@@zestygirl My brother in law , died , my brother had heart surgery, my sister in law has to have back surgery again for her cancer she has some cracks in her back. She already has 3 rods because of the cancer. My cousin who I was going to be a living kidney donor now has heart failure. One of my best friends was diagnosed with lung cancer , never smoked and it metastasized to her brain. Her son died during this time of tongue and throat cancer. So it’s been one tragedy after another , it mentally stacks up and having my son die almost 5 years ago it was just to much . Plus I need to a support system for my nephews and nieces. Last year I had 3 uncles and one aunt died, so emotionally I haven’t had a break. I also have to have surgery on my hand, and a lot of cosmetic dental work due to the shock of losing my son my teeth just started cracking and crumbling. My doctor said it was broken heart syndrome. So that’s pretty much it . But I might becoming back after the summer. Right now I’ll be spending about a week a month with my cousin to help out her husband. They live 400 miles from us . Also Bruce and I have been taking small trips with my two oldest grandsons while they’re still young enough to want our company. Just trying to make memories with them. Also I’m taking my nieces to Paris in November and going to Rome , Florence and Paris with my nephew and his wife in September. They both have been under a lot of stress with my nephews dad dying and my niece in law father in heart and kidney failure and has dementia. Life is too short and my family needs me now emotionally just to talk too come here to the beach, to de stress and no they can count on me as their aunt.💞
