This was deep , I cried a little.I started my spiritual journey 2 years ago & allowed those close to my heart to change me into my old self & ruin my mental state only difference between now & then is I’m not trying to mentally block it I’m trying to confront it my spiritual mental & physical planes are damaged & I find myself back on this path again NOT disappointed but More determined to grow into the highest version of myself ❤ anyone that read this Keep up the good work I hope you find the keys needed to unlock your doors a lot of love from New Zealand ✌️