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I support you. As a fellow woman of color who has just started the conversion process I know so many people will have opinions. Watching you has been helpful

Try and ignore the hate if you can! Your soul was with us at Sinai all those years ago.

You are wise to take premarital counselling classes. Most people only think about the wedding and not the MARRIAGE. G-d bless you!✨✨🎶🎵🌺💖🌺🎶🎵✨✨

Welcome to our family! Just found your channel! We are so lucky to have you join the clan! Looking forward to getting to know you. ❤

Shalom from Jew Jersey Welcome to the family!!! Of course dont listen to other people....even if someone is jewish but not frum they are still part of our nation no matter what!!!! My mom has a friend who is a Muslim and she's a גיאורת

There are so many comments I would love to make but the most important, in my opinion, is R E L A X!!! It is a journey for allllll of us...born Jew, returning Jew, and Jew by soul. It's adjusting to a LIFE that is just beginning. No human and nothing is "perfect" save HaShem. As a suggestion, make this a time that you will be able to look back on with accomplishment and share with others the victories HE has brought you to and through. Much love

You can be independent Esthetician only for women. It doesn't sound stupid to Remember there are so many Conservative Christians, Muslims and Orthodox Jews who all feel the same way, so no wanting to touch strange men is neither strange nor u common.

Dear jewess, when im down for some reason seeing jewish converts videos makes me feel better😆 I wanted to say that jews, from the day we became a people we suffered hate for being who we are, we are a very special people, even though we are 2.0% of the population we made a huge impact on the world, and just like you are suffering criticism now, jews throughout history suffered hate and critisicm, and what i want to say is keep being who you are, and keep getting closer to god, because he exists and i felt it, and for some reason lately people who i’ve never imagined believing in god are also starting to believe, and for me you are a sister and a queen. so do what’s best for you and maybe you should upload a new video so we can hear how have you been maybe share your thoughts on whats going right now in israel.

You are amazing. It’s not easy to convert to Judaism Especially now. I was just attacked a week ago for being Jewish. It wasn’t the first time and it won’t be the last. You are becoming part not just of a new religion but a new culture. I’ve seen some beautiful old art work that shows the earliest Jew who were brown, black and olive. Thanks for letting into your story.

PLEASE make more videos soon! You are so awesome and inspiring. We need your channel~~

you are radiant. keep smiling. what a wonderful grandmother to have. may HaShem bless her with good health. a grandmother and granddaughter is a precious relationship. as she is a loving supportive grandmother to you so will you be to your granddaughters. keep learning and sharing.

Great words Es! We are all on our spiritual Journey. I (born jewish, into a religious home) really feel every day a journey. Yesterday might have been a hard day, but we move along and try more. I am so happy you have a great Kallah Teacher! Here in learning you will see many people doing different than you. (I have learned that over the years). Different teachers, different learning ways, different Rabbi's that answer Questions. It's all Torah M'Sinai. You will follow your teachers and your Future Husbands Teachers. on the change of your career, I wish you tons of Hatzlocha and should have much Siyatta Dishmaya with your new work. Your Grandma's words are very special! Have a great week! Love from Israel!

Keep strong and shinning from within 😊

Would you open a salon in a Jewish area and service women? There may be a nice market for that!

Ignore the haters. You know Torah and Hashem knows your heart . This journey never ends nor should it. Learning never ends. I speak from experience. Your Rabbi and the whole community will help with love. My bet den was great and I still say becoming Jewish was the best life choice and is the best path for me and my family. It is never easy but it is worth it. Take care and know that you are loved and are perfect just the way you are. Shabbat Shalom.

Shalom from Illinois! I think you are doing great, don’t be too hard on yourself. I am a ba’alat tshuva (my maternal grandmother was born to Jews who hid their identity out of fear after the Shoah) so I understand how it’s best to only take on a few mitzvot at a time and truly understand the reason to do them, at the beginning of my journey I ended up trying to be fully observant right away, ended up getting burnt out, and had to take a few steps back in my observance to focus on my relationship with G-d & understanding each mitzvah I did. I wish you the best of luck with your upcoming wedding, I am so happy that you found your bashert! 💕 מזל טוב💕

Dearest Neshemah Esther; You stand with all we Jews & would have been murdered along with us by terrible people like Hitler or the Popes running the Inquisition & many others! Not an outstanding reason to WANT TO BE A JEW- BUT IT SINGLES US OUT FROM ALL OTHERS! The point I am making is: We choose to be Jews No Matter How Hard it is to be & stay a Jew! It is my honor to find you in your process & I bless you for all your happiness to come into your young life! May you be fruitful & blessed & bring many sweet loving & intelligent Jewish children to this world!! All my respect to you; Getl Leia KasperKaplan

What career are you taking on? i admire how serious you’re taking this! maybe you can work as a massage therapist only for women? Start your own clinic?

Mazel tov🎉 We love you

Waiting for the next video!!!!! I hope you make more soon!

We miss you! When are you returning with an update? :)

Will we meet your bashert?

Nurses and Doctors touch, and we do have a lot of Jewish Men and Women Health Professionals who touch in the cause of their profession.

It's sad some people feel the need to criticize what someone else is doing and nit pick and micromanage someone when they are not there with you and most importantly are not you. Please don't change who you are ever for anyone else! 💝💝💝

It's one thing if you feel like you have outgrown this profession. But perhaps you could do it on a self-employment basis - say, in a home office - and take only female clients?

Love this "they are still at their journey as you are" Truth ❤ I feel so much respect because of your decision to change your career 👏🏼 ❤️

Shalom Esther. Watching in the UK.❤

I dont get it......maybe i dont follow enough, but whats there to criticize???

Ra Ra from a Bubbie in Raanana! I'm so happy for you as you proceed on this fabulous journey! You are truly an inspiration. I hope you have success with your monthly candle making get-togethers so I can join one when I'm in NY.

Welcome to Yahadut! ❤❤❤

Shalom from Hattiesburg, Mississippi

I am just watching this and as I told you before I have been watching you grow mature I have to say I’m so proud of you and don’t let people dictate to you. I’m not Jewish but I do believe in similar things as in not touching I think that’s great.

I think you are doing great , and as a born Jew who adopted a Torah lifestyle keep in mind they yidishkeit is a journey for even born from Jews . The journey is the best part with all its triumphs and foibles . Patience and perseverance is key . Judaism is not a fantasy polyannish cult , for that you have the moonies who are always smiling and brainwashed . It’s about struggle like polishing a diamond . Keep it up

You an inspiration!

I think of you all the time sister

Dear sister you are definitely on the right path. Just wish to recommend the videos of Rabbi Tovia Singer and Rabbi Michael Skobac as you continue your journey. Baruch HaShem

You are inspiring…pure and simple

@frmmetojew are you okay we haven't seen an update from you forever are you alright?

But why wouldn't you take your profession to the Jewish community and do women only. For SURE plenty!!! of biz in that. So many who do it!

Your videos and comments and observations are so inspiring. As an observant Jew myself, i cannot fathom how anyone would find fault with what you post. Please -- just ignore them and keep shining your incredibly bright light that is uniquely yours.

As you put it so well this is an inner soul journey 😊 united souls keep courageous 😊

How hard do you think the adjustment to covering your hair after marriage will be

Love love love

I really hope you will have more classes! ❤️

Love this video! ❤Do you speak Hebrew fluently now? Are you able to understand when the Torah is read in shul? I find that since I don't understand Hebrew yet..it's difficult for me to connect. Especially with the other primarily hebrew speaking women around me. It's very isolating. Also is your fiancé, your ex that you were talking about in your first videos?

She converted to Islam next. That is why she is gone.

Darling. I heard a Jewish man married to a black woman say that marrying her was a triple whammy for the Jewish community. Jews are not colorblind. Dont fool yourself

She have no clue who her real identity is, but the white Jewish people know she is the real Jew from the 12 tribes of Israel, Hebrew Israelite. This young sister need some guidance she totally lost..

Sister you do know you are the real Jew right and you can't convert to who you already are!?🤦🏾

Hey Es, I have a lot of questions and I hope u can help me I will email you ! :)

"OUR TRUE CONVERSION STARTS WHEN WE DIE". FOR YOUR SOUL BELONGS TO "THE MOST HIGH". EARTHLY CONVERSIONS MEAN NOTHING; WHETHER IT IS ISLAM,JUDAISM,CHRISTIANITY. LET US SAY CONVERSIONS ARE SIMILAR TO GETTING A CERTIFICATE IN A PARTICULAR FIELD. JUST BECAUSE YOU HAVE A CERTIFICATE TO BE A MECHANIC,DOES NOT MEAN YOU ARE CAPABLE OF BEING A MECHANIC OR THAT YOU WILL BE ACCEPTED AS A MECHANIC OR GIVEN THE OPPORTUNITY TO BE A MECHANIC. SO,BE A MECHANIC BECAUSE YOU HAVE A LOVE FOR THE SCIENCE OF BEING A MECHANIC AND A LOVE FOR THE ART OF BEING A MECHANIC; HAVE A LOVE FOR BEING A HEBREW WOMAN BECAUSE IT IS WHAT YOUR ESSENCE IS AND WHAT YOUR ESSENCE SHOULD BE IN ORDER TO BE WHAT " YAHWEH " REQUIRES FOR YOU TO BE IN ORDER TO CONSTRUCT YAHWEH'S BLUEPRINT FOR THIS LIFE. A GREAT MOVE YOU HAVE MADE YOUNG LADY.🕍🕌