To everyone saying it's their fault for not realizing he wasn't okay - there really wasn't anything we couldve done as the gothboiclique. We showed him support and we loved him and his music. Gus is happy in a better place now where he's doing some pretty fucking amazing concerts up in heaven!!! Gus didn't die he's alive in the gothboiclique - in all of us. Anyways, don't blame this on yourself he made his own desicions even if no one agreed with what he chose.
aaron williams Yeah - Humans can do what they wanna do as long as you have no regrets in the end. No one will ever really know what the future holds, but he was a good artist even though I’m not fond of this style of music.
I can honestly say for 1 year I was feeling really really depressed and I even attempted to kill myself and then I found lil peep and 6 month's later he dies.. it hasn't been easy man but im on a better path now and that is partly thanks to peep.. I feel like he in some ways saved my life with his music
at the end of his life he was surrounded by a bunch of shitty ppl tbh... he was actually supposed to remove himself from GBC by the end of his tour bc it was obvious they were jus leeches.... a lot of people who were associated didn't really give a fuck ab him as gus, jus as lil peep... sad
Everyone who knew me when I was a child says that I was the happiest kid in the world. My parents don't remember any time of me crying. Now I'm 15 with scars of self-harm and taking heavy doses of antidepressants. What went wrong to me?
Let me bleed, the three words i told my parents when i cut open my thighs so i could remove my pain, or...bleed away the pain. They dont understand whats inside my head or heart, they didnt understand anything.. no one does.
I get it. The physical pain takes away the emotional pain. Cutting releases endorphins that over rides the emotional hurt. That's why it makes us feel better. Ive been one for 23 years. Since i was 13. I haven't cut in maybe 1.5-2 years but I've never promised myself or anyone else that i would never do it again. Sometimes its my only release.
I know everyone says it's obvious he needed help, it was, but what could i have done? That's what hurts the most. Not like i could have just texted him and been like 'Yo u ok?" I had no way of contacting him. That's what sucks most, because we couldn't do anything
Well he obviously DID need professional help, so he sang about how he felt, because a lot of the time people are scared to ask for help, especially with issues like his
Lyrics Let me bleed, watch me die Got golden teeth, she got bright green eyes She's my fantasy, she only comes at night She don't know 'bout me, what goes on inside I'll let you feel my pain if you would get me high Had to make my name, I had to break my spine Now I'm on my way, I'm just lookin' for pain Bitches fuck me the same, it don't matter the place, okay I just wanna die by my momma side Tell her that I love her while my brother cry I don't got the time for no compromise Bitch, I need it all, I'ma make it mine Let me bleed, watch me die Got golden teeth, she got bright green eyes She's my fantasy, she only comes at night She don't know 'bout me, what goes on inside I'll let you feel my pain if you would get me high Had to make my name, I had to break my spine Now I'm on my way, I'm just lookin' for pain Bitches fuck me the same, it don't matter the place, okay I just wanna die by my momma side Tell her that I love her while my brother cry I don't got the time for no compromise Bitch, I need it all, I'ma make it mine Let me bleed, watch me die Got golden teeth, she got bright green eyes She's my fantasy, she only comes at night She don't know 'bout me, what goes on inside I'll let you feel my pain if you would get me high Had to make my name, I had to break my spine Now I'm on my way, I'm just lookin' for pain Bitches fuck me the same, it don't matter the place, okay
How come multiple times on lives streams he said "yea I'm hella depressed." And he still got zip for help. In his songs itz obvious this man needed help. Ily lil peep / Gus. Rip..
The worst part I think is that we all knew that he was hurting. He wasn't putting up a front like most singers do. Nothing in his lyrics suggest that he was stable. But as listeners theres just nothing that we could have done to help him. That's what I think hurts the most. We love you peep. We always will. Rest easy.
God dangit man u just relate to me an so many other addicts so much... An the fact that u actually died from an over dose of my favorite drug is insane. I don't know u but we connect, I love u man I hope u rest in piece, so real
N E V E R. G O E S. A W A Y This boy thought that crying was his best remedy for the pills are not meant for him keeping hai secrets bottled inside. He was sitting in darkness, starting to cry having that someone to hold him close now there gone too yet you can still feel there ghost He blames on himself every single day only to realize to his dismay it wasn't his fault it's the one he cared for because of them You cry on the floor finally him letting it all out telling his family about his doubt funny thing is he thought it went away when he realized it was just hidding at night and day. He thought he was okay he truly did. But now he sees that his anxiety will Never Go Away ¿🥀
Gus really needed help and I feel bad because when he was alive we had the chance to turn his life around. Make him happy and dont feel depression. I really miss him and the saying is " no mother should have to bury their child" or "no mother should outlive their child"
The bottom line is that we are never happy, but that ain't even true, but the truth is, you can give someone, anyone the world, and they still won't be happy... Now think of your life by the minute, or you sad most of the time , indifferent, or happy most of the time? I really find it hard to believe when I think about it that I am sad most of the time, but when I am, it's fuck my life, I wanna die, but I also know that I'm stronger then that, and that it isn't the end of the world, and there will be happy days again.
He had no one. Literally no one. All of his friends listened to his songs and they said nothing. No one else understands the real meaning of his lyrics he was fucking looking for help he was sending a message. To pitty no one cared. I would do anything to have him back. He saved me multiple times from suicide and im grateful for that im grateful for his existence, which is now gone. I would do anything for him to be back just to hear one new song from him, to hear his new voice. R.I.P Gus, I fucking love you so God damn much man❤️
Luke Cosgrove same tbh but then most of his songs were about drugs and his drug abuse got stronger and he passed away we all feel bad that we didnt help but we some how have to move on some how rip peep and hes the only peep 🐣
