Lilac & Lotus: Trauma (Official Video) 

Director: Derek Moffat
Recorded, Mixed, & Mastered by Derek Moffat, 608studios.com
That night
I was so terrified
The turning point
For me to realize
What are we doing?
These drinks I’m downing
I’ve lost control
Now I’m letting go
Of the person
That I used to know
I’m sorry! I’m sorry!
I’m no good for you
This will never work
From my point of view
Maybe if you weren’t so toxic
I wouldn’t feel so nauseous
I’m sorry! I’m sorry!
I’m no good for you
This will never work
From my point of view
So maybe if you kiss me goodbye
I’ll get high
One last time
Once upon a time
You lit up my world and brightened my skies
But all that changed when the light left your eyes
I’m gonna relapse
Beg for you to stay and just take me back
Save me from the thoughts I have
Give me all the confidence that I lack
What are we doing?
These pills I’m downing
I’ve lost control
Now I’m letting you go
It was the hardest
Thing I had to do
But I couldn’t fix you
I’m sorry! I’m sorry!
I’m no good for you
This will never work
From my point of view
Maybe if you weren’t so toxic
I wouldn’t feel so nauseous
I’m sorry! I’m sorry!
I’m no good for you
This will never work
From my point of view
So maybe if you kiss me goodbye
I’ll get high
One last time
Now I set you free
Run away, far away
From me and my trauma
Me and my trauma
Now I set you free
Run away, far from me
Leave me with my trauma