Lil Loaded Tells His Life Story (RIP) 

His Eyes , His movements , speech & more .. he had real life Pain .. blessin to His family

Hearing Vlad say, “ ur only 19 u got ya whole life ahead of u “ shit hit different now.. And buddy was depressed as fuck, his eyes tell it all.. His soul was tired.. RestUpKing..

He’s very chill and intelligent. When he said “stuff gets heavy” you could see in his eyes he has always tried to hide his pain and do what he has to do through all of it. RIP Lil Loaded 🕊

I feel so sad for his mom, having to bury her two sons. RIP Loaded

Vlad’s library is like a cemetery for souls and careers

bro definitely slide for his brother. His life was full of pain, u can see the pain in his eyes, his answers and his interaction. The only time he was up was when he was talking about his music and bars. He had the passion and was gonna make it super big, Rest in paradise king

You can see the pain in his eyes. He didn’t want to be in the environment and have to live the life he lived or had to live. A lot of pain in there and I feel bad he didn’t have the genuine support he needed. Bro didn’t need yes men he needed love. Love your brothers man

“Can u say for what” “Nah” Bruh got my respect with that response 💯💯 rip to a good nigga

RIP Deshawn... we failed you. 💔 This man gave some of the best freestyles in my art class, it’ll be hard to forget you.

He seemed like a really good kid. He isn't all high and talking like a momo. He is paying attention and speaks well. Sad shit. Never heard of him but now I am going to go discover his music.

Im 32 and lost my brother through horrific circumstances 7 months ago and my whole life has crashed down and i spend everyday with no direction or care. I feel this kids pain. Rest in peace to all. X

No child should go through this much pain.... RIP

I can see through his eyes he’s depressed. Rest up

Jitt eyes say a lot man. Shit not even fair ppl gotta go through allat. Imagine 15, lost his bro, went straight to the streets, got damn near popped in his grill, walked away with a hole in his hand... buddy only 19. That’s fucked up.

Damn, this guy is so clearly a nice and genuine guy

3:33 he smirked when vlad said did anyone ever get convicted and asked what happened to him he fr settled the problem probably 💯

“No parent think they gonna have to bury they child” his mother has to live that nightmare now

I didn’t know him or his music but he seems like a really nice gentle young man!! Rip

RIP lil loaded he had so much future ahead of him but you can see the pain in his eyes was just too much even for someone like him🕊️

His mother really had to bury not one of her children... but TWO..One is more than enough to destroy her soul, so imagine how she feels now..God bless her fr 🥺🙏🙏🙏

Man that hurt me when he said no mother should have to bury their child and it's a different kind of hurt and they saying he committed suicide damn man she has to bury him now. Everybody please remember suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem Rip LiL Loaded♥️

REST IN PEACE Lil LOADED 💙💙💙💙💙🕊🕊

He really kept a lot to himself . Rip I’m the same way

I like how he is not answering certain questions!!! He is a smart young guy!! He's not stuck on designer clothes!!!

"How hard was that funeral?" Bro wtf are some of these questions, he already knows the answer to most of his questions

The EYES don't lie. I pray his soul finds peace...and his brother. 🤲🏻🕊🕊

Man it's sad that he passed he seems like an intelligent kid that got emotionally hurt. RIP

"It was hard cuz like no mama thinks they gonna have to bury their child" goddamn Loaded 😥he really was a good dude caught up in the fire

I can see pain in his eyes 👁 from the start

Damn, I had to go back and watch this again. RIP lil homie. I know how you felt. I been there. I am there. Some of the things we had to do never leave us. This life isn’t fun. It’s no good at all. We ready to go. Some of us still forced to be here though. You rest easy. I’m just keep waiting.

He seem so calm and cold it's not hard to believe that he's been there and done that. You can always get the vibe from those type of ppl.

Can hear the pain in his voice and see it in his eyes, he listens very well, sad to see hes gone

I live in London and never heard of this dude before, heard of his passing and this popped up! I'm now streaming his music. Don't always assume people do things for money for their own pockets. We move and we learn 🙏🏾

RIP I know getting your heart broke is devastating I wish someone would have told this young man that life goes on and the pain eventually disappears ❤️❤️

I've seen a part of this video many many times and honestly the comments here on youtube are so heartwarming over how sad this truly is. Compared to comments on fb. The people in these comments truly understand and see that this young man was in some serious pain and went through things he shouldn't of. May god rest his soul. Rip Lil Loaded 🙏❤️

Fans, friends and family have these interviews to watch and cherish for years to come. 💕🙏

Real recognize real and jit was a real one. RIP lil homie.

R.I.P Young 20 🕊❤️

he will keep living thru us, you can see the pain in him eyes poor fam he's in a better place now tho rest in peace lil loaded

He looks like he is in so much pain! I feel so sorry for everything him and his family friends went through!

Rip young king. Everybody is built different. People have to pay attention to their mental health & maintain some sort of spiritual balance without that, it's easy to find yourself in a dark space.

damn bru him and his bro both died young af imagine how his momma feel

This poor baby. I understand that pain its crippling. I wish he had lived and his mom,I know her suffering cuz I lost my daughter in 21 and nothing trumps that. I hope he at peace finally 😢😢❤

Even now hits hard, RIP Loaded

I never heard your music young man "But rest in peace "🙏🏿

He went through so much. Rip 💔

Glad video timing is perfect

He got it back for his brother in blood i see it in his eyes, rest easy bruh 🖤

I remember watching this interview awhile ago and liking this lil dude ! Supah Sad !

Happy 21 Big dawg. 🖤🤞🏾Rest Easy Soujia.✊🏾🕊

RIP LIL LOADED.. I got into your music and u became my favorite rapper n i was looking forward to your career.. The good go young, RIP lil loaded.. You will be missed

Heartbreaking .. God rest his soul.. I hate seeing all these rappers die so young.. RIP 🙏

That smirk when asked if he knew about the situation which led to his brothers death says it all

I'm from east dallas and the first 6 minutes I been thru what he went thru with friends....sad thing is I know nobody cares so yea I feel him on the crying later part moved to ATL and found a better life ....to the kids in the D get out when you can there is more to life and I hate he took his own life for what ever reason all he needed was a hug rest up man death is easy cuz life is hard

He is so respectful so humble 🙏

He said one thing with me is that I'm a "thinker", like Chester Bennington said being in your head can be a bad place and dangerous.

I still can't believe dude killed himself he had a lot of potential condolences to his family man rip 🙏🏾

Very good Interview!!! Rest in Heavenly peace!;;LIl LOADED!!!!🙏🏾🕊️🌹🙏🏾🕊️🌹🙏🏾🕊️🌹

This gentleman was a true gem he was so extremely talented, extremely intelligent, you could feel his pain he was humble, caring he had dreams to make it out and help not only his family but the community and world as a whole he wanted to make enough stacks to even throw at incurable diseases if you don’t hear but listen he had so many inspiring future plans

He had a lot going on. Too much on the mind for such a young age. Poor baby. R.I.P. Lil Loaded.

I mean his eyes show the sadness. I can understand, when one family member dies, you internally die with them. A true legend, he motivated me in many good ways.

Can see he was a real one just by looking into his eyes.. Wish I could be like him. Rip man

People don't understand the depression that a lot of us live with it suppress inside and most times nobody wanna listen, especially as a man cause we're expected not to be emotional. You can't escape what is hereditary. Nothing worse than the closest people to you taking themselves out or giving up and streets and depression causes them to die to things most people could survive if they could find a happy place. R.I.P. to everyone I lost to suicide or who gave up and depression pushed there health issues until it assisted in them passing away

RIP prayers to his family 🙏🏽

my heart breaks for lil bro smh..LongLiveLoaded 🙏🏾🕊

This little baby boy has no evil in his heart and soul, you can tell it by looking at his eyes... Life path and environment made him gone through hell.... May God Bless and Mercy his soul.💎🙏

I like hw smart he is, no snitch💔

RIP lil loaded even tho I heard yo music with YG!💯🙏🏼🙏🏼

He will be missed.talent definitely showed rip my brother

This kid been through hell. Sad. And Dallas ain’t no joke folks.

Had to come back to it. Some rappers you can tell mean everything they say. Von, Jay Z, YNW Melly, Young Thug, and this kid come to mind. He was going thru it. It’s all in the eyes. RIP Man

Watching that really hit hard as to how he looks depressed and how much heartache he had in his short life 💔😢 really emotional. You can see if in his face. Only listened to his music because of what's happened but man that was hard to watch. RIP Young man

He reminded of myself because I have that same sweater in every color! Rest up young brother!

He was very intelligent for his age, RIP💯

Every time we die, one thing for sure, vlad television is gonna give us ah well timely condolence reminder video. Rip Loaded

Rest in Peace Loaded. Sending prayers wherever you are now. 🙏

Finally I get to see the whole interview.. The reels video is short and savage

Rip to this young Soldier

Just started listening to him last week smfh lil Homie was talented AF

Very sad story and very sad kid. Bless everyone in this world that needs the love, i care if no body else cares.

God bless him🙏🏾 All these young black men with immense talent going to the grave way before their time its sooo heart breaking 💔 😔🙏🏾

Damn I feel like a real one was lost smh. I fuck wit his energy from what I can see. It’s sad that so called friends and family either don’t pay attention to signs or don’t care enough to genuinely and aggressively address it and try to help. People always brushing something off no matter how bad the consequences may be. People don’t take life serious enough

Watching this breaks my heart. So young, so much potential wasted. RIP young man.

Rip lil loaded forever on the playlist rest easy crip

What a beautiful young man. Rip

R,I,P Legend💙💙🌠♿♿

You could tell lil one wasn't sleeping. Rest easy now Young King 🤴🏿🙏💔😢 This shit sad af

Rip bro, your music was fire 🙏🔥

Rip lil Owned we all love you

Rip lil loaded gone way to soon star just envolving ❤️🙏

I remember first watching this interview and thinking this boy is hurting. He got the PTSD shakes goin on. I remember hoping that this music would pull him out of his darkness. I been in a position where a woman seemed like my whole world. I still think about her often but u can't take ur life over a female. Escpecially, since he has all this success coming from the rap shit. I didn't have shit like that goin on for me at the time, so I didn't have women lining up just a beautiful as the one I lost. Big loss bro. C.I.P.

R.i.P lil bro.i hate to hear he gone.he was gone be more then what we got to see.and to see his mood he was going through alot to be so young.i was just catching on to his music

Had to check in to hear the young king. He definitely had a lot of pain embedded in him. Its all in his eyes. Powerful to. Reflection of a great single mom can't be everything by herself. His father could have possibly saved his life had he had that presence. How many of our young brothers deceased had fathers?? 🤔No Fathers is whats killing our young brothers n sisters. He was a determined king. So like on earth shall he rise in spirit. Rip young king

Sad when a life story can be told in 30 minutes. RIP young man

Rip to lil loaded and his brother 🕊🕊

Rip loaded will forever listen to your music

Rip Lil loaded and sorry about ur brother ❤ and its sad your mom had to bury yall both RIP love yall

So sad, I hope he found his peace. Rest Easy Big Loaded

“After two years you start crying again?”, Gladtv

So much pain 🥺 May he Rest In Peace