last days 

"In another life, I would have really liked just doing laundry and taxes with you."

This feels like a wise elder is telling me about those beautiful old days

When I was young, anything could empress and making me excited, a chocolate bar, a new toy, when I was young, I wished if I had my own cellphone like grownups do, you know, children could always enjoy simple things, but now as 23/yrs old, everything seems dormant and rigid that even these simple things like chocolate and toys won’t bring me joy and passion. I wanna feel joy and happiness from the bottom of my heart. That one day I would wake up in the morning and do my daily routine in a lively personality without wondering why did i ever wakeup and wished if I had continue my sleeping, I don’t like waking up in the mornings cuz I’m always alone and I don’t feel like to make my breakfast, I want to feel alive again.

“If I can see you again, I hope it’ll be the same weather it was when we met.” - from my favourite webnovel Nari and the Fish 😭

Living as an adult is hard. Listening to musics like this can either mend your heart or you'll just shed tears.

I felt I needed to say how much I like this :] it's been my last days of highschool and I've been listening to this when I get sad, it helps me calm down

I'll leave my comment here so that if someone likes, I can come back to this masterpiece

卒業式の後の昼間みたいな雰囲気を感じる😌

This just caused me to look back on my entire life up till now (34). My childhood, the sad and traumatic and beautiful and happy parts. My teens, my twenties. I often look back and think “what a waste” because of the trauma and abuse, and my own drug and alcohol use, and lack of life achievements. But then I remember the good times too. The playing with Barbies and watching music videos with childhood friends. The parties and shows with friends as a teen. Little random strolls to the coffee shop. Browsing bookstores and walking around downtown. But most of all, the people. Even those who aren’t around anymore. Those who touched my life, whose lives I touched. I have a tendency to only remember the bad parts of my life, how things ended, and not all the good that happened in between. It has been messy, but certainly not a waste. And if I’m lucky, there’s still more waiting.

This reminded me of the drifting memories I have of spending time at laundry mats with my mother. We were poor and living in a tiny trailer, so we'd always go down to the local rinky-dink laundry mat together, and I'd sit on the cheap plastic chairs, watch my mom, and hum weird songs to myself while I imagined so many things I don't even think about anymore. I can recall the smell of the detergent, the crisp clinking sound of all the coins, the low buzz of three dryers running, the rolls of pennies my mom gave me to hold, the faded colors of everyone else's clothes, the sun reflecting so intensely off of all the white washers. I had a strange life growing up, and those moments helped to keep things from being too much sometimes. To this day, I find laundry mats exceptionally comfortable; there's just something really intimate and utterly normal about a place for anyone to do laundry together that makes me smile a little.

i'm creeping into the last days of my first semester of university. i made the conscious decision to leave the school - despite the lingering thought that perhaps it was too soon for me to fully know whether or not i'd succeed there in the end. in reality, being there has ruined me, but i know that when i leave i will get to move forward and improve at last - i won't forget the terrible time i've had there, instead i'll process my feelings, understand them, and grow. i guess, then, that these are my last days of being the person i never wanted to be; i'm ready to live my life the way i've always wanted to.

On January 18th 2020, I wrote "I live so I can one day feel alive again" in my notes. That day hasn't come yet, but I still think it will.

This music feels like loosing that genuine happiness I felt as a kid. That happiness that filled my whole body, that made my heart flutter. I want to feel that again, not just this “happy” face that I put on for others.

Pictures like these always have a weird story that instantly comes to my head. How can a still image carry so much life that didn't live in a reality other than my head. It's crazy

i do things to just make me happy now. i jump into puddles because i wanna get wet and if anyone sees me then they can be inspired to do the same. i walk slow in the rain to feel it hit me and if anyone questions why im not rushing countlessly then they can be inspired to do the same. i do things when no one is looking, i put coins on traffic light buttons and i wear mismatched socks because i always close my eyes when i go in my sock drawer. evaluating on that, if i pick out the same two socks i go out in them for treats. i spin around in circles for hours just to spin. i sleep with my cats on the sun covered floor just to wonder what it'd be like to be one of them. i block people on the internet just to block them. i never cut my garden because i want it to heal itself. i buy things i dont need and then give them to friends that don't need them either because i can, i give my friends double birthday presents because i can. i keep my windows of my car down when im driving even if it's freezing because i can. i wear those stupid clear coats in the rain when i really can't be getting wet that day. i drink coffee even though i hate it because i like the image of me drinking coffee, and i think that tastes better than me hating it forever. i refuse to try new foods because i live in mundanity and i like it. i do embarrassing things to be embarrassed, i do scary things to be scared and i get angry to get angry. and sometimes im sad for no reason and i have done horrible, horrible and painful things but i fixed those mistakes with duct tape and a good bit of love and its marginally okay now but the important part is thats become a part of me to. my point is, you dont have to be the universe experiencing itself infinitely to have a fulfilling life. maybe you can just be someone having a life. maybe you can just be someone with a heart that beats in a room alone, maybe you can wiggle your toes and you can stretch and you can hold your breath just because.

聽著聽著想起父母分居前，自己還住在南部的兒時回憶，雖然大多數都已模糊，就像被大太陽照射下、瞇著眼睛的感覺，那份炙熱而溫暖的心情，就彷彿這個歌單一樣。

Last days are precious when we know that something is coming to an end, whether it's a person, a relationship, a place, or an event, it often stirs up a bittersweet mix of emotions. we become acutely aware of the fleeting nature of the moment, and we're driven to cherish every little detail and memory that connects us to it. it's like a natural instinct to want to capture and hold on to those moments as tightly as we can, knowing that they will soon become memories. it's a beautiful way to honor the significance of what we're saying goodbye to and to ensure that it lives on in our hearts and minds.

このプレイリストは本当に好き 他の人も言っていたように、卒業式後の午後みたいな感じがしてすごく懐かしい

人生を楽しんだ後、いつかまたここに戻ってきます。 この音楽に出会えて良かった。

i'm grateful to be autistic. even after losing most of my relatives, losing friends, getting evicted, living through trauma, surviving mental illness, i never lost that happy childlike wonder. i stare at the clouds and watch the raindrops racing down the car window. i make up little stories in my head. i spin around and sing and dance. i cry when the music is good and when i see something cute. and personally i attribute that to autism, to the overwhelming amount of emotion i can feel and the desire for sensory stimulation. this mix gives me the warm fuzzies. thank you.

"I carry no memories of sweet-teenage life, just few years of childhood and had to choose to be an adult. I wonder, how beautiful it would have been, to live my teenage years as a happy-free-teen, having friends and so much more. I have lived my pre-teen and teenage years with/in anonymity, wishing for a friend..." I hope everyone of us will have better life, comfortable life...a home that feels like a home. Also if you read this comment I'd love to let you know I have a family(mum, dad, brother)...I have always had them.❤ Have a great day/good sleep. *hugs Edit: 04.01.2023 At around 05:40 p.m. yesterday I lost my baby "Snowie". I felt her cold-dead body. I was shattered, realizing that I won't ever see her again, I won't get a genuine-happy-hug from her ever again. She was a lovely companion, lovely dog. I miss her tonight. I realized my heart aches for the truth that I won't see her ever again, I can no longer touch her soft-white-fur. I have her in my gallery, in my memory. My heart burns. It aches. I miss her.🐾❤ Mortal but loyal, she was. Snowie.🫀🐾

Hehe guys i just graduated from high school! I still can't believe it but here i am, i hope i'll be just fine, and this playlist sounds just like the last days of my school and i'm living for it.

it’s 5:08am… pouring heavily outside my window. my mind is suddenly racing with so many hopeful thoughts about the future and fondly reflecting about the past. then I decided to turn to RU-vid and found this gem at the right moment… As an 18 yr old, unlike the popular view, I do not really have a desire of returning to my childhood (not that I don’t love it)… why? perhaps it’s bcos as a young teenager taking my A Levels now, I have faith that life will be better in the future. i could possibly meet new best friends… i could live a new life with new dorm mates in university overseas in the future just like in the thumbnail. i could finally confess to the one I truly like… with so many hopes for the future, I believe we should remain optimistic and try not to keep looking back at our past. we should probably think about how we can make our lives better from today onwards :’) ❤ P.S. tysm for all the heartwarming replies

If you're going through something bad, just know that I'm really rooting for you. As someone who has been through depression and is struggling a lot because of a illness, there's hope. I know not everyone will like to read this, but I thank jesus everyday for being the one to cheer me up and show me how to be better. A really, really good friend.

this playlist is comforting in a sort of sad way. I have a chronic illness, while not fatal, is hard to live with. its painful, invisible, and exhausting. in recent years there's been more and more talk of medically assisted suicide within my community; and while I am no where close to the point in my illnesses progression that I'm thinking of going through with it, it lingers in the back of my mind. there may come a day I opt to leave my broken body of my own terms. that death will be a mercy on me, that I will have time to say my goodbyes, that I will be at peace. there is also the scarier thought of my illness processing to a point that I'm bed ridden before I'm ready to go and having to witness milestone from a bed. these songs feel like staring at the same window, wall, or spot; watching it change ever so slightly as time wears on. this sounds like being able to hold the baby one last time, having one last talk with a lover, giving a pet that one last treat, spending that one last day in the sun. its sad, but its also a reality, to both the healthy and the sick. it's just a reality I accepted far younger then most. this playlist is like the next step in closure, and while to some, learning to accept my death and demise years before that potential arises is morbid, for me its healing. if I learn to not be afraid now, if I learn to let go, it will be easier to let go when my body is too broken to continue.

この動画に出会えたことに感謝します。

It’s really beautiful, but it feels like having to let something or someone in your life go. It’s like getting older and realizing that you’re not a child anymore, don’t go to school anymore, or something like that. It also gives me the feeling of thinking back to those days and being really happy that it all happened, but also a little sad that it’s over. It’s always like that and then you realize that you wouldn’t be able to do all of that again, because you changed over the years and got older. It’s still always nice to think back to those days :)

This brings me back to the time I went to Japan as an exchange student. On one of the last days there I spent with some of the friends I've made. We went on a small hike together, then went to a cafe, tired, but very fulfilled. We cracked jokes and talked about lots of different things. We agreed to call it a day after the cafe. One of the guys, Gavin, was staying in an apartment very near my dorm, so we went together. I ended up going to Gavin's apartment and we talked and shared music with each other for several hours more. I felt very comfortable with him, like we were on the same wave together, which is kind of rare for me. Our tastes in music were pretty different, but he showed me some cool bands that I still listen to sometimes. I hope he still listens to some of the music I showed him, too. The time flew by quickly and I had to head back to my dorm soon, even though I didn't want this precious moment to end. Before I left, Gavin asked me to help him take his clothes to the laundromat. I got confused by his request first, but he showed me two huge plastic bags filled with clothes. Turns out, he washed all of his clothes about once every two weeks in huge batches. The bags themselves weren't that heavy, but they didn't have any handles and were bulky, which made them slip out easily. It was already dark outside when we went to the laundromat. I've never been in one prior to that. It felt very cosy inside, in the kind of way a night bus or an airport could be cosy. I guess, there something special about sitting and waiting for something, having a chance to kind of disconnect from the outside world and get lost in thought for some time. I don't remember why, but for some reason I didn't wait and help him carry his clothes back to the apartment after they were done. He probably would've appreciated that. That day was the last day we hanged around together like that, everyone got busy with finals, then I went back to my home country. That day is one of the happiest days of my life. P.S. damn, I've spent quite some time writing this, huh. It's probably not very interesting to read, but at the very least, I got to relive this beautiful memory while writing the comment.

Those moments of silence, only filled by the singing and buzzing of insects, sitting on a window pane, seeing the grass flow side to side as well as it's older brethren of trees in the wild wind, In the clear blue expanse of this massive fishbowl. Feeling the heavenly sun beams diffract through the glass, so as to nudge us with gentle touch and kisses.... The first song reminds me of those memories

なんかこういう日があたるランドリーでゆっくりくつろぎたくなる 洗濯物持って一度行きたいな～

The last days are known for sad and awful events in our life. But sometimes it can also be the start of the new beginning. It could be the last day of you being hard to yourself because you want to start loving you, the whole you. It can also be the last day of you being a people pleaser or chasing someone and start enjoying your own company where you just enjoy the loudness of silence inside your room or being alone in the public but you find it peaceful. It might also be the last day of you staying in your comfort zone and starting to get out of that place, where you can truly express yourself despite the fear, rejections and anxieties you might feel. Last days are awful and full of sorrow but it opens a new beginning, new surroundings and new experience. We are not going to live forever in this world, that's why cherish every moment and live your life like there is no tomorrow.

These are the last days before I leave my old self. My people pleaser self. The self that everyone knew and loved. The self I never loved and felt comfortable with co'z it was the shield protecting the vulnerable me to be seen. The self that loved everyone except for themself. I'm leaving that life behind as I become a real version of me and it feels really nice to have this playlist with me.

"The thing about happiness is that you only know you had it when it's gone." - Conrad Kellogg

my nanaii passed last summer. she was the last indigenous elder in my family. this photo gives me nostalgia because it’s so uncannily similar to where she lived.

I feel like I’ve lived my entire life looking forwards when I should’ve been enjoying the moment. I wanted to have a phone like the older kids, I wanted to be independent and live off of myself and I wanted to grow up fast. I wish I had learned to enjoy the present back then and not be so focused on the future. To anyone reading this, live life to the fullest, cherish what you have before it’s too late. And now, I feel as if I’m looking backwards, wanting to experience my childhood again. But, it’s far too late now and all I can do is enjoy the rest of my life.

"I can't believe the last days have come upon us All those times I secretly admired you All those times I wanted to hold you in my arms I love you so much it hurts It's going to take a long time before I can say I used to love you I have lost all hope, goodbye " That's what it made me feel :(

I lived in an old apartment in southern France 3 years ago. I used to do my laundry at a place just like the photo. Those laundry days, Most of the time, it was quiet, beautiful and lonely. I sweared that I wouldn’t be that lonely. Now that I have finished my study in France. I work in a big city far away from my hometown in my own country. Always tired from the work. It’s stressful and I still feel alone. Thanks for the music. Reminds me of the old times.

This playlisy reminds me of those small things that make me happy. Sometimes we dont realize much of what happens around us or we dont have time to feel joyfull for something so common but still happy. Recently i've been trying to stop running away from my feelings and start to look at them and see deep. I think i was just to scared to live, and didn't know how to let go things. Now im working on that. And i see i became more sensible but thankfull and happy thanks to that. I notice myself being able to feel that childish joy by doing things like drawing what i like, hugging people i like, or eating my favorite food. Yesterday was a really beautiful experience, it was cloudy and cold, it was a calming melancholy feeling. That day i listened to a playlist similar to this one (the beat tape #1 by pretty patterns.), while laying down in my backyard looking at the sky, seeing the clouds traveling while my cat sits aside me. My mom called my name and told me she had a surprise. She gave me gum worms (idk, it is gusanitos in spanish) and i got really happy as if i was a kid again. I feel at peace knowing i can finally be happy one more time. Its just a matter of time, to learn how to feel things.

This makes all my memories as a kid play out in flashes in my head, and I watch my little self from a distance. I will never get those days back. I will never be that young or oblivious again. The world will never be that right. And I will never sleep in that same bed. As I grow older those memories grow fainter, and soon I will be left alone in the dark. One day this will all end. One day I'll mourn these teenage years just as much as I mourn these childhood ones. And when I do the tears will cut through my cheeks, hot and bitter and painful as my heart tries to reach for something it cannot reach.

This playlist makes me feel sad, nostalgic but comforting at the same time. I like it.

Thank you very much for sharing and listening to my music.

人生が終わる時　最期に見る夢　幸せなハッピーエンドの音がする

you have no idea how happy i was to hear “endroll” at the end!! it’s been one of my favorite songs for a long time. love ur playlists :)

Since..not a while ago, I’ve been living with such a horrible pain dumb me gave myself because of not properly taking care of myself. At the beginning, when I didn’t know what was even going on with me, there where nights were the pain would be so much I doubted the next morning I would even be alive. There where days when I didn’t wanted to wake up, days where I would miss school and that would make me feel so sad, since it my last year with my classmates, with my friends, teachers.. It’s been a while now, now I know what I have will take some time to heal, maybe even a year. And, it’s still hard sometimes, yeah, but, there’s something inside me, that makes me still going. Wether it’s my friends, my family, my pet..or small things like being able to enjoy a chocolate, or seeing the sun..there’s something inside me that wants to live, so I’m doing my best to leave this behind as soon as I can. While once I thought I was living my last days, now I think some day I will be living my last days of pain. If someone is reading this, dear person, I hope you are well. I hope you find hope. I want to show you how many beautiful, how many great things and reasons are out there to keep going. One of them is you. There’s lots, even if they seem foolish. Dear someone, if you ever need someone to talk to, I’m here.

"Last day" can refer to the end of a period, phase, or life. It represents a transition, marking the beginning of departure. Whether it's graduation, moving away from family, or the end of life, the last day symbolizes farewell and new beginnings.

actually shed some tears at 15:15 . usually youtube playlist is really not for me, ill get like one or two songs from the playlist that i really like but i will not listen to it the whole playlist again, but THIS, this is different every song transitions smoothly with the other, every song felt like an important part of the "story", i love every song here, especially sonicbrat - "niao", Well Done!

you know it's a good playlist when everyone's traumadumping in the comment section

I remember that day where i ran toward the park in the afternoon where friends ran with me, running to the light. I remember when me and my best friend sat together after seeing a 200 year old castle ruin and we just sat by the river and talked about how the world right now feels so unreal and we stuck our bare hands in the mud to feel the cold wet earth underneath us I remember when we ran through the abandoned asylums, even though it was kind of scary, it was also beautiful. I remember when my friend sat on the end of the bike and we cycled down the middle of the streets while the sun was setting and this pure golden light would just shine through the trees and that was only only time i ever thought an urban street could look so beautiful and youthful. I remember how we would talk on the bike and take turns riding eachother around. I remember my mum chasing me down the pavement for my dad to come round the other end and catch me, i cried after but now that i think back on it, it was a wonderful memory. I remember skateboarding down the bridge to get picked up by my mum after hanging out in the buildings and the castle with my best friend, before that was had chinese and used our skateboards as tables and my brothers childhood friend kept bothering our picnic so we threw a dumpling at him I remember jumping off the jetty into the river on a hot summers day. I remember walking along the beach at sunset holding my sandals and feeling the waves hit my feet. I remember when my 10 young chickens alll at once jumped onto my arms and head the moment i walked into the coop, all of them eager just to be close to me. I remember crying with my friend on the canteen ramp after fighting for a day or so because we missed eachother so much. I remember painting the bricks with water in kindergarten and swinging on the willow tree leaves even when the teachers told us off for it I remember watching the moon rise from the distant mountains and the sun setting in the opposite direction, the rainbow colours reflecting on the lake in a hypnotising manner as endangered eastern quolls flocked to try eat our camp food. I remember running in my granny’s backyard with her dog, denver, when he and I still had the energy to run back and forth with eachother. I remember the first time i saw a wild deer, looking back at me with their beautiful gaze, leaving me with an emotion so ethereal i could float, and then the second time i saw one, when they looked me dead in the eye with their absolutely stunning eyes, pure beauty. I remember so many things that have made me happy. So many beautiful sights i have seen. Why should i remember the bad times when i can remember the setting sun, the smile in my friends faces or the wind in my hair as i climb a mountain, left with a view of lakes and mountains, not a house in sight. Sometimes i can just get away from the bad times, and focus on living to my utmost content. My life is so good, all i have to do is wake up and watch the sun shine through the blinds, casting light upon an easel and brush, ready for me to paint my happiness and mind right onto paper to share with others. I want to share my happiness. I want to see a smile on somebodies face when they see me. I want people to be happy around me, that is what makes me happy. There is so much beauty in my world, not once have i wanted to die, not once have a wished upon harm to others even if they do me wrong. I just want to help, bring light into others darkness. Have my flowers, i’ve plenty to spare.

there is something very comforting about this playlist. you did a great job choosing the songs!

This playlist sounds like the closure you didnt even know you needed

This is out of the world 💗. Lately everything was a mess; felt like everything is out of my control, felt like I'm stuck somewhere, everything around me is changing, friends of mine entered into the next stages of their life; but I couldn't make it. Not because I don't try. I tried but faild and wasted almost two years, but I'm not gonna give up. Now listening to this gave me alot of energy and peace. I feel something good is going to happen. Thank you so much for this piece of art 💛.

if i had known that day would be the last day that we were together, i could have held your hand tighter, i could have laughed out even louder at your jokes, i could have let you slept beside me... i could have told you i loved you so. now you are but a memory, perhaps even the last shining one that both guides and haunts me everyday :')

I'm glad someone other than Inspira has taken to uploading these kind of videos, I really love Ry_ha promise and I'm still learning how to play it on piano

I am enjoying the last days of my old high school, the people have finished all of their exams about a week ago, and now there is nothing left to do! Everyone is having fun and enjoying their last days here, however I am going to switch schools and continue going to school for another 3 years. High school was hell, however, some teachers were sweet, and there was this one person I met. She was a silent person, but she was still amazing, her laughs, her smiles, her words... She isn't really into social media, so it is difficult to reach her online, and she lives a bit away from me. But she was the only one who was there for me. Something horrible happened to family and so I was trying to be there as much as I can for her, but recently, she wasn't here at all. I hope that in my last 4 days here before I go, she will return, so I can say goodbye. I just hope that everything will go well. But it's thanks to her that I am still here on this Earth. I need to tell her that.

people see the sad side of this playlist. But I see the happy times. The nature, the animals, the sunset. Morning walks and cups of coffee while ur wearing a pajama. Take a shower while the sun is reflecting on the wall. Being alone and HAPPY. You don't need someone to be happy. U just need yourself.

“Hey there, future me. How has everybody been? I hope you have still kept your inner child with you. I have barely managed to keep him alive, just so you could find happiness in simplest of things. After all, I know that you still have hope and faith in your dreams. Promise me this, you will never stop cherishing small moments of joy with people around you. It can be difficult to keep yourself cheerful many times, but don’t see it as a bad thing, I have faith in you that you will eventually understand what it all means.”

I’m moving out in a few days….I’m gonna miss this place so much

I was diving into my mind remembering old memories while listening to this, and it feels so painfuly nostalgic but comforting

Almost a year ago, I was living the last days of suffering due to a relative of mine and his fight against addictions and mental problems. There were so many months, so many days without being able to sleep peacefully, live in peace, without being able to go outside or go out with my friends due to this great problem that was in my house, I lived through the worst moments of my life in that period of time, it was so exhausting mentally, I was wondering every day "when will this all end? how much longer? will this all end one day, or will I live like this forever?", I looked everywhere for help and nothing worked, I prayed so much to God for it all to end well, and suddenly one day, everything ended...those were the last days of suffering, and now the only thing left was to heal my heart. To this day I remember those times, I continue to heal and so does my family, we fought together, and we ended well, together. Those last days are over, the worry and uncertainty are over, all thanks to God, and now I can live in peace. And I hope that family member of mine is at peace too...

These songs are exactly the vibe I get when leaving a school forever… My graduation is soon and honestly I’m not ready. I wish I could go back in time to spend my days laughing and joking with all of my friends again :(

i've listened to quite a few thermosento playlists, but this is the one that i always come back to and loop for hours on end. this one is special to me

I swear youtube is spying on me, this got recommended to me today on my last day of work. Not that I'm mad tho, this music is absolutely welcome!

I never knew how much would I miss going on walks with our pets

If she has at least one memory left of me then my life hasn't been in vain.

思い出を振り返る曲みたい

This made me choke up. I don’t know if I have depression or if I’m just momentarily sad but I can feel the sadness and the down emotion I’m possessing at the moment. Everything looks fine but it doesn’t feel fine to me. I can just listen to this and cry my eyes out.

The image reminds me of how memories feel like

When you truly listen to the music, it changes the way you feel totally. IMO while listening to this music, I felt so nostalgic and the feeling of soft sadness spreading through my body bringing me back to the days that now have become a memory of the days spent with my grandfather. It is the same vibes that I get when listening to TaiGekTou or watching a Studio Ghibli movie. There is a feel of subtle escape from my everyday life when I listen to this kind of stuff. I simply just love it. Thank you for posting this. 💕

This feels like the warmest hug I'll ever receive

I'm listening to this thinking of my friends. We're on our last term of school now, on our last year, and I don't know if they realise how they're more like family to me than anything else. Sometimes, I don't want the year to end. A couple of them I'll probably continue to be friends with, but I know we're probably going to drift apart. I know they don't mean to leave me here behind. But I'm scared I'm gonna be left in the dust...I'm scared of taking that first step on my own, without them always by my side.

Junior highschool just ended, most of the people I've been seeing everyday for the past 10 years are going far away. A dear friend of mine is transferring too. I haven't come into terms with it, I'm older than I was when I met these friends on my first day of gradeschool. I'm still confused. I can only grow around the memory they left behind, hoping I can keep it intact for me to check every once in a while. I haven't cried yet. In my head, I'll still be meeting the same people when summer break ends. I feel confused.

it's...been a long time since I did nothing but listened to music with my eyes closed...thankyou for making this.

After the chaotic and rather mentally draining day I had, this was a beautiful way to calm down. I really needed it. Seriously, music is such an amazing way to quell the soul, and after all that’s happened and all that will happen I believe we need to push more music like this out to the world. I hope whoever reads this has an amazing rest or their day (or night) and don’t forget to take breaks :)

I'm just 17 now. So nowadays feels very quiet, but after all i've gone through at these past years, it looks relieving. This year is going to be full of challenges, but i'm prepared to make it to be the best. Just because i feel that an inexplicable end is coming. End of a phase? I don't know. I don't know even how im going to be on the next years. I just imagine if i could live a peaceful normal life in a ever changing world, maybe with who i love today.

just got this randomly on my recommended and as far as life goes ,it’s not that good, but through the lens of these songs it just makes it feel like a simple day where you go and just wait for your clothes to be washed and dried , sitting on the chair next to them because you’ve got nothing better to do on a warm spring to summer day, and just in the perfect time that it’s normal too loud , nor quiet it gives me a tiny bit of sense of self through these hard times we live in,yknow?

Listening to this playlist slightly reminds me of the background music of the Nintendo DSi Photo Gallery. I went onto mine recently to look back on photos I took when I was in elementary school. It's a mix of nostalgia and melancholy. Sad that you can't ever return to that era of life which was full of novelty, optimism and innocence- but also a heartwarming feeling knowing that you did get to experience those wonderful moments. I suppose what I'm trying to articulate is that this sort of music seems to do the same thing. Someone else commented here that it's "looking out the window" music and as I happen to be doing just that as I type this- I think it's pretty fitting.

We used to sit here and wait for our clothes to be done washing. Neither of us excited for the walk home, but still enjoying each other’s company and talking to pass the time. Dreaming of a beautiful future.

This playlist has accompanied me to so many last days. At my last day for a job. At my last day in my college dorm. It brings on such a sense nostalgia and longing in me. Thank you for arranging these beautiful songs together.

Your playlists never miss the mark. I absolutely LOVE them

growing up, my apartment used to be next to a laundromat just like this. i was young back then, less than ten years old, but i still remember meeting random kids there every so often and just messing around with them while we waited for our parents to finish their laundry. we’d climb up onto the windowsills and chat, though i honestly wouldn’t be surprised if we got in trouble for it LMFAO super random, but just seeing this image made me remember :3 never saw any of the kids from that laundromat again, and i don’t really go near my old place anymore (no idea if the laundromat is even open anymore, haha) but y’know!! it was fun! here’s to hoping everybody i met there is doing well, even if they don’t remember me

the darker the night, the brighter the stars

Without looking at the trees, just judging by the light filtering inside this laundrette and the feeling of calm and quietness that it triggers I would say that it evokes a late Spring day of May around the year 2000 in an optimistic small city, around 1 pm and seen through the lenses of a child that gets mesmerised with the warmth of the image that unfolds before him. I can hear sparrows and pigeons singing and feel a fresh breeze lifting up the smell of reheated tar of the streets as the trees perfume the air with their springtime flowers. I can picture the child sitting on the yellow chair as he plays Pokemon Yellow in his Gameboy Color. Very inspirational picture. 🍨🍌

I really had a rough day and this helps me calm and feel loved

To people listening to this song. I just want to say, don't give up. Thank you for being born in this world. Your existence in this world has a reason. If you are alone and don't talk to people how can people know you exist? You only exist because you made a connection to other people. So let's find better tomorrow

“One day I opened my eyes and realized you were no longer by my side, nor all those dreams of youth, nor the promises that one day we had made while looking at the same ceiling of the room which I am looking at at this moment, the one that I feel your absence.”

i think the hardest thing in life is not the goodbys but the feelings you get after it the memories you have this is the best year that i ever lived in high shcool i beacome seniore now but seeing time passing by to lead us to our last days it really sad but am greatfull,so gratfull for this year in the end this is how life work all what you need is to smile and make some memories🌻😊

This playlist makes me love her more

This song gives me hope and helps me to reflect on the people that have been there for me along my journey. Even though some things I remember may have been horribly sad in those moments. It all washes away and I realize how grateful I am to have these moments to look back on at all. I was a terribly lonely person and knowing that I lived to the fullest when I could made it all worth it. I've even started reconnecting with people since I found these songs.

I’m graduating next week. Really scared to leave. I don’t know what to do next. I am going to college but I still don’t know what to do.

just reminding you to slow down and breathe for a second. ilysm

hi there! I’m 20 now. growing up, i start to come to the understanding that happiness =/= pure joy. we will never get so excited and impressed by things that used to allure us in the past like chocolate, going to the amusement park, etc. as time passes, the rose tinted glasses we had on as kids will turn grey. we do feel less joy as we get older. but that doesn’t mean we can’t feel less happiness. happiness is finding light in grey situations. seeing the best in the worst. being grateful for the little actions of love from those around you. being proud of yourself for going through a lot to get through the many tough challenges and succeeding. happiness is a complex mix of emotions. sometimes, not having to think of sadness and emptiness is already happiness. I hope everyone here who reads this manage to find and maintain that happiness in your life. Reignite that spark in your eyes and walk on. ❤ -lucas (2024)

this reminds me of mid-year 2019 because it's the last days of highschool before i leave my hometown and it feels sad

This is the perfect kick in for moments when we think about the nostalgia of the past

ten days left and i go back to my home country after 1 yeah and 7 months. and after ten days there will be no more classes, exams, groupmates, uni friends. and after ten days i will never be on the same city with the love of my life. and i probably never talk to my sweet boy anymore. i need to complete my project, but im so emotional and can't even eat my favorite muffin. im excited to see my family and friends, be in my motherland and get the energy. but im missing my boyfriend, Ata. i wish he didn't watch girls, didn't flirt, didn't say about his type, didn't stay nice with girls hitting on him. i wish he didn't disturb our love with these actions and behavior. im asking the universe for the best friend and lover who will not allow other people disturb us, who will give full attention and commitment to me, and really loves and think that im their dream type. i want to recover, i know its gonna take time, but i believe i will. at the end i will be happy.

This reminding me about the time I was in the hospital, although I cannot recall everything back in the time. It’s 2002, and I got infected with Pneumonia which was not so severe now for adult, but for a 3-year-old kid in a ordinary family, it was life-and-death situation. I stayed there for 3 months, got 3 injections a week which were painful for a kid to endure, but the things that I remember, also hurts me the most was my mother and grandma efforts trying to calm me down on injections, talking sweet for me, taking me to sleep, staying up all the nights consecutively until someone replaces her. For a now-adult, listening to this playlist, recalling back those last days in the hospital, it was something making me both want to go back in time to show them how I got myself stronger, wiser, better, and don’t want to because I can never forget how tired they look, but still try to act like they are okay, how much hope they put on me when I grow up. “The most precious treasure God gave me in my life is you. I can’t afford to lose you at any price ” - said my mother when she was talking lullaby to me in a hot summer night in the hospital.

This cover pic makes me so nostalgic. It reminds me of the streets in California back in 2010. I used to live my childhood in LA before moving back to my country, and there are some vibes that I just miss so much... I can't seem to recreate them here.

i just miss when i didnt understand childhood wasnt good but at least i didnt understand living now is so hard

I were snowed under with a lot of tasks, and these songs made me feel calmer

The last 2 songs on this playlist each holds a really special place in my heart. Thanks

3am and listening to this gives me comfort... >