guess she's just not good at being on the receiving end of affection considering how she tried to kiss another aqours member at least four different times in the past
2017 (?) christmas niconama when she tried to kiss kinchan after a skit, backstage during one of the asia fanmeetings (taipei I think?) when she tried kabedon-ing and almost kissing shuka, this one, plus another time she was THIS close to actually pecking rkk on the cheek after her final MC during hakodate unit carnival
The description has a link to the scene itself, but I managed to find the full episode here! ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE--Hb-PS_sccA.html