Brother, everyone has life lessons. You chose a rough path with difficult consequences but by no means was this a wasted life. Everything happens for a reason. In the end, you are sharing your story to hopefully help others see how valuable life is and that is a good deed. My words of encouragement would be.. 1) It’s never too late to make a difference 2)Tell your sons how much you love them 3) forgive every one that’s hurt you, 4) Let God embrace you. Best of luck to you.
Oh brother….i feel your pain. I am sorry that this happens to you. Please know that your parent is watching over you, may god be with you brother. Bless your lovely heart. ❤️
So sorry, bro, that you have went through so much and chose the wrong paths to follow in your younger days. Hopefully you can fight your illness and live better the rest of your life. May God bless you for better days.
You shouldn’t have put yourself down and became homeless like that.., cov laus no lawv yeej tsis muaj sijhawm rau peb cov menyuam nrab, that’s why we needed to better ourselves and don’t depend on our parents and siblings
Son there is no blame for your family. Usually if what they did to you u should tried to be better than them but you have chosen like you said your path to be what you like and wanted, that is why you got what you want. Most better and rich kids came from your situation (thrives ). You have a lots of chances to become a better person but you chose not to
I feel sorry for your situation that led to the choices you made in life due to unhealed childhood trauma and neglect. love yourself and forgive yourself for all the mistakes you’ve made and Forgive those who treated you wrong. If needed seek therapy and find positive people who can show and give you emotional support. We are humans and we make mistakes, but never stop trying to be a better person, not for others, but for yourself so you can at least rest peacefully when your time comes. Best of luck to you brother. 🙏
Dude you did it to yourself you didn't have to take that path. You could've went n got a full time n better yourself i don't feel bad for you good luck on your next chapter
To the brother in the story: Listening to your story reminded me of my childhood. I was also the middle child and being neglected did not help me find a purpose in life. Have you forgiven yourself? Your life of poor choices were due to your early trauma. Raised in poverty did not help. You turned to your friends, substances, and addiction to numb your pain. But like any child, you needed love, words of affirmation, and affection. For me, I turned to God. Because life is so hard, I needed Him to help, carry, and comfort me. With God, I am alive. I live because of Him and I have found peace/serenity. If you have nothing to lose, then what does it cost to close your eyes and call out God. I pray you find peace. My brother who is a pastor now sent me this poem when I was lost. I am found now. The Serenity Prayer is "God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference".
Wait!!... you said his sister divorced, and that's why she let him stay with her and because her husband passed away she got some insurance money. I'm confused.
😪😪😪😪gd story life is a dream and is a lesson we all need to understand about life support eachother love and kindness wil change their life we all struggle in life no one prefect bad thing can happen to gd person because the rule of law in the planet may gd richly bless yu young man yu wil be fine
I see you… I understand why you did all you did. But at some point you have to forgive them but mostly yourself. All your suffering is now your wisdom. Be good to yourself moving forward. Don’t feel sorry for yourself be grateful for being you. Take care. Learn to be the kind of parents you wished you had to your children. It’s never too later to start. You don’t want your do better because you feel no one cares. But you have to care for yourself. Give yourself the same advice you would to your own children. Remember that just because you do things that are considered bad does not make you a bad person.
Tus me tub aw....yus niam yus txiv twb tsis hlub yus es yog vim li cas koj thiaj tsis ua neeg zoo na, hauj lwm muaj ntau ua luaj cas ho tsis mus nrhiav hauj lwm ua es yus mus nyob yus os...pab hlub koj kawg li.
🫂💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕 Kavtsij nrhiav tshuaj hmoob haus rau. Es zam txim rau yus tug kheej, es hnav daim zoo li yus nyiam l, Noj qhov yus xav noj rau.. Es txhob tu siab lawm os mog
Tim koj niam koj txiv yug me nyuam coob ua luaj es hlub tsis tau tej me nyuam tej me nyuam thiaj tu2 siab zoo li no koj los koj txom nyem koj ho tsis mus work kom yus lub neej zoo koj txoj Kev. Txiav txim rau koj tus kheej mus rau yam phem thiab xwb tu siab kawg li
Dont feel sorry for you dude YOU did all to yourself and you already know 😢😢😢 but i can tell you this you NEED stop feeling sorry get uour as up and start call yiur kids do what you need to do right now b4 it to late you cant change uour pass but you CAN change your future gl guy
Brother is not to late for you to except Jesus Christ as your savior. You may not be able to save your life but you can still save your soul. I hope you take it in consideration.
It's sad that your life went the way it did. It's good you acknowledged your poor decisions that led you down the wrong path. I think you should try to at least make contact with your sons to apologize, even if you can't meet with them, just talk to them on the phone or live chat. I hope your last days will be as comfortable as possible for you. Please take this opportunity to get to know God and repent of your sins to Him. As long as you have breath, you can accept Jesus into your heart and be forgiven, so you can enter into eternity with Him who loves you more than you can ever imagine. May God's peace be with you.