some weird questions 1. whats your favorite color 2. how do you like... uphold communication between alters 3. what do you think of those system tracking things like pluralkit and simply plural 4. cold showers or warm showers, and why? (this is a serious question)
Never used pluralkit or anything! I’ll look into to see if there are any super unique features. I always assumed they were for system communication. Personally I never felt the need to get stuff like that when a journal works. All respect to the admirable undertaking of being a cold shower haver. I would rather test me self discipline in other ways. Getting clean is something I like to be a relaxing experience, and for us that means warmth.
hey !! Been thinking alot about you and wasn't expecting anything yet-hope your surgery went well and that you're healing good!!. i hope if it's necessary they give you physiotherapy for the muscles in that area - armpits, shoulders. Don't sweat that shit anymore - good for you. Doctors respecting there's a thing! I like what you said about the book, i just got a little recorder i carry - which is awesome because our thoughts are so speedy i miss things if i write them down; or - i can't read the writing later !! Letting go and letting things flow often works better. That's really interesting what you said about the demand thing! I like what you said about communication - that's nice. i have it that way too; sometimes i worry about someone, but if they don't want to talk that's up to them. And thankyou for this video You Rock! Patreon !! - i'd support you - i can't give alot but i already patreon a musician friend and a friend who is an archeologist.
- i think its fine and even a part of the disorder to have denial about DID because the disorder is based on generally the host performing as "normal" like as a singular part, theres a reason why the parts that are not integrated are not integrated, so the main host has amnesia barriers to those parts and therefore doesnt feel super connected to them and may at times when it is called for by a situation (e.g. someone is not accepting of DID) completely forget they have DID at all. (and the awareness may come back later when safer.) so i kinda trust my brain that when i feel denial then thats fine and theres probably a reason for it i dont push it in one way or another. - we cant mask handwriting, we can only switch or go cocon (our personal experience) - we communicate mentally sometimes or out loud, kind of in a monologue way but people can "listen in". but when we communicate mentally its only sometimes in words usually its just "vibes" or we just "know" things about the other parts also i saw someone elses comment about uploading more frequently, and you do say in the video that u would like to do that, but i wanna say you dont owe anyone anything in regard to that. its your choice how frequently and what you upload
This is random.(probbally,this is dirty,too/the song too.). If you want to know how to shit a brick, only drink drinks with WATER IN IT/DONT DRINK NORMAL WATER. you cant litterly shit 1/it will feel like it. you can do the thinking hoop things to figure out how to litterly go a brick(if a masicast)(if no water makes you bleed for going.).
my friend soccerandtrack10, sometimes I don’t understand your comments. I love that you watch my videos. And sometimes I can tell what they are trying to say. But many times they seem irrelevant or incomprehensible. Do you know why this is?
One thing i dislike on chanells made by people with some mental or physical health problems is how rare they upload videos i know why they upload rarely and i know that spenfing all you live on youtube is not good but as person comming from community where daily or even 2 videos per day type of uppload is most liked one and pushed on by viewers it sometimes annoys me when someone upploads rarely ( do not take it as any type of hate ) i still think you videos are good and interesting
That’s reasonable and I think a lot of people prefer frequent uploads. I’ve been uploading weekly the past couple of months tho! That’s good. And also the most you’ll get from us cause I got other shit to do as well.
Welp i Poland in some times wykop ( Polish reddit like hate and troll website) controlled most of Polish youtube and said when and whst type of videos youtubers should do I myself had been a part of wykop but I left after someone paid some admin from Wykop paid thugs to beat wife and 5 year old son of one of Polish youtubers with crowbar living boy with scars for rest of his life then most of people i knew left we might write horrible hate troll people or sometines even do some harrasment but that was too much . Also many of Polish youtubers live from youtube and donations only so donators can easly tell them what too do
I wonder if the staring off in the distance is a disassociation thing? It happens to me and I think sometimes its me switching or it's just my autism needing to process a thought. But the same thing happens to me either in videos or when I use my voice to text notes app. It'll just be like multiple LONNG pauses. It definitely feels like I need the time to complete the thought which makes it difficult when I'm talking to friends because it's like hey shut up for like 2-5minutes please hahaha
you mean like those responsibilities that I have to do? yeah, i go do those lol. i leave the house when i need to. it often makes me anxious unless i’m going to the store or a routine appointment like therapy or a class.
i use the definition that there is both no trace of them left (no integrated version of them) and no possibility that that person could ever reappear. if someone disappears from society, there is no 100% way you can guarantee no one will ever see them again or they won’t come back. I would use the definition of not having a beating heart anymore or something like that but that wouldn’t really be applicable to a singular alter.
@@magesystem okay so yeah but in old time people of lower classes didnt see world outside of few nearest village and everything else doesnt exists a far Lands where more legends than truth also some people mostly leaders of rebelions or people that got againt absolute rule of church or king even if alive somewhere where treaten like death forbiding anyone from contact
