living alone diaries: disappear until you feel like yourself again

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hello? is this thing on? 👀
i know, i know. it's been far too long and i miss you all deeply, but i had to go ghost for myself and now? i feel untouchable. i am so, so happy to be back on your screen sharing this little life of mine.
i have so much to say, but don't want to word vomit in the description here. i just hope that you enjoy the content and just catch up with me in the comments bookieeeeessss 🥹🫶🏾
i hope your week is going amazing! take care all ways, always. enjoy! xo ❣️
(make sure you watch in 4k, the quality is top tier 🤩)
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vlog camera: Sony A7C & Sony ZV-1
editing software: Final Cut Pro X
music selections: Soundcloud & Epidemic Sounds

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@slayedbyjordan 3 месяца назад

I was just saying how I miss your weekly vlogs . I’m very happy to see you back, your presence was truly missed. Sending you peace and light 🤍!

@deetheseamstress 3 месяца назад

Same ❤

@NYCAngel55 3 месяца назад

You've been missed more than you know. I'm glad you're back and I hope you're well.

@jasminsade 3 месяца назад

Amani really said I’m back and here’s a 1 hour vlog baby 👏🏽👏🏽 welcome back sis, we love you and are so happy you’re back!! 🫶🏽🤍

@3Bnannylounge 3 месяца назад

So enjoyed it

@MKGirl317 3 месяца назад

You are just too cute 🥰. This 54 year old loves your content young lady. You really have me laughing. You’re a very encouraging person.

@millyroots292 3 месяца назад

Girl! You hit the jackpot finding a braider who washes and blow dries 😂 I love that for you

@Choklatekisses1 3 месяца назад

I ain't gonna call no names but someone was round here stalking your channel 😔😄 it's so good to see you back. I love the fact that you take time out for YOU! 🌺 Welcome back and the camera quality... 10's across the board

@audreygatson932 3 месяца назад

Hello, believe me when I tell you ,woke up with you on my mind this morning and prayed for you and here you are!! Miss you lady...❤

@Hestia134 3 месяца назад

Girl let’s talk about the post eclipse because baby I’ve done a whole lifestyle change. I realized I’m down 25 lbs I recently just started a daily 24hr fast where I eat every 6pm and I’m loving the results of me having better sleep and having more clarity. Glad you’re back and looking beautiful matcha queen 💚🍵

@Choklatekisses1 3 месяца назад

Kudos to you!!! 😀😀

@delyoung1282 3 месяца назад

Thank you I'm happy to see you vlogging again and to come so raw and real speaking on a subject some people will not touch publicly. 💩 I'm a victim, I have had this problem for years, so it has just become a natural thing for me and I know that this is not healthy, it's definitely a problem! So Thank you! Thank you! Thank you! I will be trying this product this week and I'm PRAYING that it works for me. Your vlogging is always a treat so I PRAY that you find peace & contentment in what you love and search for. Thanks again hopefully we'll see you back to vlogging on a regular. 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏

@swelyleilane 3 месяца назад

I am happy that you are back and okay. sometimes is good to take a break, put everything together and yes, try again. much love for you! 💘

@poet82n 3 месяца назад

I was literally just on your channel 15 minutes ago wondering where you went. Love your content being a bit older than you. Now, let's watch.

@rebecahnjuguna3336 3 месяца назад

Amani really happy to see you again. Missed you.

@kaluzimaninga7611 3 месяца назад

the editing, the quality? We missed you Amani!!!🎀🎀🩷🩷

@diamondwilliams1207 3 месяца назад

I’ve been feeling this so bad lately especially being pregnant just wanting to disappear happy your back

@LaayAmari_ 3 месяца назад

My girl !!! Omg I found your channel and watched every video and have been patiently waiting for something new ‼️🤗

@jojobean2845 3 месяца назад

I was just thinking about you yesterday, and it's good to see your smiling face. Definitely tend to your mental state whenever needed. I don't know if you've heard of or tried the smooth move teas. I try to incorporate them monthly for a little extra help, especially when I haven't been eating like I should. That may help. Looking forward to seeing your vlogs again.❤❤

@WomenofDandy 3 месяца назад

Girllll ... girlll your vlogs help me get my self together I was sitting around acting depressed bc life has had some changes within a week and watching this video made me get up do my skin care wash my hair detangle it and shower...Thanks girl

@MissNelliesWorld 3 месяца назад

Omg I’ve missed you so much 😭😭 forever praying for you!

@3Bnannylounge 3 месяца назад

You made my Sunday even brighter

@kay7461 3 месяца назад

I’m so glad you chose to share what’s going on with your gut health. I’m dealing with the same problem of not pooping for several days straight. I don’t want to depend on coffee or meds either for a quick fix. Hope you’re encouraged to know that you’re not the only one.

@alexistribble6279 3 месяца назад

SO HAPPY THAT YOU’RE BACK! I’ve missed you so much!! ❤ it’s a good thing that you took a break to reinvent yourself! Welcome back baby girl! 😊

@motivationwithlisa 3 месяца назад

My daughter went through the same thing with not using the bathroom for days, She is 30 now and she incorporated mineral oil to her diet and hasn’t had that problem since. Hope you find a solution soon. NO, medication is not IT!❤

@GorJessFace 3 месяца назад

We miss you SOOOO much! It’s so wonderful to see beautiful black women taking the time for themselves. You deserved that time and remember you can take the time you need at any given moment. You’re glowing Queen! Welcome backkkkkkk

@textmonsterlm 3 месяца назад

I just love your makeup application!! Thank you for the walkthrough ❤

@BrightSpirit619 2 месяца назад

I have gut issues in my family and I have recently started eating by blood type. I am O negative blood type and we can’t have dairy or gluten because it will lock up our gut for days. As Negative O type; our gut health is much more important as it is the driving force behind our energy levels. Also our blood has to stay clean and free of acidity because we are universal donors, and our blood can fight off a lot of infectious diseases. When your gut health is bad, a symptom is depression. Find out your blood type and thank you for your videos gorgeous ❤

3 месяца назад

i clicked on this soooo fast, so happy you're back! sending so much love 💞

@KrissyLewis 3 месяца назад

Glad you took the break you needed! You’ve been missed. I just love ya vlogs girl!! ❤

@dudifacechart 3 месяца назад

I’m so glad you’re back ❤

@audreanaburgess8371 3 месяца назад

I was so excited when I saw your vlog and I love the active wear 💜... taking time for yourself is important. I'm just learning that at 43 yrs old. I'm a single mom and senior in college 🥴

@mrs.hopson9426 3 месяца назад

I have a sister your age and she has been outside and living her life I love that for her. So great to see you happy and enjoying life❤

@3Bnannylounge 3 месяца назад

Omggggg so happy can’t wait to watch this when I get out of class! You’ve been missssed❤

@miksriri5353 3 месяца назад

Thank you so much for coming back I rewatched and watched all your old videos your presence is healing

@tianahurt9817 3 месяца назад

Needed this!! Drop the playlist and makeup routine girl!!! ❤

@AmaniRakeia 3 месяца назад

products linked in the description for you babe!! playlist coming soon!

@shaniceshen 3 месяца назад

I’m so glad you’re back!!

@survivalsilk2101 3 месяца назад

im so happy youre back amaniiii, missed your vlogs so much

@ModesOfShan 3 месяца назад

Welcome back Amani ❣Was sending you positive energy while you were away. Hope you’re feeling your optimum self. Much Love ❤

@kitty2blessed 3 месяца назад

Soooo glad to see this video, I thought about you yesterday while I was binge watching RU-vid ❤❤❤

@MrToondoon 3 месяца назад

You’re the best at this vlogging thing, honestly

@akelaforever6972 3 месяца назад

What a pleasant surprise. Good to see you back sis 💙

@kwynetta2 3 месяца назад

I’m so happy to see you again ….. it’s good to take a break once an a while … one thing your playlist is amazing we need the details on that. 🙌🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽

@kefeshebernard 3 месяца назад

So happy to see this! I discovered you a couple weeks ago, been binge-watching everythingggg while waiting! Love your work!

@GulfCoastLady 3 месяца назад

Amani, I'm so happy to see you back. I missed your vlogs so much, and you didn't disappoint. I understand you taking some "ME" time because it's truly a blessing to be able to do that, and to get it together, phyically and mentally. Welcome Back!! ❤❤

@shivon.shines 3 месяца назад

We missed you! Glad you're back + feeling better. Key lime water in the morning 🌄 first thing when you wake up. Also a nice relaxing colonic will have you feeling awesome.

@ItsMoMoneyyy 3 месяца назад

Hi there! I’m a new watcher and I’ve already been missing your presence when I seen you haven’t posted in a while. The way you prioritize your mental health is inspiring and I’m glad you came back on your time. Sending lots of love and support. ❤️

@tarafair6509 3 месяца назад

Amaniiiiiiii!!!! I never really comment but I’m soooo glad you’re back! You were missed but I’m glad you took the time you needed.

@meunocianortaye 3 месяца назад

sooo happy you’re back!!!! but always take as much time you need off ❤

@anissa2361 3 месяца назад

The camera quality is very clear! I have a couple of your videos to catch up on and I'm so glad! 😊

@jessicafianko 3 месяца назад

Heyyy Amani Happy Sunday Missed you so much 🥹🥹 An hour vlog for us to enjoy 😊😊 you're the best 😁😁 How was your week? Love you 🫶🏾🫶🏾 Have a beautiful week 🥰🥰

@donnasmith3593 3 месяца назад

I missed you Amani . I’m glad you are back vlogging . Take as many breaks as you need. Just promise not to take long getting back.♥️♥️😊✨

@thebrieffect 3 месяца назад

We missed you so much girl ❤

@vanessacopland 3 месяца назад

So , happy to see you and this video will watch tonight when I have my me time.. 🎉glad you are back

@TTREATS362 3 месяца назад

I am so happy to see you back! You was missed!🥰🥺

@dejatucker3085 3 месяца назад

Thisss cameraaa is tea! The warm setting very much compliments your melanin!

@jasmeentoyou 3 месяца назад

welcome back! I pray all is well in your mind, body, & spirit. sending you much light & ease

@Zah_kaMantusie 3 месяца назад

Amani welcome back babe and funny enough you were on my mind last night now when I check my RU-vid you’re on I’m so happy you back gal 🥰🫠

@PleasantlyIntroverted 3 месяца назад

Yippee, Yippee!!!! You are baccccckkkk! Glad you've found your Equilibrium! I clicked like soo fast! Keep being Be-You-Ti-Ful!!

@B.Opulent 3 месяца назад

I just want to say It is so refreshing to see someone who genuinely love what they do and have a passion for it. I can tell in the way you take your time with the editing, investing into quality equipment, and the fact that you reply and interact with your community! wishing plenty of success unto you beautiful! keep it up

@GlenysClarice 3 месяца назад

Soooo happy to see you’re back! 🤎

@whispersofahealingcoppergirl 3 месяца назад

Have you ever gotten a colonic? I went to a place in vinnings after 3 days of not pooping, it was an amazing reset and I was able to watch the foods I ate after to see what exactly I was sensitive to and what made me bloated.

@whispersofahealingcoppergirl 3 месяца назад

It’s called Colonics of vinnings

@Fantastical09 3 месяца назад

Barely a minute in and had to comment! So excited to see you again. You were missed, but I know I can say that we all understand needing to take a pause. Hoping you’re feeling much better ❤ Okay, now I’ll resume! Lol

@asham.5490 3 месяца назад

My Amani Senses don't miss! Thought about you for the second time this week, so I knew something was coming. Good to see you, good sis ❤

@GordaBGone 2 дня назад

Your personality is such a vibe. You are so bubbly and genuine. Like you always looking on the bright side lol. Might start watching vlogs again. lol I like how you speak to the camera like you are chilling with your bestie like we are right there in the living room with you vibing. lol

@Babeeebrit 3 месяца назад

I’m new here and I already love it! Your editing and content is 1 of 1 for sure 🤌🏽! Btw the jazz background music is such a vibe 👌🏽

@dessireecarter3876 3 месяца назад

Welcome back 😊

@laurenjenkins6094 3 месяца назад

I saw 3 different gastroenterologists before discovering I had SIBO (required testing), but glad you're advocating for yourself! Look into the "low fodmap" diet as well, it could be you're more sensitive to the foods you're eating than you realize - even the healthy ones.

@jasminedowell4295 3 месяца назад

The Home Depot/suspicious worker bee/dad music or whatever is a great touch!! Missed you!

@terysathomas3213 3 месяца назад

Glad you are back girl & happy to see your soothing vlogs but of course take some deserved breaks whenever you feel burnt out because that is very important for overall health. Will always be here waiting for you ♥️♥️♥️♥️

@Lifegoals4me 2 месяца назад

You’re absolutely beautiful, blessings always 🩷

@user-cf5it3rj6c 3 месяца назад

Girl I missed you I'm Soo happy your back but I also get it taking time for yourself is important ❤ hope your feeling better I love that your back and can't wait for the next vlog ❤

@reneehurley4118 3 месяца назад

Welcome back… Good to see you are doing better!! One of my favorite bloggers here on UTUBE😊

@theresawilks9426 3 месяца назад

Glad to see you back and your stomach health is important for one thing change your yogurt to Activia is yogurt for gut health, Yogurt is a natural probiotic which can stop you up so be careful and drink plenty of Green Juice and Green Vegetables like Greens, spinach broccoli etc. loved seeing you again and I pray your Poop situation gets better, take care❤🥰

@hunnee_bee_7603 3 месяца назад

Kudos to you babe for actively taking control of your health! My mom does the celery juice first thing in the morning to amongst other things and she has never felt so good. Oh! Also, I have been looking for you. Not me stalking your account every so often to make sure I didn't miss an upload. MIssed you 💜💜

@I_amMiriamC 3 месяца назад

I have missed your videos but am glad you took the time needed for YOU, your videos are always 🔥 Love, Love them! Thank you for posting about your gut health issues. I am having the same thing going on. It’s so hard trying to find a good holistic practitioner. Keep us posted please!!

@SCARSKINCARE 3 месяца назад

So refreshing thank you!!

@TalkSportsKida 3 месяца назад

We are all so happy you’re back always take time for yourself ❤

@arileilonii 3 месяца назад

Amani, those words you spoke in the beginning of this video were BEAUTIFUL! I'm glad that you are putting yourself first. We love to see you smile :)

@talialynn7822 3 месяца назад

The way I screamed! I’m new here but you’ve literally been my new comfort channel! I’ve been watching all your videos, catching up & catching a vibe! So glad you’ve posted! 😌

@janicenj1989 3 месяца назад

Glad you're back 😊. I enjoy your videos. Just wanted to share that I, too, have had intestinal issues in the past due to severe bowel blockage, which caused me to be hospitalized for 2 weeks until i had a bowel movement, and I wanted to suggest that now that you've had a movement, to consider having a colonic. That cleanser is great. I've used it in the past. Also drink lots of water and eat lots of greens. They both keep me very regular (daily) now. Good luck with finding a good doctor and nutritionist 😊

@tayyy4589 3 месяца назад

Something about this vid is just omg 😍 my fav in a while

@OooLaLaBlog 3 месяца назад

Welcome back!

@sweetlooweeze 3 месяца назад

missed you so much but happy that you're taking care of yourself

@brownbabecc 3 месяца назад

I’m excited that you’re back! 12:49 outfit was so cute and chic. You made my week. makeup looked amazing too!

@celestebaptiste3603 3 месяца назад

Girllllll missed you dearly and I cannot wait to see what clear mind mani has in store for us ❤

@lomiju 3 месяца назад

So glad you're back 🎉🎉 I have the same problem with not being able to poops for days upon days and its been happening for years now 🤦🏾‍♀️ with really bad bloating and I still haven't found a solution. I'm a "no pill" girlie myself.

@astrajahira 3 месяца назад

Look into a naturopathic doctor. They have the same training but treat you holistically. The downside is that many insurance companies don’t cover their services but it’s worth looking into!

@natasha3489 3 месяца назад

So happyyyy you back❤☺️

@deedeedanielle 3 месяца назад

I'm so glad to see you back! I struggle with constipation as well, and what helps is raw veggies, fruit like berries, apples, and dragon fruit plus Plenty of water. The last thing you want to worry about is a bowel obstruction, so you have to make this a lifestyle change. You are amazing so I know you got this. ❤

@TeaPea78 3 месяца назад

Girl that white floral loungewear set is cayute!!! And welcome back, you were missed!

@Anastasiavolynsky 3 месяца назад

Omg! Missed you so glad to see you again! This camera quality is on another level

@Kia22229 2 месяца назад

You are so beautiful. I’m so glad i found your channel

@TheAbrigd 3 месяца назад

Thoroughly enjoyed this installment. It was well worth the wait. Thought YT was messing with my algorithm. Could you please provide artist name for Jazz used at beginning of the vid? And also the secret to your gorgeous lashes while you were removing your clip ins? Looking forward to the next episode❤

@OfficiallyBOBBiDEAN 3 месяца назад

All of those workout fits were super cute!!! You worked those 😍😍😍👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼

@tonika7543 3 месяца назад

Love the makeup, you look so beautiful. Glad to see you’re back doing vlogs.

@trinitymapp9720 2 месяца назад

I love your content and I just got here! Such beautiful content

@spacepervert 3 месяца назад

First and foremost- beating RU-vid up for taking my notifs off!!! Welcome back Amani!!! Missed your videos but glad to see you take the necessary step back to recenter and rest. Big ups on the Oner Active PR!!! Mushroom and plum brown got me wanting to swipe my card 🙂‍↕️ take care girly!

@charlettm.9816 15 часов назад

I love your video and truly feel that u are happy and at peace I can't wait for this to happen for me

@musicjunkieaddict6600 3 месяца назад

Hey Amani it’s so good to see you. I’ve missed your videos my Newyork sister. I had the same problem and all I take is two fiber gummies every morning and drink lots of water and I’ve been consistent daily. Hope you fix the problem

@cfoster00 3 месяца назад

SOOOOO HAPPY TO SEE ANOTHER VLOG GIRLIE! Try the chia pudding with mango pieces or honeydew

@EarthAngelCam 3 месяца назад

Glad you’re back. But also glad you took the time you needed to get back to yourself. Hugs 💜🩷

@Kawaiicutiebaby 3 месяца назад

Definitely needed this Vlog love every minute of it❤😊🙏🏾 happy belated birthday to you friend 🎊🎉🎂🎁🥳. 🫶🏾I hope everything get better with your digestion/intestinal health soon.