Oh my goodness, your reading was so very accurate! I continue to struggle with moving on, but because of how you’ve laid this out, I need to move on. Thank you for this truth!
Nothing will ever change with these people!!! To do Bad things to someone whose done nothing to them, is Evil. I do not want Evil in my life. There is no Justification in their actions. They just are Full of Hate.
I am so sick and tired of giving love light truth happiness healing and kindness and receiving back heartbreak coldness deceit lies zero empathy no kindness backstabbing taken advantage of and being emotionally manipulated and having my trust broken and being insulted by total disrespect. She doesn't care about herself and healing her wounds and the her that I fell in love with was an illusion and a lie and the real her is someone I don't really know. All I know is her actions towards me and lack thereof have shown me that she is the kind of toxic low vibrational negative remorseless cold cheating lying scandalous backstabbing woman that I have spent so much energy in my life avoiding getting caught up and used by and Im in love with the illusion/lie she told me which isn't real. Now I don't know who she is I don't lover her I have no trust for her and zero respect. All I know is I learned that me being too kind loving and empathetic has gotten me so wounded and broken hearted, disrespected, abandoned, and broken down I don't know what to do or how to heal myself and stop my suffering and crippling emotional pain and trauma. Everytime I let my guard down and open my heart again and risk my love and trust it's never been reciprocated just taken advantage of and abused and not valued. I am so hurt and lost rn and i don't know what to do I'm so sick and tired of hurting myself and trying to find love just to get the same evil treatment and abuse every time when I haven't deserved it. When am I going to receive back what ive put out there instead of getting totally used up and abused broken kicked while I'm down and out. My faith is barely there anymore I can't trust a thing anymore and I just want some love all this hatred and abuse is changing me and idk what to do I can't stand it anymore I just want to be left alone to exist without having to fight and suffer every day against evil people who have been blocking my abundance and doing the most to destroy me I just want to eat food every day and not be stressed out to the max about all the attacks against me that have me in crippling debt and unable to afford to do anything to care for myself. How is it possible to treat another person that bad and have no remorse and zero empathy, respect. She thinks she's playing me and winning but she's only played herself which has cost her loosing me who was the only real person in her life that actually cared about her and had her back and she's lost the thing she prayed to God for which was true love stability and healing and a healthy relationship and she did everything intentionally and purposely ruined us way to badly to ever fix 😢
My you are so right on every thing you're saying but I hope he will be learning in the spirit world he is stubborn so not sure he will learn what he said to me or done in our life it's going to be along struggle for him if he ever listens to the spirits that will try and teach him that he done wrong but I still love him and miss him as I believe he was tipped of the life road he was on,he so believed what he said before he past in ill health so cral ,I hope he sees now that things were not true that he could see in his mind,and yes I did have to make a sad decision that really hurts even now.👑
Im the hater. I cant get free from my mothers sickness. Everytime I hear my mothers name I want to go balistic.😅 Yes mothers evil. And now im going toxic. I cant handle this situation any more. I wish she would just go away leave me alone. I blocked her. Im done. She's dead to me she rotten to her core. I dont know if I can ever for give her and let her go..
