Kharma - Envious 

Kharma - Envious
Off of "A World Of Our Own" LP on Flatspot Records
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Lyrics:
I push and push and push everyone away
Isolate myself, it's just easier that way
Seeking revenge on society and revenge on myself
Both have let me down more times than I can count
Dying to live, afraid to die
Dying to live, afraid to die
with thoughts of mortality I close my eyes
Searching for answers, living in vain
Life is torture and love is pain
Violence, vices, repeat the cycle
The things I use to feel okay for a while
violence, vices, repeat the cycle
I just want to feel okay for a while
I'm a loner but I hate to be lonely
Pain inside my heart, but I can't let it control me
Feels like I'm stuck in reverse
before every step forward I take 3 back first
Chip on my shoulder next to the weight of the world