"Letters" Deep Storytelling Rap Beat | Contrary Beats 

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Here I am Standing in this chair Rope around my neck I feel like no one cares I'm hopeless I try to talk to God But it seems like I don't have a prayer Why can't I just be a normal man? Why can't I be loved? I don't understand why I'm not good enough I gave it all I had, now I'm giving up And now the only thing I trust is this truss They always told me I should pray They always told me God would take away this pain They always told me time would make it go away They always told me stick it out, you'll be okay But I'm not, and I haven't been My life is a wreck, like it's an accident So, I'll count to 10 And when I hit that last number I'll be numb and hope this madness ends 1, I remember when she cheated My heart was broken into several pieces 2, I was just another dude But you told me that I was the one for you so 3, 4, 5, Why'd he have to die? Best friend was drunk But still, they let him drive Off the right side of the road He was thrown through the window into the sky 6, Grandma can not meet my kids She went to Heaven January 25th I wasn't ready for her life to end I had so many questions to ask her But now I can't so 7, 8, Hope I fall straight With all my weight, my neck should break and I will suffocate 9, 10, I begin to descend Close my eyes and know my life is at it's end! Rope tightens and my neck squeezes My eyes open wide I'm barely breathing And I can not even try to save myself Cause I tied my hands behind my back I can't believe it I just wanted to be done with all this pain That my life has brought on me I googled how to do this But it ain't say nothin bout all the regrets I'd prolly see I start to panic cause my life will vanish any second now And no one's here with me I could of probly managed any sadness that I had But half the time I felt like no one's listening God, please! Help me now I'm not ready to go, but I'm blacking out I'm not tappin, but my life is flashin as I'm passin And I'm scared of where I'm headed now The last thing I remembered seeing Before my eyes sealed shut tight Was a picture of my mom hanging on my wall Staring back into my eyes And instantly, I regretted it And I don't know if I'm Hell or Heaven sent But I know it's a mistake I didn't take away this pain I passed it to my relatives How could I be so selfish? I only ever thought of me I could've called anyone to help but I just soaked in all my misery Now my mom's gonna find me hanging there And I know it's gonna mess her up She's gonna blame herself And think she wasn't there As she buries her own youngest son And my parent's marriage starts to fail Cause what kept em glued is under coffin nails Cause it's hard to love When a part of your heart Is torn apart and no longer there And my brothers and sisters Will be with one less sibling Thinking about the signs that they were missing And they'll take the blame for it but it's not there fault Every thought of it is like a wound with salt And I'm sorry It never even came across my mind that y'all Could help me So many thoughts went through my mind That I forgot about you Honestly, it's overwhelming To my niece and nephew, I'm sorry too Y'all just think I'm sleeping but it isn't true I'm gone and I'm never coming back I wasn't thinking, I just made a selfish act My world begins to fade away My breathing slows with every breath I take Every thought of every person that I ever loved Has made it's way into my brain And I'm full of nothing but regret But it's too late to change what I've done My whole life I felt like I'm depressed But life had only just begun

I'm not trying to be a hypocrite, but for all you young rappers still posting their lyrics down here.. Let me tell you bro you can spit that out. You don't have to show it to everyone first before you can let it out, Just put on the music, close off from the people around you. Let the words fall on the melody and don't let anybody try to stop you. I suffer this problem. And as of yet still today i am not able to make my first official remix/storytelling beat remix because of the fear of people trying to bring you down, the negative comments. and most of all being afraid to fail Failing is hard, but it wont break you. Youll regret never posting your rap video when you lay in your bed. When people dont understand you You post your lyrics so you tell them a story They can comment , like and dislike it based on their story, just some words aint gonna cut it, if you want to post whatever you need to post. just spit it. And put sufficient effort in it so that ONLY YOU are surprised by your video, don't be so hard on yourself. It will break you. And trying won't break you. It will only make you stronger, learn from the words you can't pronounce exactly,!! you dont have to be a perfectionist., the reason that your having doubts is because it looks like everybody is good at it. but you dont have to care about everyone else. learn to look in the mirror and accept growth, embrace your growth like it is your last day. We have a short life, but alot of time. Dont let fear be a word for you. You should fight the fear. And when it's getting too much for you. YOU fight harder Soon enough youll be able to accept yourself and make music with a much more comfortable way of either producing, singing, rapping. Cmn man.. Do it .. Make your family/friends proud by making sure that they will recognize your voice on the radio of either your country, or your local neighborhood. i put my heart into writing this for who ever is readying, american, african, dutch, english, young, old, male / female. black/white. It doesn't matter. Your only going to regret it every time over and over untill you do what your heart wants you to do. And that is following it. Don't let opinions / negative thoughts kill your dreams Delete everything that is a obstacle to you. And you'll grow succesfull.. From Statim Finis (Beatmaker/Lyricswriter/Rapper/Graphic Designer)

Started out so young, yeah I grew up quick Back when this was fun, yeah I do miss Wasn't very hated on, so much popular shit And full of confidence So please don't get me wrong, thanks for all the compliments I do not blame myself, I won't misplace this anger Mom an dad weren't there to help, just a few words on paper How was I supposed to know, don't think I made a choice Left alone in the streets as a teen, when I just needed a voice I just needed some guidance I just needed to laugh an smile I just needed to be assured But I just spent my only change on this black n mild So the next time y'all wanna look at me and judge Say something to my face, not behind closed doors Tell me how much you hate How much you despise me How much you think of me as waste And to the few out there hearing me To the ones that can relate Know you not alone This something we never could anticipate Ohh no...,

Just finished a song with this one. Amazing

THIS DRUM PATTERN IS MORE COMPLICATED THAN MY LIFE

Made me cry.. reminded me of my mom in a good way.. thank you

''Yesterday is history , tomorrow is a mystery and today is a gift... thats why they call it the present.'' -Master Oogway

Words so strong as I speak Fire in my lungs I never thought I'd bare this heat Lyrics blast off like gunz ....

I remember when We would stay up late Every single night Scribbling in the blanks Write our dreams to life Think of different ways We could use our minds She would flip the page I would start to write She would start to sing I would start to vibe We would start to laugh Now I wanna cry Cause you’re not around I need you in my life But you’re not alive Tell me what to do This just ain’t a life Living here without you I cant stand the ride I just wanna cruise Laugh and Skype tonight? We can sing the blues You just gotta choose But you made your choice Now I’m stuck alone I can hear your voice People say I’m crazy Yeah I fake the noise But it heals the wounds Like I got a choice I try to speak to you But you don’t reply You visit me in dreams You always leave my side I don’t understand Why you’d rather die Than asking me for help You know I’d ride or die But you left the world I just wanna cry I don’t wanna live I don’t wanna try I don’t understand Committing suicide Why’d you have to go I need you here alright So wake me up okay I promise I’ll return From this nightmare I’m in I just gotta learn How to be a man How to be alone Promise when you call I’ll pick up the phone I’ll be there okay? I’m always right here I won’t let you go I won’t even try Promise I won’t lie Promise I won’t give Up on you tonight Promise me you’ll live If I give my life I don’t think you know, Just how much I love you. I don’t think you know, Just how much I care. I don’t think you know, Just how much I love you, But I don’t think you know Just how much I’m scared I need you here right now Whyd the fuck you leave I just can’t believe It’s such a selfish thing For you to end it all I was just a ring Away from listening You just had to call Or you coulda text Now I feel regret Cause you went and did it Now I take the blame Cause you left an imprint Deep inside my brain I wish I didn’t miss it I could of picked you up We could of lost it all But I doubted you I just dropped the ball I ignored your text This is all my fault I wish you weren’t alone Now I know the haul Of feeling so undone I could take the fall I understand it all I wish you could come back I would take the fall This is all my fault I’m sorry

Contrary come back man we all miss your beats.

You left me behind with nothing but a letter Its stuck in my mind, with hand written letters Said how i brought pain instead of pleasures Going insane without you i got to much pressure Im alone again , left behind without you friend Stuck in the moment , just feel too stressed Guess its for the best , only brought you pain I failed every test , only myself to blame Desperate times call for similar measures So here i go again with nothing else to treasure Take another line upon another line Up my nose with my life on the line Lone wolf with hyenas lurking by my side Waiting for me to slip to take whats mine With you i had someone to fight for Now i dont know what my lifes for Tried calling you to ventilate , no answer Emotions turning cold again, like cancer Past identity in the corner of my mind Last time you really helped me shine All i see is your pretty hand written letters Wile im being dragged down in darkness Hope your actually feeling better regardless Of what you ended and what we started

This is best beat i ever heard in my whole life.. 🧡💛

Best deep instrumental ever made.

This is so beautiful! 😢

Great storytelling beat.. A lot good feelings in my head while listening to it..

So many letters I’ve written written written No one’s around to listen listen listen Mhmmm mmm mhm mmm mm Mhmmm I got some things on my mind That will take some time To rewind rewind Mhmmm mm mhm mmm So many things left unspoken To many tears shed when I awoken all I ever wanted was you You Oh it was you Always you left me broken in two With a icy heart turning from red into blue I can not lie I tried to find All the rocks where you hide But when I awaken You always leave from my side Saying it’s time for a new girl to rise My flower dies Until nothing left of u only memories of dust inside Why why oh why do u forget who? Why why oh why do you forget who? When all she ever does is for you Who are you? To decide where this little flower will die Who gave u that right. It was I… Now u know why. I made you forget me When your love betrayed thee.

Am i the first person to relalize that this is the beat used in The End by Crypt on his album Tales Of Crypt

I don’t want they’re letters All I want All I want is your letter Ding dong, surprise Open the door, I’m here for you I want your letter Need your love More than ever I want your letter Need your love More than ever Never did I expect Someone e to miss me that much I still don’t understand Why you care so much about me I want your letter Need your love More than ever I want your letter Need your love More than ever Didn’t know, didn’t think I would That I would cry Till the moment came a little closer Why did I cry Because I love you I love you forever and Always Things happen for a reason I want your letter Need your love More than ever I want your letter Need your love More than ever

Love the chilled dreamy vibe of it!🌊

This beat is pure fire

This beat is so hard to understand which makes it actually very flexible and deep 🥶 you dojn great work bro 🔥

I'm a year late , but damnnnnnMannn !you gotta love this👏🔥🔥

that one gave me goosebumps holy shit ... it's a masterpiece!

Dear old me Back to when I was three Staying up late waiting for my mama At the window sill cause I couldn't stand the trama Crying cause it felt so damn long Didn't feel like a belong Dear old me Sitting at that tree Feeling carefree I was five the time of my life When my mom was still a housewife Till school starts I couldn't stand the bitter hearts Dear old me 7 years old think I got the key This is when i wish I could tell my self some ish Dont let the words get to you Just cause your sad you don't have to chew They say things cause there stupid Your falling for the trap are u clueless Dear old me Now I'm ten Living in my den Stop playing those damn games And get up and get those gains Dear old me Everything is falling Your family is calling Rip nana I love u forever Felt like my heart was sever Anxiety on the rise Now you need allies Wish you could cry But you rather fly like a butterfly Dear old me Middle school starts now your in the dark

Tựa như một giấc mộng tàn Phai theo những cơn mơ màng Đợi cho nước mắt ngập tràng Đến khi tim này héo tan Chẳng cần phải nói một lời Biết bao ước mơ xa vời Vượt qua sống một đời Đến khi tim mình vỡ đôi

Bro you beats are amazing man 👍🏽

With all these inspired thoughts I take my time just to write Everything within sight Everytime I just close my eyes I can feel I lose control All these situations take their toll I don't know how long I can go On the path that I chose Onto these memories that hold Certain choices Led me to tonight This very moment I shine so bright I know I own it Time has made my mind expand Took me to a place of inception Dream within a dream I could finally be me Never should you ever let yourself go Take over thoughts Never let it take control I face my inner demons That reep broken souls Keeping me caged Beauty behind the beast I rage out with fangs out Fighting for love an affection A rose with no pedals True love left in question Heart broken in sections Will my inner beauty Ever be resurrected

amazing work bro! KEEP IT UP

These our all my letter's from all my feelings over tentions lessons blessings and tentions studied the greats they have to be mentioned 2pac yak and fatle where counchess rap before it became a pac off the dome feeling as slick as a picture

Wooowwwwww feelingssss is real ❤❤

A memory A cemetery A similiarity The pain Killing me Memory Haunting me Cant sleep Cant eat Head heavy Heart empty Had plenty To not any Had friends Had family Im my own Worst enemy Feet dont fail Me Path not easy Road is rocky Im not perfect I get sloppy Head gets heavy Drown in negative ity Suffocat ing bad ener gy I struggle Yet stay on my feet I get lost Trying to find peace One eye open When i sleep Uncertainty poverty Darken my reali ty I cant breathe So much an xiety The wounds cut deep Its killing me

A vida segue sentido a caminho da morte eu sei Mas não me acostumei Com cadáveres, flores dentro de um caixão Lágrimas dores dentro de um coração. Não me interessa como está o tempo , no Dia de luto é muito sofrimento, então Um silêncio toma conta de quem chora por dentro E uma palavra de lamento, não pode amenizar Esse momento triste de quem deixou de existir Que nunca mais vai chorar, ou muito menos sorrir O céu escuro sustenta um temporal que não acalma Será chuva ou fúria, de Deus chorando pela alma Não sei , não posso entender porque sou só um réu Um réu que pode sentir que existe luz ali no céu Pronto para perdoar alguém que acabou de morrer Numa viagem pro além E nada supera a dor de quem ficou pra trás Dos familiares, dos pais ,os filhos choram demais O sino toca pra fechar o caixão Com gritaria, com choro, o pastor termina sua oração Mesmo sabendo que naquele corpo não há vida O sentimento de perda, bate na hora da partida Carregando uma rosa, cheguei perto da cova Com aquele aperto no peito, expresso o meu sentimento A multidão troca de mão pra carregar o corpo E eu olhando aquela cena, vi que a vida é um sopro Que a morte suga de volta no ultimo suspiro O peso do mundo levou mais seis espíritos Um minuto de silêncio tive esses pensamentos Só voltei a mim, porque durante aquele sepultamento Alguém gritou e eu ouvi ... Deus meus olhos não vão resistir...

Hello, Good morning! Have a nice day. Thank you for the beat straight chill. On this one instrumental. Have a nice day.

All you need is strengthen up will to keep up, When it's hard, all I ask of you is not to give up. You ain't weak, insecurities are just petty tricks, It's only you in between you and your boxes with fewer ticks. You can accomplish all that you wish, all that you need is within your reach, You just need to seek it inside you, you control your steps toward where it leads. But life ain't easy, plus it's deceiving, I won't lie, it's exhausting. Most days, you are daunting, cussing and crying, some days are haunting. Yet sometimes one good moment is worth all day spent fighting When it's bleak, hope is the muse that keeps life inspiring. All you need is courage to take that one step and move forward, One foot after another, all you need is determination not stop when it gets hard. All I need to do is believe in myself and walk pass my failures All life is a legacy we live behind for the paths we ventures.

Tantas letras que escribí Menos de la mitad que recibí Dentro de mi ser lo resentí Ocultas en el correo el cual nunca abrí Es como mi baúl de recuerdos Si lo abro muero lento Es como una caja de pandora Solo que esta historia no es un cuento Revuelve sentimientos que tenía ocultos Supongo que de la clandestinidad salen estos frutos Trabajamos sol a sol por un salario bruto Olvidamos lo que realmente importa, eso nos hace brutos Buscamos lo que somos desgraciadamente Ocultando sentimientos nuestra alma se entristece Incluso antes de tiempo poco a poco esta envejece Hasta que se torne negra, ese día perece Aparecen letras en mi armario que nunca escribí Tantas palabras que nunca entregué Tantos caminos a los que falté Y aunque fallé nunca me rendí Lo conseguí con el tiempo así fue Pero se fue como el día que te conocí Y aprendí que no todo es malo ni bueno Pero fuí un aprendiz que se quemo con fuego Y en el juego no era bueno aún era inexperto Muy orgulloso y audaz más mi falta de respeto Hicieron que mi alma fuera negra de pólvora y repleto Un cóctel molotov que se creo en ideas del ghetto A mí me amaron desde que era un feto Más yo nunca aprendí a amar Me costaba aferrar e inclusive soltar Puede que suene mal pero tenía miedo Aprendí que hay puertas que aunque no quiera abrir Tienen que abrirse para que lo malo pueda salir Enfrentar la vida de una vez por todas e intentar ser feliz Porque todo se consigue como si fuera cosecha, sembrando maíz

You left me behind, with just 3 words Couple pronouns, a single verb You said I hate you, girl why you lyin Fell in love with you, that was my crime You locked my heart up, I did the time I really miss those days, that I called you mine But nothing lasts forever, we met our deadline Hope you forgive me, for those stupid fights we had Now you gone for good, got me feeling sad

Everyday a struggle a battle a war inside my mind, i want to see clearly but im plain out blind all of these demons sit inside of me wishing that i could speak but everything i want to say is trapped in a cell 4 walls stop me from ever getting out locked up no way of escape trying to make everyday count but how can i when im lost broken down from the things people say im alone im astray all of these thoughts in my brain tell me that im the one to blame everything ive ever done ended in failure no matter how hard i tried i wish i could know what love felt like i feel numb inside and out im trying to figure this life shit out i feel like i scream for help but no one ever listens to what i have to say i guess thats why i pray everyday that the lord comes to save me from myself depressed as hell wanting it to end wanting all this pain i lock inside myself to stop wishing that i wasn’t such a downer always thinking about the negatives even in the good situations these thoughts race through my mind everyday and drive me to the brink of insanity i wish all of humanity could be saved from this disease of a broken mentality and live to love and live for peace get off the floor get off our knees and just live care free with no one to be forced to please all of these struggles we face are what makes us great please show love i cant take anymore hate All of these things inside my mind i do debate and then i go and separate myself from society thinking it will fix my anxiety as i sit alone i reminisce on things i regret i write down all of my feelings onto this page letting everything out like i have Tourettes i wish myself the best i pour these thoughts out of my chest hoping to reconnect with who i once was trying to lift myself out of this slump all of this pain inside my mind keeps me going hatred runs so deep ill never give up i was born a warrior power sits deep inside i have so much pride im sick of trying to hide these walls will not confine me im breaking out of this cell ive lived to long in this hell i will never ring that bell i will climb the mountain no matter how long it takes till i come out victorious and prevail

This beat raps to the heart and mind

You already knoe what I'm gonna do with this masterpiece hommie put another masterpiece of words on top of this beat for my mix tape

Ice cold ❄

You've scribed the lullaby in your eyes in my mind and i can't break it, bottle after bottle trying to drown out the tune but the notes just keep playin.

You already know it's fire, keep it up bro🔥🔥🔥

Every story's written on a blank page But first you need the words So if you don't know what to say What comes out sounds absurd So it's easier to fall silent Than to climb the hurdles That come hurled at you by life When you wanna be heard

Damn it, another day, with the pen in the hand, DAMN IT, Another outstanding, verse on paper, Damn it, Escaping my fantasy, to face my reality, Especially, if you haven't listen to me, Carefully, Especially, when I'm on the beat, Anybody tell me to keep rhymin or tryin, I might feel like they lyin, but complaining is so Bainsic, oh I mean basic, well basically, a basic lie, can build or destroy sumbody,

It's the flashbacks that take us back, to getting high by the train tracks, when we used to chill and have some fun, Back when we were young getting high, riding bikes, flying kites, kissing girls getting fucked up staying out all night. Never wanting to close our eyes, but those times have passed, open your eyes nows boys, it never lasts, all I wanted to do was party till the end but hit a bend turning 18 party's over now damn get a job boi get a car fun is over now stop spitting bars and hotboxing cars Nah fuck that I'll be seshing in the stars with the goats take note I'm at the bottom now just wait till I blow up yo Ill be at the top although may take a couple years and 1000s of bears but have faith my mates for those harsh times where you can relate look back and celebrate your mistakes it's never to late. Just look back at those good times just look back at those mean rymes Just look back it's never to late to realize the better times were yesterday. Here we go round 2, sky's blue, your cue, your shoes yo dude what the fuck is wrong with you take a moment to think ahead, before you wind up dead this is the switch city muthafucker better stay in bed. Bud fiends and wise means delight me so high everyday I light green despite me I be blazing trees. Till I get what I need and what I need is a buzz

I had to take a second and reflect on my current situations. Very emotional and deep. Real smooth. Dope 🔥💯

Love the bounce on this one man 🔥

My father wanted me to tell another lie why Why’d you wanna watch me die inside Knowing a lie will ruin your family I’m the one sitting here dealing with all the negative energy I know telling truth really made you my enemy But there ain’t a better man to envy me I remember sitting there with my chest feeling so heavily thinking it was the end of me But really it was the end of our bond Dad your not even there no more your gone You done so much fucked up shit it’s wrong don’t even get me started about the things you did to dawn Them lonely weekends she was there you was gone Telling her your at work knowing your lying But gets mad when she denies it Call her a liar but the proof doesn’t disguise it With your new bitch you better hide it Cause your not invited on the new land feeling very excited Probably more happy cause there’s no Kevin sightings And if he does he’s gonna meet this iron I’ve had enough of these dead beat liars Cmon on dad you should have known I was getting tired

❤️ *So good, bro* 🔥🔥🔥

Cool this makes me feel soulful

dope ! as always

bro is this 3/4 time signature? fucking respect. first time I've heard someone do that on a rap beat. I'm finding it hard to type this because im too busy bouncing to this hard ass beat 🔥🌊🔥🌊

gajab bhai ...

Yeah.. To be honest I been writing these letters, saying how much i miss you and nothing's getting better, some days I wish i never met her, heart getting drier, my eyes getting wetter! Falling leaves in the fall, wishing you'd call when I needed you the most, but you left me in the dust! Decided to go ghost! Now I don't even know, the love I wish you would have shown, my heart has a hole, wish I would've known, that's why you never picked up the phone, crying in room, sitting all alone, just messing with my best friend behind my back, like I wish I could let go! But I can't, cause all I can do is rant, rant about my past, rant about my dad, rant about me never getting you back! God damn.. Gotta keep it real, why'd you mess with my feels, why you wanna hurt me so bad that it kills? Why all of a sudden I wanna pop pills, shit gives me chills, I know.. I know you been gone ever since we met, weren't there every time i was going through stress, been depressed, this whole god damn relationship is a mess, turned me into a wreck, oh.. No.. TK (September 7th 2017)

as i begin to write, i have a lot of things to say i feel the endless nights, i always kneel down and pray '' God, i wish i get through this day. May you remove the pain away. '' all i needed was someone to stay, talk to somebody as i sit down and lay sitting down here, i can feel the silence i'm really confused, why do i hear the sirens? looks like I fainted, my whole life is wasted spent my life away from the world so i won't be hated i try to open my eyes, my vision starts to get blurry i feel like this is the end of my journey it's midnight, but why do i see a ray of light? oh well, looks like i'm just another case of suicide (guys, tell me what you think. i didn't really follow the beat. i'm new to writing, hope you guys can help me!)

Can i use these beats for songs contrarybeats im loving them i have lyrics and the song gone works perfectly with them

Amazing work Contrary!

MASTERPIECE. I love it.

im writin letters to those who are gone and missed, signed and sealed with a kiss/still plenty of fish, in the lake in the river in the sea, to many are barking up the wrong tree, i continue to see blue sky and sunshine, that long line on your palm you love line, take whats mine, your hand your heart, mind your wicked smart, i might not have the most to offer but this is a start.

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Good shit bro I already have the words in my head for this one

I happened to pass by my shadow on the streets It rained and I looked up as the sun dismissed Wet cheeks, blurry sight I’m not even sure if it’s tears pouring from my eyes And I know that she knows that I know that she knows That everything I do was to go with the flow I’ve been doing stuffs that I’ve never been told Just to retain my grip and my hold Listen, I want you to listen Pay attention to all the things that I wanna tell you Baby, listen, please listen So that I can tell you all the lies that I wouldn’t have told you I want you to see to, I want you to see through The field that has been blocked from your view The roses that bloomed, they gave me the chills Cos they are too pretty to be considered real I know, that I knew, that I would be crying over someone like you Thunder and lightning trying to brighten up my day but the pain never went away My hands are shaking and my heart has gone cold It’s still summer but it feels like a winter without snow I’m shivering while I’m still breathing I’m running out of breath, it’s the end of the show Can I take a bow and step off the stage? Cos I’ve already lost my battle with age Flip to another page, that’s another chapter A world where there’s no sadness, only laughter But the page I was looking for got tore off by my hands Cos there’s no such thing as ‘everything is fine when it ends’ Give me a paper and a pen And I will write down my pain on a scale from one to ten It’s eleven, because there’s never an end Numbers they never made sense, they’re just there to make up ‘the end’ Flash-forward to a few years that are in sight I see nothing I guess I need some insight I need medication to supress this unnerving sensation I need to go to sleep to escape from this dimension Free me from this universe, save me from this bind Cos I don’t ever want to be left behind Every time I fell I take it as a sign A hint that I should stop chasing after you cos you’re not on my mind You’re never here, I’m never there but we’re both so near We both never spoke, but still I hold on to my tears Sitting across the table but there’s so much distance It’s distant, it’s killing me slowly, and I need assistance I cut my wrist but all I did was flinched Blood ran down like tears but I didn’t move even an inch The physical pain feels more or less like a pinch Cos the scars on my heart made me a mask full of tint Slow down, I wanted to say I’m sorry Apologizing for all the memories I feel like I’m looking at the world upside down Cos I was never meant to be happy inside out Look into my eyes and tell me I’m not fine Tell me that I always have something to hide Secrets to bury, I wanna run but I can’t fly Grounded by emotions, restricting all my motions I didn’t want to let you know, I didn’t want to let you go Blow out the candles on my cake and turn off the lights as you leave I made a wish and I know it’ll never happen Cos I won’t be there to see it being granted I’m a ghost; I’m the host for this confusing circus Too much on my mind, I can’t stop this turbulence This fusion of delusion is causing an illusion Of me being stuck in a mirror while you melt away as I froze in time Pinch me, I want to wake up from this dream I want to be free from all the imaginings I want to run away from the painful imagery Cos I can’t stand no more to all this savagery Stab me through my heart, cos I know it won’t hurt Tell me that I should be sorry for causing so much hurt If today I die, I choose to die by my words I’ll go with no regrets, only tears and blood I’ll go with tears and blood I’ll promised to not return I’ll still love even if it hurts… I'll still love... *IT WILL MEAN A LOT TO ME IF YOU KINDLY TAKE A LOOK AT MY CHANNEL AND MAYBE SUBSCRIBE* . *NEW SONGS COMING SOON*

This is good fr story telling

[Chorus:] I Know you’ve been falling down Lost Feeling like you won't come around You've been writing letters [Verse:] Dear old me Back to when i was three Staying up late waiting for my mama At the window sill cause i couldn’t stand the trauma Dear old me Sitting at that tree Feeling carefree I was five at the time of my life When my mama was still a housewife Till school starts I couldn’t stand the bitter hearts Dear old me 7 years old think i got the key This is where i wish Don’t let words get to you Just cause you're sad you don’t have to chew You're falling for the trap you're clueless Dear old me Your ten Living in my den Bullied on the playground you can’t defend Don’t pretend it didn’t hurt You feel the pain Young boy get up and get those gains Dear old me Everything is falling Your family is calling Why are you stalling Time waits for no one Dear old me Your 17 thinking your dream can be achieved Years of thinking you’ll live infinitely Definitively it’s more like the theory of relativity Spiritual soul Diving for his goals getting deep Dear old me this is the last letter You feel like life doesn’t matter You fell off the latter You’ve been beaten like cake batter [Chorus:] I Know you’ve been falling down Lost Feeling like you won't come around You've been writing letters [Verse:2] Last chance you can’t do it You put the gun down You can be found Life’s beaten you down Get up off the ground Make something of yourself Don’t think any less The letters help me confess So dear old me Fight to get things right This time grab a hold of the line Letters in the safe So dangerous to our memories Elevated the stakes Time been wasted Let’s change this My turn to take turn for a route Patiently waiting in every scene Chasing my dreams There’s so many things I hold Dear Getting rid of the fear Dear me Sun’s gleaming Autumn scent is strong Live today We only live once So Dear me The letters are over [Chorus:] I Know you’ve been falling down Lost Feeling like you won't come around You've been writing letters

Hey is there a way that I could use this for non-profit? And in that case I'll just give you creds (Prod. Contrary Beats)?

Imma use this beat and give credit , non profit. I just love it and it's so my mood right now.

This beat is 3/3 time! Haarrddd, can't spray bars to it though lol

Is it alright if i use this beat to write lyrics to go up against the COPPA issue going on in RU-vid? I have so much to write but I will limit it to the most pressing concerns within the RU-vid community. I will make sure to follow whatever tag rules that i have to follow or do so people know it is your beat. I feel if i write this, it will in some way help to keep RU-vid safe for creators all around the world. Please let me know.

I am being myself, This is my own pace, I dontwanna race, My pain is my pain Someday i wontfeel itagain But that day is The Its the End Now i am saving myself from the crowd I am saving myself from myself as well I am not getting anywhere I am not

Dear contrary beats may I use you amazing beats for nonprofit if I credit you. You music is amazing and I have lyrics I've written

Prove Yourself First Than The World Will Approve You!

This is dope as hell man, are all y9ur beats non profit

Perfect beat!

👊 This is the stuff right here!

Sometimes it really feels like I'm the only one Caught up in hurt of other people comments How they all spread lies and it goes all around It makes me sick, not in my mind but my soul It's all gone cold and now I can truly feel the hurt It fills you from the inside until you clap Now what shall I do? Get the best advice and find a new job to do? Stuck working same shit got my mind and will to work But my intelligence is suffering I feel like I shadow I don't wanna be famous I just want to feel that I matter That I contribute to the world's nature I want to feel like I am at home Not in a walking prison all day long Sometimes I get bad days, I have a hard life should I say The day is called "every day" and I'm suffering It's getting worse I'm working mid-shifts got no time for my own But when I do I stack a bowl and write a few I love how it feels when you sleep when you find yourself wandering in different dimension Waking up at 6'o clock need to put my motherfucking shirt and a sweater Getting my balls of frozen in these weather Checking up the news all bombarded with such catastrophy I don't know what to say No matter why god doesn't wanna turn around I just hope it's not a fairytale If they keeping us in a lie it must be bigger than we can ever imagine I hope we find out the truth before some lunatic decides to drop a nuke I just want to be heard, by someone who needs a hand, who needs an shoulder and a mind that can understand I feel your pain I can't hide it, my eyes go crazy when I am hurt I am a man but I have a fucked up life I am not doing anything bad I swear My manners were positive and that's what makes a man I guess that's why Jesus suffered Because nobody could understand I longed for to become more spiritual and to know more I've got so many answers through myself than any book has been written on this earthly hell Can't we just pull off our masks, show who we are truly somehow Shed a tear down the street get stopped by strangers who would feel the same A fountain of tears bringing joy of tears that's what this damned world needs I might be gone but this text will be collected by some random-ass server And if it stays I hope it gets to the right hands It's just a youtube comment It's something to what I commit It's the voice that I miss It's the voice of ME When I write this I don't feel all alone Hurt doesn't go that deep into my bones

Absolutely fantastic

I want to by this beat how ???I see options as PayPal and credit am from India

another banger

almost a million views and no buy yet? holla at me please... must be exclusive and you have to take this off youtube

Sometimes I just feel like I shouldn't be alive so many years wasted so many dreams left behind I'm recalling everything that happened as I'm looking at the sky when my sis and I were happy when pops was still alive back when I was scolded by my mom for coming back all bruised and beat up Never thought I'd miss those times never thought I'd have these scars not the ones I carry on my body but the ones I sealed away inside hidden from all other eyes like a letter that was written that no one ever found...

Just wrote a bar with this. Deep shit. Helps the writers block

Nice work!

I I didn't listen to the friends around me Saying you're a walking red flag How about you blind my eyes I would love that I I did ignore all of those red flags I was aware of all But i let myself fall Fall In love with a molten rock My brother said stop just stop You're an angel and he is a burning poison I won't let him take you all . I said I know but what I say Changing him into better Makes me feel happier I said I know I might get hurt But one day I hope dear You realise how I was here When everyone left ...... My my else Were closed until I cried enough to melt the blindfold on me I didn't realize I was healing not a wound But a evil person beside me They said if he doesn't see bad in him then you never gonna change him into better Leave the sweater, you've grown big and the sweater doesn't fit you It'll suffocate you get out of here I know I said I would stay but on cost that you'll love me and understand But you don't undestand I got happy because it been 2 days since we didn't fight but I should've realise the person who makes others feel bad How can treat me like that ... It's the date Thirty It's been hours since I left you on seen But if you ask me I was never always like this I always chased him My knees are bruised from begging him From fixing the fights The darkness inside tried to heal killed a life . You killed me The only girl who always believed That no matter how bad you behaved That you had good in you But after you asked without shame sorry for what I thought to myself fuck you I'm not fixing I'm not begging Let life decide and choose it I'm leaving the closet Outside the door The air is much lighter Feels like I've been much much better fighter Now

I thought everything gonna be fine after i started to love black and grey in white i never felt so empty inside i always counted my tears in mind I thought everything gonna be fine after i started to love black and grey instead of white i never felt so empty inside i always counted the tears in mind It tears me apart the part if i die while i'm falling down to the hall eyes watching me, creeping in the dark Color turns black My heart breaks I was a mess instead of this I thought everything gonna be fine after i started to love black and grey without white i never felt so empty inside i always counted my tears in mind

Is this for free use? Or possible to do a collab or something? Is it fine using the beat if not used for moneymaking?

Can I use this for a non profit, I want to make a song on SoundCloud and I will credit you

Smooth dope track 👌

The lettah P for the end of sleep, when a niggah dream, safe from enemies, had me pulling strings , had me doing things , just to prove my name, now I'm in a cage , thinking bout that day , how I couldv made a different play, but u never no what happens in this game , the lettah P can u feel the pain, but there's more to gain, heavy on this triggah niggah PLOW! There goes the niggahs brain..,,

Ngày thứ 3 là ngày đầu tiên mà em quay lại Vì cả 2 hôm trưóc đó, anh toàn gọi tên em sai Và anh thì đâu dám hỏi, chiếc phù hiệu anh chẳng dám coi cả ngày thứ 4 và thứ 5 anh chỉ trao mà đâu dám nói mấy chiếc thư, tem dán vội, anh chỉ biết là trao em thôi nụ cưòi vẫn gưọng trên môi, và tim bỗng dưng hấp hối bụi đưòng và bộ đồng phục nhân viên bưu điện anh không biết, nhưng họ gọi thứ đó là duyên ngày 30, với xấp thư vẫn còn trên tay không hề vơi đi dù một chút, đong đầy theo khó khăn từng ngày ngày 34, họ đã đá anh ra ngoài đưòng vậy cũng tốt, ngưòi lãng tử đã về lại đây với chốn phong sưong như ngày trứoc, không ngưòi thưong, có thằng nhóc bụi đời vất vưởng không mẹ cha, chợ Bình Tây, lấy mái hiên nơi đây làm nhà rồi sang hạ, đó là mùa của quả chò bay và Trang Hạ, niềm hạnh phúc sớm hôm lại đầy Nhìn em ngồi thu lu Em hát về giấc mơ đã mất Ai nhắc lại những cơn mộng xưa Giống như mặt trăng ai cướp đi ngày 79, em hùng hổ quay lại và ném vào mặt anh bức 78, bức 77, thêm một xấp anh k kịp tránh em nổi đoá: "anh có điên thì điên vừa phải thôi gửi thư k ghi ngưòi nhận, tui k giữ ngưòi ta vứt luôn rồi!" nhưng em à, anh đâu có quan tâm ngưòi ta anh chỉ ghi nơi anh cần gửi, nên bì thư chỉ đề "mùa hạ" mùa hạ mà anh yêu nhất là mùa hạ mà em đi qua mùa hạ trời lên cao ngất, gay gắt thêm dặm đưòng xa nhà ngày 86 tới ngày 90 là chuỗi những ngày gắt gỏng em đạp vội qua con phố vắng, k thèm nhìn xem có thư hay không anh không biết anh làm gì sai, anh chỉ biết nơi đây còn lại 96 lá thư, ngày qua ngày thật tình chẳng biết trao ai Ngày 97 anh quyết định là phải làm lành thiếu vắng những lá thư, nhưng nụ cười ấy vẫn còn xanh ngày 100, quả chò như rơi thật chậm bức thư đầu tiên em trao, là một chiếc thiệp hồng đỏ thắm ngày 102, em tìm lại con phố cũ vẫn gốc chò, vẫn ngôi nhà mái hiên bây giờ đã vắng chủ bỗng vang lên tiếng gọi í ới của cô Năm hàng nứoc "Thằng Thanh xe ôm nó kêu cô đưa con cả từ 2 ngày trứơc" xấp thư k ngưòi nhận, nằm khó hiểu trên tay em Trong vô thức, em đã bóc một lá ra xem hết lá này đến lá khác, tất thảy 99 lá ngồi gục xuống hiên nhà, em thấy mùa hạ vừa trôi qua Nhìn em ngồi thu lu em hát về giấc mơ đã mất ai có buồn, hãy nghe lời em hãy nghe lời em biết yêu trong sáng

Wow!!!! Just wow!!!

Crypt used this beat for his album!

💥💥💥 Killin it!

Mom you gonna hate it when one day im the greatest listen to me when i say this i am destined for greatness i am not afraid to say this i love you but from a distance you the one who did this blame me like im on your hitlist Dad all i needed was love but you only love the drugs Thats in your veins thats in your lungs you didnt ever care for me tell me one time you was there for me getting love is rare for me i swear i need some therapy God you the only one thats there for me i pay all to you like charity (To be continued)

hello contrary beats i spitted on this beat a Little bit can i download it on soundcloud for non Profit or Commercial stuff and give you all the credits i realized to late that you actually have to buy this beat ?Is that okay

Wooh!! This track is 🔥 and proud to have created a delivery on such an unique sound. Look out for the song "In Our Prayers" soon to be released this year. @SacrificeMuzik Just want to give a huge thank you to Contrary Beats for the opportunity to use their quality beats and making it accessible for all. 💯😎

By the way, if you have more beats like this story telling beat, i will write a whole album this week if i have to outlining what people are willing to do to stop the injustice!

🔥🔥Straight Fire 🔥🔥

Thanks sooo much, this is healing everything!!! One of the best things ive ever heard

I like this beat, dope..