Karliene - Never Knew I Had a Heart (Till It Beat for You ) - A Johnlock Fan-song 

The fact that Sherlock chose to die (the staged suicide), and also chose to live (after being shot) for Watson, speaks VOLUMES! Sherlock Holmes loves John Watson.

If you look at it this way, it really is heartbreaking. Sherlock had fallen in love with someone amazing, he never had been so deep in love. And it seemed as through he was loved back. But the worst happened, he had to die, or everyone that he had grown fond of, everyone that he had let himself care about, would be killed. But since he fell in love with John, this was the first time he cared if he kept living. He had to figure something out. Even through it hurt him, he had to pretend to die. He had to stay away from the one he was so hopelessly in love with, and when he came back, he was too late. John was taken by another person. John was getting married. Sherlock had to stand up there, and talk About his best friend, then one who had loved him, and wish them well in their marriage.

I'M NOT CRYING YOU ARE I SWEAR THESE AREN'T TEARS MY EYES ARE JUST SWEATING

So proud of my fandom. 👌🏻

One does not simply listen to this once.

Johnlock is like, three hyperfixations ago, but this popped in a mix and now I AM FEELING THINGS AGAIN DAMNIT. Johnlock will ever have a piece of my heart

I think I am one of the few people who don't ship Johnlock (not in a romantic/sexual way), but their friendship is so beautiful and you really captured that with your song. I like it a lot!!

It doesn’t matter Sherlock and John’s love is platonic or romantic. They’re absolutely in love with each other. It’s so rare to find a person who spend their whole time for their friends, friends who are so devoted for each other and can do anything for each other. And it happened between Sherlock and John. Especially Sherlock, because he almost has no one else but John in his life while John has Mary, Rosie and friends. But Sherlock is all alone until John. This love is so beautiful and so devoted.

Just so we're clear, I'm sobbing into my coffee right now. You have broken me into pieces. But I love it. it's amazing that you wrote a song about them. That is just too perfect. This written song is them to a t. The song was so feelsy but also so powerful. brilliant job and your voice is breath taking. Can someone please start a petition to have this song on the actual Sherlock soundtrack?! please!!!! This deserves to be on Sherlock!

I was just casually appreciating the brilliance of this video, but then the "too late" bit popped up and that's when I almost fell off my bed in a heap of tears. Wow. Thank you for that.

lyrics: total disconnection alone was my protection till you, you walked into my life. love was just a weakness till you left me speechless, till you opened up this heart of mine and I'll never see what you see when you look at me but I'll never cease never sleep till I'm worthy of your love, till I'm worthy of your love.ive never been accepted so loved and protected till you, your friendship knows no bounds but I've been keeping secrets lodged in me like bullets can you help me get these bullets out. I must confess must Express what I think you know but I'm so dam scared unprepared to declare what's in my heart. to declair what's in my heart. never knew I had a heart till it beat for you I'd do anything for you never knew i had a heart till it beat for you I'd do anything for you never knew I had a heart till it beat for you I'd do anything for you never knew I had a heart till it beat for you I'd do anything for you I'd do anything for you. I'd do anything for you I'd do anything for you I'd do anything for you I'd do anything for you.shadows in your eyes say I'm already too late I'll have to let you go now I have to let you go never knew I had a heart till it beat for you but I'd do anything for you never knew I had a heart till it beat for you I'd do anything for you never knew I had a heart till it beat for you I'd do anything for you never knew I had a heart till it beat for I'd do anything for you I'd do anything for you never knew I had a heart till it beat for you I'd do anything for you never knew I had a heart till it beat for you never knew I had a heart till it beat for you I'd do anything for you never knew I had a heart till it beat for I'd do anything for you I'd do anything for you. this took a long time to do but worth it :)

You left me speechless. And totally agree on 'a world where being gay is still an issue', this makes this song even more beautiful and heartbreaking.

I love your voice ,and the lyrics are perfect for johnlock and in my head I can see sherlock feeling desperate for Johns love to remain and how he wants John to be happy and devastated that he may have missed his chance and wants to get his feelings out

THIS IS BEAUTIFUL, IM CRYING AND SINGING THIS TO MY DOG.

This song is perfect, it breaks me and puts me back together all over again.

Damn it! You made me cry. This song truly illustrates the John and Sherlock's friendship in every way. Well done!

If you listen to this song, even once, YOU START TO SOB UNCONTROLLABLY AND YOUR HEART BREAKS AT THE IMMENSE BEAUTY THAT IS THIS WONDERFULNESS. Like, honestly, I LOVE this so much, I've downloaded it onto my phone and everything. I really want this added to the Sherlock soundtrack, as mentioned by someone else, but maybe even also during a trailer of series 5. (if they end up making a series 5:/ This is literally SO amazing, 221/10, would cry again.👌😊💖

Good to know that there are still Johnlockers around! :D I thought they all died of broken Hearts since season 3. THANK YOU for this Video!! #JOHNLOCK LIVES!

Oh My God .. No .. no .. You did THAT !? :'D A Johnlock song ..THAT was perfect ! :') I'm a BIG fan of this show, I'm so happy you did that !

Saw this on Tumblr last night. I just bought the song. Lovely, lovely. Distinctive melody, lovely words, feeling voice, and this video just about broke me.

Beautiful, just beautiful. Love it.

You're a genius. Although you made me cry. Really, my mom just asked me if I broke up with my boyfriend. F E E L S Love it!

I have always hated the ship, but I had always loves how much Sherlock cared for John. He never let his emotions get in his way until it involved John. And even though I don't ship it, this song is still amazing and can truly show how much Sherlock cared.

I didn't cry but i still felt the feel

I cried listening to the beauty of this song. It showed (not thinking of the Johnlock couple part) how close Sherlock and John Watson were and how much they cared for one another. You did a fantastic job Karliene.

This song is also so perfect for Elim Garak thinking of Dr. Julian Bashir on Star Trek: Deep Space Nine. A man so cloaked in secrets and lies, hardened and made cold from years as a spy and assassin only to be exiled from his Homeworld and begins taking solace in this young naive man just as something to do to entertain himself, only to find the Doctor's heart of gold and loyalty rubbing off on him and making him rethink his principles. If I had good video editing software, I'd love to make a fanvid of them with this song; with your permission of course.

Beautiful... You are very talented!

And now I shall pick myself up from the puddle of tears I just cried and tell you that is magnificent in every way.

I've been listening to this on repeat for at least a month- think I'm driving my housemates crazy! Beautiful, perfect song.

I actually have no words that can describe how many feels that gave me.

"The shadows in your eyes say I'm already too late...now I have to let you go." Heart wrenching.

This equals perfection. I don't know what I would do without this song. I definitely need you, your voice, your songs and your work in my life. Thank you so much for doing this, especially this song, because Johnlock is my ultimate OTP and this song gives me so many feels. Thank you, once again, Karliene. And I send you love from Czech Republic.

Love the song. Not the ship(as I see them in canon frendship) but you're such a lovely person and I love your songs and voice

This has JOHNLOCK WRITTEN ALL OF IT! :D This was just wonderful Karliene! The lyrics and music was spot on, well done :D x

I fell in love with every song of you

A shipper salutes you! The fist time I heard this beautiful song I cried~ You did a fantastic job putting the unspoken feelings of Sherlock in the lyrics. It was just mindblowing and heartbroken! I'm too a Johnlocker fan to the bones! Again, fantastic job! This is the anthem of the Johnlock fandom n.n Btw: The feels!~ ;~;

I could just listen to this over and over again. You have a beautiful voice

Holmes and Watson together? I have not really thought of their relationship that way or seen the show, but you've won me over after hearing this song for the very first time. I'm blown away by this. Keep it up.

I have no words to describe this song. It's so powerful. It makes me cry. Bravo !!

I am totally crying right now. These two are my OTP.

Shouldn't have watched this right after the hug...

Oh Jesus, help me, our fandom sure needed this

Here's another proof that Johnlock shippers are the most brilliant and gifted fans ever.

Yeah, if you have more of these boys in song I would love to hear them. I love JohnLock and how John helped Sherlock feel something. Love the lines about the secrets like bullets. So vivid and accurate regarding him.

I am going to cry, seriously, this is the best fan-song I've ever heard! Can I do a johnlock video with it????? It's just so perfect!

I don't even ship Johnlock romantically, but this song is extremely moving and beautiful, it shows your talent at it's best! And it's very universal, it suits many of my OTPs :3

I can't stop listening to it. I just bought it on Itunes. This is an incredible song, so touching and your voice is the most beautiful thing ever. Im a johnlock shipper and OH MY GOD YOU MADE ME CRY!!! I love you Karliene! Im mexican and im trying to make people i know interested in your music.LOVE YOU

This is brilliant and amazing! I don't think I've heard of really anyone writing music for JohnLock. You captured Sherlock's heart in such a way that I am soaking this song in. I've downloaded it from Amazon. Thank you. It's beautiful!

This is gorgeous! Thank you so much for making music and sharing it with the Sherlock fandom ♥♥♥

Only because of this song I started to watch Sherlock. After that, Im obsessed by that and by Johnlock fandom and everything. Thanks Karliene, its really amazing and breathtaking, I really love and admire your work :)

I love that you wrote them a song. This makes me want to rewatch the series so badly. 😍 I'm totally into Johnlock. Those two are meant for each other!

Beautiful. Simply beautiful.

Even if I do not like the ship, this song is truly beautiful. I think this is my favourite piece of Johnlock inspired stuff I've seen so far... I love it :)

This is absolutely amazing! :) Though I ship the platonic love version of Johnlock, this is just perfect for them. Absolutely amazing!!! Also, how do you do the background music? What software do you use? :) Keep up the amazing work!!!!!

I'm not sure if I've commented on this before but...I just ADORE this song...and this pairing. Johnlock forever!

Karliene, I am having such trouble finding the words to say how amazing this song is. It almost made me cry I really wish Sherlock and John could have been a couple but unfortunately it wont happen. Thanks so much for writing a song that seems to encompass my frustration of the impossibility of it all. You are so talented and I really enjoy all of your songs.

Oh my GOD I love this song so much !!!! Your voice is so magical ♡♡♡♡♡♡

Me and my dad are big Sherlock fans, and I showed this to him last night. It made us both really emotional. I love your works and I hope to hear more from you as you go! You're really talented.

My God this is the best song i have heard in the past few years. ! I am buying this song like now . Good job !

bless you for this. amazing song, you captured them so well. or captured sherlock so well. its so good that can go both ways

I never cease to admire your work

Absolutely amazing!!

I have to say I just found your music a few days ago, but it enchanted me like nothing else. Some songs made me cry (like this one), some made me smile and som both :). So I want to thank you that you give these songs the most important thing: a soul, and that you share it with us :).

I can't even express in words how this video made me feel. It's beautiful, heartbreaking, it's just a work of art. You did an amazing job. The song is stunning as is your voice, the lyrics are perfect. Thanks for this.

Beautiful otp, very beautiful song and the singer. Keep up with your amazing work!

OMG how i am discovering this song when i subscribed to your channel years ago is beyond me!! frist of all songs for LOTR and for johnlock? you make my life complete

Found this maybe 4 years ago, remembered it existed last night and came back for the ✨nostalgia✨.

I just found this song in a Johnlock playlist and I didn't think it was written by someone for the ship, I Just thought the picture was there by accident. I already found it so very fitting. Can't believe how talented some Sherlock fans are.

I keep coming back to this song it’s so good Oml

I cried in the end ... It's so sad and ... I love you for this, thanks for putting words on this amazing connection between our boys. THANKS YOU !

You made me cry, girl. I cannot express how amazing this song is, I can only congratulate you your talent and keep on crying cause this was goddamn perfect

Me when I first got into Sherlock: Johnlock? Ew nope nope wrong Me know: CANT YOU SEE YOU LOVE EACH OTHER??? SHA LA LA LA LA KISS THE BLOGGER * SOBS BITTERLY *EDIT: THOSE STILLS WERE NOT OKAY!! YOU KNOW WHICH ONES. I would do anything for you... I would fall for you...

Im stunned that you wrote this, this is fantastic! You are so so good at writing and singing, never stop!

I ship these two so hard. Not as hard as Mrs. Hudson, but still hardcore! ^^

I bought this song on iTunes and I can't stop listening to it. It's beautiful!!! As if I wasn't a Sherlock fan already you made me love it more!!!

AHHH the feels are too strong! Freaking beautiful, you are a truly a talented individual

This is so gorgeous! Your voice is beautiful! I love this song, I will recommend it lots, because this deserves far more attention! Such a lovely song. Can't wait to get this on Google Play!

So beautiful and sad and absolutely right! Thank you so much!

This is soo sad. I´m crying now. But so wonderful at the same time, You have a beautyful voice. They are made for each other.

this song... the feels... you did a great job!

you did it again, Karliene! You did a masterpiece of music! Wow.. cant tell you how much I love this song! And of course the couple *_* it's so great! you tell storys with all of your songs and this one will be one of my favourites from now on! thanks a lot for making us believe in true music! Music that touches souls and that tells about feelings, emotions, tells a story! so much love from germany!!

I just found this and Can I just say I barely got though 2 minutes before the tears came!!! Always been a big shipper Johnlock and it broke my heart when everything at the beginning of Season 3 happen....but I love this.

Love this song!!!

I knew I would love this before I watched it....so amazing-you have such a gift!!!

oh god, i completely lost it at the third verse and now i'm a sobbing mess, this is so heartbreaking. amazing

oh my. it's so beautiful. better than any fanfiction ever. i'm afraid i cried a bit... thank you so much for this beauty!!

This is so beautiful and sad at the same time. Once again you did such a great job.

How the hell are you not famous?! You are so awesome! I absolutely loved it :) Johnlock is perfection and so is this song and your voice! Well done!

Love Love Looovvvee it, Karliene! So beautiful I want to cry! Captures them so perfectly.

Oh, this made me cry. It's such a vulnerable piece, and it's perfect for the fandom. As a fellow Johnlock shipper. Ouch. It's beautiful, and I half-resent my list for popping it into my suggestions. But not enough to not repeat it a million times. Thank you for making this!

This is full of Emotions it's sooo goood , i cried you did a great job thanksss ❤❤

Oh My Goodness.... This is absolutely PERFECT! Your voice is amazing and this song is unbelievable! I must play it on repeat long time.... AMAZING!!!

I was missing you and your video!! Another song that is so gorgeous that I wish I had the repeat button and listen to this song my whole day!!! Thank you for you work and sharing it with us!!! xoxo

Wow, I'm speechless... This song describes them so perfectly and it's so beautiful sung... Really I don't know what to say, just thank you so so much for this!!! ♥♥♥

I picked up on this from Episode 1 - I think you're right! Great song, I'll be listening to it several times. Thanks as always!

You are a fantastic singer, Always a pleasure listening to one of your songs

THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THIS. As a die hard ASOIAF and Tolkien fan and as a Sherlock fan. Johnlock is my OTP. I love Mary but still. And once I was in my favourite bookstore and there was this one guy next to me in the fantasy section who started humming You Win Or You Die and I almost fell over. Unfortunately, I couldn't muster up the courage to talk to him.

Fantastic song (slight pun intended)! I can so see this becoming a pop hit. & great recording too. Such quality from a home studio. Getting chills in the chorus & love the subtle intensity evoked by the escalating harmonies.

just found out this song after s4...such a true, heartbreaking and beautiful depiction of sherlock's feeling to john.

I started to watch Hannibal after I heard Become the beast and now this... Oh my God, your songs are so damn good, you are really talented, your voice is just magnificent I think I fell in love with this song, it's truly beautiful