Maddie Zahm - Fat Funny Friend (Lyrics) “I’ve drawn out in sharpie where I’d take the scissors”

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Fat Funny Friend lyrics:
[Intro + Verse 1]
I break the ice
So they don’t see my size
And I have to be nice
Or I’ll be the next punch line
[Verse 2]
I’m just the best friend in Hollywood movies
Who only exists to continue the story
The girl gets the guy, while I’m standing off-screen
So I’ll wait for my cue to be comedic relief
[Chorus]
Can’t be too loud, and can’t be too busy
If I don’t answer now, are they still gonna need me?
Can’t be too proud, and can’t think I’m pretty
Do they keep me around, so their flaws just seem silly?
[Refrain]
Life of the Fat, Funny, Friend
Life of the Fat, Funny, Friend
[Verse 3]
I say I’m okay
’cause they wouldn’t care anyway
And I could try to explain my efforts in vain
They can’t relate
Ohh
[Verse 4]
I’ve drawn out in sharpie where I’d take the scissors
If that’s what it took for me to look in the mirror
I’ve done every diet to make me look thinner
So why do I still feel so goddammnn inferior?
[Chorus]
Can’t be too loud, and can’t be too busy
If I don’t answer now, are they still gonna need me?
Can’t be too proud, and can’t think I’m pretty
Do they keep me around, so their flaws just seem silly?
[Refrain]
Life of the Fat, Funny, Friend
Life of the Fat, Funny, Friend
[Verse 5]
It’s funny when I think a guy likes me
And it’s funny when I’m the one who says it’s gonna heal [?]
It’s f^^king funny when I’m asked to go out on Halloween;
Dresses, and thigh-highs, while I hide my body
[Chorus]
Can’t be too loud, and can’t be too busy
If I don’t answer now, are they still gonna need me?
Can’t be too proud, and can’t think I’m pretty
Do they keep me around, so their flaws just seem silly?
[Refrain]
Life of the Fat, Funny, Friend
Life of the Fat, Funny, Friend
Life of the Fat, Funny, Friend
Life of the Fat, Funny, Friend
[Outro]
I’ve drawn out in sharpie where I’d take the scissors…
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@BangersOnly 2 года назад

An incredibly personal song from Maddie who mentioned she wasn’t sure if she ever wanted to release this one. I know so many people are so glad that she decided to, this song will help so many people out there🖤

@audios5081 2 года назад

fr thanks for posting this on yt cause it’s not out on her yt acc yet i’ve been listening to it over and over

@jaidyndeluca5110 2 года назад

Please pop

@nyamahoroesperance8561 2 года назад

🥺✅😍😘👨‍👩‍👦👨‍👩‍👧😇🍧🍧😇😇🥹🥹😇😇

@ashleydehertog7042 2 года назад

Just like me

@katequinn5629 Год назад

Okay n

@eilenolsen8657 2 года назад

As someone who can relate, feeling like this isn't an insecurity, it's pure fear. Fear of never getting your first boyfriend/girlfriend, never getting asked for your snap or number, never having a true friend and fear of society's judgement. Sometimes we suck in our stomachs until it becomes our norm and we do it automatically. It's feeling like you want to die when your friend who's skinnier and "prettier" calls themselves ugly and fat. It's the feeling of never being comfortable the way you are. But i promise, no matter size, you are beautiful as long as you're you.

@katherinekaranicolas378 2 года назад

the kind of feeling that no one can rescue you from - it creeps back like poison every time.

@YaGirlT44 2 года назад

Hit the nail on the head.

@SG-xy6hf 2 года назад

U seem nice, can I get your sc?

@eilenolsen8657 2 года назад

@@SG-xy6hf mine?

@angeljohnson1768 2 года назад

THE LAST PART GOT IT😭😭I would think “so how does she really see me if she sees herself as fat or ugly”and it makes me scared

@LilGurl12198 2 года назад

When she said “if I don’t answer now are they still gonna miss me” I felt that!

@ImaKovers77 3 месяца назад

Exactly

@Duckies_Hall0w33n Месяц назад

@@Moonlit-Demonim sorry !! i can be ur friend !! we can chat on here:)

@meerajosephine9678 2 года назад

not a plus sized person but this song really hit as a person who once did struggle with body insecurities

@meganwilson9058 2 года назад

Same girl I said I relate to this song and I got attacked on her tt coz I’m “skinny” I may not be “fat” but I’m the funny friend who still has body dysmorphia with anxiety and depression and the chorus of this song is exactly how I feel even tho I’m not “fat” but literally every single thing else in this song is so relatable Can’t be too loud, and can’t be too busy If I don’t answer now, are they still gonna need me? Can’t be too proud, and can’t think I’m pretty Do they keep me around, so their flaws just seem silly? This part alone I relate 100%

@meerajosephine9678 2 года назад

@@meganwilson9058 this is a thing that happens even if ur body is alright is there's no ideal body shape but this is a thing that happens regardless of it I'm the frnd that keeps cracking jokes to break the ice so that the next joke wonr be me im too loud and im to annoying and infacr all parts of the song connected to me when u grow up with ppl commenting on ur size and behaviours

@marlenevandermerwe5794 2 года назад

I'm a bit bigger now, but before I had my baby my mom loved to tell me I looked horrible in clothes that I liked. She also loved to tell me I should loose weigth and that my figure wasn't made for skinny clothes. I look at photos of me then and I wish I had loved myself more, I had been skinny, really skinny. I don't know what she was trying to do to me but I would have been sickly if I was anymore skinny. Now I weigh 78kg and she is loving telling me what I look like and this is all done under the "I care aboit you" lie. So how could I be mad at her😐

@Lunarhowlz377 2 года назад

I understand this as I was raised with only plus sized people, all my friends and family were at the time and I felt like I was always the but of the joke, and it was always "oh don't eat that or you'll look like us" or "give me those chips, I need them more than you"

@tillymorris9748 2 года назад

Same here, I've had comments like "you still eating" or "you still hungry" but I don't think I'm exactly "fat" I'm middle ig. I just don't like my body at all 🤷‍♀️ I relate to the song other then the plus size parts Xx

@Daedacc193 Год назад

The line “Do they keep me around for their flaws that feel silly?” Really hits hards

@sangeethakannan8838 11 месяцев назад

It does

@heidiransom1338 10 месяцев назад

It really does 😥😭

@wolfgal-hj3tz 9 месяцев назад

I relate to that line in my opinion

@AwwesomlyAwwwetumn 8 месяцев назад

Yea not overwait or anything Oml 😭😭😭

@Katie-jv1dn 2 года назад

'I've done every diet to make me look thinner, so why do I still feel so god damn inferior?' What an incredibly raw and powerful song- every line strikes a chord with me. This is going to be big.

@lillytheskeleton 2 года назад

This was the part where the dam broke and I just started crying at 3am...

@stacimurphy9835 Год назад

Me too .. but I still feel this way

@fesrfesrs6916 Год назад

big ahahah

@life.w.aubsii 2 года назад

“Do they keep me around so their flaws just seem silly” *I felt that*

@Moonlit-Demon 2 года назад

same

@dedicatedsimpxx Год назад

And I realized they do

@willow1909 Год назад

Same... sadly

@mmmm-lg2mj Год назад

I felt that as well...

@Elle_4_ever Год назад

Hurts when you understand how it feels.

@JeanmarieRod 2 года назад

I wish more people realize how much this song is a reality for so many people

@Cupcake0512 Год назад

@Robbie Parker so true 😭

@violetpencil9614 Год назад

It might as will be my national anthem for my life

@horserider_eventer Год назад

@@violetpencil9614fr

@stacimurphy9835 Год назад

This is literally me right now...

@Somebody_Is_Watching_You_6500 Год назад

@@violetpencil9614FRRRRRRRRRRR

@sailor.09 Год назад

I struggle with being insecure of my body. This song just let me know I’m not alone!!

@ignaciosancheznavarro684 Год назад

Yeah, you are not alone. I'm insecure of my body too

@choromchulkani6710 Год назад

Go jim gurl💪

@AwwesomlyAwwwetumn Год назад

Yur pfp looks pretty if that’s you then you got nothing to worry about and if it’s not then you’re pretty anyways just remember that

@leigha6130 Год назад

Same

@Somebody_Is_Watching_You_6500 Год назад

You’re not alone

@teresadarji4295 2 года назад

Literally the tears that I’ve been crying while this song is on repeat are years of holding it all in trying to push it out of mind😭 it’s honestly therapeutic to just be able to cry it out instead of pretending the pain is not there 🥺 I know now that there are so many people out here that feel the same way and that I’m not alone 💕 if anyone actually reads this comment just know I love you and I care for you and you’ll get through it day by day ❤️

@Firelily517 2 года назад

Came here to say something like this

@alessandroaquaro6965 2 года назад

i love you back and care about you back i read your message and we will get through it all together

@sleepii_bas1l929 2 года назад

thank you ❤

@amykay3318 2 года назад

Exactly! Thank you

@elqivx-y3r 2 года назад

I’ve been crying to this song for 4 times tonight and I hate it so much I don’t understand why I’m fat I’ve tried my hardest but I can’t

@Rivini-un2nk 8 месяцев назад

Your skin is not paper, Don't cut it Your size is not a book, Don't judge it Your face is not a mask,Don't hide it Your neck is not a coat Don't hang it Your heart is not a door, Don't close it Your life is not a movie please don't end it ❤

@olivertheking8686 8 месяцев назад

Ty that means so much to me

@Saminajohn10 8 месяцев назад

tht hit hard fr.

@corine-bo7lz 8 месяцев назад

lol helpp

@tristanbastien7915 7 месяцев назад

A bit late for me for the first one😅

@legopop249 7 месяцев назад

That's not true

@xzkage 2 года назад

i’ve felt like this for the past few years so hearing this song makes me both sad and happy. i’m so glad she released it ♥️ i feel like i have to be skinny so i’d fit in, cuz if i’m not everyone will leave me :( the lyrics to this song have so much relation it’s unreal. in love with this song

@jamiejones9439 2 года назад

I feel the same

@kate4582 2 года назад

Hey:) We'll get through this

@SG-xy6hf 2 года назад

Skinny isn’t cute. It’s just a very common misconception.

@MellowTime674 2 года назад

Awwwww don't worry we will go through this together I hope everything gets better for you soon may God bless your heart 🙏🙏🙏❤️❤️❤️🥰🥰🥰😭😭😭😁😁😁😃😃😃.

@blahblahblahrosepira 9 месяцев назад

it hurts when the skinny pretty friend call themselves ugly and fat, everyone tells them their skinny and beautiful but no one says it to you.

@tracebandit4847 2 года назад

Honestly this song shook me to my core. This is so powerful and relatable. I can’t thank her enough for creating this.

@jwattstudios3618 6 месяцев назад

as a man with a problem with body insecurities, there isn't much of any body positivity between men. this song has really helped me considering even my closest friends only see my weight.

@salina5715 2 года назад

Exactly how I’ve felt for these past years. I just want to be skinny so that I can be valid.

@connorglancy299 2 года назад

We are valid! We are ?

@salina5715 2 года назад

@@connorglancy299 I don’t feel it :,)

@salina5715 2 года назад

@Nareya Lebeaux yeah! I mean, I still remember being younger and watching tv on a kids channel and commercials about weight loss and being fit and in shape and strong would always pop up. It made me think that it was the only thing that would declare me beautiful. It’s still all I see these days. Everything now has to deal with weight and being fit. If you’re not fit, you don’t fit in. That’s basically all it is now, and it sucks. The poor young girls that are already starving themselves because they don’t look like what our screens show. :(

@salina5715 2 года назад

@Nareya Lebeaux seriously! They do! They need to start showing more people that have different bodies. Large hips, wide ribs. Average weight, overweight, obese. We need to normalize all bodies, and show them off more! It’s the only way that’ll help get rid of the idea that the only way to be healthy is to be skinny. We can be overweight and healthy too. Some people have it in their genes, or they have thyroid problems, slow metabolism, etc. We have to normalize it and show off “abnormal” bodies more.

@stargirl3459 2 года назад

I literally force feed my self to be fatter 🥲

@carolynroberts3163 4 месяца назад

"I've drawn out in sharpie where I'll take the scissors" that hit hard. I really felt that

@katherine-ok3jn 3 месяца назад

the fact that ive done it so many times

@mads1033 2 года назад

I may not have ever been "big" but ive struggled with my body imagine since i was a little kid. I used to think no one ever felt this way and this song and the people who relate to it (no matter their size, you can relate to this song even if you are skinny) made me realize that i wasnt alone. I wish i could personally thank maddie for making me realize im not alone in this big lonely world.

@meganwilson9058 2 года назад

Literally if your fat or skinny it doesn’t matter anybody can relate even if you can only relate to one line that’s still enough like I relate to the whole song even tho I’m not “fat” I’m still the funny one and still have body dysmorphia and I especially relate to the chorus Can’t be too loud, and can’t be too busy If I don’t answer now, are they still gonna need me? Can’t be too proud, and can’t think I’m pretty Do they keep me around, so their flaws just seem silly?

@chloeaustin989 2 года назад

This song I just heard but it really is relatable I've been bullied for my weight all my life

@gem2023 2 года назад

This

@lotustys8565 2 года назад

I can relate. Having to see all those people who are drop dead gorgeous make me feel insecure. It gotten so severe that I can’t even look at people in the eyes anymore, and it really hurts. Looking at the mirror every 10 minutes, this had meddled with my social life and how I think about myself. I always thought everyone changed and blame them for it, but in reality it was me who changed. Having to isolate myself because I thought it would be awkward to stand next to someone who I thought looked “ normal “ because I consider myself to not look normal, seeing everyone but me that looked normal. Im still experiencing it as a very young teenager, but I’m trying to get better. And your right, your not alone. No one is.

@phoebsinebo872 Год назад

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@clovernook9082 Год назад

I legit can NOT listen to this song without crying every damn time...I feel this in my soul.

@yaretzialmanza1109 2 года назад

I’ve been overweight my whole life. I came out of the womb weighing double than my siblings did when they came out. I was always bigger than my friends. I was bullied so much. I was called fat everyday by my brother. My dad would tell me to not eat. For as long as I can remember, I’ve hated myself because of my body. I hate looking at myself in the mirror because I’m so unhappy with myself. Back in August 2021 I decided I no longer wanted to feel like this. I started a new routine and since then I’ve lost 30 pounds. I don’t feel it. I think no matter how much weight I loose, I’ll always hate myself. No matter how much weight I loose, I’ll always feel like this. This song will always mean so much to me. I’ve never been able to talk to anyone who understands and I’ve never been able to put my feelings into words, but this sound says it all. To anyone reading this, remember you’re not alone. You’re beautiful and perfect in every way!

@lukacastyellan3882 2 года назад

you’re beautiful and perfect in every way too

@elicitsilence 2 года назад

*sends hugs*

@cecily8437 2 года назад

i was the same. from the age 6 ive been through multiple different ed episodes, diet and exercises. i hated how i looked even at my lowest weight, underweight, when i would faint wvery time i got off the bed 70 pounds down my highest weight. My parents didn’t say anything about my health they rather told me I could loose a bit more weight. i thought i was fat. never even wore short sleeves and shorts. Wearing jackets in the summer even at my lowest weight. I gained it all back and repeated that cycle every 2 years. After 4 cycles of that I’m still overweight now and still struggle with body image issues but I love myself more than when I was anorexic. I regret hiding and pushing myself so much. I was a child and a teen. I was beautiful no matter what weight I was in and you are too. Appreciate yourself and your body to cherish the moment of your life. Show it off all you can if you want to and be proud of it. Your body and mindset changes over time but you can’t go back time.

@veronicayep3265 2 года назад

You are so beautiful and im so proud of u ❤️

@tasha1955 2 года назад

I know how you feel. I've done the same, I had been obese since I was 5 until I was 15, and I've been underweight. It never makes you like yourself anymore, you just get addicted to controlling food. The pain of their judgemental stares will never dull. So please, don't harm your body in this way. It's terrifying to go through. I was my happiest when I was eating well in recovery- yes I felt guilt. But throw the scales away and just eat when your body tells you. Getting into a relationship was the only way out of my disorder, I owe him so much. I probably owe him my life. I was dying, starving to death, my bpm was very low, my hair was falling out, and I was technically infertile because my period hadn't been in 3 years. So please, reconsider and start to love yourself. I know this will never mean much coming from a stranger, I know you probably won't listen until you get that wake-up call one day. But you need to rethink all of this- because after a while it consumes you and you don't really care if you die or not. If you ever wanna just talk about it, I'll gladly give you one of my socials.

@hrtzz4innie Год назад

i’m quite literally the opposite of this song. i’m extremely underweight (recovering from anorexia nervosa) but during the worst of it, i always looked at how my stomach pushed out a lot but all of my limbs were super thin. it took about 2 years to realize that everyone has a bit of a gut especially when you have a wide build but a couple of months ago i wanted to just cut of 2-3 inches of my stomach. to all of the plus sized people out there, you are loved i swear! don’t feel bad about yourself because you aren’t alone. just by looking at the comments i can see there are plenty of people who are going through the same thing you are and i swear things will get better soon! keep your heads up:)

@swathysatheesh31 2 года назад

I cried hearing this. I have always been trying so hard to fit into the places like this. I often think if i don't crack jokes or start initiating talking no one would talk to me or be friends with me. I realised something even though i tried hard no one is there for me. I feel alone broken for many reasons. Hope whoever reads this and finds this relatable be happy in your life. You will be ❤️. From a fellow fat funny girl 🥺

@tfashfr Год назад

Dealing with body insecurities but having friends who reassure ur enough genuinely is a blessing

@ashtonrice7352 2 года назад

IM SO GLAD SHE RELEASED! SHE IS INCREDIBLE ANS HELPING SO MANY! ❤️

@Joice_M Год назад

It's incredible to see the amount of ppl relating to this song, it makes my heart ache.

@eveletter Год назад

Are u sure u aren’t having a heart attack?

@Joice_M Год назад

@@eveletter I hope not TvT

@rasberrypudding6913 2 года назад

Absolutely in love with this song. I’ve always been the friend they keep around to make themselves feel better. I’d hear them talking and laughing behind my back. They’d compare themselves to me, their nose, their size, everything. I once brought a few “friends” with me dress shopping. I loved how a dress looked on me and I said it made me look pretty. The mood was ruined when they pointed out the flaws and laughed with each other about it.

@jemhiki Год назад

This song sums everything about me. I loved people but I couldn't love myself. I loved people's parts but I hated mine. I went and lose some weight and then gained it all over again. It was a never-ending cycle. I have been crying listening to this, it hurts that it's so accurate, it felt like the Maddie knew who I am.

@lanaparadise27 9 месяцев назад

The pain in her voice when she says "they cant relate to how I've" ❤

@connorslibrarycorner4996 2 года назад

So many lines hit me in this and speak to me. "I have to be nice, or I'll be the next punchline" "can't be too busy if I don't answer now are they still gonna need me" "it's funny when I'm the one who says let's go to Eat" These hit me because I have felt all of these and the feeling of longing to be wanted without the thought that one wrong move and you're disposable because you look "disgusting"... This song speaks to so many people clearly from the comments and it's beautiful and sad to know that we're not alone in these feelings

@Moonlit-Demon 2 года назад

I relate of such a painful level! Sometimes my friends text me in the middle of the night and even when I'm about to go to sleep I text them. Sometimes I complain that I was trying to sleep, and they ask why I Don't put my phone on silent. Truth is, I do this intentionally- Because If they text me in the middle of the night, fine! I'll answer them! I'll joke for them! I'll entertain them when they're bored! Because I live in another country, and even if I don't say it, I miss them. I care for them so much. But I'm the jokester in the group, the one that never takes things seriously- even if I do, I'm helping others then. And along with that, I'm insecure about my weight. If I don't answer now, are they still going to miss me? Life of the fat, funny, friend.

@Savannah-qb4bb 9 месяцев назад

I relate to you both so much. It's about my acne though. It has affected my life to the point where I would refuse to go places, talk to people, or leave the house, simply because I was so insecure. It's painful both physically and mentally. Plus, you'd think people wouldn't mention it, right? They do. I don't know why, but they do. And they also mention when I try to hide it by slightly turning my head. I feel trapped and all I want is someone who can relate to what I go through with acne. That's all.

@jeannewallace7590 2 года назад

This was my life. This song makes me cry at 61 years old.

@lifeisgood7967 Год назад

I've been overweight for my entire life and everything in this song is how I feel. I've constantly been told to lose weight and be better even though I've tried my absolute hardest. I feel so insecure about myself. This song makes me happy to know that someone else realizes the pain people who are overweight go though everyday.

@emsreaper5374 2 года назад

Didn’t realize the emotional impact of this song until I actually listened to it in full for the first time. Struggled for so much of my life with my body. My mom has always told me to suck in my stomach to help with my posture. She’s even gotten me spanx to help with my tummy. I know she has good intentions but thinking about it now, I have been hiding my body my entire life…only in the past few years did I start wearing tank tops because I felt too fat to wear them. Just a lot of feelings and things that have happened to me over the years are now being linked back to my body size…

@Blue1Ghost Год назад

Just heard this song for the first time. And wow did it hit me hard. I’m so insecure about my body and have been really feeling down lately. This song made me realize that I’m not alone.

@BellaMounts Год назад

This song has helped me through so incredibly much. This song feels like it was made from my life. To know there are other people out there that feel the same way, is everything. We are all beautiful, thick, fat, skinny, healthy, or sick. Whatever you look like you are beautiful and you are enough. I mean it. So stick around a little longer beautiful, it will pay off.

@SnowSkiArtistRunner 9 месяцев назад

I really needed this comment, thank you.

@debzmuzza 2 года назад

Even when I've been honest with my " normal " sized friends about feeling this way. They have said I'm imagining it. I have never felt more heard, seen or valued. Incredibly powerful song ♡

@azimentayethomas-harding6929 Год назад

I think what makes this song hit so hard for me is this something I feel from my family and my wife. Always telling me to not be “sensitive”. But in reality I’m tired.

@samantha3426 2 года назад

there should be more likes on this song. FR she described everything i feel every day... whether its at work, with friends, or out on public around strangers. I've struggled loving myself. its sad world where you hate your own body....and everyone hates it too or they fetishize it.

@blueturtle3623 Год назад

Its amazing how there are some lines in this you need to live to be able to understand. Like the Halloween one, if you have body image issues you still relate to this song but this line is truly there for the fat funny friend.

@Alaaalyan562 6 месяцев назад

I hate the fact that i relate

@Axt.Artist 2 года назад

Having dealt with anorexia in my early teenage years, this hurts. It's beautiful.

@chanterelledesign8310 9 месяцев назад

I was in my late teens/early 20s. 🥺

@Axt.Artist 9 месяцев назад

@@chanterelledesign8310 Sometimes it still bothers me- like sometimes I'm weary of food and how much I eat again even now in my 20s. But I usually listen to music to express the emotions and I feel better after.

@AmyHeppeard-sq8uz 6 месяцев назад

Can’t be to loud can’t be to busy hits hard.

@rachaelvlogs4068 2 года назад

It's sad after listening to this song, because I had that one friend group, who basically kept me around for the jokes, and to basically feel like they were doing something right for asking me to be around, guys who were in the group basically ignored me. My ex main friend, just used me for my kindness.. so yeah I cried hearing these lyrics, because it was exactly how I felt being in that group.

@lukacastyellan3882 2 года назад

i hope things get better for you, and i hope you find better friends who actually deserve you

@no-408 2 года назад

"I've drawn out in sharpie where I'd take the scissors. if that's what it took for me to look in the mirror." as someone struggling from anorexia.. I felt that. I'm not plus sized but I understand.

@dancingcat5488 2 года назад

@panfeather908 Год назад

I wish you peace with your body ❤️

@crownscovenofeclecticism5863 2 года назад

You don’t need to be plus size to relate the this. She wrote this during and after she lost weight. She’s describing how it feels before and after losing weight and how drastic things can change.

@caleyholland7601 Год назад

i mean, she’s writing about bad experiences that plus sized people go through but you don’t have to be stereotypically fat to feel fat depending on what you hear

@nicolestein3142 Год назад

@@caleyholland7601 but the lived experience of being fat is different from "feeling" fat. People don't treat you with disgust if you're normal sized and feel fat. People treat us fat people like lepers.

@elliewilliamswife69 2 года назад

I'm literally sobbing so much right now. I'm only 15 and I hate myself so much. I was bullied so much in school. I've had food thrown at me, I've been yelled at, my own ex-girlfriend talked behind my back. When I first got to my new school everyone just stared. I've made so many self-deprecating jokes to make others laugh. I let people walk all over me. I recently dropped my ex-best friend because he'd bully me about my size knowing it hurt. I just want to be skinny. I can only make so many more jokes before I lose it. I don't have any friends to talk to. COVID hasn't made it easier on me either. I just want someone to relate and talk with without judgment. I was always the loud fat funny girl. My parents try to tell me I'm pretty but I can't believe it. This feels good to say. I'm so glad I can relate with people in the comments...and thank you the artist for creating this song

@pulchie 2 года назад

its the same for me but genders reversed. 15 about to be 16 and ive been the one the girls would make fun of. gym class and lunch is always the hardest. i dont eat but they still find ways to get me. it sucks. a lot. like no matter what i do i’ll always be less than them. having guys point and laugh and joke about getting my number. always holding my head down afraid of seeing the people stare at me. breakdowns in the bathroom. i just wish it would all go away. i wish i had someone i could talk to that could relate. i feel so alone,, and this song really helped. knowing that theres other people who are like me

@happinessforever5880 2 года назад

😭u r beautiful don't let anyone say anything else ( me: sobbing for the same reason too)

@nein3441 2 года назад

Barcodefriend#9556

@emi_912 2 года назад

I am 17 and I've been feeling this way for years now, I've been bullied since I was 6 (first grade). I'm the phsycologist and funny friend, who can never be serious because I want to make everyone laugh..so that I can be there. I can't look in the mirror without crying. I see pictures of myself and delete them immediately. Panic attacks, mental breakdowns. My studies have been getting worse and worse because of my mental state. I've been dieting and overexercising, not eating and crying. Trying to have confidence. And I always failed. And I still do. I'm just emotional support. And comedic relief. Until they get tired and throw me aside. So hey, we can be mutuals.

@r______t9517 2 года назад

I hope things have gotten better for you and if they haven't I really hope they do!

@hannahfaith4962 2 года назад

“Drawn out in sharpie where I’d take the scissors, if that’s what it took for me to look in the mirror, I’ve done every diet to make me look thinner, so why do I still feel so goddamn Inferior” that part man. I have always been the “funny friend” in my groups, the one that always stood on the sides and watched my friends get all the guys I wished I could have, the bodies I cried for. Everything about them I loved but it irked me because I wished so badly for me to be like them. They were effortlessly skinny, didn’t need makeup to be pretty and god their personalities made me want to scream because I knew I could never be like them. This song hits so close to home, god damn.

@char5657 2 года назад

I’m going through the exact same thing, they’re all so skinny my mind has changed my curves into looking fat. I’m the only one in my friend group who hasn’t had a love interest, let alone a crush. I’m glad to know there’s others out there that understand, you’re not alone

@char5657 2 года назад

(Also if that’s you on your pfp, your hair is wicked pretty!

@aakifahaslam4623 Год назад

For the last 2 hours I have been listening to this and crying continuously

@booksarelife3923 2 года назад

I will admit I have always had body image insecurities since I was 10 and this song really resonates with me it's beautiful yet haunting. Body image insecurities to me is what everyone thinks and what future people will think fear that everyone will judge you based on your image. I wont say I'm overweight or obese but I am chubby and have a stomach and a non-existent thigh gap and a double chin which is why I hate when I yawn.

@SalmaHakimi-i4b 16 дней назад

Was feeling confident for few days and one sentence was enough for me to relapse and come back here lollll

@mha_fan-ee8gd 2 года назад

I'm so thankful that she created this. I have really never found a song that matched exactly how i feel inside. I have tried every diet and finally i found something that is helping me lose weight. After years of trying I've finally lost my first 6 lbs and this song just puts the struggles into words i couldn't say before as whenever i did i was put down. Thank you once again

@Yourmom89324 Год назад

"Do they keep me around so their flaws just seem silly" relatable Really the whole song is but that line is how I feel a lot

@kaylynnmcclanahan 11 месяцев назад

this song i feel like i can really relate to. ive always been a bigger girl and have had skinny friends. i just had to learn to love and accept who i was. you can always change but its very hard. dont beat yourself up because you arent thin. LOVE WHO YOU ARE!!!!!

@geyan_girl 2 года назад

Its amazing to hear songs that best describe how you feel. I relate to this so much, so much that it felt both happy and sad. Happy that someone knows what it felt and sad how people can make you feel inferior. If I could give these people a hug and let them know their not alone and that they are perfect and beautiful, I would do it. No one is allowed to belittle us just because we don't fit their standards. Were not born to impress them, nor to please them.

@lennieclare2853 Год назад

This song is so easy for me to dance to because it is the most relatable thing I have ever heard and the sadness and expression is just natural

@unicornfartboi5292 2 года назад

I can’t believe how emotional a single song or line can make a person.people always shamed me for being to skinny or flat it’s not the same as this but the hurting still stings and this song is that and I just love this song for that💕

@Ali-Mae Год назад

I’ve never had a song that I could relate to 😢 I literally listened to this on repeat for forever 😢

@ty7802 2 года назад

This song hits hard. I can’t go one day without thinking people are looking at me.This song makes me feel like i’m not alone.

@meilanhagt4989 Год назад

This song makes me cry so much, it’s so relatable. Thank you so much Maddie 💜💜

@jeffstephens856 2 года назад

As someone who struggles as a 13 year old girl it hits very hard at school for me. It’s hard to be happy in school I’ve done lots of things but I do feel sad and ugly all the time

@unknowngirl7134 Год назад

I love this song. I'm not plus size but I was bullied for years becauee of how I looked, I developed a eating disorder im 18 and I wish I could tell my younger self not to go down this route, the lines 'I will draw out in sharpie where I'd take the scissors' hits hard aswell because I did take out the scissors

@alleymally9097 Год назад

I hope you have a good year and remember your beautiful no matter what

@Jungkook-ku8ri Год назад

Heard this song on tiktok. When I looked the lyrics up, I suddenly cried. The lyrics of this song actually described my whole life. I'm overweight and my classmates are bullying me for having a fat body. They call me names, they throw food at me, and a lot more. I'm thankful for the writer of this song for composing this. There are a lot of people who are getting bullied and that lower their own self-esteem.

@Emilee-Renfro 2 года назад

Even tho I’m not a “plus size girl” for my age, this song still rlly hit me hard.

@heidiransom1338 10 месяцев назад

Yea it does.

@damalizguerrero1543 2 года назад

I’ve felt like this since I was little and when I heard the snipped of this song I cried my heart out Bc I never found a song that said exactly want I was feeling until now. I never knew people felt out of place just like me. I’m 19 now and still feeling the same was which sucks but I’m glad she released this song ❤️ she is so talented!!!

@Jas_2024-1 Месяц назад

The one that hit really hard for me was “it’s funny when I think a guy likes me and it’s funny when I’m the one who says let’s go to eat”

@reaper07live 2 года назад

12 year old me really needed this song and 32 year old me says thank you so much for this

@marcrendelldelmundo475 Год назад

To whoever created this song thank you so much!

@ChillOnly 2 года назад

Wow this song is such a real emotional song, such a powerful song!

@TehillaMauda-mp3qm 2 месяца назад

“If I don’t answer now, are they still gonna miss me” bro that one hits so close to home, having had a lot of long distance relationships with family/friends that one rlly spoke to me❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹

@krissybrown2588 2 года назад

I finally feel like someone eloquently explained what I've been feeling my whole. damn. life.

@the.most.yana_han Год назад

I'm not extrememely overweight but I am chubby and my friends are slimmer than me. I'm usually the funny one in friend groups so I can really relate-

@chaoticconjuring 2 года назад

Very powerful and very beautiful! I can absolutely relate and my heart breaks for anyone else that can as well. You are beautiful, you are loved, you are enough, and most importantly you are irreplaceable 💜💜💜💜

@aminaboudaoud2855 2 года назад

the way I relate to this song is unimaginable

@madsbeasley8080 2 года назад

My name is Maddie. I feel the exact same way as she did while writing this song. This is a masterpiece and this has the most emotion that I've ever heard.

@3liza_random 2 года назад

First time listening to the full song, I can relate to it on so many levels

@rachell6748 2 года назад

I'm not a plus sized person but i relate so deeply to this song especially the "i've drawn out on sharpie where i take the scissors if thats what it took for me to look in the mirror" part

@keristubbs Месяц назад

I love this song so much. I couldn’t live without it❤I learned all the lyrics just from listening to it on repeat for less then 10 minutes

@karsynjohnson343 2 года назад

I've been waiting for this song for a minute! It's amazing ! It really let's you know you aren't alone in how you feel.

@ayevaghnne4800 4 месяца назад

I finally found my song, thank you for this. May we all overcome this body insecurities we have🥺

@bailey2955 2 года назад

i have played this song so much i dont have any tears left 🕺🏼

@bambinopark1384 Год назад

I am literally bawling my eyes out. Every single line is so relatable. Wow 😔

@sasiarachchige4451 2 года назад

"if i dont answer now are they still gonna need me?" THAT has been my thought in every friendship I've ever experienced

@Moonlit-Demon 2 года назад

Honestly same

@karmabakabane7735 2 года назад

In middle school, I was so underweight I was almost hospitalized. I still thought I wasn't skinny enough. It starts young and is everlasting. I'm not what you'd consider overweight but I still think I'm too much. I see all these other girls with the same body type or even weigh more and I think they're absolutely beautiful and stunning but when I look at myself in the mirror, I don't feel admiration or love like I do towards those other girls and it hurts. I feel like I shouldn't feel this way but everyone should feel validated with their emotions and issues. Its been a long road but I'm starting to love myself again but everyone has their bad days. You are beautiful, everyone is so don't punish yourself for how you look. Go show the world how amazing you look and if you need love, there are people that will fill those gaps until you can feel it for yourself.

@Moonlit-Demon 2 года назад

I'm sorry that you felt that way, I'm glad you're doing better! Honestly I feel the same- I'm not someone that people would consider "overweight", but I always feel so fat for no reason. I think everyone looks beautiful- except for me. I feel like I'm the only person in this world that deserves to be called ugly. I always feel fat, I hate my glasses, my face, my body, everything about me.

@Phillyxo 2 года назад

Anyone else get uncontrollably emotional listening to this

@nokwazimagwaza8029 2 года назад

"Do they keep me around, so their flaws just seem silly"..... That's deep

@samham2118 2 года назад

I hate how much I relate to this

@Uluvvkay 2 года назад

YOURE BEAUTIFUL 🦋💞💙

@mochilovemocha 8 месяцев назад

I’m just crying at this point this touched my heart😭😭😭

@serbescuamalia6251 2 года назад

this is just the song that says what i can’t, i don’t think i could thank this girl enough for the masterpiece she wrote! 🤍

@honeytewatia24 Год назад

I never thought that i would relate to a song this much, i mean this is actually my daily thoughts and kuddos to the artists for making such a beautiful song...

@goryglamgirl3913 Год назад

I wish I had this song during high-school. I suffered from a eating disorder on and off for almost 2 years and got bullied for 3 years straight bc of my size. I love that this song exists & we can normalize the struggles of being a plus size woman ❤

@ParisRoper-hu9vr 7 месяцев назад

This is an amazing song to which I can relate.. Living and being in this world consists of being surrounded by tons of fake people, and after a while of people breaking your trust, you just don't care anymore..and people will always say "you've changed" but they completely overlook the *reasons* and *things* that caused you to change.

@mooshythecow Год назад

This makes me wanna cry, because it’s true.

@OliviaBrydon-xl4ow 5 месяцев назад

Even on my happiest day this song will put me in tears

@JulianaSalinas-fz4gv 9 месяцев назад

"I have to be nice or I'll be the next punch line" hit me so hard!!!

@aundreamichellevelasco Год назад

"Do they keep me around so their flaws just seem silly?" You as the funny friend on that one circle of friend.

@nataliejoyce8562 Год назад

"Can't be too loud, and can't be too busy, if I don't answer now, are they still gonna need me? Can't be too proud, and can't think I'm pretty, do they keep me around, so their flaws just seem silly?" I can relate to this, well that used to be me until I found new friends who I can trust, who I can laugh with, talk to and they actually reply

@nataliegarland146 Год назад

i actually count my self as the fat funny friend and i just lost 2 of my bestest friends over one asking how i talked and the other budding in now i’m lonely and my uncle died and it’s really hard to get through this stuff but this song helped me just a little but i also listen to it everyday now so tysm to who ever made this song