If be honest, listening to this song, I understand how much I depend on my past. People never change, they can only hide their true feelings, but in the end they are still the same as they were :(
The best feeling in the world is crying until you cant breathe and almost screaming but have to be quiet so you hold your breath as the Tears go down your cheeks and you start having the worst headache ever from crying so much... Well that's not the best feeling but the best is waking Up the next Day and your head does'nt hurt and you're not so sad anymore
Have you ever wondered : " How is this song is so relatable to my life? " Or did you ever think : " Wow this is literally me! " Well it's because no matter how alone you think you are , you are not alone, there's people like you everywhere
@@-stara- There is people out there that is stuck inside of a hospital without the ability to see and they can't talk to anyone not even their families or see them because that is how they were born , Do you realize how lucky you are that you still have the chance to do something on your own ? Be grateful of what you got right now and not focusing about what you don't have
@@ori2384 that's a valid point. But it's a bit too simple-minded, isn't it? So u might've just said: "Just be positive" "Just smile" *"You have everything, there's no reason for you to be depressed."* U know, that's so easy to say, but extremely difficult to do when you're having a tough time with yourself-feeling hopeless and lonely.
Im feelin lost n ion know where else to go now Ion really have a place to call my home now Everybody hatin n i feel so cold now Why do everybody make me feel alone like Im feelin lost n ion know where else to go now Ion really have a place to call my home now Everybody hatin n i feel so cold now Why do everybody make me feel alone like Ive got so much shit to say Baby take me from this place I just really cannot stay Tears are fallin down my face I feel colder every day Kno they want me out their way Ill be gone ill be okay I just need some fuckin space I walk by i feel them hate Wanna die cuz i relate Wanna cry i feel insane I get high but cant escape Would they love me if i change Am i lost am i too late Soon im dead i cannot wait Please dont love me its a waste Im feelin lost n ion know where else to go now Ion really have a place to call my home now Everybody hatin n i feel so cold now Why do everybody make me feel alone like Im feelin lost n ion know where else to go now Ion really have a place to call my home now Everybody hatin n i feel so cold now Why do everybody make me feel alone like Wanna die so fuckin bad Ur the best ive ever had Wanna die when i look back Cuz u always made me sad Cant get over shit im done I just make another song Nothin helps im fuckin numb Ill be gone bitch pass the blunt Ive been hurtin for so long Baby kill me in your thongs Ive been dyin all along Let me go where i belong Get me drunk bitch get me high Give me pills and let me vibe When its time just let me die Im so tired of this life
Ah yes, coming back to this song brings back a lot of memories. I originally found this song when I was 10 thinking it was relatable, looking back damn, I relate more to the song even more now. How life changes. But thank you for making this!! Really appreciate it! Sorry for being late lol. I'm not here if anyone asks.
Your life is probably better then mine, I depend on school for food and drinks, I cry myself to sleep, I'm underweight, my parents don't believe I need help in therapy. I suffer depression, anxiety, OCD, And separation anxiety, I'm clingy ASF and never want to let anyone go. I was neglected for 4/5 years as a little kid, Been lied to to much. And made fun of at school. Can't even feel emotions, my Anut died TODAY from cancer. Can't talk to anyone about my stuff without breaking in tears.. 🤪😂
İnsanlar kötü, insanlar hayal kırıklığı, insanlar düşüncesiz, insanlar kirli, insanlar iki yüzlü, insanlar sevemiyor, insanlar kırıyor, döküyor ve toplamıyor. İnsanlar korkunç ve maalesef ki ben de bir insanım.
@@szaborichard638 alot happened.. 2 year relation. gone. tried to commit 4 times in a single month. got sent away to some mental ward for sometime. but right now she broke up with who she was with and feels bad and is trying to fix eachother. me and her. were trying. just started hanging out and doing what we did while together just 2 weeks ago. i hope this works out. she is the love of my life..
Oh shut up there’s no way u just said “heh” in a comment, definitely weapons grade cringe, silly goober bro stop typing in comments like anybody actually cares and do something about ur “pain” instead of thinking anybody else will
Ich mag dieses Lied. Es ist praktisch mein Leben. Ich bin traurig obwohl ich Freunde habe und eine fröhlich Familie habe. Ich möchte sterben aber habe Angst zu sterben. Ich möchte keine Freunde haben aber ohne Freunde bin ich hingeschmissen.
@@CIeansing People can still feel like this even when they have the 'perfect' life. Depression can still consume you even when you're not being abused, etc.
Dude I am so goddamn tired , I am absolutely and entirely EXHAUSTED. It doesn’t matter how “loved” you feel, it doesn’t matter how many fun things you do, it doesn’t matter how much you smile, bro it doesn’t matter. At the end of the day I am still so fckn tired of life and sick of going through it every damn day
I used to be Christian boy my dad left I seen shit that a kid never should I’m 14 now with no friends I had one but she found a guy and I was left behind if god loved me he would’ve let me go to hell by now or he wouldn’t of giving me life I’ve lost my 2 best friends my dogs they attacked and drew blood they needed to get put I’m behind in school cause I have to look after my lil brothers all this pain and way more too tell you but all this pain isn’t meant for a 14 year old boy who’s alway alone no friends no gf no god
@@elijahellis8836 honey, maybe your dad is not here because this world is cruel for his heart. maybe you're alone because the people around you is false. maybe your pets is not here because this world is destroying our animals with bad actions. remember, the heaven is better than this world. so, you're here because you're strong, sometime will go to heaven, but not now. you have a history to make in this world, YOU ARE SPECIAL, GOD AND ME BELIEVES IN YOU.
and honey, we sometimes don't understand bad things in your front, but god and the devil sees, so they fight for your mind, god is trying to take you for the best part of the life, but devil is trying to take you for de bad. so try to be strong and don't hear bad things.
I want to leave this comment for people who say they can't, and who can't get out or be happy, I know you have difficult parents and that your friends aren't real, I know that even if you look for help no one is there, that when you needed comfort when you were crying at 3am, when you screamed into your pillow asking for help, but remember in life it's just you and you, i know it's hard to get out of bed, out of this loop, but I give you advice from a person who has been in your position who has tried to kill himself to end the pain, that you don't have to follow their advice to be happy, you can do it your own way, you may not have help, but you have yourself, it doesn't have to be their way, be your way, dream because everyone deserves it, try to achieve something that is bothering you, if you feel ugly or ugly for any part of your body that is and wants change , fight to change because you can make you happy, only you can get out of this hole that you are, if you think you can't pass a test, look for reinforcement try to study 5 hours a day even if it's difficult, manage to find a way to get what's bothering you, knock it down barriers that prevent you from walking, before you say you are not worthy or you are not the person who can get you out of there, remember every day to believe in yourself, because you don't realize your efforts and your values now, because you you are blind from darkness, fear, and lack of support, if you are angry or any other feeling you are feeling use this to get up, tell yourself that you will go up and rub it in the face of those who don't believe or didn't help you, show that despite the difficulties you are better than they say and believe only in you because if I get out of this situation, why can't you? Just because you're not strong like me? This is bullshit, each one is strong in their own way, so don't take your efforts because someone said you're not good enough, because you are but you still need to find your little star that's waiting for you, you have to find your light , and she has not abandoned you and is not far , they are very close to you
hi little angel, i came to remind you that you are special, enough and made with a lot of love, jesus loves you very much and waits for your voice and heart ^-^ he's coming back! ;)
After all those years seeking for affection, validation and love I have come to the conclusion that I am a being not deservant of any of those things. I was born to starve seeking for it.