Life Path 11: Still Struggling - Numerology Q&A 

I'm an 11. I spend an obscene amount of time alone.

I've watch this so many times and each time it has brought me a new healing each time. there's a dark side to being a 11. its hard at time to be so different than others. I can't even count on my hands how many times I was randomly hurt by someone who didn't know me. I don't trust many because of the hatred I received. thank you for this video.

WOW! The Ugly Duckling. Who knew...? This is the most accurate storytelling of my life, Life Path #11. Then people wonder how I did it. Well I made it because I traveled my own journey at my own pace and in the meantime I've been gathering wisdom and knowledge studying my every step and everyone elses around me. People don't see it until I decide to finally play my ace. 😊

I never knew the story of the Ugly Duckling has got so much meaning behind it. You told the story so beautifully. I am an 11 and this really reminds me to be true to myself.

I was just thinking of the ugly duckling it's been on my mind so much lately. .then I came on here trying to understand my life path 11. OMG I cried so much!! This is hands down the best description I ever heard for people on this particular path, and crazy enough my spirit was already trying to show me! Thank you thank you

Wow, that was amazingly on point. The one thing that I have learned and know, being a life path 11 is that for the most parts of our lives we are forced to be isolated to develop and awaken what is already there but must be accomplished without interruption. Like in the story of the ugly duckling, he needed to see himself in the water to know that he was a not duck.

I was isolated and in the hospital for my entire 20’s. Though it was extremely rough and I felt like I missed out on my greatest years, I now see that it was a necessary step in my evolution. Thank you 🙏

i just recently found out i’m an 11 and i can’t let this sign pass- it all connects! i’ve been bullied throughout my whole school life because i was always misunderstood. throughout my whole life, i thought i was a magnet for hatred and dislike. i never understood why everyone just hated me and wanted to pick on me. i always tried to be someone i was not to fit in because it gave me comfort rather than letting others see my authenticity. i’m currently going through a spiritual awakening and it seems like my spirit guides are slowly letting me get to know myself deeper. being an 11 is such a bittersweet feeling, but it almost gives me angelic vibes 🕊🌿🤍✨

Thank you very much. I can relate to the Ugly Duckling so much and I'm crying at the moment as I realize these things about myself. I am almost 35 and realizing who I am. I've been operating with alot of the negative aspects at a level of a 2. I'm now going to strive to be the best 11 I can possibly be. Thanks for your input and your advice. I wish you the best of 2018 and forever. thankyou

This is without a shadow of a doubt one of the most valuable and healing things I've ever heard in my life. Storytelling is such a magical way to share wisdom. Thank you so much Nat! ♥

I'm an 11 this is my life in a nut shell. Thank you for this...literally in tears! I swear I have good days but the struggle never ends. I'm always going through something. I shut down because I don't want people to think I'm crazy or weird. So I dress, talk, and look like everyone else even though I don't want to. I know I'm here for a greater purpose I've always felt it. However I just go with the flow and it's caused me to be miserable. But again thanks.

Lady, you're a life saver. I have not felt this kind of clarity in a long long time. Its like you just summed up my life. Im in the survival alone stage you talked about and im incredibly scared and confused but your words have givin me some hope. I almost died in a car accident two nights ago and it kinda hit me with a brick of reality. Im trying to figure out what the next move is to shape my future and to find my place in this world.

I wish everyone here lots of love and strength to find their way ....its so hard being an 11 i struggle every single day ....Thanks to the magical natsnumbers for this it made my night .Was feeling down and out again until i read or hear something to spur me on . This fits me like a glove. I dont want to conform or be just tolerated . I want to be accepted for me .I know all you other 11s feel the same . Stay strong we got this xox

I’m an 11 and I fee like I’ve entered into the lonely and despair part of my life, but I’m trying everyday to find peace and home in that. This validated a lot for me! August of 2021 I feel like I flipped the whole table of my life and took a massive risk of walking away from everyone to go out in search of me. I also entered my spiritual awakening at that time too. This year of 2022 I am dedicated to learning to love myself and discover her. So really thank you for validating me. ❤️

I wept throughout this entire video. As an 11 with several tented arches on my finger tips (if you know hand analysis or palmistry, you'll get how rare and difficult that placement is) this hit hard. I'm pretty sure I'm at the lonely/glimpse period in my life and, while it's lonely, I'm far beyond conforming or being "agreeable" to fit in. The most amazing thing is this video is 7 years old and I've known I was an 11 for awhile, and yet, it wasn't until a couple weeks ago that I was remotely ready to explore the numerological side of things! Of all the videos I've seen, this most spoke to my soul.

Wish all the 11’s could meet up, I bet it would be some crazy energy!!✨⚡️🌟

l love the face that this is a children’s story, yet the relevancy is so powerful to all ages. l just realized that l went through every single one of these phases within the last two years and I’m at the lonely and new journey phase. My attitude has changed and l no longer “go with the flow” simply because l choose to go with MY flow... l refuse to do anything that l do not feel is right. If l don’t want to, l won’t, simple as that. I’ve began to live MY life as it is intended and not anyone else’s life. l refuse to be pushed around and talked about. And l refuse to care what others think about me because l know that l am nothing short of AWESOME. l always thought l was being punished through my life, and not l know that l simply was being built slowly and lacking patience. I’m 26 and l still don’t know what my exact purpose is, but living though my passions I’m sure I’ll get there soon. Thank you for sharing this story, l actually came across it on accident. This will definitely be saved as a tool to remind me what my end goal is... and that is to be a swan and nothing less.

hello i enjoyed the video it made me cry i have been through those things and still going through them ive never felt wanted or loved im 46 and i still don't fit into this world im just lost at this point i feel i should go off and be alone somewhere ive always felt like i was cursed or something and im an only child im glad im not the only one that has been through these type of things

I've come back to this video every few months for the last 3-4 years. It only becomes more relevant every time. Thank you Nat.

I'm a life path 11 and this is very touching...I was in tears while listening...I'm 29 and I have experienced the things you've said. I am at the stage of loneliness and despair although I've started to experience an inner change. Thank you so much for putting effort to create videos like this. This is truly heart felt. Thank you

Beautifully spoken I swear this video was meant for me to see I didn't even search for this I quit my job today because i knew I didn't belong there and I was so tired of faking it. I have a life path number of 11 and truth be told I am at the library right now I wanted to search for another job that I know I was going to hate. but I found myself on the search engine searching about suicide I don't want to be here anymore no one understands me and I just want to leave this earth and to go back home just somewhere accepted, loved and most of all understood.I truly felt like this was a sign to see you see this video to see the meaning of what your saying and the book the ugly duckling I remember my mother read it to me as a child. and it's also ironic that I am at the library right now and I am about to get the book! peace love and blessing to you. Thank you I needed this more than you know you might saved my life...

I'm 53 yrs old, I've been doing this life path 11 thing for a while now. I consider the life path 11 energy to be super charged for me because I also have an Aquarius Sun and an 11 1st pinnacle. My personality number is 33 just for some extra oomf, I guess, lol. This was perfect for my life up until about 42. I came into myself at 42 when I found the spiritual path. Since then it's been back to back to back to back to back set backs emotionally, financially and physically. Financial ruin, divorce, financial ruin again, diabetes, Covid twice, cancer, financial ruin again, thyroid surgery, gallbladder surgery, torn rotator cuff, the discovery of a PAINFUL debilitating birth defect that affects my spine and heart, hysterectomy and abandoned by my boyfriend of 8 yrs which left me where I currently am and what I truly hope is rock bottom. At this point I realize that the swans really symbolize death. Not metaphorical death but actual death. There is no fairytale happy ending for us. That expectation is the nail in our coffins because that kind of hope leads to massive disappointment for us 11s. I know this sounds like I'm in a pit of despair and negativity but I'm not. You have to realize that at this point I have seen it all. I've looked death in the face and laughed. I beat breast cancer (in the middle of the pandemic) in just 6 weeks time. It took me 30 seconds to say "Let's just do a double mastectomy and get it over with." (I watched my mother and grandmother die from it so I wasn't playing and my 11s intuition told me I had the Brac2 gene before the tests were done to prove it.) All of these problems have pushed me to really work on my emotional reaction to my past and realize that my own sensitivity was the real enemy, not the people in my life. We can't control the behavior of others but we can control how we react to it. Every single bad thing was put in my path to over come and learn from. As a result I've learned to truly love myself and this life. As 11s we have it rough. However we have also been gifted some pretty amazing things between the endless traumas. (I've traveled the world for free out of sheer luck and I am positive that all 11s have their own random miracles here and there to help us through.) The trick is to remember the good and hold it equal to the bad. With all this misery it's way too easy to forget the good and focus on the negative. CLING to the positives as if your life depends on it until it becomes habit. Make peace with yourself and your past then let go. The universe/god/jesus/your higher self or whatever you believe in has literally got you. All of these horrible things happened to me but they happened at the exact right time. The only reason I'm not homeless or dead from sheer stress at this point is because I was able to take advantage of the covid programs. The universe took care of me with divine timing and it's always going to. Sure I've been through hell and I may go through even more hell but the one thing I know beyond all others is that I always end up where I belong on the path of life. We are STRONG because life insisted upon it and we need to trust our strength and let go of outcomes. I don't need to know where I'm going, I don't need to cry for happiness or belonging, I just need to keep going knowing that I can and will handle anything that happens in the future. As a result of that realization I can truly say that I am content and happy in this life. There is joy in strength so be strong my fellow 11s. You've got this!

By the way - This applies to anyone with the 11 Archetype in their core chart (Birthday, Life Path, Expression/Tool Bag, Hearts Desire, Personality, Maturity) - or if you are in an 11 timing cycle.

I started crying a little watching this, beautifully said, thank you so much for the confirmation.

I've been going through a really hard time...all my life. Been through a war and more pain than most people at my age (26) can even imagine. Lately, I see the number 11 all over the place, and when I pulled my life path number it was 11. All my life, I have been told that I am strange and unusual - not normal and difficult. I never felt understood and have struggled for a long time (and still do) with embracing myself because I am intense and full of energy and most people shirk away from it like it's something bad. I can sense the vastness within but others seem think I'm insane because of it. It makes me uncomfortable with myself and therefore, I have a difficult time trusting my instincts. I also grew up on a very healthy diet of fairy tales because of my childhood in Germany, and this whole presentation truly spoke to me. I'm moved to tears because this speaks a lot to the journey that I'm embarking on now - I feel that I was meant to come across this. Thank you for creating this video.

Thank you for this video. I read the book as a child and it resonated with me then. Little did I know that my life would play out exactly as was written. I cried through your entire video as it revealed memories I had forgotten and feelings that I had suppressed. I have just recently left my "blind woman". Who was fine with me as long as I continued to be uncomplicated and silent. I am now alone and finding my voice and intuition, and learning to trust both. It's lonely at times, but it is good. I plan to rewatch your video, until I no longer need to be reminded that I am a strong, powerful, beautiful "swan". Thank you again.

let me just say by the end of this video i was in tears. im in that " tolerating" phase. this brought so much clarity. the answer to my prayer.

I can't even express how much this video resonates with me...I feel seen and understood in a way I don't think I've ever been. Thank you so much for sharing this story and insight with us.

Thank you! I've always felt different. A lot of ppl call me weird or crazy. I've always wondered why it's taking me so long to achieve things. I have a better understanding now. Amazing story! #11

Could not believe I was listening to my life story, this is me to a tee.

Had to listen to it once more..probably will again Hans Christian Endersons as a master 11 left us this legacy of his true life story to help us master 11 to understand we have to go trough so much pain to hopefully come home one day🤣😭

I love you, Nat... thank you for touching our souls. You have deepest insight and nailed the existence of an 11. My mother, whom I adore, literally looked at me one day and said, "my ugly duckling has become a beautiful swan!" This is a remarkable tale that you've gracefully shared and you are a true gem! Tears...

I'm a 29/11 and this video was right on point. I have been needing to surrender my old way of thinking about myself and be more present in the now, with accepting my gifts. This story has given me that extra push to go in with faith and know that in Divine Time, my truth will show up blissfully. I'm truly grateful that you made this video, thank you. :)

beautiful. i was bullied through childhood & left home at 15. numbed myself with drugs for a long time. then went into an alone phase and became very aware & spiritual& creative. i am confused now. longing for belonging but i sabotage everyone's efforts at connection with me! i will evolve soon enough...I loved your story- esp. the "kill me" part!

This meant so much to me. Thank you. I "stumbled" on it as I am making plans to leave my job where I was tolerated, until recently when I became disagreeable. Now starting my own business.The late bloomer here says, only 100% faith will do. ❤

My first two names add up to 33, vowels = 11, consonants = 22. The Ugly Ducklings is a story that has always been dear to me, but for the first time I see how it relates to my life. Well done, Nat. You are not only a great story teller, by wise in it's deep meanings. Mr. Anderson would have been proud to hear your interpretation. At 73, I'm just coming into my own! I have a 9 Life Path but this is a Personal Year 11 for me! Thank you. Arlie Patricia

WOW!!! Thank you so much for this - it's my second time listening to this and it has brought new medicine each time. I'm a 29/11 and I really resonate with the story. I think I'm in the "lonely phase." I'm feeling disconnected even through I'm surrounded by people that love me. I feel like I can't truly be myself and truly express who I am. I have been on a very long journey of self discovery - for nearly 10 years. But the last year has been the most intense. Thank you again for creating this video. So much love for you 🙏🏻

I LOVE THIS! I am an 11 myself. This soothed my heart.

I am 44 years old and am a #11. I still haven't found my comfort zone yet.

I am an 11, 7 Expression, 22 Soul Urge. Senior Citizen, retired, health issues. Powerful presentation of The Ugly Duckling. Counselor I used from 1994-2004 compared me to Cinderella. I am smack up against my health issues that conventional medicine cannot resolve, but armed with books filled with functional medicine approaches to regaining health. But I just cannot get started. Powerless. Stuck. Sitting on the fence. Any suggestions? Cowardice? Confused and Lost.

Beautiful!!! I needed to hear this today! Thank you so much

I KEEP coming back to your video. I am going to download so I can listen to the message at least once every 2 months or so. I need this as a reminder. Never allow myself to be tolerated. ONLY EMBRACED!!!

yes im an 11. november born. always just being tolerated and now in my 40s and on my own feel freer.

Just chiming in with another thank you. This is an important message to us 11s to help reveal our selves to ourselves.

Wow! This brought tears to my eyes! You are amazing at putting things into understanding terms! God Bless you and thank you sooo much!

Love it! Such an incredible insight! It took me 70 years to reach the intuitive (no turning back) phase, but have finally made it! Thanks a million for the explanation! It's my expression number, not the life path, by the way

SO spot on!!!! Thank you for teaching this to us! I’m a struggling LP 11 and this has been super helpful!!

Oh my gosh! I was bawling through like 2/3 of this! Thank you

I love listening and learning from you! You ROCK!!

my life path is 11 and all my life is full of lessons but I'm still continuing the journey I know is worth it! Thank you so much for this incredible video!

Beautiful, brought tears to my eyes.

You’re an excellent story teller, this helped me accept and understand my path so much better. Thank you ✨

I felt your emotion and was in tears long before the end. So many memories for me.

This means so much to me, I’m so glad my angels led me here to your video❤️

Thank you so much for this video. Really. You have a gift for this emotional storytelling and because it was so relatable I ended up crying halfway through, but I felt like some healing was taking place. I'm going through the "tolerable" stage, maybe halfway into the cottage of the blind woman, but cannot leave my situation at the present moment(without some serious creativity!). The stress of the 11 life path actually spurred me into disease several years ago, from which I am improved, but still healing. After much contemplation, I revisited numerology and realized a lot of the illness might have been spurred by this nervous 11 energy and feeling very much alone and misunderstood by nearly everyone I met. About the time that it started I was very depressed, returning home after being independent, and suffering with anxiety, feeling like I was meant to bring something profound to this world but with zero direction and confidence. I sadly still suffer with being overwhelmed by intense nervousness. The strength though, like you said of the duckling, is really a gift that 11's find in solitude. The big message from you that I need to take away today is that one day, I will have to confront the swans head on to live true to the path. I need to understand that it's not the perfect outcome that's important but instead living authentically and embracing the intensity (that will ironically bring me the peace I need). Right now I am most certainly hiding in this cottage allowing myself to pass the days in suffering and ignoring my contract with the universe. I have am amazingly unique life path #1 boyfriend who is also in this cottage with me and we've both been too afraid to get going! Talk about all this repressed expressive energy! haha!

this has helped me SOOOOO MUCH. I recently got into the numerology and trying to understand my life and so forth I needed answers and some how feel onto this video its only been a day and I'm seeing progress already just WOW and thank you

I needed this so so much today. Thank you so much. What an eye opening video. I related to everything you have said in this post and you have given me much to think about. ❤️

I absolutely love your delivery!! This was very interesting and explains a great deal thank you so much

I've been watching many videos lately, and this one has, by far, been the most beautifully expressed and thought provoking. Thank you.

I just watched this for the first time.....I loved your analogy and story-telling. Thank you!

thank you so much for uploading this video. i am an eleven lifepath and i struggle so much just like you are saying in this video. all the stages are present in my life: The you are weird, the bullying part, the shutting off of my instincts and my intuition, the struggle, the sudden insight and longing to belong and constantly trying to finally find the magical place of belonging. funny enough, i was told by many people that i fall into this ugly duckling pattern and i personally always felt a strange connection to this story. your words are full of wisdom and insight- they just describe the way i feel, to the point where it made me cry. thank you so much again for doing this- especially at this time of year, when we all want to belong- this has really lifted my spirits and made me happy.

This absolutely made my day. The most beautiful and healing perspective on this life path I’ve ever heard. Blessings to you ❤

This made me cry...it was so moving.. i felt everyword of it. Thank you for sharing! you are wonderful story teller! Love and light!

Beautiful way to sum up the life path of an 11. I appreciate this message.

this is such a beautiful explanation, it made my heart warm up

I’m also an 11 and this story sounds like my life. I never felt like I belonged anywhere with anyone. I’m still in the loneliness phase but the more I’m being myself and accept my weird side and share it, the more I’ve been able to connect with amazing humans. Thank you for making this video 💗✨💫

OMG THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THIS STORY ANALOGY!! You have given me a most wonderful gift with this viewpoint.💖

Oh my god, I got goosebumps watching your video. You are truly inspirational :) Thank you for this beautiful video :)

Thank you for making this, much love.

I really like the way you potray this story. Just watched your video last night and feel more courageous today. Thank you so much❤.

I desperately needed this...❤️ Thank you.

The way that you explained the 11 and the story itself was so beautiful and memorizing.....absolutely amazing. Thank you.

I loved this explanation of the 11s challenges. Inspired use of storytelling! Thank you :)

I love this video so much! Thank you for this 💜 good vibes are always appreciated

I was literally flushed with goosebumps all throughout your story. I'm an 11 as well and it all applies so much to me, especially in the last couple months... Thank you so much for your contribution and making me aware of the life path I have to pursue. ❤️🤗

Such a beautiful metaphor! Thanks so much from a chronic depressive, physically disabled empathy born on 11/11 who's endured so much! Thanks for bringing me some clarity!

Thank you Nat...you are most wise and eloquent!! :}

This is the most amazing story I have ever heard and sooooo true of my life (an 11). Thank you.

Beautifully captured through the metaphor, you're talented. Thank you❤️

I am also an 11 and this video has come to me at the perfect time. Thank you, you've really helped shed some light on my current experience

OMG this is amazing, some tears actually came from my eyes listening to your story i strongly reasonate with it all thank you so much

This is a truly amazing and informative video and extremely well explained and executed. The energy this lady has is so much needed by me and other 11s. Thank you so much for making this and helping many other 11s so they can take as much from this information and use it healthily.

This video was amazing! You are very good at what you do. I am a 29/11 life path, and this spoke to me deeply. Great job!

Wow thank you for sharing this story. I felt so seen and heard ❤️

Love love love this video. 11 here and thank u for sharing this! There are no accidents.

Thank you so much for his video. I have never heard the life path 11 journey explained so thoroughly! Thank you...

you explained that so well! loved it!

Woah this story is so beautiful on point - I am such an 11 and connected well with this story you have an inspiring and specific energy definitely gives me hope.

Beautifully said and explained, I cried multiple times. Thank you, thank you, thank you 🙏 fellow 11 life path here

Thank you! Beautiful ! I am 11 myself, I had to go through your video twice. You are a beutiful person with a beautiful soul too! May you prosper more than your heart desires!

Wow, you're amazing! this was so beautifully done! A friend yesterday brought to my attention that I am a life path 11, I have no idea what that even mean. Today my new learning journey begin, and I'm glad you're one of my teachers.

Thanks 🙏 Great story and you describe the steps to awareness very well. Thanks to the wonderful person who asked the question so the information would reach those who can hear it. 🙏🙏🙏

Thank you so much Nat. I have 11s in my numbers and have been struggling for what seems like forever. This made me cry and want to keep going 👏👏💖

Thank you so much for this. I'm utterly lost... but this video brings hope to my heart. Thank you.

Can't stop the tears from falling watching this. So thankful I'm not alone in this. My astrological life path is 11 and sign is a Leo and man I needed to hear this.

You made me tear up in this video. You’ve got a gift! ✨

This is exactly what I needed to hear.💕

Thank you! I'm an 11. Loved that you used a story, specially made by an 11. :) Your video really helped to see the stages and compare to my life story.

Thank you so much for this. My whole traumatising life makes sense. I feel the change coming, the approaching light stage.

I love your gentle energy. Thank you for a beautifully told story. I am an 11 who is only finding himself late in life. Thank you