(lyrics) it takes bout thirty minutes before i slide in my zonee(x2) smoke over the hilltops i see what youve done for others goddd mystique and raindrops i like to see them grow nonetheless its like i write seasons in the silence my words are just paegents of violence i like to see people that are starving be showered with love, with love, with love i like to see eagles spread their iron wings and fly sky high like icarus i like to see seagulls above the waning waves right above the horizon but then i remember that the world dont revolve around me or what i like and fall into reality again everythings cold like december embers of my heart dont let me breathe anymore eventually i freeze in these walls i want to cease all my secret thoughts and i get sucked back with nothing to hold on to ive been sitting on the countertop holding my head idont need to rehearse to say what ive just said all i do is fucking play pretend play pretend all i need is just a paper pen paper pen to scream out to lash for help to write down my testament