He’s encourage himself in the past when he is so down, so depress amd unhappy back there when the lawsuit is begin. Three of them found a lot of struggle and difficulty in their career. They never appear in terrestrial broadcast in korea for 15years. The song he sing never get promoted, the thing he shoot never been broadcast. He got blacklist from japan about 6 yrs and 15yrs in korea. Sue the SM was yhe thing never done before. Imagine when the news published you only a bad news, you got kick out from the dorm, and all your friend are turn back to you at that time. Junsu said he cried everyday for year and jaejoogn said about he have a suicidal idea. Things are really hard for them back there.