this would be an amazing bond intro song; a tribute to m83 and interstellar gifs of nebulae: / teunvanderzalm spotify playlist // open.spotify.c... ig // / kputera
To the person who read this, It’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to loose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginable painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It’s painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain trough your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don’t know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone’s whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you’re here, existing, but I don’t want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you’re not capable of being loved, because you are, I love you trough all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe you heart had been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it’s not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You’re not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen. I am listening, you can tell me what’s wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it? There’s something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel, it’s heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can’t give you a hug, that’s why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love :). You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be, because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much, I write this because I want you to stay here with me, I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn’t give up when you tired to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it’s tiring, your mentally tired, but dont your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don’t let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won’t let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won’t let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can’t see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that’s enough for me, because I am glad your heart is beating and you’re still fighting. You’re so much stronger thank you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it, when you don’t feel like belonging than build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you’re heart is beautiful, that’s why the demons in your mind wants to have it. As one of the stars you see others stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in there life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence. You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you’re beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence and when you can make me feel that way than you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don’t have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That’s why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again, I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. My favorite color is yellow, and I hope the next time you see the color yellow you will think about my words. If someone left you than don’t blame yourself, don’t think you weren’t enough, don’t lower yourself for someone who couldn’t see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy, I hope you don’t feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spend enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now. If someone broke your heart than I am so sorry that they couldn’t see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). If you aren’t accepted at home or in general than I am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn’t be ashamed of, I accept you and support you, I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. You’re safe here with me :). You’re not useless, you’re not a burden to anyone. You’re not a problem, you’re human and your feelings are valid. You’re not being dramatic. Please don’t starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it’s hard. It hurts to see that you’re in so much pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish /hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you’re reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you’re reading this and it’s enough for me to be proud of you because you’re here and that’s all that matters to me. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water everyday in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re so strong for breathing despite the pain, I know you will make it :) I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there is a lot of unsaid things I want to tell u and my text is getting longer and longer,I want you here. I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world. You can let go for today, I got you, you can cry your heart out as much as you want, but don’t let it tear you down and let your emotions control you by giving up. Crying is not weakness. If you still feel alone I dedicate you a song as your friend. “Dusk till Dawn- Zayn feat. Sia (I prefer the slow version)” I hope you can think of me and will remind yourself of my words, I will for sure think of you. In case no one told you and you’re unsure yourself, you’re a good person and I am so happy you’re here. I hope this is enough to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay? Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one. If you read all of it, until tomorrow my friend :) have a good day and great years. I love you so much and am so proud of you, I hope you will remember my words- becho, the stranger that cares more about you than anything :)
Ce texte est tellement puissant je te remercie de l’avoir écrit je suis sûre que tu as et que tu vas aider tellement de gens. Je te souhaites tout le bonheur du monde car tu es vraiment une bonne personne et j’espère que tu t’appliqueras aussi tes conseils ;)
For some reason, i feel like this song symbolizes the conception of ego and the planted seeds of ego-death. Only when the soul weeps, does wisdom flourish from the earth. The sapling, a blooming psyche.
It’s like that feeling you falling in love with the wrong person but you ur mind telling you they are the right person but in the end they end up breaking your heart and you just realize they were fake all along you just made them up in your mind
@@last2940 It doesn't "almost sound personal" silly goose. It is personal, obviously. They're probably not okay but hopefully will be fine though maybe not until longer amounts of time than one would hope have at last passed. Even then there is no "totally fine" for scenarios like those but suffering a bit is better than suffering tragically by comparison. You don't get to not suffer, you only get to choose which poison you take.
The same thing happened to me. She was so good at appearing to be what I wanted in someone, I completely fell in love with who I thought she was, I watched as she got colder and changed into who she really is. It was heartbreaking and honestly for the longest time I thought I was at fault. I wasn’t perfect but I know I tried all I could to save it, but it was clear that she didn’t rlly care about us or me despite how much she constantly said she did
I used to listen to this song when it felt like the world was ending and my life was miserable and it was so painful I couldn't even cry. Id lay in bed at ungodly hours staring lifelessly up at my ceiling. And somehow, the same thing would keep popping up in my mind anyway. "And so the world goes on." I feel like I'm being torn apart, but everyone's living, working, laughing, everything is the same no matter how much I feel as if it's all crashing and burning. And so the world goes on. And, I guess, so did I.
@@matty_daddy Yeah, sure! - m83 - For The Kids - The Cure - Plainsong - Beach House - Modern Love Stories Beach House - Through Me - Brian Eno - Spider And I - I Break Horses - Silence
Somewhere Back in time I left a part of me I wanna see if you can try To bring it back to me You gotta go Where I cry I'm taking on the tears I wanna see if you can try Drink a little bit of it No No Just a little lonely Where I am I'm ticking back in time I wanna see if you can spot You finally calm my head at night I need you No I don't Just keep me one more time While I try to be a friend So it can be the end No No No No
Verse 1] Somewhere Back in time I left a part of me I wanna see if you can try To bring it back to me [Verse 2] You gotta go Where I cry And take in all the tears I wanna see if you can try Drink a little bit of it No No [Verse 3] Just a little lonely Where I am Take me back in time I wanna see if you can smile If I become a better man [Verse 4] I need you - now I know Just give me one more time I'm gonna try and be your friend So we can be together [Chorus] No No
@@Flavoredmangoes Shit- Mine is too... Incontrolable... I could thinking about weird stuff like Shrek dancing the macarena while visualising, my biggest problem lmao
@@freddiemac7473 If on PC, just right click the video and click "loop". If on phone, make a playlist with just this video in it and click the two arrows going in a loop (repeat). It will repeat the playlist i.e. repeat that one song.
@@rrl5490 i love this and i love the reinterpretation video!! Can i ask where you got these visuals of the Nelbulas? Thank you. I so thoroughly enjoy what you have created. Thanks
this brought to my mind an event that I will never forget in my life... There was a girl at my school. she hardly spoke to anyone. He would stop and study or go and hang out with the girls. and she was madly in love with a boy. yes, what I'm talking about sounds cute, but things get deeper... I was seeing that girl starting to get jealous. because there were many girls who approached the man he loved. and that's how the school turned into a pit of terror... that girl started doing little sabotage and revealing to other girls and she got beaten up by those girls. he himself left the school with blood in his mouth. and things started 2 weeks later... it turns out that a few girls at school hadn't been to school for a long time. When asked about their families and their families, it was stated that they did not see them either. and 4 months later, the news that a student's body had been found... I shuddered so much that I can't explain. his friends were mourning for him... after this incident was over, it was said that the bodies of 3 more students were found in different places, dismembered. Well, I was really starting to get scared. the number of girls in the school was decreasing from month to month and was covered with news of death. The cops couldn't find any evidence. And something very bad happened at school. Some girls were depressed and committed suicide. they were also murdered... I wanted to leave this school... yes, this was the last semester of school and I was still studying like crazy at that school. but until what i've seen lately. I SAW A GIRL BODY BY THE SINK! I was so scared that I didn't know what to do and jumped down the stairs screaming. The cops did a lot of research, but again without success. no men died, only girls. and the cops are investigating the last girls in the school. and evidence was found. All of these things are because she's angry... and I've talked to that girl so much that I can't tell. it was like my blood was frozen. I learned that he kidnapped and killed girls, and I learned that he corrupted the psychology of gullible girls and led them to murder and suicide. he even had a lot of other sabotages... and after these events that school was over and there were some nasty things that I will never forget and happened before my eyes... thank you if you read this I love you all guys
É uma sensação de como estivesse sendo levado pelo vazio sem fim, e aparece vagamente uma mão te puxando para cima, assim você vê galáxias, estrelas, nebulosas e buracos negros...
ⲥ ⲉ r ⲉ ⲃ r ⲁ l, OK PLEASE CONTINUE UPLOADING "ⲥ ⲉ r ⲉ ⲃ r ⲁ l - IFIED" SONGS. I WAS INSPIRED TO MAKE A FILM JUST BY HEARING THIS AUDIO. (ILL SEND IT TO YOU ONCE I FINISH IT). IMAGINE ONE OF YOUR REMIXES MADE ME MAKE A MOVIE. IMAGINE WHAT SORTS OF INSPIRATION YOU GIVE TO THE PEOPLE! YAY
@@Radiohoglet really is goblin mode isn’t it? But not any goblin, one who had no regrets, one who lived a fulfilling life, watching as the galaxy moves, realising how small everything, everyone is, including himself. One who found meaning in life, something to look forward to, something he achieved. Maybe going goblin mode isn’t too bad after all. This goblin watched the universe fade abruptly, thinking of his and others achievements, his lovers and loved ones. He had all the knowledge he needed and yet was so young. One forever lost, dying knowing so much, so much you can’t even imagine. So much to tell with no one there. One who died in the echoes of our galaxy.
