I still love this song! Thanks for asking me for a collaboration! :D (Well, this song isn't just a song for me since it is something which brings... yeah)
Getting some My Ordianary Life by TLT vibes in the Verse Never Be Alone by Shadrow vibes from the Chorus Overall this is a great song and I hope you continue to be awesome!
I was caught up in a very toxic relationship a long time ago. Only after they were "bored of me," and many fights, lies, manipulations, and so many more of these 'minor inconveniences' (as I called them during the relationship) had come to pass, did I realize that they were manipulating me. I realized that I was under some sort of spell. They changed my friends, my personality, occasionally even my sexuality by lying and saying they've decided to change their gender, which they did multiple times during the relationship. They had me wrapped around their finger for 6 months, until one day they were upset at me because I felt comfortable enough in the relationship that I felt like I'd be safe to "let myself out a little more," which is to say I decided to be myself more, and if they did something I didn't like, I'd politely let them know. They could no longer control me, so they got mad a lot more often. That was the end of six months of manipulation, and a week later I snapped back to normal, like the spell wore off. The entirety of this song is almost perfectly reflective of how I felt after we broke up, and how I feel about it now. Dunno why I decided to say this, but I just wanted to say, regrets are regrets, you can't go back and change it, but maybe in those regrets, there's a little light in the good times you had. Focus on that, but still remember not to go back.
LYRICS (if someone cares, 'cause they're not in the description) I asked them "what's your name ?" The answer never came I asked them "what's the matter ?" But they went and called me lame maybe it was an off day maybe they stayed up late Okay I don't mind 'cause after all we were only eight I shook it off that day everyone makes mistakes but some make more than others and they think they're doing great this is the beginning i'm not close to the end and i regret that these words never left my head Why can't you leave you act like you're above you're a disease why do you stay you just exist to ruin someone's day just leave me be* you'll find someone else to bother you'll see just head on home keep doing and you'll live your days alone I tried to fit right in they went and pushed me out I haven't treated them wrong i don't know what's about I told them they were fine i never drew the line back then i was blind not even once did i see the sign i learnt from my mistakes but how long did it take ? i see them laughing in my face I think i'm feeling faint walking over me they don't let me be I should have said "back off" by the time i thought i can't be free these dark pits of dispear i see them over there they're stalking, watching, waiting do i even dare ? i've got some regrets i wish i could forget lurking in my brain and i wish it would go away when i look back in time back at the finish line the monsters who fed my fear they stayed behind, that was their fate we have passed the beginning we're closer to the end but i regret that these words never left my head Why can't you leave you act like you're above you're a disease why do you stay you just exist to ruin someone's day just leave me be* you'll find someone else to bother you'll see just head on home keep doing and you'll live your days alone Why can't you leave you act like you're above you're a disease why do you stay you just exist to ruin someone's day just leave me be* you'll find someone else to bother you'll see just head on home keep doing and you'll live your days alone
a M A Z I N G Seriously Though, This Reminds Me If What I Want To Say To Others, (Who Are Being Rude), But I Never Have The Nerve To Speak Up. This Song Is A Wonderful Example Of A Victim Of Bullying. This Isn’t A Song. This Is A Masterpiece. Keep Up The Amazing Work.
I... I don't know what to say about this song. It feels like I'm the one singing this, because this describes my life mostly. This is more than just an original song. It's a piece of art from the heart. Keep up this amazing work. :)
The whole "I was only 8" rlly was the start of hell for me as in "the monsters the fed on my fears" was kinda felt like my trauma from past events I love this song and lots of your others thx for this
"..We both have had trauma, right?..you've mentioned yours..i've mentioned mine..Sometimes we just can't stop ourselves. If they keep going like this..they'll live the rest of their days alone..so please..stop them. *Stop them.* " --Kim-