you dont really want me i know u cant keep it lowkey im sick of being lonley too high i might just od X2 i been poppin all these pills they been driving me crazy just tryna pay the bills maybe i dont need a lady think im off the deep end nobody can save me nothin been the same since the 1980s and i know im not the best but im trying when i said i loved you know i wasnt lying its so hard breathe and it feels like im dying curled up in a ball in the corner im crying