It’s a good way to describe depression, you put your feelings on the inside and keep them in a box, while putting out a facade, a fake face. It’s hard to keep up but you can. It’s all you feel like you can do while it feels like everything around you is falling apart and your life is amounting to nothing. I know this sounds deep, and it is. But it’s honestly hard. That’s why this song touched me. It’s so similar to depression. You keep everything bottled up, and you look happy, but only so others don’t worry about you.
not gonna lie, i catch myself singing/humming along to this one. the melody and words just stick to me, very ear-wormy for sure. another EBOCK hit from kenny, definitely going places!
Wow this video was uploaded 2 years ago and time is consuming my soul I'm already 31 and should of found this sooner getting older sucks man I got a lot of bad things happening to me and to top it off I need dental surgery I'm afraid of for dentures and stiches. I'm glad I found this song listening to stuff like this opens me up to the truth please if you're young enjoy it while you can and don't fuck up your youth mine SUCKED because I moved a lot which is making me want to stay with my parents. I feel like I want to die living with my parents peacefully in my sleep because I feel like my life is like being rushed as it is music like this really has some kind of healing powers to me.
I've been slowly delving into your original music but I swear, I can't listen to more than one or two before taking a break because I'm afraid that if I don't I'll break down in tears
I just found out something. During the pre-bridge part, the lines "Nothing, has been changed" also rhymes with "Let's go, don't wait" from First Date by Blink-182
I don't know what you guys think and I don't know if you know the movie but this song has so strong Lemonade Mouth vibes that it is bringing me tears of joy and nostagia in my eyes. Kenny you created a masterpiece here and I think I can say that I'll always love your songs
I was thrown off by the lyrics in this one since it isn't my type, but MY GOODNESS is this such a bop! I just keep coming back to it. It's such a jam! Thanks for this!
Years ago, I remember when I found out about your songs and this was the most recent song you posted. I kind of brushed you off as just another artist. Just now I rediscovered you, and I was so wrong. This song is great.
Ive listened to this song (how many times? I’ve lost count) Great work! I just found your music and I love it!!! (I’d love to hear you do Firebird - Owl City)
[Verse 1] This isn't what I've wanted, no I'm standing with my broken feelings I've never felt like this before This isn't what I've waited for Now I can't even breath I'm sinking I've never wanted to be here [Pre-Chorus] It's true, I'm getting used to hating myself I know That you will never know that I need help That's it I don't want to lose it anymore Whoa-OwO And here's what I'll say [Chorus] I believe, I believe I believe, I believe in nothing All I see is a lie I'm a lie and completely nothing You never know, never know You never know; No, you don't know nothing - about me [Verse 2] If this is what you wanted, oh When I'm feeling so alone I'd never be the same No, I'd never be the same 'Cause I never thought I could be Alone, there's nothing for me I can't believe that I'm lost [Pre-Chorus 2] I feel Like I can't even make it myself I know But every time you make me insecure I blame And I don't want to trust you anymore Whoa-OwO So here's what I'll say [Chorus] I believe, I believe I believe, I believe in nothing All I see is a lie I'm a lie and completely nothing You never know, never know You never know; No, you don't know nothing - about me [Bridge] Nothing - has been - changed And I don't feel the same When we're alone Calling - your name At the place we used to stay But now we're gone [Chorus] (2x) I believe, I believe I believe, I believe in nothing All I see is a lie I'm a lie and completely nothing You never know, never know You never know; No, you don't know nothing - about me Secret Meaning: [This isn't what I've wanted, no. I'm standing with my broken feelings. I've never felt like this before] Meaning: Disappointment or dissonance between the expectation and outcome; may reference absurdism [This isn't what I've waited for. Now I can't even breath I'm sinking. I've never wanted to be here] Meaning: Being pressured with an undesirable or unexpected outcome [It's true, I'm getting used to hating myself] Meaning: Self hatred that has been tolerated because of its repetitive nature [I know that you will never know that I need help] Meaning: Isolation and unwilling to seek help [That's it! I don't want to lose it anymore] Meaning: "That's it" implies frustration. Also, rejecting to lose it ("it" = "Their life") anymore because of the pressure from life instead of spiraling into insanity [Whoa-OwO - And here's what I'll say] Meaning: None [I believe, I believe, I believe, I believe in nothing] Meaning: A reference to epistemological nihilism [All I see is a lie; I'm a lie and completely nothing] Meaning: Disbelief and self-depreciates their existence as absurd; also references epistemological nihilism, including existential nihilism [You never know, never know, you never know; No, you don't know nothing - about me] Meaning: Perceives themselves as misunderstood and as an outcast [If this is what you wanted, oh. When I'm feeling so alone] Meaning: Could imply that the person had a mistaken impression or they're delusional during in a state of isolation [I'd never be the same. No, I'd never be the same] Meaning: May reference a change in personality or persona ['Cause I never thought I could be alone, there's nothing for me] Meaning: Self-isolation because of their perceived meaningless towards existence and their disappointment between expectation and outcome [I can't believe that I'm lost] Meaning: May reference passive nihilism or the transition from active nihilism to passive nihilism; being lost trying to find a fair or reasonable meaning of life or the inability to make a new meaning of life [I feel like I can't even make it myself] Meaning: Feeling drained to find it ("it" = "the meaning of life") which contributes to passive nihilism [I know, but every time you make me insecure, I blame and I don't want to trust you anymore] Meaning: Doesn't like to be stigmatized for failing to find meaning in life [Whoa-OwO - So here's what I'll say] Meaning: None [Chorus repeats] [Nothing has been changed and I don't feel the same when we're alone] Meaning: May indicate a personality disorder or a mood disorder [Calling your name at the place we used to stay, but now we're gone] Meaning: Implies a change in lifestyle and shows unfamiliarity to the new lifestyle [Chorus repeats again]
@@kennyoung Woah, didn't expect a reply from my favorite furry pop-punk artist. Also, I like the funny facial expressions from your recent cover with Scratch21 in the final parts of the video. Feels nostalgic
Nothing -Kennyoung Lyrics: this ins't what, I've wanted, no I'm standing with my broken feelings I've never felt like this before This isn't what I've waited for Now I can't even breath I'm sinking I've never wanted, to be here It's true I'm getting used to hating myself I know That you will never know that I need help that's it and I don't want to lose it anymore and here's what i'll say I believe, I believe I believe, I believe in nothing All I see is a lie I'm a lie and, completely nothing You never know ,never know You never know No, you don't know nothing about me If this is what You wanted, oh when I'm feeling, so alone I'd never be the same No, I'd never be the same Cause I never thought I could be Alone, there's nothing for me I can't believe that I'm lost I feel Like I can't even make it myself I know but every time you make me insecure I Blame and I don't want to trust you anymore so, here's what I'll say I believe, I believe I believe , I believe in nothing All I see is a lie I'm a lie and, completely nothing You never know, never know You never know No, you don't know nothing about me nothing has been changed and I don't feel the same when we're alone calling your name at the place we used to stay but now we're gone I believe, I believe I believe ,I believe in nothing All I see is a lie I'm a lie and, completely nothing You never know, never know You never know No, you don't know nothing about me I believe, I believe I believe ,I believe in nothing All I see is a lie I'm a lie and, completely nothing You never know ,never know You never know No, you don't know nothing about me Tradução: isso não é o que eu queria não Estou de pé com meus sentimentos quebrados Eu nunca senti assim antes Isso não é o que Eu esperei Agora eu não consigo nem respirar Estou afundando Eu nunca quis estar aqui É verdade Estou me acostumando a me odiando eu sei Que você nunca saberá que eu preciso de ajuda é isso e eu não quero perder mais e aqui o que eu vou dizer eu acredito eu acredito eu acredito Eu não acredito em nada Tudo que vejo é uma mentira Eu sou uma mentira e completamente nada Nunca se sabe nunca se sabe Nunca se sabe Não voce não sabe nada sobre mim Se isso é o que Você queria oh quando estou me sentindo tão sozinho Eu nunca seria eu mesmo Não, eu nunca seria eu mesmo Porque eu nunca pensei que poderia ser Sozinho, há Nada pra mim Não posso acreditar que estou perdido eu sinto como se eu não pudesse fazer isso sozinho eu sei mas toda vez você me deixa inseguro Eu me responsabilizo e eu não quero confiar mais em você então aqui está o que vou dizer eu acredito eu acredito eu acredito Eu não acredito em nada Tudo que vejo é uma mentira Eu sou uma mentira e completamente nada Nunca se sabe nunca se sabe Nunca se sabe Não voce não sabe nada sobre mim nada mudou e eu não sinto o mesmo quando estamos sozinhos chamando seu nome no lugar que costumávamos ficar mas agora nós fomos eu acredito eu acredito eu acredito Eu não acredito em nada Tudo que vejo é uma mentira Eu sou uma mentira e completamente nada Nunca se sabe nunca se sabe Nunca se sabe Não voce não sabe nada sobre mim eu acredito eu acredito eu acredito Eu não acredito em nada Tudo que vejo é uma mentira Eu sou uma mentira e completamente nada Nunca se sabe nunca se sabe Nunca se sabe Não voce não sabe nada sobre mim Fim~