Lyrics: Chala main kala ki safar pe, samay se zyada yahaan log hai badalte, bhedo ki bheed mein alag se chamkein, hausla buland ladu khud se hee jang mein, kyunki, kabhi kabhi main khud se yeh poochhu, khud mein hee khud ko main khoju, sabse alag hai meri aarzoo, phir bhi mujhe milti hai haar kyu, kaidi hu khud hi main khudka, khud par hee rehti hai shanka, na haasil hoga kuch ghabra ke, de yeh darza laga du mai lanka, yeh peeth peechhe khope chhoori, inhe dosh du kyu ni, haath mei thi doorbin, dikhe koso door ni, kabhi hoti chook ni, padhu koi bhi book nai, likhu book ko booth mei hee, uhh Kya thodi bhi narmaahat nahi dil mein, deta khud pe dhyaan main sirf, tabhi yeh kilse, aate yeh shabd dil se, chhupe yeh chuhe bill mein, yakeen khudpe, mujhe ilm ki hu ill main, par, marna chahta na inn logo jaisa jee ke, geet hee woh cheez jo mere jeevan ki reet, bota shabdo ke beej, roshni laaye deep, taano ki battiya banaayi fir jala diye ghee se, mai kitni baar haara, kitni baar jeeta, kitne aansu pherta mai, kitne aasu peeta, tujhe kya pata, tujhe kya pata
Was the best comeback from losing.... Winning Winning Winning Feel the pressure on ya shoulders The what if, and what they told ya Writing your story to quiet reporters I put a star on my head, now I'm Dakota Soon as it slip outta my hands, how I'm suppose to Time is money, betting money on mine, is expensive My elevation never come cheap, get it A mental thought ain't rented It's the 4th quarter, I'm venting Even in my losses, I gain from it My accolades carry legacies on it Better you than me for it I'm running, running like Forrest, nonstop Then sell my worst traits to a pawn shop Escort faith to a new face
구원을바라는 막연한 밤의 불안감 안 모든게 의미가 되버려 되려 더 그리 고통받나 그저 무시하고 무시받는 편이 더 편하잖아 걸음 뒤 밟힌 벌레와 간밤에 구해준 나방의 죽음 한 번 일어난 일은 다른 형태로 일어나 주검이 되지 못한 기억들이 길어져가 버릇들인 버릇들은 어른들의 걸음처럼 느려져가 허술하게 내려놨던 자존심을 고이 모셔놔 여름,마주칠 때마다 다른 공기 어떤 구름이 지금 비를 머금고있지 고름에 곰팡이가 피어나는데 사랑한냉기 언젠간 그럴 겨를도 부름도 모두 끊어지지 허름해진지 오래된 몸뚱이 나도 알 수 없는 기억이 담긴 상처투성이 끊임없이 마주하게 될 모순덩어리 걸핏하면 결핍따윌 토해내버릴 궁리 조잡하고 조악하게 짜깁기 되어 때론 추악해도 아름다워서 기대어 가질 수 없기에 메스껍고도 예뻐 이건 이름없는 무덤 같다고 빗대어 기어 고통보다 추악하게 아름다워 이름없는 무덤 앞에 흘리는 눈물 그런걸 생각할 겨를이 없지 부러워할게 많은 니가 더 부럽지 허름해진 몸뚱이와 끊겨버린 거리 손쉽게 부러질 단단함 모두 쉽게말하자면 간단함 흐름을 못읽으면 장난같이 바보가 되거나 악마가 되지 허름해진지 오래된 몸뚱이 끊임없이 마주하는 모순덩어리 여름 아스라져가 얼음을 깨려다 다친 책임이 내 것이란게 허망하다 잡힐듯말듯 하다가도 아스라져
Is it me you tryna fool? So sneaky Why you got attitude? Don't hit me on that call than when you call it's why you always do Put the blame screaming my name like it's always you. Why it always you? What's wrong with you? Are you falling through The cracks Down to the abyss praying I make it back No more thinking that the problems you Living with a liar standing across the room. Haunted by thoughts that holding me hostage make me confused We hit it off from the jump Hit it out the park like babe Ruth. Funny cause I don't even like you Wait did I invite you? I ain't trying to be rude But don't you get this misconstrued Missing screws in my head you say that you got the tools But you been through the ringer on your past you've been used Looking up to God I'm on my way to you Forgive me for the rocks I tripped on slipping over on my way to you. Breaking down so often but finding breakthroughs. Sometimes I ponder Was I More than I than a vice to you? Often I wonder Why I ain't cut it off sooner It what's I had the right to do Love blocks your mind leaving you so confused Lost in time Focused on what she used to do Feelings so deeply involved How come it always start with me and you singing songs? Funny what helps me stay in the light Also lead me to the dark What my life worth living Also made it hard? Funny I got myself free by writing bars But that freedom I took it too far Fell off the border stuck at the start Funny I never fought naturally soft But that's until you played with my heart That fasade of being as tough as God Makes you fall deep when you fall you questioning your own thoughts.
