Weep for yourself, my man, You'll never be what is in your heart Weep little lion man, You're not as brave as you were at the start Rate yourself and rake yourself, Take all the courage you have left Wasted on fixing all the problems that you made in your own head But it was not your fault but mine And it was your heart on the line I really fucked it up this time Didn't I, my dear? Didn't I, my dear? Tremble for yourself, my man, You know that you have seen this all before Tremble little lion man, You'll never settle any of your scores Your grace is wasted in your face, Your boldness stands alone among the wreck Now learn from your mother or else spend your days biting your own neck But it was not your fault but mine And it was your heart on the line I really fucked it up this time Didn't I, my dear? But it was not your fault but mine And it was your heart on the line I really fucked it up this time Didn't I, my dear? Didn't I, my dear? But it was not your fault but mine And it was your heart on the line I really fucked it up this time Didn't I, my dear? But it was not your fault but mine And it was your heart on the line I really fucked it up this time Didn't I, my dear? Didn't I, my dear?
Fell in love with my guy bestfriend I have known for eight years since I was four. When through everything with him. Started dating a few days ago because we both loved eachother. He sent me a video of him playing minecraft and three girls said “I love you” to him. He said it back... I hadn’t talked to him for a year because I had lost contact. We start dating and he fucks up. I’m just done. I have cried so much in the past two to three years I can’t anymore. I’m just... gone.
With my little sister I've always put her first. Always. I do my best to be there for her. She is always the first choice. But I'm never hers. She only acknowledges me when she doesn't have anyone else, but the moment someone else comes around she ignores me and acts like I'm an inconvenience when ever I try talking to her. I'm never the first choice to the person I always put first even when it hurts.
I miss myself when I was younger, no tension,no anxiety ,no depression nothing like that ,life was easy but now nothing is same, everything is simply fucked
I’m still a child... still the same old child hood.... My childhood is fucked up. Messed up. Ruined. But at school I’m happy! My parents don’t notice nor do any of my close friends and siblings! Besides my friend Mar’kyiah. She’s so helpful and helps me get through online bullying. She’s the perfect friend and I’m grateful for her she makes my child hood.. not as messed up at it really is
This comment is the only thing you’ll ever know about me. This comment is the first and the last time we’ll ever cross paths in life, you probably won’t see me in other comment sections or anywhere else in general. So, I would just like to say good luck and have fun, the world’s the limit and no one can stop you from doing what you love. No matter what you do in life, the worst case is you try your best, you be yourself, and you do what you can do with compassion, honesty, effort, and understanding. And it goes worst case and then you move on, like everything else
"Because in the end when you lose somebody every candle every prayer is not going to make up for the fact that the only thing you have left is this hole in your life where that somebody you cared about used to be" - Damon Salvatore
And I wanna tell someone, anyone, idc who but I am having so much trouble going though this on my own again, I just want someone that has gone through it before 😃
i just realized what i wanna do for the rest of my life and i feel like i have the motivation to keep me working hard till i make it. i was so lost, i still am. but i'm starting to see the light.i'm starting to see a future. this song made me feel everything, idk how to explain it but i feel like it just showed me images of everything that i can be. it showed me that my life isn't over yet. that i just started it. thank you so so much for posting this. you have no clue how much this just helped me. i'm still finding myself but i now have hope that i will. i believe that i can be happy, that i can do what i truly love and that i can make it. even after everything that has happened, i believe. and you should as well. i felt and realized so many things with this single song and it's mindblowing how i have sad and happy tears streaming down my face now. just never forget to believe. in yourself, in god, in a better life, in what you want, in anything and everything. just believe. hope that whoever's reading this finds themselves. happiness will follow. i know it's hella hard but never give up. no matter what. just believe
I just realized- I've never been the first choice update: I think I've found the one. She's literally so perfect I love her so much. She helps me with my anxiety, depression and my ED. We check on each other everyday to make sure we're eating and we're okay. She's helped me through so much and she makes me blush so much. I've never felt this way about anyone before, I get butterflies every time she's near me and she makes my week every time she smiles at me. god I love her smile, it's so cute. she's self conscious about stuff like her freckles but whenever I look at her I find myself counting how many freckles she has or even just getting lost in her eyes. I'm so in love with her and I want to be around her all the time. If you're reading this, I love you so much bub 🥺🤧 update: we broke up :/
Respect the people who cant type because their screen is just full of tears. Respect the people who are just listening to this song while not commenting and keeping everything for themselves because there is no one for them.
Me a 15 year old, having an ed, suffering an adderall and heroin addiction, was raped, going through a pregnancy scare, my moms threatening to kick me out and make me live with my alcoholic dad i haven't seen in 8 years, working a part time job plus school to take care of my little 4 year old brother because my moms an alcoholic too and she's never here. Just a year ago i was crying abt "fake friends".... I wish i could go back to thise days. Life gets worse 👍
@@alexandrahiers562 why would you tell a suicidal person life gets worse. I'm sorry that happened to you, I truly am, but why would you tell someone life gets worse. That's almost as bad as telling someone to kill themselves. Seriously?
“but it was not your fault but mine and it was your heart on the line” really fucking hits differently like in all my relationships i’ve been hurt and left by everyone and the one time i finally stick up for myself and leave an unhealthy relationship it just breaks me apart because i put them through a pain that i’ve been through many times and that’s why i felt so guilty ab leaving.
Does sommet else for me. I was with this girl, my first love, I was 16 at the time, and I fucked that one up. I’m now 18 and not a single step closer to forgiving myself or being over her
@@benedictcalvert8075 maybe your first step to healing should be apologising to her if you haven’t done so yet. Whether it be by seeing her face to face or finding her on social media. It might take a weight off your shoulders. I know it none of my business but I really do hope you can move on before you realise the time you have lost.
I listen too this. Crying knowing that I was the pint multiple livings died. I failed at being a daughter I failed at being a sister I failed at being an owner I failed at living I don’t care about life God please take me back.
It’ll be okay I promise keep going keep fighting you grow from your experiences and I know you can too your not a failure I promise you it gets better keep fighting I do proud of you for staying this long❤️
You failed at nothing. you did amazing, even if you dont think so, or if anyone tries to convince you otherwise, but you did amazing. you did not fail. Coming from a random person on the internet, this might not mean too much, but i am so so proud of you for staying this long. i am proud of you, everyone in your life is proud of you, all the people that saw your comment are proud of you. I know this wont mean much coming from a random person on the internet, but just please read this with an open mind. I wish the best for you, and it will get better, i promise you that.
I would dance for hours to this song in my backyard in Alaska when I was 12, now I'm 14 and in Washington and I would give anything to go back to those wonderful, bliss filled days.
This hits hard when your sitting alone in the dark at night with this song playing in the backround and your re-reading your old text messages with your best friend who you dont talk to anymore and remembering all the good times you had together.....
Dear person whoever reads this, Hey, you, yes, I am talking right to you. I hope you will see yourself with the eyes I see you one day, because I can tell you have some awesome music taste :) You’re such a beautiful human being and worth and enough. I hope you know that you do only need yourself to be happy, I know society build up the standard that whenever you’re alone you’re not living a happy live. But in fact that is not true, if you start to realize that you actually deserve all the good things happening to you, you will treat yourself a lot nicer. I hope you let yourself rest, don’t beat yourself up over past mistakes, over regret, and over everything your mind wants to destroy you. I wish I could remove all those demons inside of your head because you deserve to feel happy. If you ever feel lonely then watch the sky, because you know, someone, at the same time is watching the sky too, maybe feeling the same way..I am glad you exist and I hope you won’t ever remove your own spot in this world, maybe you don’t feel like you belong here but, Angel, then build your home here. I don’t want you to leave this world unhappy. I want you to live every little second, I want you to feel alive, I don’t want you to see yourself just existing. You deserve it. Whatever happened, it’s not your fault, the demons in your head recognize that you have a beautiful heart, they want to take it because they have never seen such beautiful heart as yours, so why let them win over you? . You’re not selfish for isolating yourself, but you deserve to talk to someone. If you’re reading this than please never forget to breath and smile. Don’t live up to other standards! It’s your story and not theirs. Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one. I love you and send you hugs. You’re so strong, you’re still here, and I am proud of you. YOU ARE NOT USELESS. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE WORTH IT. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE LOVED. READ THAT AGAIN. I AM GLAD YOU EXIST. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE NOT A PROBLEM. YOU ARE HUMAN AND YOUR FEELINGS ARE VALID. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE NOT BEING DRAMATIC. You’re not a burden to anyone, don’t be afraid to talk, to use your voice. You’re beautiful inside out. Your body is beautiful the way it is. Please don’t starve yourself. Please eat, I know it’s hard but you deserve food. You deserve to eat and drink. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. READ THAT AGAIN. I WISH I COULD HUGH YOU RIGHT NOW, SO A VIRTUAL HUG WILL DO. It hurts me to see you’re in pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I love u I love u I love u I love u I love u please don’t go. I am sorry that no one is hearing you, I am sorry no one is noticing that you have lost yourself. I wish I could take your pain away, it hurts me to see the pain in your eyes. I love you trough my words and I mean it. I just want you to stay, hold on a little longer okay? Please? For me.?? I hope you have an awesome day/ morning/ evening/ night. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re stronger than you think, I know you will make it :) Now wipe those tears away and smile for me, you really don’t know much a smile can brighten someone’s day, do you? I hope one day yours will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world. Remember crying is not weakness, let it out as much as you can but don’t let the emotion control you by giving up. It’s okay, you’re here, you’re safe, you can let it out. Did anyone asked you, how you are feeling today? If not, how are you really? I don’t think you’re doing good, but you will feel good at one point. Don’t give yourself up. I am sorry you feel misunderstood. But anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). Enough with beating up yourself for today, okay?! - The stranger that cares about you more than anything. I hope this is enough for you to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. I hope you can stay. This is your sign to stay and treat yourself with love, you deserve it. And in case no one told you today, again, I am so proud of you. I hope you will remember my words- becho :) Until tomorrow, my friend :)
It's crazy how a single song can change your mood, or hype you up or make you cry or motivate you or give you a different perspective of life. Music is magic. We underestimate its powers and its effect. Music is a remedy we dont know we need. Thank you for anyone who makes music and change people's lives
Go to sleep, kings and queens. Your problems will stay, with much time to resolve them. Your health matters more than what you have done that is in the past.
Dear grandfather it’s been 6 months since you died your son doesn’t believe that l miss you but the truth is your death caused a lot of pain for me and l really truly believe that you were my best friend Rip
i don’t think anyone’s even gonna see this comment but i still wanna share a lil bit. so basically this song hurts me because it’s my toxic ex best friend that really fucked up.. and she was so toxic that no matter how good her possible future apology may be, i can never take her back. she’s been my only best friend for over 8 years and she was my soulmate. i’ve lost my soulmate.
i am so sorry for you. i know your pain, i do. i lost both of my childhood best friends, one forgot about me and one turned into a person she said she hated, yet that's what she became. i tried to help. she wouldn't let me. she started saying things differently, started cursing with words she said she never would... i could go on and on. but, please don't doubt yourself. don't blame yourself for doing the best you can. don't blame yourself for her actions which she maybe did not bear responsibility to. i hope you won't make that mistake. i still see it in my behavior, so scared to lose my current best friend that I'll completely lose myself just to make sure he'll stay. but im also growing, learning that I should just be me. and that if he says he'll stay, for me, he'll stay. i need to believe that. we've been through too much to just be leaving each other anyway. i hope you'll find a person like that. maybe you are a person like that for yourself. pretend i hug you, long, tight and warm. maybe well never meet again, but i hope you'll learn how to live without her. it's gonna be tough and a hell of a ride, but i believe in you. im doing just the same. i therefore also believe in me. we got this.
I've been crying to this song non-stop for almost an hour because one of my friend's OD 11 days ago and this was the song that she used last.. I miss her so much Fly high Nicole you'll be missed but never forgotten
"But it was not your fault but mine And it was your heart on the line I really fucked it up this time Didn't I, my dear? Didn't I, my- " Probably Everyone's Favourite...
This song hits different when your alone in a dark room with headphones and a hoodie on. Crying from a person who gave you the best memories that BECAME a memory. 😢
When I listen to this, memories come flowing back: Sitting in the car with my mom and my brother, finally going to her house every Wednesday. Jamming out to songs that I didn't even know the lyrics to. Reading the books I had gotten at the library at school while we drove down the freeway. Seeing my friends' houses and watching them play out in the street. And right as I got home, they would come to my door and ask if I could come outside with them. I miss those times. Everything seemed so perfect..
Weep for yourself, my man You’ll never be what is in your heart. Weep little lion man, Your not as brave as u were at the start, Rate yourself and take yourself, Take all of the courage u have left Wasted on fixing all the problems that you have made in your own head. But it was not your fault but mine. And it was your heart on the line. I really fucked it up this time Didn’t I my dear? Didn’t I my dear? Tremble for yourself,my man You know that you have seen this all before. Tremble little lion man, You’ll never settle any of your scores Your grace is wasted in your face, Your boldness stands alone among the wreck Now learn from your mother or else spend your days biting your own neck. But it was not your fault but mine And it was your heart on the line I really fucked it up this time Didn’t I my dear? Didn’t I my dear? But it was not your fault but mine And it was your heart on the line I really fucked it up this time Didn’t I my dear? Didn’t I my dear? But it was not your fault but mine And it was your heart on the line I really fucked it up this time Didn’t I my dear? Didn’t I my dear? But it was not your fault but mine And it was your heart on the line I really fucked it up this time Didn’t I my dear? Didn’t I my dear?
Laying in bed at 2am after a great workout and knowing tomorrow's gonna be another great day. Looking back to the last 15 months which were pain in the ass for me... Keep your head up :)
i don't know who is reading this, but i want you to know, that there will be better times. You know nearly two years ago i wanted to kill myself so badly. here i am know, and i am happy as fuck. when someone would have told me that two years ago, i probably would have laughed so much. i know i am just a stranger, but pls look for help, if you need to. i know that they have no idea how bad you are struggeling, but you will get through this, pls stay alive, pls. don't do it for me or for any other person, but for your futur-self. you will be soooo proud of yourself. pls stay. life is so beautiful(also there i would have laughed if someone told me that) but it's true, life is just so amazing. i know right now you can't see it, but i know you will one day. look, we all are gonna die anyways, so do what you want, like seriously, who is stopping you? in the end of the day, the only person you should have is you. you don't need toxic people in your life, leave them, doesn't matter if they are your parents, friends or lovers. do what you want to do,pls. it's your life. i love you soo much, keep your head up, you got this. Ps: you can write into the comments, if you want to talk( i am serious) have a good day :)
i've been listening to mumford since i was 6-7 years old and to this day i still love them, i find it weird that other people listen to them cuz i thougth i was the only kid that listened to them. glad to see more people listening to them!! do "the cave" by mumford !!
It’s been 7 months since she left, she first held my hand because I was myself, this meant the world to me, we were together for almost 2 years. This was some of the best times, she texted me late at night that she’s sorry but she can’t explain why, she left me leaving me to ponder why? Why did she leave? I didn’t do anything wrong? but then I realised she left me for the same reason she first liked me… being myself.
first time i listened to this song i smiled, that smile was genuine i promised myself to alway, alway smile to this song, couple weeks passed i was cutting myself to this song smiling, i promised myself something and i will always keep that promise to always smile to this song, even if i’m cying, cutting, screaming anything, i will always smile to this song.
i just got in a relationship so i can try to get over my toxic ex... it’s not working. i feel bad but no one will ever understand me like my ex did. i’m gonna break up with my bf so i don’t hurt him....
“It was not your fault but mine” really hurts because I know that every friendship, every mutual relationship, any kind of knowing somebody that was messed up was my fault. Every single time. It’s like I’m incapable of just being a good person no matter how hard I try
Everytime I went to Italy me and my cousins would go on a little road trip with our Polish friends. The driver, the man who was such good friends with my parents, is now dealing with cancer. He always played this song in the car. We always sang along with it, I hope he will heal soon cause he doesn't deserve death yet at all. He's still young. Stay strong Bob 🖤
so i wrote to my gf that i was my mom and that i killed myself but i didnt just to see her reaction... ik what i did was wrong but she reacted with: oh and okay. like man.... and 2 months earlier her guy bsf drowned, but 20 minutes ago i found out she facetimes daily with him... and now she said she was going to sleep but i saw her online on snapmap and it said ¨online right now¨ and she ¨falls asleep¨with her boy bsf on ft.. so this song calmed me down and made me think he actually IS a bsf.. but latewr my overthinking broke in and said no
He said I did nothing wrong. It technically wasn’t a real relationship. It still hurt the same😓. Idc if I’m young (15) it still is hard to feel unwanted
I’m sad but I can’t cry and my body hurts, not physically but everything hurts the only think that helps me is cuddling with my planked and think of my comfort character ahhhh I’m so damn broken and tired😩
