You just combined everything i love xD deh and sad lams ♡♡♡♡♡♡ i love this so much♡ the transition of "before i live with the worst of me" i love this animatic♡♡♡
Just to clarify, those floaty blue thingys are John's memories of him and Alexander, and when the person John's hugging changes, thats when it jumps to Alex and Eliza's wedding :)
OH MY GOD THIS ANIMATIC GIVES ME LIFE. I LOVE HOW IT'S LAFAYETTE, HERCULES MULLIGAN, AND GEORGE WASHINGTON WHO GIVE HIM HAPPINESS WHEN ALEXANDER IS TOO BUSY WITH ELIZA. ;-;
Heroska Apolla I love DEH but I’m only done watching act 1 bootleg cuz I get too much anxiety seeing Evan being nervous and I have bad anxiety I think. also sorry if this is long I tend to type long messages cuz normally if it’s IRL people cut me off or my anxiety that the people staring at me are thinking I’m weird and online there’s not actually any faces and I’m typing too much sorry
*I CRIED SO MUCH* this is is most beautiful thing ever. The "worst" of him is his sexuality and it's so heartbreaking because in reality, that's how he felt and he couldn't share this because he and Alex would be killed. The expressions, the frames *ITS SO BEAUTIFUL* you deserve so many more subscribers !!
After watching it like a thousand times I can barely say anything. This animation is, just beautiful. In fact, Lams is like, the second favourite ship of mine (from everything) and it just broke my heart. I just can't stand how it all ended up with them. I'm writing role-play of Lams with my girlfriend, so we can pretend like everything's okay and they're happy together (cause we kinda act like them). And becaue of that Because of beliving in this, acting like this is normal, like they were happy together it hit me harder than I thought. John, poor John... There are two good things about that. 1. We can't tell how, but Alex loved him. I strongly belived their love was true, just censoured... 2. John died and didn't have to struggle throught all of this. It's such a pity he died aged 27, but... he didn't have to see his happy family. Because they would be happy Hamilton family, if he'd be still alive. Lord, let me rest im crying
I think that he married her because of money, he was poor, she was rich and pretty. This is how it worked in the past, yk. They (John and Alex) couldn't be together in the XVIII century, because ppl would just hate them, ruin their life. So they both loved eachother (how can we know if it was platonic or not?) , but Alex had a wife. I mean, they were happy, Alex for sure loved their children, he loved Phillip. But how can we be sure that he truely loved Eliza instead of Laurens (with who he had really strong connection and always said that he love him). I mean, in modern times being married to someone is truely a sign of love, but was it then? I don't think so. Even Lin-Manuel agreed, that Alex for sure was bisexual O: But it's just my personal opinion, just a thought. I just know how they could feel. And you know, Alex cheated on Eliza after Laurens death. Why? I think, because he was missing him that much. I mean, problems in their marriage started after Laurens death. I'm sure Alex truely loved him And I strongly hope, that he loved him like "for serious".
Dude, dying at age 27 was like dying at age 99 for them. At the time, everyone was dying young, so dying at that age was normal. Thats why it was legal to get married at age 16 back then.
WhY I woke up to this and aa, I should work but I really like your idea of floating pieces of memory, combined with the blue silhouette of Alex, the ideas represent sufficiently how we do our retrospective thinking like, objectively viewing and subjectively reliving it. The way John stepped away from the darkness to take Laf’s hand and join the rest of the gang is just BRILLIANT in my own opinion. I know you based it on Dear Evan Hansen, but to see him diverting his attention to his friends instead of focusing solely on his love life has always been a kink of mine. I like what you did with the lightt. The two most memorable scene would be the last one where he had his first line in Satisfied (I’m a simple person). I could see a clear change in his demeanour, something new inside and if you had consciously wished to deliver personal growth, that scene definitely underlined your point. The second scene would be when he hugged Laf and it shifted to him holding Alex. Im so weakk for that one, tbh. First it is because it’s all in blue, so he’s reliving a memory and he relived it right after Laf, meaning that the friendship he had with Alex would never be the same as it was before his marriage. That kind of friendship with such close proximity is gone once Alex had secured himself. It’s really bittersweet and his facial expression did it for me. Thank youuuu, can’t wait for your next work
The worst (ha.) part about all this is “Or would they’d hate it too?/Will I just keep on running away from what’s true?” BECAUSE it shows that John hates himself for feeling this way and liking Alex (because of the time period and the absolute disgust that came with homosexual relationships), but it also shows that he can’t get enough of it. He’s in love, and when you’re in love, you should be able to have the freedom and right to enjoy that feeling with your significant other. But he CAN’T because he knows everyone would hate him just as much as he hates himself if anyone found out. All the while, he still shields himself from the truth that him and Alex can’t be together and that Alex has a wife, who he loves. aND IT’S NOT FUCKING FAIR BECAUSE MY BABY DESERVES ETERNAL HAPPINESS AND HE DIED BEFORE ACCOMPLISHING THE ONE THING HE WANTED TO ACCOMPLISH I have a lot of feelings about this.
Oh GOD I'm crying!!!!!😭 But it is a really nice message. from what I saw, I saw that john thought that the "worst" of him was his sexuality because he knew that he would get hurt, and he did. Hamilton ended up with Eliza and John was really hurt by that but excepted it and went on but he didn't "really" move on he still had feelings for Alex. But in the end he realises that he still has his friends and that they'll always be there for him.
Oh I just found this. It's beautiful, I just love how Lafayette, Mulligan and Washington are there for him, specially how Lafayette is offering his hand to him.
YAYAYAYAYAAYAYAYA LAMSSSSSSSSSSS WISH YOUD NOTICE A SCREAMING LAMS FAN OVER HERE THEN YOUD KNOW I WORSHIP YOOOUUUUUUUUU ILL TRADE MY LIFE FOR YOURS Oh my god heathers is stuck in my head And 3 other freaking musicals Edit: DDJSJSJFNDFJFJAGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHH YOU LIKED IT!!!!! THANK YOU AND REMEMBER ME WHEN YOUR FAMOUS!!!
“Would they like what they saw?” The 12K people who liked this video: *high pitched squeeling* “Or would they hate it to?” People who disliked this video: ...
Liked and faved. Damn girl/boy, it was the most beautiful, real and hurtfull Lams I've seen so far. You get it just right, especially with THAT song. Also, the memories floating around and he accepting that Eliza WAS the reality?? Damn. I loved especially the end, the fact that were his friends. Just one question...HOW DARE YOU? I hope all this comments encourage you to keep your art rolling!
if i had emotions i would be crying, i love Lams so much edit: though i have noticed that most people have it where Laurens likes Alexander and Alexander doesn't notice, but i've been reading Alexander Hamilton by Ron Chernow and as far as i can tell Alexander (probably) liked Laurens but from the letters i can't tell if Laurens liked him back, but i don't really care because i ship Lams anyway,
I believe they both truly loved each other, but Alex was still into women and the problem with John was that he had deep internalized homophobia, which means he hated himself for how he was feeling. He wanted Alex, but at the same time he tried to stay away from his "sin". Laurens' life was just a misery after another, even more so than Hamilton's.
Is this audio from DEH? Cuz I’m watching DEH but I can’t watch it all in one time cuz watching Evan be so awkward gives me anxiety. oh yeah this is from DEH.
*sobs* I want to bring John Laurens back and tell him it doesn’t matter what his sexuality is now he can live happily anD HIS DREAM OF FREEDOM BEING ABOLISHED HAS BEEN ACHIEVED AND OH MY GOD HE NEEDS TO BE HAPPY. HE DESERVES TO BE HAPPY
combining this song with john Laurens is more heartbreaking and engaging than DEH could ever be honestly, that level of self loathing from a closeted man, WOOF
* settles self for sadness * i can survive... i can survive... I CAN SURVIVE!! * at the end * *AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA LAURENSSSSSSSS YOU DONT DESERVE THIS YOU SAD BEAN STALKKKKK AAAAAAAAAA*
Oh no, I didn’t need my heart today, you can just tear it up and throw it into the bottommost reaches of space never to be seen again. It’s fine *sniff*
Imagine if this was about Alexander tho- like him singing this after John died and hes asking himself how's he going to step into the sun again after being in the dark for so long (making all these bad decisions) aaahh T^T
I'm so happy you combined two of my favorite musicals, but I hate you made it so sad whenIknewitwasgonnabesadandOhmygodswhydotheyhavtobesocuteImmagodieinacornernow
Me: *looks for knife in kitchen* Hamilton: Hey buddy! Me: ........ Hamilton: Heh..So the Silent treatment, huh? Me: *finds the perfect knife* PERFECT! Hamilton: Holy f- Me: HAMILTON WERE ARE U?! Hamilton: WHAT DID I DO?! Me: BREAK THE CINNAMON ROLL'S HEART!! Me: NOW GET OVER HERE AND DATE THE CINNAMON ROLL OR ELSE!!! Me: YOU DONT WANT TO LOSE AN ARM NOW DO U?! Hamilton: *passes out* Me: *drags Hamilton to cinnamon roll* HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! Long story short Hamilton didn't get murdered (YET)
This is one of the best animatics i have ever seen! I knew i would like it when i saw title (cause really?? Deh and lams? I already love it) but i didnt think it would be that stunning! The song match just perfectly and i really love the symbolism :) Also my sweet little boy John is sad again :(
You’re so fucking under appreciated you deserve more love this is one of my favorite animatics of all time AND IT DESERVES ALL THE ATTENTION. ALL OF IT.
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