I'm not dead. Yet. 😄 Thank you all for the messages. I truly appreciate it. Was in a shit place when I uploaded the last, but on the same day I got a text saying I'm on a waiting list to see someone. I doubt I'll ever be fixed as I've tried it all before, meds, therapy etc, but I'm gonna give it a go so that I can try reach my dream career path. I did mean it when I thanked you all. Was a big part of my life was this channel. When I first started out I spent ages tracking down music for it and it's mad how it's grown. I was chuffed with each subscription when I was still in double digits and now I'm here with 16,000 of you and something like 7 million views. I don't think I'll be carrying on with it, though. I'm pretty much all out of music and it feels like a chore. There's plenty of others worth listening to in the channels I'm subscribed to. There's also the Discord I made. I'm not part of it now as I deleted my account when I did the last upload, but I left it in good hands. 😊 It'd mean a lot to me if you joined it. discord.gg/hFUjV7JkU7 Thanks again. Adios. 💜
Don't give up hope mate, I'm going (been) through the same thing for years and even though sometimes it feels like everything is too much there ARE good days thrown in with the bad, you've just got to believe that eventually there will be more good than bad days. Your uploads provide thousands of other bassline fans hours of joy, i understand that it might feel like a chore that only you can quantify but leaving it behind isn't the answer. Genuinely hope to see you upload again in the future but failing that I hope you find inner peace with yourself, Christ knows we all need it. 🤛😂
Music has been the only thing that’s kept me alive and going and you’ve pretty much introduced me to this entire genre which I’ve now come to love and depend on and for that I’ll never forget you. You’ll likely never meet or see me and may never talk to me again but you’ve made a positive change in my life and every other persons lives who has been lucky enough to find your work. I don’t know what will happen with myself or you but i know we all wish you luck and are all rooting for you friend. Take it easy 🤙
Thank you for you service! I hope you find a way forward health is always number one! it’s been a pleasure digging through your crates and finding inspiration and energy when life wasn’t giving me any. I appreciate all of the effort!
Was only thinking about you today mate. Glad to hear you're doing better. Only way to stay afloat is keep on kicking! Your work here has brought so many people happiness. You deserve that back tenfold. Give yourself a chance to get there.
I really hope you don't go, no pressure to upload but its worth sticking about, the struggle doesn't end but it can get better and be dealt with, regardless of the hole which you may see yourself in, and its never worth leaving it behind, especially with how much you have done for the community, whether you know it or not. And I still need to buy that USB off of you! just pissin about on the last comment but just know you have a community to speak to anytime you want, much love 💙
Hey, mate just thinking of you today hope you are well I am typing this while hearing this track what a banger man you are a legend imloooove this …….l
