They dumped so many meds into system I feel nothing. Im emotionally numb, I've became stoic to evrything just how i wanted to be, yet I hate myself for it at the same time. I walk with people, i smile, i laugh. But that's how you know it's a great lie when everyone thinks its all genuine, when the truth is your miserable and lonely. But they dont need to know that. The norm is to hide our emotions in fear of being ridiculed for expressing them, and when we snap we gotta acceot we are the assholes
