I know we’ve been healing each other. I can just tell. I know he definitely helped me heal the past 10 mos. We’ve been friends and lovers on n off in a course of 19 yrs. This is the first time, words and actions indicate something more long term.
yeah, we did fall out. he hid the fact that he didn’t want any more children knowing full well i wanted children of my own from the beginning. he hasn’t healed from the pain his baby mother caused and it’s causing him to self sabotage. i really liked him but don’t think i can forgive him stringing me along. we decided to be friends but it’s been difficult for me to forgive him just yet enough to want to have conversations with him. im still sorting through my emotions. and eventually I’ll come around. i pray for his healing and glad i could be the catalyst to start the inner healing. he truly is the sweetest and deserves a world of peace, even if im not in it.
