This song just reminds me of 2006, like specifically 2006 and those amazing years of my childhood in the early 2000s with my older teen bro who I idolized so much
The added noise introduces even more uncertainty and confusion into the soundscape. And hearing it sound so destroyed brings other tattered and ruinous memories to mind. And a steady droning all the way through to remind you that nothing really changes, including yourself. But there’s no cure And there’s no change Just a steady pouring rain Just a steady bleeding vein - Thou, The Unspeakable Oath
This reminds me of car rides and hanging out with my uncle. I never had an older sibling so he's the closest thing I have to one. It reminds me of mornings and sundowns in '04. Back when I was little. Back when all the good people in my life were still alive and well. This reminds me of so much. Of memories I had, as well as ones as ones I wish I'd have made...... Man music really is something, ain't it?
Man I'm stoned and am thinking deep. I just had my first attempt at living out in the real world which started March of 2020. I found love during that time and was with her all the way until March of 2023. She broke up with me and now I'm back living with my parents again. During that time I was away from home I changed so much that I sometimes have a hard time recognizing who I am compared to who I was. I'm not too sad about losing the girl I love because heartbreak comes and goes and I understand that maybe it wasn't the right time or whatever. I'm just lost now because I'm trying to know myself and figure out where im going, but those 3 years changed who I am so much in every way possible.The way I see the world is nothing like it was when I was still a boy before moving out, before the pandemic, and before meeting her. I'm now trying to pick up the pieces of who I was and put together the picture so I can see it through a more matured perspective on things. Im just trying to figure out why I'm here. What can I make of the past 22 years I've lived? There's nothing holding me back now as I am not a boy anymore. The only thing to stop me is myself. Also just a random thing about this song: This song makes me feel like I'm isolated, somewhere outside on a somewhat dark and cloudy, but warm midwestern summer evening just after a rain. This song makes me want to go outside and just chain smoke joints as I watch the clouds go by and the breeze carry the ashes of my joint away.
00:00 this song, it brings in my head how much I wanted to live, but I can't, it shows me how happy I was as a child, how happy childhood was, it was simple and fun. But it will come back never
Don’t change the way you are because i said so, run away from all your mistakes, that’s a promise you need to keep and if you break it you’ll never leave…
Sometimes I lay awake at night thinking about those times back then in the early 2000s wanting another chance to experience them again. I want to fix my mistakes.I want to wake up in my bed back then still a little kid and this was all just a dream. Part of me can’t accept that those times are really gone forever and there’s no do overs in life as sad as it it. I can never go back.
something about this just gives older brother/sibling vibes? i feel it strongly but i can’t figure out why other than maybe bc it’s similar to the music they may listen to
this song reminds me of around 2014, i remember of watch icarly on tv, and play with the cool car toys of my cousin, now he have a wife and 2 sons, and I'm two steps away from committing suicide
I never really had a older brother to look up to.. well I did have 1 but just the not type that you would want to have.. back when I was just a kid trying to have a nice childhood He would js beat me you know practically bully me hit me and all that. At some point now Im just against him just wish I had a older brother to look up too...
