Lø Spirit - Mama [Official Video]

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Lyrics:
Mama I know this wasn’t part of the plan
I’m not the son you wanna show to your friends
I know you think that I’m less of a man
But you won’t say it…
Say it.
I know you think you do the best that you can
I think there’s parts of you, you don’t understand
You make me question everything that I am
Till I can’t say it…
Say it.
You took my voice like I owed it to you
Buried the boy that I still hold onto
Take the rest of me, why don’t you ?
You close the door I held open for you
Made me ashamed of who I’ve turned into
Take the rest of me, why don’t you?
Yeah, why don’t you..
Mama, this house you made was never a home
Did you love us or love the control?
Maybe it’s best we all learn to let go
But we can’t say it..
So I’ll say it.
I painted smiles over all the abuse
Cause I was young and that’s what kids do
I was protecting my mom from the truth
But now I’ll say it.
Say it.
You took my voice like I owed it to you
Buried the boy that I still hold onto
Take the rest of me, why don’t you ?
You close the door I held open for you
Made me ashamed of who I’ve turned into
Take the rest of me, why don’t you?
God knows we know ‘almost’
God knows we know ‘almost’.
I worked so hard to be your gentleman
Left so many things unsaid
Tried to be your best friend
Until the walls were fucking caving in
Closets, spilling skeletons
When does it ever end?
Mama, mama, mama,
When does it end?
Mama? Mama!
You took my voice like I owed it to you
Buried the boy that I still hold onto
Take the rest of me, why don’t you ?
You close the door I held open for you
Made me ashamed of who I’ve turned into
Take the rest of me, why don’t you?

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@creepyd6563 Год назад

This guys songs will always have a way to move me. His voice and lyrics compliment each other so well. Great song as always.

@jasonthegod21 Год назад

creepy6563 listen to citizen soilder amazing band you will like them i promise

@hookmusicproducer 11 месяцев назад

Yeah man inspiring as Fk❤❤

@spiritthingw 8 месяцев назад

He's grabbed my ❤️heart.. Masterpiece, soul touching!😢

@BlueTextingStories Год назад

From sadness, to frustration, to lying to yourself about the truth, but denying it, becoming anger, a deep down fury never released, to simply a numbness all over the body. What a rollercoaster of emotions... And it hurts because I feel it in a personal level.

@nicydarko552 Год назад

Man, that was I was when I learned about everything that happened to me.

@BlueTextingStories Год назад

@@nicydarko552yeah... Painful, isn't it? But, hey, I'll tell you. It gets better. There is no shaming in helping yourself, cutting off the evil by it's roots. I did that. It got better.

@nicydarko552 Год назад

@@BlueTextingStories Ya my mom was TOXIC! I was able to get out and help myself and start cleaning up my act so.

@BlueTextingStories Год назад

@@nicydarko552glad to hear it mate

@katutsukarta177 11 месяцев назад

saya juga merasakan hal yang sama seperti anda....berpura-pura kuat di depan padahl lemah dihati dan pikaran serta fisik berpura-pura bahagia didepan keluarga padahal rapuh

@rachelm9563 Год назад

Your music has kept me company through the darkness, when the shadows feel like they’re eating me alive. As I lie here alone, hiding with the blankets pulled over my head I use your music to drown out the screams of depression, anorexia, OCD. I hope you and everyone in that same place can get some peace as we fight alone, together.

@minepolz320 Год назад

Same 🫂is hard when those around you don’t understand it

@XxShade_FrostxX 8 месяцев назад

Relate to this so much with my relationship with my mum. Being the youngest, I was always stuck in my older brothers and sister's shadows and my mum just loved to treat me with high expectations, as if I couldn't be a kid and had to be put on a pedestal while still being compared to my siblings. Handwriting, art projects, grades, politeness, etc etc.

@TrayXCooper Год назад

Any day a new Lo Spirit song comes out is a day I have a High Spirit❤

@jonesbones1355 11 месяцев назад

As a person who grew up with an abusive mother this song hits me hard. She took the rest of the light I had left when she took her life in 2012.....I've never been enough for her and I'll never get the chance to be

@AngelKitten-pi1tm Год назад

I know this wasn't easy for you to release 🥺 but I am SO SO SO proud of you!!! For letting this out because it's healing you! 🩵

@simyoulater3983 5 месяцев назад

Lø Spirit I Know you probably dont read all your comments but man your music speaks to me, KEEP IT UP! you are an amazing artist

@canwatchvideos Год назад

This broke my heart. Beautifully done but I'm so sorry - give that little boy that is still in there a hug from me please 💕

@SiohnTB12 Год назад

This song hits so hard! 😭❤️ As someone that still receives verbal abuse and condescending comments from their mother, this is emotional, powerful and relatable. Absolutely love it.

@Im-just-Ve Год назад

Just let the comments bounce off of you eventually they will stop do not react my dad was always spewing transphobic insults and more at me i just stoped replying he stopped the hate comments if you can ignore the abuse do it it might just stop hold on friend its worth it in the end.

@Howabouthere Год назад

@@Im-just-VeI think its more of that they fear for you, i think rather than living in sadness; take what they say with grain of salt and look at from a more positive outlook. At least now you have someone who cares. when your parents die there will be no one who looks at you and that more sad😅

@BreBaby04 Месяц назад

I love this song so much.. I really relate to it growing up with a toxic adoptive mother who let my foster brother do whatever he wanted even if it hurt me. She never once tried to protect me from him. From the rape when I was 7 to the countless beatings he gave me while she wasn’t around that started when I was about 10. I always had to protect myself because in her eyes nothing he did was ever wrong. I isolated myself from everyone in my room for years because it was the only time I felt safe and even then I had countless nights of no sleep because I was worried he would come into my room to hurt me. Because of the trauma I have bad social anxiety, ptsd and depression. And I still have trouble sleeping when my depression and ptsd get bad.

@cameronneal4 Год назад

Wow. This is heartbreaking and absolutely gorgeous at the same time.

@aodhanmccool8252 Год назад

This hits home so hard. It's beautiful and yet so painful.

@Pizza11971 Год назад

I don’t have a relationship with my mama! What a beautiful song!! Thank you Lo Spirit 💯

@cjstutzman1148 Год назад

From someone that has no connection to his mom and that’s wanting it but it will never happen, this song is just perfect!! Everything that I think is sung in this song!!

@tonard23 7 месяцев назад

Man this song right here. Ended up on your Spotify playlist, just finally crying and letting out all that damn harbored pain. Then this song comes on, and its like he we have same damn mother. You are the 1st artist who can bring a tear to eyes, while sober no less. Im sure you probably wont see this, but on the off chance you do. Thank you. Ive never been good with feelings and voicing them. Its been almsot 2 weeks and i just keep coming back for more. So again. THANK YOU!

@concededcoffee Год назад

Damn man. This hits deeps.. 😔

@MrCityforest Год назад

Beautifull song. Its amazing. Fortunately I can't relate to the lyrics (my mother is kind and caring 🥰). But replace the word mamma with any other title for someone who hurt you and the lyrics really relates to the trauma that person inflicted on you.

@dakeenOutdoors Год назад

Gain a subscription them vocals are firrreeee 🔥 and that beat 😮❤

@littletommy69 Год назад

Wow, what a masterpiece! ❤

@neeshavangorder7275 Год назад

I love this song. I can definitely relate to it. The vocals and music in this are amazing. I was a daughter that dealt with this from my mama. Thank you

@evabackstrom3328 11 месяцев назад

❤❤❤❤

@kotajames6211 Год назад

I feel you for this!

@TheMsbiatch Год назад

Sad and beautifull song

@boash_ft_nzy 3 месяца назад

💖😇 love it

@InUAndo Год назад

Whoa

@littleclover2289 Год назад

Damn did this hit me hard.

@lilian_fortane Год назад

I'm speechless, just wow 🖤🖤

@stephanier4298 Год назад

Hits Hard for my daughter going through this with her Father.

@ngmstudios Год назад

Damn this song is amazing 🔥❤️‍🩹😎

@swshredder1313 Год назад

Finally!!!

@steve6888 Год назад

NEW LO SPIRIT LES GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

@JmacBogan Год назад

deep man

@MeagonHardy-sq3nm 11 месяцев назад

This song makes me think of my father when growing up. Meagon

@RoxYou1990 7 месяцев назад

As someone with a narcissist for a Mother, I totally relate. 😢

@maureenleinen5396 Год назад

💚🧡💚

@limo4630 Год назад

"I painted smiles over all the abuse, because I was young and that's what kids do" 1:19

@xswtxswtxlitoxstarx 10 месяцев назад

My relationship with my mom, too.. when will it ever end?

@timothyherlihy6480 8 месяцев назад

Damn this is tragic..i can totally relate though.

@chibishi6535 Год назад

I agree with the song, the only difference my dad did abuse me and still does.

@ravencorax176 11 месяцев назад

You will make it great... I know..

@shazani18 Год назад

It is really horrible that a child wants to please his parents without knowing that a mental condition stands between them. Its makes you suffer a lot. It's good that you could find your voice to say all the things you had to shut up as a child.

@lucastejeda2987 Год назад

Por fin❤😢

@blue-vr8dd Год назад

the parasocial relationship I have with this man and his music is probably unhealthy, but God damn is this shit just too good

@slexstex2597 Год назад

Me and my brothers were special needs kids and my "mom" took us from our birth mom through some sneaky shit because she made a paycheck off us she then emotional abused us and tried to manipulate us all my life i thought my real mom couldn't be bothered but the truth was she was trying her hardest to get back in our lifes but "mom" was stopping her but even still at 20 years old I am still conflicted because that is the woman who raised me she changed my diapers she drove me to school she feed me this song hits me in a way nothing else has because of the conflict of cutting off your mom all this to say really good work

@maddydonovan9655 5 месяцев назад

I’ve been listening to this song on repeat since the day it was released…I’ve got a song idea if you’re interested. Based on this song, you’re the perfect person to make the song. Give you 100% permission to take the idea, I just need it in song form..

@razredge07 7 месяцев назад

My relationship with my mother is complicated as she was low intelligence and most likely had borderline personality disorder as she was raised in an orphanage. It's so painful because we needed more from her than she was capable of giving. All I can really say, is she should've never had children.

@MackenzieMcFadden Год назад

There aren't even enough words to describe how healing all your songs have been for me. I first discovered you when I was at one of the lowest places in my life and every song you've created has helped pull me back to the surface and feel through the trauma. Be honest and open. Thank you muchly. You truly are a one of a kind artist. Keep on being you.

@Ddunbar60 Год назад

Me, my brother and little sister lived under a mother who emotionally abused us all. Pitted us against each other using the hope of avoiding her wrath. She lied to me , made me hate my father. I loss so many years with him because I was angry. Turns out she hurt him too. My brother and I are trying to heal. My little sister will never get the chance to. I miss her everyday.

@Time-To-Obligation 3 месяца назад

I can relate when my father doesn't take pills or see what his disorder is, except he did Verbal abuse to me, it hurt like spears just hitting my toes seeing what my mom can do to protect us! Otherwise, he does love me & his wife so it a whirlwind of troubles

@DJVayne409 Год назад

Thank you man I grew up with a mentally abusive stepmother and this shit hits home so fucking hard thank you Lo your voice is freaking amazing brother never stop

@tammybohn514 Год назад

Josh, My Son & I listened to this together and it hits hard! Emotional & Beautiful All at once! The thoughts that are running in my head of my mom that I can no longer Express and repair as she's no longer alive. I will have to heal with God & without her. Thank you for this song! Many Blessings to you! 😊🤗🖤🔥

@marlonese Год назад

I grew up with an amazing mom. She raised 3 kids alone, shitty paying job, no alimony, kept the house clean, made food, always smiling and never complaining... It's easy to take that for granted when you've never known any different and this song grounds me. It's a humbling experience that reminds me not everyone has been this fortunate. I love my mom and I hope one day I'll be as good of a parent as she is.

@nicydarko552 Год назад

Ya what hurts more is when you realize all the lies and the masks your(my) mom wore. When you realize how bad everything is; it hurts so much. Then the anger slips in, and you realize that it is in fact NOT normal to have intense stress when someone walks in the room.

@megane11222 10 месяцев назад

@nicydarko552 I thought I had wonderful parents until I was 18 when my grandma told me they were functioning drug addicts and I was the only person in our small town that did not know. My siblings knew, my friends knew, everyone did. I should probably start working on healing that, 20 years later. 🫠🫠 best of luck to you!

@beesknees2384 10 месяцев назад

gah, sounds just like my mom.. we lost her in 2016, I watched her take her last breath... wouldn't wish this on anyone. ever.

@tylerwalker6769 Год назад

Wish I could send this to her. Wouldn’t do any good. But this song has played non stop for me. Thanks man

@slaternapier1640 Год назад

This was so much better than I imagined it would be after listening to the clips… you are an incredible artist. This song is so personal and still, us fans can still find a personal connection in our own lives. This hits so hard. I haven’t cried in a long time..I am now. I try so hard to have a relationship with my mom, but it also hurts.. thank you for this song, is in my Apple Music now

@bottomofastairwell Год назад

you have no clue how healing songs like this are. i had an absentee father, so the only parent i ever knew was my mother. but she was abusive, so much so that i'm now completely no contact with her, have been for years. and it took me YEARS of my adult like to heal and find peace and work through my stuff. and even though i'm doing better now, music like this is still a safe space for me, still something that makes me feel so seen, so understood, and so much less alone. it's cathartic, healing, and it's just genuinely awesome music too. it's everything i love and want in the music i listen to. so from the bottom of my heart, thank you SO MUCH. you will never know how much it means to me that i get to listen to your music, but i appreciate it more than words can ever express. thank you

@howtogokart3262 Год назад

Love all your music man, you have a great voice for real, it hits hard. I’ve been waiting for this song for so long

@andreasschatz2328 10 месяцев назад

It's hard to live with a narcissistic Mother who always blames her fault on me. It hurts like hell. Thank you for that song Lø ❤ Much love from Germany ❤

@tutorgamesOG Год назад

Lyrics: Mama I know this wasn’t part of the plan I’m not the son you wanna show to your friends I know you think that I’m less of a man But you won’t say it… Say it. I know you think you do the best that you can I think there’s parts of you, you don’t understand You make me question everything that I am Till I can’t say it… Say it. You took my voice like I owed it to you Buried the boy that I still hold onto Take the rest of me, why don’t you? You close the door I held open for you Made me ashamed of who I’ve turned into Take the rest of me, why don’t you? Yeah, why don’t you.. Mama, this house you made was never a home Did you love us or love the control? Maybe it’s best we all learn to let go But we can’t say it.. So I’ll say it. I painted smiles over all the abuse Cause I was young and that’s what kids do I was protecting my mom from the truth But now I’ll say it. Say it. You took my voice like I owed it to you Buried the boy that I still hold onto Take the rest of me, why don’t you? You close the door I held open for you Made me ashamed of who I’ve turned into Take the rest of me, why don’t you? God knows we know ‘almost’ God knows we know ‘almost’. I worked so hard to be your gentleman Left so many things unsaid Tried to be your best friend Until the walls were fucking caving in Closets, spilling skeletons When does it ever end? Mama, mama, mama, When does it end? Mama? Mama! You took my voice like I owed it to you Buried the boy that I still hold onto Take the rest of me, why don’t you?

@gingersnap23 Год назад

Once again, this man managed to make a song I relate to on a painfully personal level. I went through some similar experiences with my mom and it left me scarred mentally, emotionally and physically. Keep up the great work man! 👍👍👍🔥🔥🔥

@kayprobst7823 Год назад

Dude i love your music and the feelings you bring into the lyrics❤️ and to everyone.. no matter what you're going through always remember that there will always be someone or something that'll be there for you and never ever ever forget that the sun WILL rise again no matter how long the night may seem.

@EndangeredGhoulMusic Год назад

Man I love this guys vocals for real impreses me everytime 🔥

@hopecampbell8776 Год назад

Every words in this song speaks of my childhood and who it has made me. It kills me to know that you suffer the same way. I just want you to know that you are the perfect you. If she can’t see it that’s her loss, no matter how much it hurts to never be what they wanted. 🖤🖤🖤

@XxsuperconsolebrosxX Год назад

As a person who grew up and still lives around abusive parents, this encapsulates my mother, biological dad and my dad in some ways, thank you Josh and God bless you, this makes me tear up and helps me get through my struggles. You deserve a LOT more attention dude

@mercifulangel89 Год назад

Can completely relate to this song. So many of us end up broken adults because of abusive parents. We all heal with God and with time. Doesn't stop the pain or nightmares though. Great song man!

@arf199 Год назад

This hits different for anyone who has suffered from the pain and abuse of realizing that they were married to someone who was just like their mother in spite of growing up in that kind of hell. Learned that the hardest way imaginable after surviving my wife's attempt to kill me in my sleep while we were staying at the same place we last visited on our honeymoon almost 9 years before. Samantha Lee Florin, stabbed me in the middle of my neck using one of my own knives and then escaped from the charges because of the bs story and use of her daddy's money and influence gained from his career in Lockheed and working with DC and god only knows.... ❤love the song and thank you for sharing your way of trying to heal afterwards with others looking for the very same thing.

@christerfer409 Год назад

Just don’t understand how this song doesn’t have a million views already. One of my favorite singers. Hope you get the recognition that you deserve!!!!

@BlueBird_Tunes 6 месяцев назад

23 years of neglect, violence and shame turned me into a fucking mess. Unable to have stable relationships, no job, no peace of mind and a bunch of addictions. Only reasons to keep breathing are my little sister, creating music and a tiny bit of hope that I'll be able to let go and change one day.

@Michelleruiz5330 5 месяцев назад

_¡¡¡¡Lø Spirit me ENCANTA, es muy HERMOSO, ÉPICO, MAGISTRAL, INCREÍBLE Y UFFFFF GENIAL🔥🖤🔥✧\(｡☬０☬｡)ﾉ✧🌌🛐🌹🥀😈☄️🎼🌠Me Llegó al Alma sigue así, eres lo Mejor. Saludos y Abrazos desde México🦋🇲🇽(つ✧ω✧)つ!!!!!!!!_

@antonio4259 Год назад

The worst part of understanding is when it reminds you of your pain. This song is phenomenal and speaks the truth so we’ll. Thank you for making this song. One day we will heal from our trauma and be stronger for it

@evamonique2898 Год назад

You've really out done yourself with this one Joshua, thank you once again for sharing your art with us, it means the world to me , much love to you man keep it up 🖤🖤🖤

@coreena9206 Год назад

Love it!! Your songs always hit home ❤

@undeadquest Год назад

This hits home....

@Gopro_lgp Год назад

What’s cool about this is that it seems like more of a victory anthem than a sad song given the journey you have been on and where you are now. This coming out after so long dealing with health and past trauma and moving is super powerful! Keep the great songs coming!

@lev_vll666 Год назад

I lost my mother at the hands of my father, and this song touches too deep down lø spirit 💔 I try to get ahead because it inspires me!

@W4ll_fl0w3r Год назад

This is painfully beautiful and beautifully painful!!! Def hits home♥️ Much love and mad respect ❤️❤️ #LøSpirit

@tailsofwillow Год назад

I have never.... Screamed a song louder... With all of my being behind it... Thank you

@adamparrott797 7 месяцев назад

Thanks. All I needed was a good cry today. 🥺 I painted smiles over all the abuse....... this was beautifully bittersweet, healing.......gosh instant follow. And I am so sorry, what a ride of emotions.

@codyb6849 Год назад

I absolutely love every song you guys come out with and what your songs mean to me? The words the way the songs are played. You guys are phenomenal. Much love, Cody.

@jessicarodgers3636 9 месяцев назад

Wow this song really hit me hard!!!! I moved in with my mother. Now I am depressed cause she is so controlling and it’s so depressing and stressful. Thank you so much for this song!!! Your amazing

@JayneAFK Год назад

So, my mother was abused in a pretty big way, which isn't really my story to tell, but it did impact how she raised us. She has trauma and undiagnosed mental health issues, and likely ADHD and/or autism too; as a result the way she raised us was unusual in ways that negatively impacted myself and my sibling. Hesitant to call it "abuse," but that's the conclusion everyone seems to come to whenever I talk about how we were raised in more detail. I'm in my 30s and disabled and still stuck at home under her (and to a lesser extent, my father's) control, so I really feel this song. In the confines of what I am allowed to do, we're basically like best friends, but that's the thing, I have to shrink and hide big parts of myself in order to keep her comfortable. Not sure there's anything I can really do to escape, and I think I'm at a point in my life where it feels impossible so what's the point in even trying to fight for change. It's like I've accepted it, and in a way I'm "happier" because there's less friction, but my life is so limited because of my health, but also because of her.

@Cosmicgothx Год назад

I love this song with every fiber of my being. I'm a trans man who grew up with a very abusive mother and it's hard to find songs about abusive mothers. Thank you for seeing me

@jeremiahearley7027 Год назад

Did we grow up in the same "home" must have repressed those memories too. This is powerful, thank you

@hopenco4 8 месяцев назад

This hit home. I could feel it to my very core.

@TheBrunothebarber 6 месяцев назад

WOW... this is an amazing song.

@gregoryloftis1446 Год назад

I ❤ this... Such raw emotion.... You can literally feel it in his voice. Thank you for this.

@InDerksWake Год назад

You can't write a bad song homie. I love everything you make!

@Lea-yh4ed Год назад

This is finally a song I relate to my inner self is screaming right now this is fuckin amazing 🥺😭❤️

@soul_reaper6424 Год назад

I changed mama to grandma when i was singing along and i just started balling

@Huggible11 Год назад

This songs hits me so personally. All of your songs have. Thank you for the beautiful songs you've created.

@dillonchilders7061 6 месяцев назад

Bro you fucking said it all 💯💯💯💯🙏🏻❤️❤️❤️❤️

@seijarantanen852 Год назад

You just have the most amazing voice and the most amazing lyrics. I love everything about your songs. I found you yesterday and you already are one of my favorites.

@fr0stalicious Год назад

All I can do is silently cry😢, I felt every word of that song. My mom doesn't have control of me anymore, huuuuuuugs to your little you and to the adult you as well.

@rfgalvao03 Год назад

holy shit that’s some powerful writing

@that_hyna 5 месяцев назад

this song had be balling and im 39... i guess childhood trama does fallow us.... i was always the kid that was the escape goat in the family and even when they laied into me for being mad at what ever they were mad about for the day i would still be there knocking on thier door trying to fix what ever it was or say whatever i could to make THEM happy again and not so angry or upset with me. as i got older i realized that led me into a 13 year abusive relationship with my kids father one with special needs ... i could go on n on as to how this song even to this day has resonated with me.. u dont hear many songs like this ... thank you for being someone that actually understands.. i dont meet many people that do... love your music! someone times the thing that doesnt push u over the edge is knowing someone gets it and ur not alone .... again ... thank you!

@Kazazzy День назад

Word for word. I am going thru this.. it hurts so fucking much because it’s my mother. But at the same time, I’m 26 with a 2 year old little girl.. I’m sick and tired of being bullied. I’m sick of being walked on. I’m sick of being the easy target. This man’s music hits me so god damn hard that I can’t help but cry.

@rebel_130 5 месяцев назад

This is criminal this only has 200k views 😢

@VoidGalaxy484 Год назад

I've been waiting a long time for this one. It came to my FYP on TikTok a long time ago. It's not just my mom, it's also my dad...and this song hits all the right ways to soothe those wounds for a moment. I'm gonna show this to my mom when I finally tell her why I don't trust my dad (I told her I didn't, but not why yet). 😭💜 ~Nico (co-host, D.I.D. sys)

@Jared209 Год назад

This hits hard

@TimothyKrauser Год назад

Should do a full cover of popular monster

@danmachado3276 Год назад

I’m crying on the toilet at work

@THEEGUARDIANANGEL65 5 месяцев назад

Absolutely Beautifest and Greatest song, Way To Say It, So PERFECT, THANK YOU LO SPIRIT ❤😢😢😢😢❤❤❤❤Damn it Still Hurts AFTER soooo many YEARS AGO 😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢