I'm wide awake I'm wide awake I'm wide awake Yeah, I was in the dark I was falling hard With an open heart (I'm wide awake) How did I read the stars so wrong? (I'm wide awake) And now it's clear to me That everything you see Ain't always what it seems (I'm wide awake) Yeah, I was dreaming for so long I wish I knew then, what I know now Wouldn't dive in, wouldn't bow down Gravity hurts, you made it so sweet 'Til I woke up on, on the concrete Falling from cloud nine Crashing from the high I'm letting go tonight Yeah, I'm falling from cloud nine I'm wide awake Not losing any sleep I picked up every piece And landed on my feet (I'm wide awake) Need nothing to complete myself, no (I'm wide awake) Yeah, I am born again Out of the lion's den I don't have to pretend (And it's too late) The story's over now, the end I wish I knew then, what I know now Wouldn't dive in, wouldn't bow down Gravity hurts, you made it so sweet 'Til I woke up on, on the concrete Falling from cloud nine (It was out of the blue, I'm) Crashing from the high I'm letting go tonight (Yeah, I'm letting you go, I'm) I'm falling from cloud nine (I'm wide awake) Thunder rumbling Castles crumbling (I'm wide awake) I am trying to hold on (I'm wide awake) God knows that I tried Seeing the bright side (I'm wide awake) I'm not blind anymore I'm wide awake I'm wide awake Yeah, I'm falling from cloud nine (It was out of the blue, I'm) Crashing from the high You know, I'm letting go tonight (Yeah, I'm letting you go, I'm) I'm falling from cloud nine I'm wide awake I'm wide awake I'm wide awake I'm wide awake I'm wide awake
Nov 2, 2023 8:58AM It still hurts. Loving someone you know you can’t have and what hurts even more is the fact that you’re really trying your best to forget your crush but it feels like its not working. Almost 6 months had passed and I still love him. Why I’m deeply inlove w/ him? Why I can’t move on? I wish this pain to just go away. I’m tired feeling like this.
October 13, 2023 9:47pm I'm moving on while loving you. So, soon I can finally have the courage to let you go. Just know that anytime, you're free to let go. I can't take all this pain, negative thoughts, jealousy, overthinking every night, always waiting for you, the vibe and excitement before I can't feel and see anymore. You said our relationship isn't happy anymore. So you mean you only see happiness in relationship, that if there's a problem or something you're giving up. What about me? I simply want peace. Peace of mind and peaceful relationship. Where we can fight or have misunderstandings, but still we both know that it's a part and love is more important. I can't feel it anymore. I'm sorry, A.
