to Buddha, Kwan Yin, Allah and Jesus. I pleaded, “If there is a true God, please reveal to me.” In January 2015, I had a dream of a man in white robe taking me for a walk around an ancient city. His robe was so white and bright. I didn’t bother to look at his face as His hand was holding on to my hand. I was very calm and at peace walking with Him. There were also a few men in light brown robes walking behind us. I woke up feeling good although I did not understand the dream. In the same month, I had a nightmare and I saw an evil looking black transparent shadow in the form of a well-built man. I woke up but I could not move. I shouted but there was no voice. When I could eventually run out of my room, I saw the same black figure standing in my living room. I was horrified and I shouted for help. Once my mom opened her bedroom door and stepped out the evil shadow disappeared. My mother and sister said they didn’t hear I was shouting for help. I was traumatized. In mid-April morning, I cried out to God again to reveal my life purpose. Then I suddenly I thought about a college friend whom I had not seen for 16 years. We got connected through Facebook. She invited me to church. I agreed as I was searching for my purpose in life and since I had already tried numerology, astrology, tarot card reading and even consulted a medium. After attending 2 Sunday celebrations, I watched a movie about Jesus Christ. In the movie, Jesus wore a white robe and His disciples were in light brown robes, just like in my dream. When it came to the latter part of the movie, I cried uncontrollably when I saw Jesus carrying a cross and walking around the same ancient city which a man in white robe was taking me to walk with Him in my dream. It took me 3 months to know the man in white robe was Jesus. The next day, I went on a trip to Sri Lanka where I fell very sick and did not sleep for four nights in a row. I had headache, fever, sore throat, cough, flu, menstrual pain and nose bleed. I had no medication. I cried out to God and asked if He sent me there to die? Somehow, I was reluctant to ask tour guide for help. Until, I heard a voice in my mind, if you want God to help you, you must “ASK”. I then asked tour guide to look for any pharmacy, but I was told we were at the middle of very rural village where there can’t be any pharmacy. After less than 20 seconds, the bus driver stopped in front of a pharmacy in the middle of nowhere. I was stunned and I thanked God in my heart. Those medicine had helped me to gain my strength back slowly. During my last night in my hotel room all by myself, I heard noises. I was very scared and I shouted out, “In the name of Jesus Christ, I command all evil spirits to leave now.” Everything then returned to normal. I was traumatized and couldn’t sleep for many nights. Later that night, I prayed, “God, if you are so powerful, please put me to sleep.” I then slept very well until I was awakened by a nightmare at the break of dawn. In the nightmare, I saw the evil spirit from a mural art in a cave temple which I visited on my 2nd day of trip. I had a vision about visiting this temple before. My body burnt like a fire and my arms were in pain. Without hesitation, I called out the name of Jesus Christ and I woke up. The sun had started to shine and I felt very energetic. I realized that there is power in the name of Jesus Christ. I subsequently had a few more spiritual attacks but when I called out Jesus’ name, everything returned to normalcy. I now acknowledge that Jesus is truly the way, the truth and the life. He has led me out from darkness into light to go through all my life challenges. Now that I have experienced God’s love, I can testify that He is the one and only true love who does not disappoint me. I am grateful to be alive today and for this privilege to share my story.
paul chisholm I am still in Malaysia working as a trainer. I am planning to learn Bible and maybe attend Bible school. I truly think that's miracle in life until I come to know Christ then it's more to look forward to discover more about our loving God and Jesus Christ.
I love you Sid, as a beautiful brother in Christ. You are such a sweet, gentle man who delights in bringing these beautiful encounters to believers. Thank you for your service to our King and to the Body of Christ. Our Father is so pleased with you.
Wonderful testimony. I have had experiences like that over many decades in my life. When I go to heaven it is usually when I am praying and all of a sudden i'm there. It seems like I am kneeling at the edge of heaven and I see Jesus clearly. I usually see two elders to his left. The father is to the right but I NEVER see his face. Once I saw his foot but he was shadowy to the right and huge. I am always shocked to be there and they are always looking downward at me. I can't seem to stand. I'm always kneeling. Most of the time Jesus says "It is done unto you according to your faith!." One time and this is the honest truth. I was weeping because I was frustrated about my weight. In my prayer there I was again in heaven on my knees. An angel with wings was standing in front of Jesus to his left. The elders were to his left. I did not see the father this time. I think Jesus was going to send the angel to help me with my weight problem I piped up and asked Jesus if he wanted me to go on a 40 DAY FAST! Jesus, the elders and the angel started laughing and I was so embarassed the next thing I know I was back on earth. The reason that they were laughing I believe, is that I couldn't fast for 40 minutes at that time. I ate all day every day. Good news!!! I didn't give up and now people actually call me skinny. This is the truth. I cannot gain weight anymore. It's a miracle. Don't accept everything. Ask God about my testimony. I know I have an unusual gift. I never share it publicly for fear of ridicule. He will answer all questions we have. Blessings!!!
I'm heartbroken, my hubby left me. I'm an Ortodox Christian from child, I was dreaming of Jesus for very long time and my parents had to baptize me, it was a personal relationship with Him. Your words bring Peace in me now. Thank you.
Personal Intimate Relationship with God is REAL...DO NOT JUDGE another person experience just because you have never experienced God the way this LADY has...this goes out to ALL who is writing negative comments...KNOW WHO YOU ARE AS A CHILD OF GOD AND WHERE YOU ARE WITH YOUR PERSONAL INTIMATE RELATIONSHIP WITH GOD...She is telling the TRUTH for I AM the lady she mentions in her prayer...God spoke to me through her...PEACE...
God brought such healing to her. Praise The Lord ! God is love ❤️ He knows & understands our hearts. May God's love fill our hearts more and more in Jesus name ! Amen 🌹
When I was 9 years old I had a dream that I had passed away... My soul had left my body and I could see people crying at my funeral... I tried to get peoples attention to let them know I was there, I think at that. point in the dream I did not know I was dead, but when I realized no one could hear me I started to ascend into the sky, I went up and up and in between the white clouds... then all of a sudden I reached a point in the sky's and stopped ascending. I was standing on the clouds ....and I saw in front of me Jesus sitting in his throne, he was dressed in a red and white robe, he had long should length brown hair and was very beautiful, and then I saw. another man sitting in a throne but I could not see his face and he was sitting further behind Jesus... To be honest I think it was God the Father, I remember looking at Jesus and he looked at me with love ...but he didn't say a word to me, he just nodded his head NO and as he was nodding his head no he lifted his hand palm facing upward and then turned his hand palm facing downward and as he descended his hand I started to descend down from the sky's heavens back to earth... at then I woke up from the dream....I do believe Jesus didn't think it was my time yet to go to heaven, at that point in my life I was suffering a lot and I wanted to die and go with God. But I believe this dream was God's answer to me that it wasn't my time. yet. Heaven IS REAL I do believe it with all of my heart ... GOD IS WITH US ALL!! Esti Aquino
when i became christian i remember hearing testimonies of people seeing Jesus. One person even said he saw Jesus standing directly behind me as he came up out of the water. i remember going home ans asking if i could see him. When i asked that i remember thinking that if he came i would see him in white because thats how i heard people would see him. As i asked i remember lying there waiting. Whether it was in the natural i dont know but the next thing i new, i was standing on a mountain. i was looking at the ground and in front of me was a wooden post like thing.. i remember following that post and as i raised my head and looked up he was looking down at me on the cross. And whats so amazing about this is that he said these words( i did this for you). You see i expected to see him in white so i could not have just imagined it. People might not believe me but that is fine. i know in my heart that what happened was just for me
What scared and shocked me was when she before starting the prayer " including that lady that's sitting on her couch in the living room watching this is at the very end her rope " And. I literally am in my living and I was on the couch laying on my tummy and watching this from my iPod .. idk if that's god speaking to me but that got me all shook 😮
prayers for me n my kids please my life isn't right with god atm just feel lost n angry at my smoking habit please pray for me who ever reads this thank you
Lisha Tivalu if you are praying for your family you are doing the right thing and god will surely come through, be accepting and grateful when it happens
she isn't lieing I have seen the same thing win I almost died in my car accident win I got hit 80miles and hour I seen Christ and he gave me pieace.why make fun of things you most not have seen yet but one day you will.🌹
I just layed hands on the screen and received the holy spirit and spoke in tongues and I was sent an indian holy man to stand with me and prayed through me in his native tongue. That was a first for me in native american indian . He was binding the devil that was coming up against me and my family. He sang just the way you hear old native indians sing and danced it was wonderful! God Bless
You nailed it, they are even complaining about the books, like they are printed on air, like Sid don't have bills to pay or electric, water bills to pay, ministry isn't run on air.. Even psychics ask for payment before they tell you lies, witches sell their crafts but no one complains but some religious people will mourn and whine about everything, at the end of the day, no one is forcing them to buy...God bless sis
veronica ponteen I know too. It has happened all my life-ridicule, rejection, mockery, people laughing and talking about me behind my back, making me feel stupid and insignificant, but STILL, my Jesus has helped me to be very successful in spite of all these things. I owe everything to Him. I am waiting for Him to come back to earth. I want Him to come back soooooo bad!
Jesus! only Jesus can, and nothing is imposible with Him, ooh how I desire to have one of those natural supernatural encounters with our Lord...... thanks for sharing its so encouraging.
just ignore the bad comments :) the enemy always sends distractions to try and steal the blessing and seed that was planted of what you just watched. resist (ignore) the devil and he flees dont get caught up in the distraction. on another note how awesome and what a blessing this was!!
omg-----SHE IS TELLING MY STORY---I STILL FEEL LIKE NO ONE LOVES ME THAT I AM JUST A STUPID FOOL--THATS WHAT MY MOTHER MAY HAVE WELL SAID TO ME. THEY ALL LAUGHED AND TALKED TERRIBLE ABOUT ME BEHIND MY BACK! OMG!!IT STILL HURTS SO MUCH TO THIS DAY-----MY MOTHER LEFT EARTH WITH A CURSE ON ME THAT AT LEAST ONE OF MY CHILDREN HAS WRATH FOR ME. I FEEL SO LONELY IN MY OLD AGE BECAUSE OF THIS! MY ONLY SAVING GRACE IS JESUS!
God loves you ... You are loved and today my sister in Christ. I love you too. I grew up this same way ... Sometimes we need to go through these things so that the ones who come after us. (Children/grandchildren.) Won't be treated the same because we know how much it hurt. That also love us back in the way we love them. So love the ones you have around you now as deeply as you can. You are loved!
My dear Loise in Christ, don't believe that it is your mother who ruined your life. But its Satan. He is ur real enemy who comes to steel, destroy and kill ones life . You don't believe the curse which came from a lier. You can change them as blessings through believing God's promises.
“We were therefore buried with him through baptism into death in order that, just as Christ was raised from the dead through the glory of the Father, we too may live a NEW LIFE.” Romans 6:4 - I proclaim in Him, Jesus, that today you have NEW LIFE! The old is gone, the New is here! I break every evil word spoken to you in the Name of Jesus! You are not captive to lies anymore! Where the Spirit of the Lord is there is freedom! Receive now the Anointing of the Holy Spirit, the oil of His joy, your joy!! Healing, healing, healing to you in the Name of Jesus and New Life! New knowledge, new wisdom, new perspective, new ears to hear the Spirit of the Lord singing songs of deliverance over you now! And Isaiah 61:3 “and provide for those who grieve in Zion- to bestow on them a crown of beauty instead of ashes, the oil of joy instead of mourning, and a garment of praise instead of a spirit of despair. They will be called oaks of righteousness, a planting of the Lord for the display of his splendor.” You display the Almighty’s Splendor in Christ!! Hallelujah! Receive in Jesus Name! Amen! You’re free!
@@edgargideon cry out to him and tell him u need him come to him as broken because u are broken we all need Jesus I did and he came trust in the Lord and Jesus will come and live inside of u God bless u I love u and Jesus loves u God bless🙏🙏🙏💘💓💓 I will pray for u
This testimony is powerful, God is real, His supernatural power is pure and Holy. this video made me cried because i can feel God's presence in it. GLORIA A DIOS,- GLORY TO GOD! We love your program Sid Roth...God bless you!! Maria W.
+Shannon McKenzie I don't go around calling myself a Christian...Yes I love Jesus very much. I accept him as my savior. He is my God. Father Son Holy Spirit. I let people see the Christian in me. I follow Jesus..and if that's a Christian I guess...I Am.
I had a handshake with Jesus but to my dismay i didn't recognise him he was tall shoulder length hair and his complexion shining like gold and looked so young and had wonderful face words can't describe it i also saw a field so green never i seen colour on earth
@@earnwealth9327 Please pray for me that I'll get to see Jesus in a dream tonight. I'm asking because I dont know how to hear Gods audible voice, and I think that seeing God face to face would help me get answers to my questions.
My true story I went to heaven with God,It' happen I was dying ,my body Transfer from my lying body to a moving angel going to heaven .Bring me back to Earth ,my souls come back and my eyes open ,I felt that I was dead and reborn to a new life ,God is a unseen spiritual ,power white light, flash like magical powers. Yes it's my true story .
try putting hands on someone and healing when smeone goes to heaven and returns for some reason they have healing hands and when you pray to God it does not matter what religion He works thru that person.but there are others as well that have healing hands but it does not mean they are great and we need to worship them. pls check my commet i just wrote something in the comment box if you interested.
Out of body experience is demonic sorry to brake the news. You were deceived by evil that we combat everyday. Our soul yearns for God and satan knows it. He deceived Muhammad as a angel of light and now we have 1billion muslims deceived. I would be very wary of these experiences and the died and brought back to life. No two testimonies are ever the same. There are many wolves in sheep's clothing especially in mega churches where the wealth gospel is preached.
People here are underestimating the power of God and lowering his abilities just like Israelis did in Mount Sinai. He is a God who can move mountains, calm the sea, The earth trembles and quakes at his presence . Don't limit God's power in your own eyes just because you have not experienced. Is it too hard for God to take up a person to heaven or is your faith too small to believe that God can do it?! Think for yourself! Thank you
robind. You are so right. God is pure holiness and can't stand to look upon sin. We too must be perfect to be with Him so our only hope is in the sacrifice of Jesus Christ on the cross as our sin substitute. It absolutely blows my mind that many people have no idea of His Holiness and our sinfulness.
I wish that I can meet this woman in person; because I'm experiencing the same issue that continues to occur throughout my life by never experiencing true love. I even had thoughts of not needing to live any more. My father left me at a very young age; my mother's love grew cold recently; my siblings act like they care, but I know they don't. I also questioned myself like the woman in the video, "what is it about me that I can't experience true love?" I was married about 25 years ago and never remarried. I prayed and talked with God about this but never experienced a revelation yet. This woman, compared to me, have been blessed to meet Jesus. In spite of this, I'm glad that I was led to watch this, and not feeling so alone in this loveless experience.
Sandra - You need a FATHER GOD experience. My father wasn't really a dad so it was very hard to relate to God being a Father. I came upon this 4-part series, "KNOWING GOD AS YOUR FATHER" by Kenneth Hagin on youtube. I've listened to this over and over until it got into my Spirit. I feel protected, secure, provided for and LOVED unconditionally! It's so easy now to go to Him for everything that is in my heart!
I have been told the same things my hole life. It has been a long time now am crying, because i know what it's like to be called thick it's not nice. my mum is evil. but I have been praying for her to see me as a whole person xxx thanks judy for being so understanding and beautiful lady in the Lord God. xxxxxxx
you are beautiful and loved soo much by the Savior and all who are children of God.. never feel alone! May He dawn peace that passeth all understanding and hold you tight in His love when you are overwhelmed! He loves you and loved you all the time..all the time!!!
I can relate with her because my family especially my mom always told me no one will love me and i lived with insecurities and i get married to a woderful christian man and he introduced me to Lord Jesus and he said that he died for us to save and gave us graces. Now i know He loves me more than anything, even my family right now still treat me as a garbage i dont care all i know is God loves me. Thank you Lord Jesus Christ.
If you want to see and feel God working in your life ... go out from your comfort zone and feed the hungry, cloth the naked, visit the imprisoned and you will see God in His glory.
Prays to the only one god. Jesus Christ amen. Please go to him with your hurt. Pain. He said put all your problems on my shoulders. He loves u. Have the faith. And in return he,s got your back. Amen..
They all are alive and capable of feeling happiness, struggles affect everyone but god is the love, hope, and happiness we still feel throughout everything if we choose too. The devil is the temptation and choice to see the bad.
For about two months ago my 13 year old cat showed all the symptoms of developing diabetes. Frequent going on cat-toilet, the smell of sweet urine and extremely hungry. I prayed to Jesus, God, angels to help him. I soon had the answer. Change your diet to Mio ..... " the rest we'll do." It was like an inner voice speaking to me. This is a miracle. Mio is completely healthy again.I gave my promise to God, Jesus, angels to tell this story. Likewise to tell others about the power of prayer is great and that there is an afterlife.God bless you all :-)With love from Reidun Carstens living in Trondheim, Norway
Reidun - Greetings from Hawaii! I LOVE your story about Mio. The Blood of Jesus works on our pets also because the Lord knows our pets are near and dear to us. Over the years, I've prayed over my pets when they got sick, it sure saves on vet bills, doesn't it? I wish there was a site where everyone can give pet testimonies on how prayers saved their pets.
Dear Robin. Thank you so much for you kind words. From your words I can really feel you are an animal lover too :-) I agree so much with you. We need a site on Internet where everyone can share their stories. I am so sure we are not alone. Greetings from Trondheim !
@@reiduncarstens9781 This is a very late reply, but what type of diet did you put your pet on? I have a cat and I want him to live a very long life. I want him around as much as possible 😊
It's so amazing because I grew up just like that. My dad made it clear he didn't love me or even like me. Later in life though when I found God, the first thing He did was put me on His lap like a little girl and held me tight. I'll never forget that first time and He ever since had made sure that I know my REAL Father loves me beyond imagination and I also go back often and do the same thing. It changed my life completely and I'm so much at peace compared to how I was before. Because it caused a life where I ended up with men that were the same, and I concluded the same thing as her, that no one can love. "love is for other people but not me". So then came many years of abuse by men as that it how it is and I want every father to know this, YOU teach your daughters how to be treated by men. Teach them that they are very lovable and they'll have a much better life.
PRAISES AND THANKS BE TO GOD FOREVER.AMEN AMEN . SISTER YOU are REALLY BLESSED. Please do Pray for all of us. Especially these days our kids, We all need JESUS reallllly a lot and Very Urgently.
thank u so much may God bless you so much Judy ...during the prayer something happened to me I don't knw what it is but I believe something good happened in the Spirit and I receive it in the name of Jesus.... please keep on praying for me
Thank you, lady, for praying for all of us. During your prayer I felt goozebumps and joy all over me. I could feel His love. Amen. Bless you, you are a lovely soul (HUGS)
Sid, I am praying for you and I saw you in the arms of Jesus, closely snuggled in, and you could feel His beating heart of love for you. He was much larger - like about 10 times larger than a man. Very beautiful
I’m overwhelmed and I embrace that prophecy because I’m right now in my living room on the couch 😮. I thank Jesus and holding on that promise and prophecy.
I was blessed by the episode Of Pr.Sid Roth's with Judy Franklin.Thank you for praying for me.I'm waiting for a visitation from Jesus.I have many scars in my heart and mind.I need God's touch.
I can relate to Judy's experience, the love of God is so awsome that I pray everyone reading this will have their own personal beautiful experience with God.
+Horst Kruger (Katy). Glory be to God and Jesus. If only people would accept Jesus as their Lord and savior, repent of their sins, they will be saved. God bless us all.
The Devil can not love. His greatest attempt to deceive is a joke, compared to what love is. He can't even come close. Can you tell the difference between a horror movie, and a family friendly one? The difference between the Devil and God is so much greater.
I saw Jesus during a church service and he read my mind and grinned he wanted to laugh but he was healing people. He healed my back pain. No physical hands touched me.
If anything this woman's testimony shows us how destructive the power of words can be and the havoc it can cause on how we view ourselves. It's the enemy's most useful tool to get into our mind. We have to rebuke the negative and false thoughts and stand strong with the knowledge that God loves us with a love that can't be found in the world. Beautiful testimony this gives me hope.
GOD THE FATHER, GOD THE SON (JESUS) AND GOD THE HOLY SPIRIT ARE AWESOME!!!!!!!!! STAY CLOSE TO GOD AND WE WILL ALL SEE HIS BEAUTIFUL FACE! GOD BLESS...LOVE WILL MEET LOVE!
sisters and brothers please include me in your prayer I have a disease this is all because of my sins, but then I realized I need to changed, I need to have faith in God,I confess all my sins to God to forgive me with all my sins and clean me in His holy blood, I accept God as my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ who died on the cross to paved our sins. now I'm still suffering for a disease but I'm not afraid to die because I secured my life in God. I'm ready to take me in His home(heaven).