i was listening to xxxtentacion when both of them were at their prime always seen peep but never really gave him a try til afterwards i did listen to star shopping though
I know that nobody may care, that nobody may be interested in it, but today is my 18th birthday, I spend it alone in a room, suffering from mental pain, I am completely alone, no one remembers about me and no one is interested in my own family. It should be a special birthday, it's the first step into adulthood, right? I am sad, lonely and fed up, I don't know how much I can do that, I lack strength, simple everyday activities become difficult for me, I hate people and what they have done to me, once again I feel sorry to see my peers this, but most of all they spend every day with people who are interested in them, I don't know what that feeling is, the only thing I do is hit with depressing tracks.
stay strong bro! believe in the process, not everyone has happy birthdays so take comfort in that fact.. also just keep being you and no matter how many times people have fucked you over, you got to be the bigger person, keep being nice to people and being true to you, focus on your goals, getting personal satisfaction from what you do and geting some money and trust me the people will come to you. Don't force anything :)) LOVE.
I hope you're doing a little bit better now man I turned 18 ~2 months ago and get what you mean I also feel lonely and fed up I hate everyone yet feel so alone and just want to talk to people you're not completely alone man life is tough but just know even if you don't know them there's always someone who understands what you're going through you're never alone
I've heard this on the original version but in the beginning you can clearly hear morse code in the background, it carries on throughout the whole song
Kicking heroin/oxy rn and listening to peep talk about getting high helps me feel better about not doing those drugs anymore or as much, I was daily user of anything I could get basically, xtc, acid, oxy, h, percy, xans, whatever but im trying to get sober thru my young twenties, just a bit younger than peep ..
Lyrics: You know it's fucked when the pain feel nice Cheap liquor on ice, nice I'm tryna get you out my head tonight (tonight) I'm tryna get you out my fucking life (fucking life, right) Then we fucked, then she sucked me off twice Then I left that bitch alone like I was right, fucking right (wrong) In your thong, smokin' strong out a bong What the fuck? And I'm tryna make this song (ayy, ayy) Young white prick, I get a kick out hittin' licks Watch how I kick out yo' bitch, just so I could cut my wrist Bitch, I'm tatted out my shirt so I can't work, I make it flip Pour my 40 in the dirt, then light my dutch and take a sip I hear voices in my head, they tellin' me to call it quits I found some Xanax in my bed, I took that shit, went back to sleep They gon' miss me when I'm dead, I lay my head and rest in peace I'm prayin' to the sky, I don't even know why, ayy Oh, I don't think I can take this anymore No, I shed the blood from my wrist on the floor Oh, fuck what you talkin' 'bout, my shit is dope Play this shit when they put me in a hole For eternity, so they can reap what they sow Oh, I don't think I can do nothin' but flow No, I don't know what she be fuckin' me for Oh, I don't know why you in love with me, ho I keep amphetamines up in my coat Up in the zone, I'm all on my own You know it's fucked when the pain feel nice Cheap liquor on ice, nice I'm tryna get you out my head tonight (tonight) I'm tryna get you out my fucking life (fucking life, right) Then we fucked, then she sucked me off twice Then I left that bitch alone like I was right, fucking right (wrong) In your thong, smokin' strong out a bong What the fuck? And I'm tryna make this song (ayy, ayy) Young white prick, I get a kick out hittin' licks Watch how I kick out yo' bitch, just so I could cut my wrist Bitch, I'm tatted out my shirt so I can't work, I make it flip Pour my 40 in the dirt, then light my dutch and take a sip I hear voices in my head, they tellin' me to call it quits I found some Xanax in my bed, I took that shit, went back to sleep They gon' miss me when I'm dead, I lay my head and rest in peace I'm prayin' to the sky, I don't even know why, ayy
hey whoever runs this channel i just wanna say i fucking love this shit. its almost like finding peep again, been coming back over and over to hear more of his songs slowed down. great work i actually love you!
you’re my favourite music channel on RU-vid simply because the fact you are unique and different, don’t give a fuck about clout, and the whole aesthetic vibe of it. keep it up🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤 (edited) plus all of the old games gives it nostalgia which really hits home for everyone
