Machine Gun Kelly - lonely (Official Visualizer) 

he wrote this song about his dad and his aunt. the only lady who was there for him. I know how it feels when the only woman you want to tell, "I MADE IT!" doesn't pick the phone.

The last part is his dad talking about colsons birth. Colson mentioned that to Howard Stern when he emotionally explained his late relationship with his father💔

This visualizer really shows what loneliness feels like...

I lost my dad almost 3 years ago at the age of 17 to cancer. This song really hits hard when you have a parent in heaven. R.I.P. Dad. Thank you for everything ❤🙏🏻

Lost my girlfriend to a overdose two years ago this song gives me peace. Edit: Thank you to everyone who left all the support, it truly does mean allot and to the haters for some reason idk why there are any. My girlfriends name was Alyxis she was the most beautiful girl she had a family, a mother and a sister and was loved by many people but she had a disease of addiction and she was also bipolar she used to cope with life because she wanted to die. She and many other people die every day from fentanyl My left fell apart after that even more so than it was, but thankfully i was able to get clean and I am coming up on 2 years march 13, 24. I posted this comment when I was under a bridge 2 days before i went into treatment.

i rarely ever cry, but i’m tearing up while i have this song on repeat. his mum left, his dad was an alcoholic but they reconciled before he passed, his beloved aunt who supported him passed away too. Colson you have gone through so much, we love you❤️

“ I’d trade it all for you “ damn.

I cry literally every single time I listen to this. So emotional, heartfelt, soulful. So much anguish. My heart...

Don’t wanna get sappy but like since my dad passed in Jan I’ve felt this 😬💔 miss you dad!

beyond proud of him for becoming vulnerable to us in his music

im 51 and lost so many people i cant count them anymore, this song makes me cry.

My brother passed away 3 years ago in a car accident. I was 14 at the time & now I'm 17 almost 18. Whenever I listen to this song, it reminds me of him. Ik he's looking down at me proud of the man I am today. He always was. Machine Gun Kelly, Thank you. ❤️🕊

Those drums are soooo blink. Travis, I HEAR YOU

Honestly I’m in love with his new album. I can’t get any of the songs out of my head. I think I need help

The idea of the visualisation is perfect . He scream that he is lonely and he is silent at the same time and the fast drums means the noise in his head He literally decribed the moment i feel everyday Thank you MGK

My 5 year old son died today and lonely is how I’ve felt all day Mgk has always helped me through the hard times his music helps me keep going doesn’t matter if it’s rap or rock

This is legitimately what losing a parent feels like. You're just stuck and everyone is moving so fast and the world keeps moving on around you. Thank you for making this. 💗

I'm 17, my father passed away yesterday, he left too soon, way too soon... Thanks dad, I love you.

I love and miss you dad. I love you mgk for this song and the person you are. Thank you ❤️

Listening to this song makes me feel sad but reading these comments is even worse. Stay strong for everyone who lost someone close to them you'll get through it.

I love how open he is about his mental health in a non-cringey or disturbing fashion. I know mental health isn't always like that but- he just makes it so gently tangible even for people who don't have it. This is an art form all its own

I swear that his one of the very few artists who really let his fanbase know how his feeling and put it all in lyrics instead of just writing shit about cars bitches and money. EST FAM since forever and forever💪🏻❤🤜🏻🤛🏻

Whoever disliked this song obviously still has their dad in their lives. I lost my dad a few months before this song was released and it helped me with that pain immensely. Forever grateful.

Just lost my dad yesterday 10/30/2021 this songs really comforts what I'm going through fly high pops

It sucks having to make art about losing loved ones, but thats sometimes when the best art is produced

This song hits hard rip to his dad

So I've been a fan since 2011, attended every concert from Illinois to Wisconsin for all these years. Haven't missed one. He's truly amazing. I even got to meet him(so amazing) I relate to him in so many ways. Lost my mom to diabetes and watched her take her last breaths. He had never liked doctors so he was one of those if it ain't broke don't fix it kinda men, one of the smartest people I've ever come to know. There wasn't a thing he couldn't do or handle but doctor just were a no. So he never went. He lost his mom to cancer and his dad. He was a smoker but when he had a heart attack he quit for good cold turkey and I was so proud. He started getting sick and I was begging him to go, he told me no so I told him if I have to drag him in there like a child I would. Made the appointments and everything. He was proud of me lol. But I almost wished I didn't. See we thought everything would be good and it would just be a check up, gets some meds and call it.... Only after a test they said they had to run a few more and then more. (when I tell you my dad was a proud man he didn't want anyone to care for him, he worked for every cent he had, adopted 10 children in need knowing God knows what would happen to us all. (my momma wanted kids but her daddy use to beat her and when he did he liked to kick her in places... So she couldn't bare any kids. So what did he go let my mom take 10 kids and they rehibiltated us all and taught us how to walk, talk, some of us never used a fork. (all born drug addicted) well I was their baby. The last one to leave the nest and when I tell you this man didn't want us (his family to know he had cancer) he didn't want us to worry for him. But the day he told me his eyes (beautiful blue eyes) filled with tears and I only seen him cry twice when his daddy died and when momma died.. He told me and we cried together. He had died from cancer and a lil after a year of chemo and it leaving and coming back my daddy died, got to hear him pass over the phone while my family was by his side.... I am a recovering addict and I wouldn't be here today but some how I am. I'm over 200 days sober from herion. Mgk is my everything.

Always drinking by myself and work 10hours everyday till Friday money isn’t enough if you don’t have you’re close friends and family to have around. I’m 22 I’m generally easy going but I think it’s because I’ve learnt to be alone and listen to music and watch videos and chill with my dog so we can be together by ourselves. Love everyone btw

Tears almost every time. This appearantly was one of the hardest songs for him to record. Hes stronger than he probably gives himself credit for.

Man, I'm glad hes shedding the skin of his younger arrogant image. Hes honest and vulnerable now. Hes better mixing rap with rock. The last 3 albums are my fav honestly

my dad passed when I was 10, I hate the fact he won’t be able to see me graduate, or even where I am now, my mom also passed, it’s like when you succeed or do something great, you have no one to call, no one to tell, you can’t tell your friends how you feel because you don’t wanna make them feel bad, so I struggle in silence because I feel like these emotions aren’t valid among society, thank you kells your music makes me feel like I’m valid I could never thank you enough for the amount of hard times you’ve helped me through

To all those people that have lost someone, in death or just loosing them personally, i hope things get better for you. And mgk congrats on ur amazing track and beautiful album. So many people missed this side of u and we need it forever

man it's dope how during the verses it shows how the world is moving so fast around him as he just sits there, frozen and when it gets to the hook it switches to how it feels for him, dark and lonely... that's fire visuals right there and definitely relatable

This song just makes me feel like yelling my fucking lungs out bro

[Verse 1] I got in trouble The first time my dad saw me Dance with the devil How are we so opposite? I lived with your sister My first home since Mom had left And I wrote my first song with him in the basement [Pre-Chorus] And then he said goodbye way too soon And this don't feel right without you [Chorus] Lonely, lonely, even when the room is full I'd trade it, trade it, I would trade it all for you Lonely, lonely, even when the room is full I'm lonely, lonely, lonely without you [Verse 2] I got in trouble The first time the cops saw me Dance with the devil I ended up in handcuffs and then You called your sister She cried when she picked me up Goddamn, how I miss her 'Cause she didn't give a fuck [Pre-Chorus] And then she said goodbye way too soon And this don't feel right without you [Chorus] Lonely, lonely, even when the room is full I'd trade it, trade it, I would trade it all for you Lonely, lonely, even when the room is full I'm lonely, lonely, lonely without you [Verse 3] The last time I saw you (Fuck) I cried, I wish you had more time left The last time I heard you They held the phone, you took your last breath The last time I saw you I cried, I wish you had more time left The last time I heard you They held the phone, you took your last breath [Chorus] Lonely, lonely, even when the room is full I'd trade it, trade it, I would trade it all for you Lonely, lonely, even when the room is full I'd trade it, trade it, I'd trade it all for you Lonely, lonely, even when the room is full I'd trade it, trade it, I'd trade it all for you Lonely, lonely, even when the room is full I hate this, I'm jaded, and I'd trade it all for you [Outro] Boy, it was just a dangerous birth His umbilical cord was stuck around his neck And so I ended up, uh, undoing the umbilical cord, and, uh Well, he was bigger than the normal child I don't know what it was but he had a, uh He had a heart problem and they didn't think he would live

My mom died when I was 3 and my dad when I was 14, I’m 18 now tryna get a degree in college because I know they would be proud of that, but it doesn’t feel the same as it would be if they were still here

this song was sad enough but damn its so much more sad after downfalls high Edit : thank you all for the likes jeez :O

This reminds me of Jesse in breaking bad having parties at his house and feeling alone

"Lonely even when the room is full" thts deep asfff

I love this song. I'm a 41 year old dad and it makes me think how much more I want to be around my kids. Thank God.

"Then he said goodbye way too soon", hits different. The emotion of this song was beyond sadness.

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I'm 15 and my dad died 13 years ago, it was hard without him, but I found a passion for goalkeeping in soccer playing AFL, and doing other stuff, this song sums up everything I + my family went through without him.

I lost my dad in the pandemic. This song hits me hard.😭

Mgk is king, he got me through my depression and my parents divorce, he is my idol

Haven’t listened to this guy since the Eminem beef, wow what have I missed...

This song is the one MGK song I relate to the most. The worst thing about feeling alone is when your surrounded by people but you still feel like your invisible.

I lost my dad when I was 12 when I tell you this song hits so fucking hard 💔

This perfectly highlights how being lonely actually is. It’s not that there’s nobody around because most of the time there is. It’s just u feel empty. Like nobody in that room actually cares about you. And they’ll say they do care. But it doesn’t help. Your still lonely. But there’s that one person who could make it all better. And on a side note thank you kells for the amazing album. We all appreciate it.

STOP IM CRYING THIS HITS SO HARD WHEN YOUVE JUST LOST SOMEONE

every time i hear this song i feel the pain that will overwhelm me when a loved one dies. I am already suffering from loss in the future.

My Pops passed in July, and honestly I'm not going to lie my siblings, and I'd I've sold a labia for my mom to even attempting to call me, instead she called her oldest daughter who'd not seen him in 17 years is who he was, I'm sure terrified, having a stroke, 77, and I am the only one who forgave him, and he's the sole person who was blood, he loved me no matter what...and he meant that shit, until someone else told him he couldn't. I spoke to him 6 days before and I know he helped me find this jam that's just a lot too close to home right now! I love your band papa bear foreves❤

Mgk's relationship to his dad reminds me of my own. Like him, my dad kicked me out when I was 18. I was a fuck up. I don't blame him. But at the time I carried a lot of anger towards him. I continued doing whatever I wanted & wouldn't see or speak to him for years afterward. I kept doing drugs & drinking like nothing mattered Then I remember going to an old friend's funeral who went through the same thing as me. He hadn't talked to his dad either ever since he left home & he ended up dying from an overdose. I remember watching his dad hug the casket & cry nonstop until eventually his family had to pull him away. They never got to reconcile. One day my best friends mom asked me how I think my dad would react if I had passed away too (she was at the same funeral as well). I already knew the answer. It was too much to even picture. Shortly after that I went back to my dad & it was slightly awkward but I couldn't imagine walking away again. I definitely couldn't imagine losing him after just getting that bond back. MGK is dealing with something I wouldn't even want to imagine at all. My mom left when I was a kid too & my dad is all I had. I hear this song & I genuinely feel how lonely Kells must've been feeling when he wrote this. I really wish him a great future

LYRICS 🥀🖤🥀 I got in trouble The first time my dad saw me Dance with the devil How are we so opposite? I lived with your sister My first home since Mom had left And I wrote my first song with him in the basement And then he said goodbye way too soon And this don't feel right without you Lonely, lonely, even when the room is full I'd trade it, trade it, I would trade it all for you Lonely, lonely, even when the room is full I'm lonely, lonely, lonely without you I got in trouble The first time the cops saw me Dance with the devil I ended up in handcuffs and then You called your sister She cried when she picked me up Goddamn, how I miss her 'Cause she didn't give a fuck And then she said goodbye way too soon And this don't feel right without you Lonely, lonely, even when the room is full I'd trade it, trade it, I would trade it all for you Lonely, lonely, even when the room is full I'm lonely, lonely, lonely without you The last time I saw you (Fuck) I cried, I wish you had more time left The last time I heard you They held the phone, you took your last breath The last time I saw you I cried, I wish you had more time left The last time I heard you They held the phone, you took your last breath Lonely, lonely, even when the room is full I'd trade it, trade it, I would trade it all for you Lonely, lonely, even when the room is full I'd trade it, trade it, I'd trade it all for you Lonely, lonely, even when the room is full I'd trade it, trade it, I'd trade it all for you Lonely, lonely, even when the room is full I hate this, I'm jaded, and I'd trade it all for you Boy, it was just a dangerous birth His umbilical cord was stuck around his neck And so I ended up, uh, undoing the umbilical cord, and, uh Well, he was bigger than the normal child I don't know what it was but he had a, uh He had a heart problem and they didn't think he would live

I can't listen to this song, without getting emotional. It reminds me of, my family member who passed away. Last year I miss THEM SO MUCH, I know they're at a better place now hopefully 🙏 😔 😢

People hate when you change , this is art . Pouring his soul out in music, doesn't matter the genre .

[Verse 1] I got in trouble The first time my dad saw me Dance with the devil How are we so opposite? I lived with your sister My first home since Mom had left And I wrote my first song with him in the basement [Pre-Chorus] And then he said goodbye way too soonAnd this don't feel right without you [Chorus] Lonely, lonely, even when the room is full I'd trade it, trade it, I would trade it all for you Lonely, lonely, even when the room is full I'm lonely, lonely, lonely without you [Verse 2] I got in trouble The first time the cops saw me Dance with the devil I ended up in handcuffs and then You called your sister She cried when she picked me up Goddamn, how I miss her 'Cause she didn't give a fuck [Pre-Chorus] And then she said goodbye way too soonAnd this don't feel right without you [Chorus] Lonely, lonely, even when the room is full I'd trade it, trade it, I would trade it all for you Lonely, lonely, even when the room is full I'm lonely, lonely, lonely without you [Verse 3] The last time I saw you (Fuck) I cried, I wish you had more time left The last time I heard you They held the phone, you took your last breath The last time I saw you I cried, I wish you had more time left The last time I heard you They held the phone, you took your last breath [Chorus] Lonely, lonely, even when the room is full I'd trade it, trade it, I would trade it all for you Lonely, lonely, even when the room is full I'd trade it, trade it, I'd trade it all for you Lonely, lonely, even when the room is full I'd trade it, trade it, I'd trade it all for you Lonely, lonely, even when the room is full I hate this, I'm jaded, and I'd trade it all for you [Outro]

My dad committed suicide when i was 10 its been 8 years and i would do anything to be able to hear “im proud of you”

My father passed away on April 9th and I haven't seen him in four years. God I wish I could see him one last time.

this has been my favourite song for about 4-5 months and it still hits the same.

This whole album hits different. My choice for beat album of the year. Kells if you read this I hope you doing alright man.

My kid's dad died in a pretty terrible accident after struggling with addiction and I always thought he'd get better. I'm over here battling my demons and your music's really helped get the emotions out. I loved lace up but this new shit is real.

Ever since I lost my grandpa. This song would play randomly and I would break down crying. I lost him this year and it’s been hard. I miss him so much.

This song hits much harder now I lost my dad last week he was 71. I feel so lonely, even with my brother and mom. He was sick from an infection, but was getting better. Then got the worst phone call. I still don't believe it at times, how my dad's gone and life just keeps moving. I would trade anything to see him again. I miss you so much dad.

After Eminem flammed him, my man turned into a goat, this album is just straight top tier shit. Eminem basically made him have a new chapter of his music career, and I swear this is the genre he deserves. So fucking good, the best album I've heard in a while, can't stop listening to this. It's as if were back in the era 90s-2000s again. Best album by far.

lonely even when the room is full...this line hits me like a truck in my face

You don't know how good a moment is until it becomes a memory.

my grandmother passed away last year due to covid and this song has helped me cope with that. the last time my grandmother heard from me, I was homeless and couch hopping with my husband in new york. I would give anything for her to see the man I've become. i miss her so much

This song is absolutely gorgeous and completely underrated. Good job Kells. Proud of you.

its literally disrespectful to turn this song off

Sometimes the best medicine is to scream this as loud as u can in ur car it's worked 4 me

I heard him on Howard Stern today so this song makes sense. I loved his interview. I had never heard his music...wow. it goes to show everyone has their story and should not be judged!

Everything related to this album is a masterpiece. The hype was real but it didn't disappoint at all.

The visuals are basically me at house parties

"And he said goodbye way too soon And this don't feel right without you" Those lyrics remind me how I lost my dad. He was 50 years old. And this song makes me escape my troubles from the real world and I find my peace while this song plays.

My brother od on hard dr^gs, literally a year right after one of my grandmas died. Back in 20-21. 2016 my little brother died. Mgk has helped me so much through the years.

To everyone saying they lost someone, my whole heart is with you ... think of all the people who are listening to that song rn, with you : we're in this together. We're feeling the same way as you feel. And it's gonna get better. For all of us. I promise ❤️

Damn this hit me right in the feels. I wish his dad was still here to see all his success with this album that means so much to him. Ugh 🥺

2 years without mom and God I wish she was here 😢

Not every one understands how you can be lonely in a room Full of people.....Kells definitely does....felt this in my soul..

His lyrics are very relatable.. That's what a like.

They said MGK has fans only in America, like here if you are from Asia, Europe, Africa....

Lost my homie few weeks ago and this song got a whole different feel.. miss you Ceasar love you bro rest easy. I wish you had more time with us, I would trade anything for it, the loneliness you feel after losing your closest and longest known friend really makes you feel like you have no one

The song really turned out to be sad and COOL !!! MGK RESPECT !!! MORE ROCK !!! and record at least one HARD ROCK song with Tommy Lee !!!

This song always makes me drop everything just take in the lyrics and cry

im so sorry for the way u felt mgk but i feel u

One of my favorites from MGk🔥

The soundtrack of my life.

I swear MGK saved my life! His music is so amazing!❤️❤️❤️love you colson

i love how you can feel the pain in his voice

I wanna meet him so bad, I memorized all of his songs from tickets to my downfall.

MGK saving Rock music. He seems like he is finding himself along the way!

Every song in this album is a god damn masterpiece

Mgk deserves everything in the world ✨

"Lonely even when the room is full" this is why I love MGK now he makes music people like us can relate to

My dad was killed in October this year so ive never resonated more with one of your songs . ive been a fan 10+ years and have never cried so hard to you . I love you daddy ! Till i see you again 🖤

this is one of the best visualisers i've ever seen. This represents feeling real lonelyness so well, eventough there are people there for you. sometimes you're just in your head and no one can get in, no matter what. and everything around you just gets past you...

Can't lie, I lost my father when I was 3 years old. This really don't feel right without you dad. Thank you mgk for making a relatable song. We are in this together guys.

My 8 year old, who is a huge fan, asked me to ask you not to make any more songs about being lonely anymore. It makes him cry. We lost his mother a little over a year ago. He loves this song but pulls at his heart strings. We love the music. Thank you for giving me something to connect with my kids about.

This song hits different, my girlfriend died one year ago after getting hit by a drunk driver. Miss you love, i’ll see you soon Ps. To everyone who read/liked this, i appreciate all you guys and i’m here for anyone who wants to talk or just needs someone to listen. Stay strong in these tough times. Life is tough but i believe strongly each and everyone of you will get through this and find the happiness they deserve Pps I’m glad my message reached alot of people, sorry for me not responding. My mental health has been dwindling alot and it’s getting worse and worse. Just know you’re not alone. If anyone needs someone to talk to let me know, you can all reach me and i love each and every one of you.