Life Update Livestream 

Hey everyone!! Thank you so much to anyone who joined the livestream! And sorry for those of you who missed it, I'll do more, so I'll see you next time! Thank you all so much for these sweet comments! Here's a fun fact: Somehow my chat completely stopped for like the last 15 minutes of this stream, I had to keep refreshing it... but my chat was not working so I missed so much! I see now there were so many questions and comments that I missed, so I am sorry for that!

Probably once a week if possible. Not to be nosey but you intrigued and won the hearts of many. I think people are just genuinely interested in you living out your dreams and the bravery it took to do so. ❤

I've always been an outcast from a very young age. Everyone seems like they're on autopilot, stuck inside a reality they were taught and acting accordingly. It makes me feel like a ghost. Lonliness is something I've ever only known. A connection with a human is so easy for everyone else it seems, maybe you're on the same boat as me, but it's one of the hardest things to find and people usually take that for granted. I'd love to meet someone like you someday. Best of luck to you in your journey to personal growth. Peace

Myra, you're such a great great person. I really think you're not aware of how cute, generous, kind, intelligent and caring you are. Thank you so much for being brave enough to document and speak about your life. The most tremendous thing about your content is that it is truthful. The truth is everywhere from the inside out. I think you should make a live stream as much as possible. If you do it everyday, or once a week I'll be here to watch it. It's just so good to see someone speak in a truthful way like you do. It's been a while since we don't see that happen anywhere in the internet. Specially within RU-vid. God Bless you very much, girl. Much love from Brasil.

I think you handle yourself well going LIVE. my vote would be try once a week for a while see how it goes. Good luck in California!

You seem so genuine. The video about having no friends was on my recommend and I just decided to watch it out of curiosity. You have a genuine soul!

Welcome to California Myra! I just discovered your channel yesterday through your 21 and no friends video. I would love to have a conversation with you someday, you seem like a nice person.

I have the same mindset when it comes to independence and confidence. I’m trying to learn to be more confident, and something that I think will come with that is learning to ask for help without feeling dependent on others!

I keep hearing you use the word "can't," that you can't do things... remember, you CAN, but at this point in time have /chosen/ not to. You are allowed to make this choice for yourself- but you CAN do many of these things 💕 I bet in the near future, as you bloom into the confident, radiant soul you are, you'll be doing some of those cannots. Your power and ability is in your hands. I hope the day treats you well 🌼

I have absolutely the same feeling of being incapable of being an adult. For a long time, I wouldn't believe that I'm responsible for myself now because I just couldn't fathom that society would leave me alone with something I obviously can't handle.

Glad to hear you’re getting settled in. Thank you for sharing, and glad to be part of a group of folks who can help make you feel some better. :-) I would say post as often as you feel the energy to do so. You are not obligated to do any of it. Give of yourself only as much as wish to give.

I’d like if you live streamed every week. More or less depending how you feel. You saying it’s self-indulgent is kind of cute but seriously I like watching you. I love how you are tackling life and I enjoy hearing about your adventures ❤️

Myra, juet want to say how I admire how well you do these live streams. You are able to be yourself and you are able to communicate how you feel with warmth and compassion. There are no selfishness or self indulgence. You are giving out so much love, kindness and caring advice to all of us here. And kindness is always a good thing, as we can be kind and strong. I have probably said too much already, but I have a few questions that you maybe would like to answer in your next live stream. I would like to know more about your mum and dad and your 7 siblings if you don't mind sharing. I would also like to know more about how it felt to be home schooled. Would also like to hear more about your love for and your appreciation of art. I hope your leg heals fast, as I know you love your hiking. Back to California. I really hope the job hunting is going well, but luckily you do have some savings. I am sure you will find a great job soon, and I am sure it will be something you enjoy. I admire you for how you follow your heart and dreams and how you work on creating a great life for yourself. What an amazing plan you have to travel and see the world. I believe you should follow that dream. I believe if we can dream it, we can do it. Before I say goodbye for now, I want to tell you about the sad situation of our rhino's in South Africa being killed for their horns every day almost. We have lots of orphanages for litte rhino orphans whose mothers were murdered. It is so sad and we have to stop this vicious poaching. So please spread the word that we have to stop the poaching and the poachers to save our precious rhinos. These sad little animals have to be raised by caring human mothers now who have to sleep with them with the lights on when they are small, as they are so sad and afraid. But these volunteer human mothers bring back the happiness and hope to these wonderful baby animals and most of them are released back into the wild. However, if we can't stop the poaching, this amazing animal can be extinct in ten years from now Likewise we have to stop the killing of our lions and elephants. What will the world be without them? We should make sure that the sale of rhino horns and the potions made from it is banned in every country in the world. Likewise it should be made illegal to trade in ivory as well as to come to South Africa to shoot Lions for a stupid trophy to display on a wall. This makes me so sad. I just had to tell you. We must protect the animals, as they can't protect themselves. They all have feelings and families and they have so much love. How can humans kill them for greed?

Hi Myra. Just woke up and 1st thing I did was to listen to your live stream. Really enjoyed it and happy you enjoyed it. Wasn't there to send you love, so I am sending it now. Glad that you love your new home. And that your roommate is nice. Once a week live stream will be great in my opinion. Nice way to cennect and to know how you are doing.

On a serious note; I'm thirty-five and still don't feel like an adult.

Myra, you're such a wonderful, smart and self reflected girl, such a great personality, it's always a pleasure watching you on YT. Please do as many livestreams as possible!!! You're one of the highlights of my week!!

Myra i am so glad that you are doing good and you certainly do seem happier🙂 Darnit i fell asleep after dinner and missed this live stream. You are such a genuine lady and free spirit,and just look at how many others here agree. You have aquired such a grand following in short order so the results speak for themselves Yayyy. Chicago says hello.GOLD!

Just be careful when traveling and always listen to your inner voice. I wish the best for you. Oh, there was a gold tiger behind you but he ran off.

you are very beautiful and staying single shows alot of solidarity, ur character and how ur talk bout things is amazing.

I'm glad to see you're doing well and alive. And I'm glad to see you in a happy spirit.

That's wonderful to hear. California is my favorite state and home for most of my life.

'Glad to hear you are doing well Myra. For someone who struggles with human connection, you have a remarkably engaging personality which, judging from the chat, has a world-wide appeal; literally. Take care and stay safe. :).

hi from ireland myra im a 46 yr old woman and in my lifetime ive only had a handfull of friends and now as life has gone on ive no friends now i too have suffered lonelyness but faith has keept me strong . your an inspiration and want to say your not alone in this your an amazing and Genuine young lady , thank u for all your sharing and putting this issue into words and using your suffering to help others May God bless u and keep u allways lots of love Dee from Ireland

Can't wait for the next video, we really love your candor and honesty. I think a live vid once a week would be a treat for us. We'd be grateful.

You're a Pisces!!! Me too! That explains so much. I hope things really work out well for you.

You continue to be wonderful! I came to my RU-vid page, and saw this video in my feed... and dropped everything right away to watch you! Its like AH yes she posted... and I was like dammit I missed it by 3 hours!! I wanted to say from the other video, that I love how you like to see people follow you from video to video - thats me, one of those people ha! :) Just seeing your excitement and happiness was wonderful, particularly at the start of the video but all through as well. I would love to know you in person, its too bad you left MN... I'm still here (in MN and here for you as a friend). I do think RU-vid's algorithm showed you to me initially because we were in the same state, which I am thankful for! Also cheers to RYE bread.

I really admire your attitude & how you are pushing your own boundaries! Very inspiring to see, the importance of VOLUMETRIC DRUG DOSING cant be over emphasized, if you decide to experiment with "drugs" stay away from the nasties, know exactly what you're taking (drug test kits) & know exactly how much of it you are taking (weigh your dose with appropriate scales) & know your limits, be aware of your use, peace from Australiaa!!

I have been watching your channel for awhile. Such a truthful nice person. I just subscribed! Once per week seems to keep people coming back. Except biweekly seems to work well also. Nothing wrong with not being all that physically social. Most people have a social person they put forward that is not really them. It is hard to be good friends with them. Been that way all my life and it is great!

This showing of vulnerability is what so intriguing about you, and a quality in a friend that’s very hard to find. Whether you recognize this courage or not, it will attract quality people in your life. Cheers to your adventure.

You are the most amazing, genuinely sweet person. Never stop being you, beautiful, strong inside and out. Be safe.

aww your so sweet..love hearing your chats...im glad to know yoiu can learn to independant and take on your journeys with great joy

I really like your channel you’re an old soul and your sense of adventure is very inspiring, please just be safe, make sure you’re always in contact with a friend or family member if you are traveling alone not trying to scare you , I just want you to be OK, thank you for sharing your adventure with RU-vid! I look forward to more of your videos :) .

I think you should live stream as much as you are comfortable. Dont let people make you feel pressured. I love how open, raw and real you are. You dont owe anyone anything. Just be you. I followed and I've been on board because I just want you to be you. That love you exude. That magic. Just be you. Honest and real

As a hiker myself, I really feel for you not being able to hike because of your leg injury. I feel like need to get out in nature to keep my mind and soul healthy even moreso than my body. As for something you could do to meet people which involves less walking, maybe you could see if there are any community gardens around your area. Years ago I volunteered at a true community garden where the produce was almost all donated to disadvantaged families. It was really fun, rewarding work, and I met some great people in the process.

Your Birthday is important but every day is a life day to be enjoyed as much as possible, God Bless

Thanks for sharing your life situation. I find your smile very uplifting 😊 Many lonely people in the world so I think your videos are important. Make a video every week! Sending you so much love and light 🙏

I missed this live but I just watched it now. You are great. So genuine so sweet. You make my day Myra.🙂

Its good to hear you are settle in ..you are making me to listen my inner voice..thnx❤❤

You are simple and authentic.. I loved your gestures and reactions to the questions.. You are a good person Myra..

South spain, people are so friendly and sweet. The food is amazing. France is romantic but people knowing of being not friendly. Sorryyy. I am from France so i know. Btw Paris is really really beautifull to visit bt forget about friends. lol anyway miracle can exist LOL. I went to Spain, when i come back, i had to deal with a deep depression because it was so amazingly friendly but not France...and the difference was too hard to support. So spain, the south. Andalucia. Bye

Im in south africa. Just always trust your journey . You are a blessing and i know Hashem will always protect you .u have a beautiful soul .never give up . 💚🌻🌷🙏

Beautiful spirit, on the inside and out, I’m so sorry for your parental neglect.Trust that this will improve over time, going public is courageous and will help others heal as you so openly tell your truth. I wish you all the best, your heart is full of grace Love conquers all Helene

Glad to see you are doing well still. Remember it's kind of silly to be afraid of something you haven't even started doing yet. Next time you start feeling anxious, just say to yourself you haven't even started doing it yet so there's no actual danger. That helps me. Best of luck!

Hi Myra! You're very nice. It's interesting to listen to your stories and know that there are real, sincere, honest people in the world. Please continue making your videos.

Happy for you and the journey you got thru after reaching out...bless you, the people out there and the internet :)

Did not hear this live but really enjoyed just sitting here relaxing and listening. Once a week or as your schedule permits would be fantastic for these live streams

Oh no I missed the live chat :( I'd love if you did this every week, depending if you feel up for it :) I didn't know you were in CA, I hope it treats you well ❤ You'd think it wouldn't be so hard to just find a place with no people... It's surprisingly harder than you think haha Looking forward to trying to catch the next live stream, stay safe!✨

I sensed a more positive Myra in this video and that was great to see. Not that your previous videos were negative, but more that you seem happier in yourself and have a firmer idea as to where you are heading. I think you are more capable than you give yourself credit for; for example you said you don't believe you're independent, yet here you are, showing us all just how independent you are and providing a new level of inspiration for many of us to just go for it! I love that you want "to show the beauty of the world"; makes a great change from being bombarded with quite the opposite in our news channels, day in day out. It's been said before and it's worth repeating - your channel is the best things that's happened RU-vid!

Come visit Finland one day. 😌 Plenty of rye bread here.

I'm happy I found your channel. You seem so genuine!

Hi Myra! Thank you for another great video. while I wasn't able to watch all of this live the other day, I just finished it now. I have a hard time going out for walks or going on bike rides by myself for fun because for some reason I have anxiety around people passing by seeing me biking or walking by myself?! It's irrational I know but it does tend to persist at times. I'm telling you this because yesterday after saying goodbye to my two childhood friends ( we are all departing ways soon to go back to university) I started to feel super anxious about bike riding by myself. Then as I saw the sunset I thought about you-- your bravery, courage, and I started to feel much better and just enjoy the ride by myself. I wasn't worried about what other people thought because I could imagine you telling me that it's okay. Once a week for a live stream would be great, depending on how you are feeling. Thanks again, Marina

Hello Myra, Thank you for sharing this Life Update Livestream. I am glad you are doing better, and being in California near the ocean. Keep growing in Jesus Christ, prayer, and reading the Bible, self-confidence, and growing friendships.

FYI, organic peppermint oil and even vanilla is a natural deterrent for many bugs as far as the constant swatting. Tee Hee. Oh! And wash your hands thoroughly after applying it to perhaps the edges of your clothing such as your shirt collar, the hem of your shorts/pants, etc. You don't want your eyes to suddenly feel like they're on fire. Thanks for sharing. Please stay healthy and take care. (Smile) Btw, I'd recommend the following for how often to do a Live Stream: As many times as you desire. They will watch on their own time anyways. So do what is best for you. Stay positive.

Myra, I am so happy that all of this, such as it is, has come about as the fruit of your courage. The fact that you had the strength to put yourself out there, in the first place, proves that you are not alone! I find it curious, that with "Social Media" and the ease with which we can all communicate, that this world today is a much lonelier place than it has ever been?! Why is that, I wonder! I've done my best to, sort of, have taken a General Consensus, regarding the "Loneliness Factor" and I have unfortunately found that... Everyone seems to be lonely. I'd like to share something with you. It doesn't contain a Solution, but as I speak with others my age, they all agree with me on this! It's both scary and strange, but here it is: I have been shocked by the fact that this happened without my even sensing it at the time BUT... I don't know when this happened, nor does anyone else but, one day I woke up and the World had Changed?! I mean it changed in many profound ways too?! Seriously, I don't know if we all were Absent that day, or what but suddenly "Common Courtesy" no longer even exists?! Either does "Common Sense!" the Core Values that we all needed and cherished... POOF! Gone! I'm a product of the Peace & Love generation. Yes, I was a hippy and proud of it actually, yet everything that I (we) spent our youth trying to do to help everyone and everything on this planet, (and the Cosmos), simply flipped to become what things have become today?! As I iterated earlier, to this day I have NO IDEA How, When or What happened, but I have cried so much for my fellow man, as I have had to sit by and watch everything that was Beautiful disintegrate around me. The younger people can't even see it... How could they? I Mean, everyone is so alone now, we, all of us, we can no longer communicate or even have meaningful discussions, of any substance. Women hate Men, the rift between races has never been more vast Out World is literally crumbling down around as we each find ourselves Isolated, like an Island and I gave no idea what I can do to help?! I say this a great amount of sorrow, but as if today, I am almost relieved that my time on this planet is quite near, yet I fear for those, like you, that I will leave behind! I wish that I were able to Fight this "EVIL" with more strength and fortitude but my brain doesn't work very well any more as I have dementia and while I am painfully aware of my shortcomings, as they take place, I don't carry much credence with me, when sometimes I can't remember my own name?! It's a bitch! (I apologize, I mean no disrespect, Just some times a harsh word seems to help for some reason? Myra, please forgive me for this "Book. This was not meant to be a "Poor Mr, Why Me"" communique and I again apologize if this came across that way. I can't really trust my own judgement to determine that?! Just know that I do have your best interest at heart. I hope that our paths may someday cross again. May God bless you and keep you til then. With much hope and admiration, (for your courage), Gregory

Myra, I find your live streaming to be quite refreshing. It’s OK not to have a whole boatload of friends. When you get older you want to have friends, dear friends that you can count on one hand. People that are dear to you, that have your best interest. And it’s really good to learnTo enjoy your own company. You don’t need insecure people around you at all, they tend to drag you down. And get a little annoying and overbearing. No energy vampires. Just genuine people . My dearest friends for over thirty are two, and the others are close behind. The oldie but goodie friend is the 12th child of 12 kids. So I can relate from her what you were saying about a big family. You just keep going, and be true to yourself. You are genuine.

I am here for you you are amazing brave be proud of your self walking along with your father in heaven

Thanks for brightening my day again. You said that your life hasn't changed but you sure have changed our lives. You should post or livestream as often as it makes you feel good but I'd say at least every day, I could never get tired of your personality.

I really appreciate you sharing. I hope you can spend more time on chat! And pretty please 🙏 do super chats! Passion and income don’t have to be unrelated. I get paid to do what I love as a freelance visual effects artist. You have thousands of followers who would love to see you engage more on here and be able to go on those adventures you dream about. :)

Hi Myra!! I'm sorry I missed your live stream, but it's great to see you! I'd been wondering how you were doing out there and it's great to hear that you're enjoying yourself in California. :)

I'm glad you're ok I worry about you, you have a friend with a barn in Port Orchard WA. God bless you.

@Myra West: hosting your live stream is not self indulgent sweetie. It’s a beautiful way to give back to your community. As much as you want to connect to us, we want to connect to you. Live stream is the perfect solution. We want more time with you not less. An hour would be AWESOME 🤩. This would give you an hour of happiness as well as an hour of happiness for all of us. We love you ♥️

Real, authentic, kind, creative. Likely an INFP. We are used to being alone. We thrive on serenity, hope, and more serenity.

This livestream is gold, once every two weeks would be nice to have you. You have great ideas for new videos. Take care! See you next time.

I greatly appreciate your efforts to be aware. It's reassuring to hear you talk about human folly and the action steps youre taking to try to resolve certain issues. Specifically with how humbly you seem to be approaching it, addressing that you're worried about being indulgent. I love watching your videos because it's been easy to feel a fondness based simply on a common humanity. I hope you maintain that perspective in spite of the growth of the channel. If you can keep the purity of youtubing with the desire to connect, I think you will prove to be a very real benefit in the world. Wishing you the best in California! - Sarah

You can tell shes a great person. And she's a beautiful woman!

Hello from Oregon. My son and I are introverts, but we are working on it, but we need to be ourselves too. We need time to be by ourselves, but their are times we need to talk.

The first 5 seconds of the video kind of show the level of happiness. Feeling free in your new setting?

I adore this channel and who you are!!! You make me feel really calm and I am so glad these live streams are posted too I mean I woke up to wash dishes and found this to watch while doing so and it made something I thought would be annoying fun and relaxing!! Thank you for living Myra, thank you I mean it!! -Joshua B 15 yrs😄❤

I'm so happy for you! Wow, you have a lot of friends " followers" I'm new and missed your live but I did subscribe so I'm looking forward to seeing your videos! I'm very shy as well but, I cover it up by being funny. Just be your beautiful self! Never be sorry for being yourself!

Your a good person god bless u stay positive and stay motivated yout the best

I used to have panic attacks. They lasted for years and would come out of the blue. There was never any warning. Whenever one would start, I used to think I was dying, until I learned a simple trick to help me get through them. I use the word "through" because it's not something you totally "get over". I truly believe that once you have had one, more were surely follow, although the interval between them can be years apart. What worked for me to get through them and lengthen the time span between episodes, was to keep telling myself, "I will get through this. I'm not going to die." When one would strike, I would stop whatever I was doing, close my eyes, preferably in a dark, quiet room, and repeat the reassuring statement I mentioned above, "I will get through this. I'm not going to die." While repeating those reminders, I would concentrate on my breathing until I got through the episode. It's like self-hypnosis. Panic/Anxiety attacks are your body's way of dealing with some form of trauma. Think of each episode as riding a wave....or even several waves. Allow your body to carry you through the episode until you reach the peaceful shore. It worked for me, and eventually the waves of panic came less often. I haven't had one in decades. Perhaps my solution will for work for you, as well. Take care and God bless. :-)

Some things to consider... --for you, and those who may be in this situation... It may be lengthy, but a situation like this is not superficial, or to be taken lightly.... This (the situation of hard to find real friends) also takes place for gifted learners too (after all no matter how normal one may be, it appears being intelligent prevents one from really having friends as well) and not just those who are home schooled. Or it could even be one's ethnic background, appearance/looks, manner of speaking (dialect/accent), etc. and these people often are not even noticed or recognized by the many.... So, our situation can actually help us relate to how these people feel too, to be genuinely empathetic and caring, and in being a genuine friend for these people as well. Some people look at the outward appearance, however there are some people that look at people's hearts &/or minds..... musicians tend to be heart people for example... Some reflect on whether we are being a good, genuine friend to others and in so doing forget how lonely our life may appear, or seem.... After all, life is a two way street. Depending on the curriculum in your home schooling you may be grateful that you were not in a public school with some of what is taught in some of them or what is not taught, and with a curriculum where many of the graduates know far less than they could or should. Very few fall through the cracks and do not become another 'brick in the wall' so to speak ..... And, some home schooled students that I have met over the years actually have far better social skills than most people that have gone to public school (not all, but most). Something to think about. You clearly are smart knowing not to go into massive debt with the supposed 'higher "education"' game and then to be financially enslaved for God only knows how long too.. Some see through this as well (in the bigger picture).... So, In order to have genuine friends, one needs to be a genuine friend first. Then it is kind of like the concept of likes attract, birds of a feather flock together, etc...... And, it is about quality, not quantity. Lead by example. Clearly there is a difference between "acquaintances" and real "friends". And, the American culture of the past few decades really is quite superficial and focused on things that really have no real meaning in the big picture of life -i.e. obsessed with money, stuff, ego, superficial things, etc. none of which matters when it all comes down to it. People (real/genuine), values, virtue, honesty, etc. etc. are far more valuable as no amount of money can buy any of these...... And, frankly how many “rich” people are really happy or content? If happiness or contentment depends on something external, one actually never can, or will be happy or fulfilled/content as that is all within and come from the Creator. Trust and respect are earned and only when merited.... And, there is more to life than just "playing/having fun". Like for example, helping others and doing good --lead by example, and this is what really provides true fulfillment. Visiting or helping those who cannot travel or get out, need food, --whatever. How will each of us leave this world? -hopefully, at the least just a little bit better than when we came. We have the power to do and choose good..... will we? And especially in today's world of the plandemic where some have not left there homes in months due to fear..... What have each of us done to help make this world a better place? The country is in great need of a genuine healing. It would help to start with where people learn how to be people again, not machines, robots, or respond in reactive manners. We all have a soul, yet very few seem to be conscious of it. And, when people do not know who they are, when they do not know their purpose in life etc. they become victim to the endless propaganda, money hungry schemes, etc. of the empty people who are actually all searching for the same thing but have not figured it out yet... Is one on the path to real fulfillment? Or, on the path to just a flash in the pan? I know of a friend who has passed but who owned a restaurant and on every Thanksgiving various businesses in the community would help contribute so that everyone was welcome for a free meal on Thanksgiving, not just to have good food, but to be with others as well..... he led by example and I know he had few “friends”. Yet, he always was a friend to everyone and made time to listen and be a friend..... ....and there are other examples of doing this. ...or, maybe you could actually create a website that helps genuine people find other genuine people to be friends as life is a two way street, or even help people realize what friendship really is in such a crazy world..... It took courage to do your video and share this with the world..... clearly you have some talents and skills from the Creator.... tap into these, be grateful and listen carefully as He does direct and guide all of our lives.... Actually, everything in life is a gift and sometimes one has to dive deep to find out what the challenge in our lives gives as a gift..... Loneliness is no different. You mention church so it is possible you do realize that there is a Creator.... Maybe you see through some of the incorrect or false things that many churches promulgate..... Find what your purpose is and act upon this.... all the while, being a genuine friend to others as well. The genuine Torah is actually the Training Manual for all of us people on earth (few have figured that out yet, but people are starting to learn). This is not being judgmental, these are just observations over the years. And, often we can all learn a lot from our elders who have far more experience than we do and so we do not have to learn in the school of hard knocks.... Everything is the Creator's hands and we also reap what we sow..... some call this karma, -whatever, call it what you want. Keep the faith & always be grateful for whatever the Creator puts in your life as things do work in the end (when we do what is right), and this also builds character, as well as really finding out who we really are. There is the old saying that says when the time is ripe.... The rest follows naturally. All the best & Shalom.

A great stream, and always quality time to listening to you. Thank you!

I think your traveling that far on your own just proves how independent you are, it's admirable... Here's a couple random questions..Do you have any crafty hobbies, like selling something on Etsy? What's your favorite thing to bake or dessert to make? (Ps, please tell me you carry some mace. There are people out there just for human-trafficking).. and when I was in northern Cali/Oregon I came across a mountain lion or cougar.. so please have a plan.) You're fun to listen to, and your sweet, down-to-earth personality is refreshing. Sending love to you ♥

You are not alone. many greetings from Germany 👍🏻

I just have to get this out before your video finishes. England is a wonderful place to visit, but if you're going there, please visit the rest of the UK, too! I went to England, Scotland, and Wales, and it was wonderful! My main interest was castles, cathedrals, and Stonehenge. Bath, Salisbury, York, Wells, London, and Edinburgh (especially Edinburgh) are on the top of my list! Their history leaps out at you, and you just can't stop thinking about how it was there hundreds of years ago! Oh, and the people there are very nice, and you will fall in love with the accent! Warning: you don't want to live there, the taxes will eat you alive. Get used to driving on the left; it's tricky, but they are much better drivers there, so that makes up for it.

I love your spirit man hahahah. you're adorable and making your way man. proud of you

I just watched your video where you had no friends, which was a year ago .. then I saw this one which was a mere 3 months ago so I jumped here .. so glad you are doing better now .. I grew up in Southern California, traveled to New York to be an actor, then to Nashville to write songs, and so many places in between .. you are an interesting girl and I expect you will make so many friends in the future because you are putting yourself "out there" .. I was always a loner and my "group" usually consisted of 4 or 5 close friends and everyone else was an acquantance at best ... You would have been one of those people my group would have found interesting and latched onto quickly .. you'll find your group and hold on to them tightly because friends .. real friends, friends you can really be open to are rare, but you will find them .. when it happens post that too because I'd love to read about them!! .. All my best Myra .. By the way I am one of those "older people", but not flirting like your post from 4 months ago, haha .. just hanging out!!

Hi. Glad you are doing well and happy in California. 😁

Myra... You Are The Best. I Love You as a Person. Hope all is well. 🙂

Yay!! I was missing your updates!! So happy to hear from you. You truly have a heart of GOLD :)

New subscriber. I recognize things you say. So many simularities. I do have my ups and down in life. Greeting from the Netherlands (close to the UK and France).

Livestream every week would be nice. I know you're not doing this for the money, but it's nice to be able to donate a few dollars for watching a nice livestream. The Superchat button is a nice way for people to show their appreciation.

Myra after the plandemic started everyone feels like you, but you already know how to manage being alone or distant from friends and family, handling anxiety, etc Just be carefull with strangers here and anywhere. Just do not give details that people can search for you and find you. Lie sometimes so you confuse any crazy people. Find a nice small church around your home that you can joined they always have group activities. So happy you are at a nice home hopefully with a nice elder couple and a nice roomate, in a wonderfull little town in sunny California. Did you checked their background out in people.com, etc ? You are sooo courageous. I will pray for you so keep happy and safe.

Myra, you were such a inspiration for young women. I have told my daughter about you and I hope that she will look at some of your videos on RU-vid and maybe it can help her. thank you so much!!!

This is the third video that I have seen of you and the first thing I saw you had a big smile on your face. You seem to be a lot happier :-)

It's wonderful that you've found a place that you love in California. You looked happy and healthy during the livestream, Myra. No obstacle is too big for you to overcome! Do the live streams when you feel comfortable doing them. Just glad I caught this one since you are now in the same time zone as I am. Stay safe and take care! ❤️

I vote for you doing this on the same day each week, with alternating times. Thank you for sharing a part of your life & journey with us!

Great to see things are going well for you in California, nice to see you getting out and about to explore your new city! Just take it one day at a time and experience all you can, take it all in your stride, hope everything goes fantastic and I think it will work out, be determined to enjoy your life, you will ake friends in your own time.

Hello, i happen to be passing through and I could not help admiring your Great Smile! I saw 18 seconds of you video and felt compelled to comment this. I can tell your a very sweet soul! 😁😊

Hi Myra - I will try not to Stan too hard or make this too long - but thank you for letting us see into a little slice of your life as much as you do. Your exuberance and allowing yourself to show your vulnerabilities are refreshing and make a little part of my day much more worth living in these trying times. Like you, I was dealing with things before covid hit and I had kind of squirreled myself away, social distancing before it became a thing and spent a couple years on my own intentionally. Now, that we are kind of forced into doing this and making new friends and potential romantic interests is more than challenging I can tell you what I learned from all of it. I learned, don't do it for any longer than is necessary for your own mental health. The first thing to do is forgive yourself for anything you did not do and release any guilt for things you are not guilty of. Then, forgive the person(s) that hurt you . You are not forgiving them for them, and you never have to tell them they are forgiven. You are forgiving them to remove darkness from your emotional savings and giving it back to the person that wanted to stick you with its burdens. You are forgiving them for you and that is the entire reason to forgive others. It lightens your soul and lets you live happier - forgiving is not forgetting and taking any lessons learned is where that confidence you are seeking is found. OK - I am getting all preachy and what not - sorry - but please consider a Patreon account - what you offer us comes from the heart and it's OK to accept our willingness to help you fund this and your other RU-vid videos. You have 81,300 people peeking into your life, let us give a little bit in return for such honest and loving commentary that I know -people look forward to - I can't be the only one!! Be good, be safe - and when you can't be either one, be in the moment :-)

hi myra, its so nice to see you smiling ! your confidence is now " super cool " im very happy for you ! keep it up as your so interesting to hear ! take care from the batman. x

Glad to hear you're feeling better, much love from me in Sweden🥰. I love these kinds of videos so if I got to decide it would be one every day, but I understand that you would feel that is to much, so if not once a day once a week would be great to😊

You keep mentioning something ever so often: "I struggle with human connection". Look.... . . It is not you, today's world is filled with people whose state of mind are so skewed and altered that basic compassion, and the ability to process information in a manner that is harmonic are lacking in their reality. Sometimes, it may very well be you, but truly, when you observe much closer, you'll realize people just choose certain realities. Just be, and keep self reflecting, and keep focusing on your growth It's not you struggling with connecting with people, for sometimes if you do connect with people, you may very well have to abandon your compassion and harmonic thoughts, and simply become vile and inequitable in nature. . There is a fair chance that people are simply twisted and slow in the head and you just process information mildly faster(spiritually and emotionally). That's all. Stay firm, stay skrong and do your thang girl.

It's important to define what words & concepts mean to us. Checking our motives & expectations also matters... Btw, repentance is a change of mind. Trusting in the finished work of Jesus. Trust it & be saved, Myra. Much love👍

Your life goals sound great. Traveling alone can be scary but also very exciting. Also an excellent way to deal with your independence 'issues' and meeting people 😏 As for leg issues, get into some walking routine on the beach each morning! Nothing strenuous at first, bring some music along and enjoy the moment. You'll need to build up your endurance for traveling! As for places to visit, you say Europe.. well that sounds quite general as there are so many amazing places and cultures within. One of my first trips on my own was on a Contiki bus tour which blasted through 10 countries in 3weeks. It was an amazing way to get exposed to it all and you meet like minded people and some may develop into life long bonds. Once you do that it will also give you several ideas on what to do next. And you don't have to worry about the itinerary or accommodation because it's all taken care of. Might be a bit pricy but sooooo worth it in so many ways. Just look it up!!! Once you do that you can try something more adventurous and cheaper like couchsurfing which has its benefits too. But getting exposed to many countries at once is my first and best recommendation for you. Then you can pick and choose later what you want to spend more time on for your next trips. Trust me. You won't regret it!!! And once you do that then I might give you some more exotic and unique options for you to try out.. and yes, I'm a seasoned traveler myself, so what I just suggested is a result of many years just doing it! Just got to get out there girl! You know you're in the prime of your life, what better time is there to just DO IT!!! 🙏😘😎

Great to see you doing better, well you seem happier at least, human interaction seems to be doing some real good. Good goals and aspirations, you're young - get out there and see the world, soak in different cultures. A large part of what life is all about, I think. That being said though, you've mentioned anxiety issues and, on that account, it may not be the wisest call to strike out alone. It may be good to take a minute to find someone you could call a close and trusted friend. Anxiety attacks are hell at the best of times, being struck by one by your lonesome out in a foreign place could be worse still. You could always start out traveling around your homeland (probably far more viable right now anyway, given the... global circumstances), that likely being somewhat more familiar yet still full of opportunities for self-enrichment, growth, and new experiences. A reasonable step out of your comfort zone. As far as keeping in touch with people: you've got a bit of a community building up here, have you considered setting up a Discord (essentially a chatting application, free to use) server for yourself and your community? Decent way to keep the conversations going; chat, post memes, videos, develop in-jokes, and whatnot. Could be useful, my 2 cents of course, for whatever they're worth. Forget Discord specifically but some such utility for communication could be useful. Anyway, I won't claim to know you - I don't, but you seem very friendly, considerate of others, and genuinely kind. Anyone would be lucky to have you as a friend! Try to do your best to build bridges, avoid building too many walls... pizza... yeah.

With your natural good looks and being your true self Myra, I would watch you daily, but realistically once a week would be great. Till then stay safe.

Hello Myra! Do not know if you bother reading up on all the after comments? Im not sure how you popped up even on my page? But... you're like this little breath of fresh air! There's an old soul wrapped up under that young face! You've got very pure, light energy! I think you will go far ! Conquering your fears and lifes challenges as you go! And.. if i were 20 years younger i would head on out to California just to meet you and share in your adventures!!! P.s. you do not need to have life all figured out and/or have a ' life plan' you're young! Get out there see as much of this big ol ball of clay as you can!!

It's great to see you so much happier. I could never speak into a camera like you do.