Life After Suicide : A Message for Humanity (Near-Death Experience) 

We feel it is important to state that Chris, and all other Near-Death Experiencers, feel strongly that suicide is never an answer to ending one's pain. While Chris had a beautiful experience on the Other Side, he came back to share his message so that we can gain strength, courage and patience in living out our natural human lifetimes. If you are feeling suicidal, please call a suicide hot line, take yourself to a hospital, or reach out to a friend or family member. Chris' message to us is that by remaining isolated with our pain, we risk losing perspective. It's a gift Chris is touching so many lives with his story. We hope it gives you and anyone who might be experiencing pain or loneliness, some level of hope 🙏

Dude your parents may not have wanted you, but they gave humanity a very special gift, that's you BRO! much love and respect to you.

“There is no worse poverty in this world than the feeling of being unwanted, unloved, and uncared for” -mother Teresa

The pain of depression when it gets to a certain point is like unimaginable torture.

I lost my wife and little daughter in a terrible car accident...since that day depression and anxiety are destroying me 24h a day...my life was great before their death and i had everything a man need to be happy..but after losing my 2 loves of my life i lost the desire to live and one night i decided to take my life and i bought a gun ..it was 3 AM and i was in a the dark ..the gun in my head and suddenly my 7 years son went behind me and said : Dad can i sleep in your bad i feel affraid and can't sleep alone....good lord ..i turned around and when i saw my little kid i start crying and i hugs my kid so tight and took him to my bed and put him to sleep...im so glad i didn't kill my self and left my little boy alone in this dark life...now all i have is him and im doing everything to see him growing healthy and happy. .he's all i got...my message to every soul in pain : please hold on ..you're not ugly..you're not bad..youre not Strange...you're just a wonderful angel feeling stronger pain and youre not alone ...hold on in anything that make you feel better : God ..allah or Buda...doesn't matter..the names change but the god is one and true for all the humanity and he will help us❤

His father didn't want him, his mother didn't want him, his grandmother got sick, his aunt hated him. I feel bad for this man doomed to misfortune as soon as he was concieved. Only God was on his side.

My oldest son stood in front of a train and took his life almost a year ago. Ive been having a terrible day today thinking about him. I know this showed up for me today. Thank you for coming back and telling your story

Who ever is reading this GOD LOVES YOU ❤

I used to be depressed and wondered why I was even here on this planet, but GOD turned my situation around. I am no longer depressed and I have chosen to live for the Lord Jesus.

My husband took his life 3 months ago. This video gives me so much peace and reassurance that he is also in Gods arms in a big hug and feels all of this incredible love. Thank you.

Thank you so much for this profound message. I lost my daughter 3 weeks ago for suicide. Im going through this unimaginable grief 😢. I'm no longer the same, only God knows how I'm feeling right now..and i don't how to be fine again. Please pray for me..at least this message has brought some comfort in my heart..❤❤

It never ceases to amaze me how evil people can be but they call themselves Christians God was with you every step of the way and you turned out the be a wonderful loving human being thank you for your story

I would of been proud to have you as a son. You're a good soul and I'm sure you're a blessing to those kids .

There is something angelic about himself, too. He has a kind face and a good energy. May he live a long, happy life.💫

The most powerful line was "let me reintroduce myself"! That gave me chills! It's like God was saying "I've been misrepresented to you, let's start over".

Thank you for these videos. I am a clinical psychologist, and I just experienced my first client lost to suicide. He was a marine with PTSD, and we worked together for over 7 years. We lost touch as he got better (seemingly), though I still tried to reach out. I found out Friday that he has been gone now for over two years, and I had no idea. All that remains is a VA Memorial page online. It was so sad for me. So I came here, on this video, to try to get a bit of peace in my heart about what he went through. I wanted him to know he wasn't alone, and I find some solace in thinking that he isn't. So again, thank you for these videos. You are inspiring me to do more with my own little RU-vid channel from here on out, and you helped me find a little peace of mind today, over lunch, as I missed my former client.

He describes heaven just how my mom did because she "died" as a child but came back.

I've battled with depression and anxiety for as long as I can remember. Lost my job and lost my brother to suicide and then God spoke to me, loud and clear. I now have no depression or anxiety, I have been sober for more than 2 years. I surrender to God, He is fighting all my battles for me now. I have nothing to fear or worry about.

Many write books about their NDE.....this man is different. He works with kids who have disabilities, giving his love as God has loved him. So wonderful.

My daughter who just turned 20 this past February, tried to commit suicide on Dec. 30, 2023. She has absolutely everything to live for. She is in her 1st year of college at Spelman here in Atlanta. She graduated from Community college with her associates and graduated high school last summer. She’s a beautiful bright happy go lucky person. Which is why I don’t understand why she tried to leave me. I love her so much.❤ She is better now. Taking it day by day. When I ask her why she said Momma I don’t know. I continue to speak life into her each and every day. And let her know of Gods tremendous love. And that she has purpose. Please pray for us, as I will you. God bless ❤

The HUG. I can't believe I am about to share this. I have only told 1 person my story, my mom. She passed recently, breast cancer. She came to me in a dream - but that's another story. I had a newborn, was dealing w migraines that were light, sound, movement especially, sensitive. I'm standing in middle of a dark room (my bedroom), depressed, crying, praying, all of a sudden God was there. I also didn't see him, but his presence is unmistakable. It's a warmth, a LOVE that you've NEVER experienced. He put his arms around me, I laid my head on his shoulder and cried. It seemed like an eternity. My migraines went away that day, never returned. My baby boy will be 21 next month, we are very close. God is wonderful. The story here touched me SO. I also love you, son, though you're not mine. I'm sorry for all the pain life dealt you. Wherever you are in life now, I hope & pray you are happy, loved. May you continue to know peace♡

I needed this message. Battling depression is hard.

My dad mentally tortured me and tried to when I was grown until I stood up to him. I've never felt good enough for God. But your words and story make me feel better thank you

It’s insane pain when it gets bad bad, like nothing else but death stops it.

From someone who struggled with suicide since I was a small child. Let me say…. God loves you all.

Feel like just giving this guy a hug.. nothing is more humbling than seeing someone who's had the worst life ever remain so humble and good hearted

My heart is breaking for this fine man . Thinking of him being thrown in a dumpster ad a newborn and no care or love in his family. I'm so proud of him now. And so grateful to God for showing him that he's valuable , matters and he's surrounded by God and the angels. I wish him the best life and a great relationship with God.

Mom was so mean when she called him. Some people have such a hard time being civil and human!

I am a mother and I cannot imagine not loving my children unconditionally.Children are gifts.I would be so proud to have you as my son.

To the guy who narrated this. Dude I want you to know that you have one of the top near-death experiences I've ever heard. And I want you to know.. That you have helped me. That I'm one of the people that the angel told you you were going to help. Thank you for your words.

I have a dear friend who committed suicide last year and having a brutal time accepting his demise. He promised me suicide was never an option. He was only 51 and a genuinely good person. Very hard to accept.

This guy is a symbol of strength and hope. To go through so much and become what he has is beyond what words could capture.

My daughter committed suicide in June of 2016 she was 18. This video gave me hope that she is with God. I've prayed for months n months n finally God gave me a message thru my son! My baby girl is ok n she is with God.

You’re mother telling you “ I don’t want you” after not talking to him for years is so heartbreaking 💔 I am proud of the man he’s today. Enjoy life!

I just prayed for you and the anointing of God is so on your life. I could barely pray. I’ve been a Christian 38 years and I’ve never felt this kind of love. He wants to use you in ministry. You are a light a rock to those that are healing. God bless you.

Man praise God for you, the way God showed himself to you by pointing to others and saying "I love them" and telling you that you are enough really hit my heart. God is so good.

"Even if my father and mother abandon me, the LORD will hold me close."🫂 When he mentioned about God holding you it reminded me of this scripture ❤️

I was in a really bad place today and looked up "Christian suicide" and found this video. That moment at 13:02 when he said "you have so much to do for so many people" really hit home... I'm so glad I found this video and heard Chris's story. It "did something for me" and helped me when I was in that dark place and I just wanted to say thanks.

Poor young man, I am glad he found the love he was looking for, that his parents never gave him. 😢🙏

Thanks, I needed to hear this. I needed to hear "God loves me."

When God said go back and tell them I love them. I started bawling. I know he does but I dont feel it. This life is so hard but I'm holding on for my family. Thank you for your story.

My uncle took his life 2 weeks ago. He was 24 and I am 21. We grew up together. He told me that he was sad inside but I didn’t take him serious because we all get sad sometimes.. I miss him so much. 💔💔 I pray he is at peace

My 50 yr old son took his life 7 weeks ago. Thank you so much for this video. I know hes not broken now. Hes whole and no more pain and sadness. ❤

Awwwww I'm so sorry that your family hurt you, what a remarkable soul you are. It is their profound loss. Sending you love.

You saved my life. I tried twice to leave and got back from coma. I got stuck again but i ll never try taking my life again. You are a gift for me

I lost my son to a overdose of drugs, I became so depressed living out of bed. Ty for this testimony

"Blessed are the poor in spirit.."

I wanted to hug you thru the TV. Despite your upbringing, you are SUCH a humble and likeable person. I hope you've found people who love and appreciate you. Thanks for telling your story in such a compelling way and with such a giving, happy ending.

Gentle, pure hearted young man despite all he has been through.

Chris if you ever read this know I LOVE YOU!!! Truly, I’ve never felt such a feeling of love for a complete stranger!!! Your testimony is amazing. You have such a beautiful presence, it’s amazing! I’m so sorry you’ve been treated so horribly by those who were gifted with the responsibility of caring for you. God gave you the soul of a warrior, please know you’ve touched me deeply. I pray that you now have good people and peace in your life. I’ll see you one day in heaven my brother 🙏🏻

I’m so glad you’re here and touching the world with your beautiful light!

I came here today because i saved a man from jumping off a bridge. He wasn't happy with me for that. He wanted to die. I hope one day he finds value in his life. This was an experience with a total stranger who i will never see again. Its hard to process my thoughts right now. Love to all.

Your parents do not decide what your worth is as a human being. I’m so sorry that the adults around you failed you so miserably. Stay strong.

Just watched your story. I am am so happy you returned. You are worth it! I pray you ate living your best life. Godspeed!

You have no idea or will probably never know how your life story is helping me right now I needed to hear this

This touched my heart. Knowing how suicidal I am & will do anything to leave this earth. It opened my eyes & touched my soul… i’m building a relationship with God now.

I lost my dearest son in August, 2022. He was 31 years old. He was missing for couple of days and found dead in the park. He committed a suicide. It was a great shock to our family and to all who knew him. It broke my heart. After his death, my life completely changed and lost its meaning for me. Something was bothering him and he didn't want to talk about it or get a professional help. And then he did it. How could I, as a mother, not feel that he was going to do such a terrible thing to himself?! Despair, pain of loss and guilt torment me constantly. Not a day goes by that I don't think about him, talk to him, and ask him for forgiveness. All religions say that God does not forgive suicides and they will go to hell forever. And it hurts my heart even more. Every day and night I pray to God and ask Him to forgive him and grant his soul a peace in the Kingdom of Heaven. Oh, God, I miss my boy so much and I want to hug him, i want to kiss his strong and beautiful hands. I want to tell him how dear he is to me, and that I love him endlessly. Rest in peace my dear Artem. You will always remain in my heart.

Thank you for not bleeping his words, it makes it real and raw. What a powerful story

What a real testimony. You are here for e reason, and embrace the journey through the kids you work with. They are just as special as you are - God bless you in all you do!

The last part when he says “if you change your thought you can change your life. Change what you feel about yourself and then see what happens after that” gives me the hope I’ve been needing lately. I WILL do everything I can to change my thinking. I trust this is a message Source wanted me to hear. Thank you ❤

This man's life is one of the hardest I have ever heard about. Abandoned in a dumpster at 6 months old, growing up with abuse and neglect and finally being told by his mother that she doesn't love him.. The NDE was truly a gift from God. What an amazing blessing it was for him at a time or turmoil. I truly hope Chris is doing well now. I send him so much love and blessings as I do to anyone else reading this right now. May God watch over us all in these dark times ❣❣❣

What a beautiful young man! I wept so many times watching this! I've known several young men that have taken their lives and did not have this experience. Bless your beautiful soul, I'm glad you came back to share your beautiful adventure with humanity! Thank you

I was bawling my eyes out, so beautiful, raw and inspiring. Thank you! Love to all ❤

Sir, I am so sorry for the “adults”that failed you during your entire childhood. You so did not deserve not to be cherished. You seem to be so intelligent and insightful so I have no doubt that God has amazing plans for you. Thank you for sharing your story and I wish nothing but a long life of happiness for you. 🙏❤️

This man returned for a reason, he had a message to deliver to the people and be an inspiration to those who are at a low point in their life,he is a beautiful soul,

You are such a beautiful soul, I’m so sorry people hurt you. Your story brought tears to my eyes, and you encouraged a part of me that has been feeling hopeless.

His smile is so calm and content even as he's telling his traumatizing story it's beautiful but also very emotional.

I am obsessed with NDE videos. This one literally brought me to tears. Thank you all so much. Special thank to Chris for sharing. ❤

My brother committed suicide December 2nd 2019 and this video helped me make peace with that. I can move on now. Thank you. ❤

I think this guy is the most down to earth human being. God loves you no matter what. You are so special for looking after the children. God bless you. I cried watching this video. I think you came back to teach everyone how special we all are!❤

Chris, your story brought me to tears, but I think that you are an admirable young man and you radiate goodness. I am convinced that the kids you work with are delighted to have you. I wish you all the best in life❤.

I lost my son to suicide 18 months ago. This is such a beautiful comforting video. Bless you ❤❤❤

What a great and inspiring and strong man. After this terrible, horrible childhood with a monster of a mother.. he sits there, telling the world about the hell he went through, and still smiling adorably. His heart is a very bright light. I'm so thankful he is still here with us and able to enrich the lives of his loved ones! ❤

I love this one especially because he went through life with no one caring but he decided to stay and work with special ed kids to come back to earth for so touching.

Such a beautiful soul it breaks my heart that his mother rejected him like that more than one time. He deserves the world. Thank you for sharing your story and also helping others. I hope you have lots of love in your life now.

This happened to me. I over dosed. But I was with him. I’ve never felt so safe. I have tears in my eyes… so amazing

My dad laid down on some Train tracks of an MTA train and Committed Suicide😢 Please never argue with your parents and make sure you let them leave the house knowing you love them. Don't ignore the signs they give you and if they are depressed please be there for them.

This guy is a real hero. Words are not enough. God bless YOU for coming back to share and speak to us.

I want to thank you from the bottom of my heart. This video showed up in my feed somehow. I've been struggling having lost someone to suicide to the point where I let myself go. I can't even explain how wonderful this made me feel. Devine intervention, has to be.😇❤Your mission will help many!

After losing my dream job, my ex and her children and then my dog, I was at my lowest point of my life, I struggled everyday, I reminded myself I had to live, my parents, relatives and friends love me, I love everyone around me. I had to put one foot in front of the other to get me out of that funk. I talked to my friends and my therapist and I prayed. Doors opened and I was able to move on to another chapter of my life. One step at a time. That’s how I did it.

As the mom of a special needs kid that I believe is an actual angel, I love how he feels about these individuals.

What a sweet soul this man has. God bless him and keep him safe here on earth.

God Bless you young man. Your wings are wider than The oceans And your message is far reaching. Keep your light alive ❤️

I lost my best friend to suicide in 2016. I've struggled to not follow his lead ever since. This video specifically makes me feel like I can let go of that pain and move on. Thank you.

God bless you. I've been deeply depressed since my only child, my son, died from COVID in Dec, 2021. This message is giving me hope. Thank you.

_"You have so much to do for so many people",_ and just with this video, you've changed so many lives by sharing your story, thank you so much Chris.

You are a gift brother! I’m glad you’re still here. Thank you for sharing your story.

Hearing this man's early story of how poorly he was treated makes me cry. I would do anything for my son, who is profoundly autistic, has no real verbal communication ability, and needs 24 hour seven day a week care. This young man is so eloquent, kind, and deserving of love like us all. It does break my heart his mother was such a person. Grateful for his NDE. Saved his life.

There's something special about Chris, he has a glow, calmness. Just listening to his voice brings me peace. Thank God you're here🙏

I am SO THANKFUL that this one was allowed to return and return with s message of hope and love! That means a lot!

I love this mans story. His energy is so innocent and beautiful. Thank you for sharing, I really needed to hear that.

Thank You for Chris Thank You for his Love Thank You for his Abundance Thank You for his Peace Thank You for his Joy Thank You for his Health Thank You for his Strength Thank You for his Wisdom Thank You for his Oneness Thank You for his Beautiful Life Amen

I’ve felt that pain and came close myself, PLEASE know that there is ALWAYS hope and joy to come!

Wow glad your still with us. Your story moved me. Keep pushing on.

This is my personal testimony. I used to believe that I was super strong, super smart, capable of taking care of myself, and even though I have always been a believer, my faith in God wasn't as strong as it was in myself. Two years ago I had a serious personal problem with my family, without going into details; at that point, my family was my God, they were the reason I lived for, in other words, my "EVERYTHING", but due to the issue with them one day they ALL, everybody abandoned me, over the night... I was left without anything and anyone to talk to. Months passed by, during which I couldn't sleep, and lost my appetite and also my will to live. I pretended for a while that I was fine ‘cus I full of pride so I couldn’t admit that this time I wasn’t gonna be able to fix myself…until I couldn't take it any longer. One night when the pain was unbearable, and desperation took over me, finally, I realized that I couldn’t keep living that way, so I started planning how to kill myself, I gave some thought to the idea because I wanted to be effective and final, I needed to stop the pain but before I did it I got in my knee, very angry with God, at 3 something am, I screamed to God "IF YOU CARE ABOUT ME, DO SOMETHING BECAUSE I CAN'T DO THIS ANY LONGER!!!, I AM A GOOD PERSON AND YOU KNOW IT!!! I CAN'T TAKE THIS PAIN ANY LONGER!!! I DON'T WANT THIS LIFE ANYMORE!!, IF YOU DON'T DO SOMETHING I AM!!! IF YOU SAVE ME I PROMISE I WILL DEDICATE THE REST OF MY LIFE TO YOU!!!” After this, all I remember comes to me like a flashback, I swear, I don't know how I got back to my bed( my last memory was been on my knee by my bed). Later on( I am not sure how long it passed), on this flashback I opened my eyes for a second and my room was full of extraordinary light, so strong I couldn't keep my eyes open, I was in a fetal position on my bed, my room was full of Jesus’s presence(I didn't need to see his face because the love and peace that overcame my body, the feeling that fulfilled my inner being was screaming the existence of Jesus in my bedroom). I woke up at 10:35am as A TOTAL NEW PERSON, I felt like I have lost a heavyweight I was carrying on, I was radiant, hungry, happy, and full of hopes and plans for my life... Jesus saved me! He cleansed my spirit from evil desires OVER THE NIGHT! just the way my family forsakes me. I have been wanting to give my testimony for almost 2 years, I guess the Lord decided that today was the day, he is REAL people, he is, and all we have to do is to redeem ourselves to him and ask for help, he is waiting for us to do so, this is mentioned in the Bible on Matthew 11:28 “Come to Me, all you who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest.” We don't have to suffer alone, Jesus died for us, so we can live an abundant and long life. My feeling towards my family hasn’t changed at all, if anything I love them more than ever, nor I hold any negative feelings against them, I still will give my life for any of them, the only difference now is that I will ask Jesus first if he is ok with this. To the Lord be the glory! God bless you all.

I am 74, in good health but ready to meet my Creator any day. NDE sharing makes me determined to give back to God and to Society each blessed day I am on earth. Amen.

This man is tearing me up. I'm so glad your beautiful soul is still around to give the love you were always meant to receive here.

This is one of the best videos I've seen i was sober for almost four years i recently started relapsing and I felt like ending it all but hes giving me hope for a better day God is real and I'm going to work on having a relationship with him i❤thank you for telling your story ❤️

I know when I’m depressed, and I watch something about the lord❤️I feel heavy weight lifted off my shoulders.

“I love her, I love him, I love him.” That touched me so deep.😢