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Male to Female Transformation (MTF transition) Year 1-2 

Gabriella G
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This is a brief synopsis of my first two years struggling to become who I am today! Surgery is done! And Now I am Complete!
I hope this video helps those of you that felt like me, and don't know what to do! It is meant to be inspiring to those of you that think it is not possible. I'm here to tell you it is, and all the haters out there have to understand one thing! You have to be who you are! You only have one life! Cherish it!
Warning*****
Just letting you all know there is nothing glamorous about this whole transition, it is the hardest thing you will ever do! You will second guess yourself continuously. it is inner turmoil and external turmoil. I appear to be happier, but that truly is one facet to this whole thing. I do warn you to proceed with caution and with what's in your heart :)
I discovered through this transition it is hard to find a partner to enjoy your time with hence I'm working on this website to help in those efforts. Be prepared to lose everyone and everything you thought dear to you during your journey.
As of today 4/22/18 - No relationship or family have come around to this transition. I do think it was worth it to be me, but wasn't worth the loss of family, friends, and any love I may see in the future. Being alone tends to change peoples prospective on others. I hope I continue to find the strength to be alone and accept that as my fate.

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@Adalinesmith20
@Adalinesmith20 7 лет назад
Im really happy for you! Please don't ever try and commit suicide ever again! You're beautiful! Every morning when you wake up look at yourself in the mirror and say "you're beautiful" to yourself, believe me nothing will come against you if you boost up your confidence. I wish you the best.
@samanthajayjones2645
@samanthajayjones2645 6 лет назад
The most beautiful part of this is that genuine smile. I got to get me one of them x
@thomasinemiller3765
@thomasinemiller3765 7 лет назад
Good for you!! life is to short to live for someone else. Good luck and enjoy your journey ❣❣❣
@michellemason5214
@michellemason5214 3 года назад
I love you. Thank you. I cried the whole video. you're beautiful. I finally feel i can understand what my new daughter is going through and i adore her but didn't realize how hard it's been on her. I love you. I love you. I love you. Thank you forever for this. New Mom 💖
@GabriellaG
@GabriellaG 3 года назад
I love you toooo and omg it is an awful road, but i made it.... If you ever have any questions. Im here for you and your daughter too. Im working on an amazing video at the moment and it shows just how far I have come since this video and addresses so many issues..
@vernakarey
@vernakarey 6 лет назад
I'm over 50 and it's time for me...finally, thank you for your open and honest timeline, I'm gonna bookmark this video and go to it when I get down about how much I have to go through ahead.
@Louisejames23
@Louisejames23 3 года назад
When I (finally) came out it was such a massive relief, went through pretty much everything you have and really wished I’d done it earlier. You look very happy 😬❤️❤️
@Bronwyn031
@Bronwyn031 7 лет назад
You're not alone, I didn't transition until my mid 30's (late bloomer, yeah me too). However, I did notice that I had a far more smoother transition at my age versus my younger counterparts who were still struggling with mainly finances, self acceptance and job & friends. I on the other hand took to my new representation like a duck to water and I was financially able to blast through my HRT, surgeries, keep my job and my old friends as well as add some new ones. And the icing on the cake was accepting myself for me. But don't get it twisted now... I had my ups and downs but I definitely feel being at that point in my life allowed me to have such an effortless transition. Yay for wisdom, stability and cold hard cash. Plus I'm well into my 40's about to transition over into my 50's and I don't look a day over 30. So there is a method to the madness of a late transition, we're the living proof. At least we got here, right?
@robinbartlett4490
@robinbartlett4490 6 лет назад
6 months into transition and its video blogs like yours that give me so much hope for the future. I often wonder if I was a really bad person in a previous life and this is my punishment! Thank you and you look lovely. xx
@raymondkent679
@raymondkent679 2 месяца назад
Thanks very much for taking the time to make this video I very much enjoy your take on transitioning.the trials and tribulation of my first 2 years was indeed the worst time of my life. however looking back in the midst of all the hate and oppression that I faced I still experienced moments of euphoria.those moments were so refreshing and so just right they gave me just What I needed to keep going thanks again I hope to see more videos from you in the future love and blessings to you sister
@therofthew
@therofthew 7 лет назад
I really admire people like yourself that after years of living the way society dictates they are just brave enough to b who they really are regardless.
@GabriellaG
@GabriellaG 7 лет назад
therofthew thanks, it is very hard and dealing with society is even harder. But in the end, it is all worth it. Thanks for commenting :)
@Zigman2214
@Zigman2214 7 лет назад
Congratulations Gabriella!! What you did took a lot of guts- but you look some HAPPY and so BEAUTIFUL!
@GabriellaG
@GabriellaG 7 лет назад
Thanks sooo much, and yes I am so much more Happy! And thanks for the beautiful comment :)
@endlessendeavoures9137
@endlessendeavoures9137 7 лет назад
Simply Amazing was Depressed alot today went to your timeline again encouragement💛💙💖
@GabriellaG
@GabriellaG 7 лет назад
Hun, I get it about the depressions happens to me all the time, all I do when this happens is think that wow, look I have come this far imagine a year from now? You know what I mean?
@NYVET48TFW
@NYVET48TFW 6 лет назад
Good for you. We must live for ourselves, not for anyone else. Anyone who didn't stand by you was not worth having in your life as their love was conditional. Anyone who DID accept and stand by you showed UNconditional friendship or love. Enjoy your future.
@kevinewing3540
@kevinewing3540 5 лет назад
You are so beautiful in soo many ways.! At 60 i am finally getting ready to begin my journey, your RU-vid inspires and encourages me soo much that i am in tears as i type this, thank you.
@romanlockheart8725
@romanlockheart8725 7 лет назад
hell yea!! live your life for you because nobody else can do it for you. I'm sorry that you had to go through hardships, but It only made you better
@melissarainchild
@melissarainchild 7 лет назад
In my humble opinion...transitioning after 40 (ish) is the best time. All the variables are set, the mental frame is there to take it all in. I started at 50, and I celebrate every moment of it... Thank you for inspiring. And of proving that there is no age restriction for this...at all :)
@JessicaSimonson1976
@JessicaSimonson1976 7 лет назад
Sometimes transition is the path to enlightenment.....It gives us an unforetold amount of strength. It isn't simply a matter of being a woman or a man. Transition is about not denying yourself the happiness you deserve. Best Wish to You.
@heatherferguson9589
@heatherferguson9589 7 лет назад
Amazing. so glad u came out. thats courageous but so worth it im sure. glad you are living your life on your terms. you look wonderful!!!
@chelleroberson3222
@chelleroberson3222 7 лет назад
Robert Harden Glens mule ? ur the only ignorant sob posting here
@bellatheball8667
@bellatheball8667 6 лет назад
Heather Ferguson, he does look wonderful and would look more wonderful as the authentic man he is. I despise lies, fakery, bullshit, and psychosis left running rampant and untreated.
@larrycybulski6498
@larrycybulski6498 7 лет назад
You go girl. Very inspiring. Wishing you continued happiness and success. Hugs!
@dommaclaine7845
@dommaclaine7845 6 лет назад
Wow! You are so inspiring! Thanks for posting. Much love Dominique x
@GabriellaG
@GabriellaG 6 лет назад
Dom Maclaine thank you
@Marie579
@Marie579 2 года назад
Good for you gal, all power to your elbows keep safe with a wonderful future xx
@mysouthjerseylife
@mysouthjerseylife 2 года назад
This video really gives hope to those of us who live among very closed minded people and are also over 30 yrs old still being forced to suppress who we are.
@olivia-jtrans5693
@olivia-jtrans5693 7 лет назад
I'm very happy for her and the support of the family. . . .
@darincampbell5440
@darincampbell5440 7 лет назад
Much respect for being true to yourself.
@AnnyRocha-ep8yg
@AnnyRocha-ep8yg 4 года назад
How brave you are, it's amazing what's the way you did in you life, and that face girl to all of those who mistreated you, blessings
@serenityomni5642
@serenityomni5642 7 лет назад
Wow you go girl! so proud of you and what you've accomplished! Keep up being you :)
@GabriellaG
@GabriellaG 7 лет назад
Serenity Omni Thank you so much ;)
@britneyrenearthur9775
@britneyrenearthur9775 6 лет назад
I’m glad you found happiness. You look so amazing!
@222mars
@222mars 6 лет назад
*You are so pretty! I used to be transphobic, but I realized that is wrong!!* YOU GO, GURL
@GabriellaG
@GabriellaG 6 лет назад
Ironically I used to be transphobic and found that it is wrong. Thanks for your nice comment. :)
@222mars
@222mars 6 лет назад
Gabriella G You're welcome!
@TheGriffin57
@TheGriffin57 7 лет назад
Good for you Sweetheart! Finding one's self make a big difference. Hugs from MI.
@JesusandTiffany67
@JesusandTiffany67 3 месяца назад
Hi I started my transition at 59,what Joy to finally come out it took God to show me who I was. God has told me to start a support group for the youth, tomorrow will be the first meeting. This year I also started a RU-vid channel Jesus and tiffany,Jesus has been a vital part of my transition and the one who has kept me alive. I now go to a wonderful Methodist church, I am loved there. I have lost all my family and my old church, but I am happier than ever and my life with Jesus is better than ever!
@ThomasCKserves
@ThomasCKserves 3 года назад
Appreciate your openness about the ups and downs of your journey. I'm over 40 and thinking about transitioning. Found your video to be really helpful.
@laurenelise1002
@laurenelise1002 7 лет назад
congrats!! :) i have been on HRT for 3+ years now. my story is a little different. I didn't loose anyone and everyone was accepting including my dad. I am still married and have two boys. I thought i found the holy grail. Except my demon was cancer. Thanks to the almighty and all the doctors and my family i fought through it and im moving forward with my life. The hardest part is regrowing my hair(used to be down to my shoulderblades) but im not complaining, im just glad i had the chance to do so again and knowing that im cured. We all have demons, its how you face them that counts and you seem to have done a wonderful job :) Stay positive and move forward. When life gives you lemons, bitch and make lemonade. xoxoxoxo lauren :)
@vanessaveneti9641
@vanessaveneti9641 7 лет назад
@urbanlife5607
@urbanlife5607 4 года назад
What a wonderful butterfly you are wishing all the best for the future 🦋🦋
@dariuscollier1971
@dariuscollier1971 7 лет назад
you look beautiful and happy. Thank you for sharing this part of yourself.
@abigailjean-mariefletcher1063
@abigailjean-mariefletcher1063 5 лет назад
When you smiled that real deep down heart filled smile i smiled and I'm so proud of you for taking this scary journey but honey you are beautiful and your smile shows how true you are being inside.. 😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘
@daffygirl70
@daffygirl70 7 лет назад
Beautful job Gabrilelle, i hope i can navigate this like you...
@tommychappell6359
@tommychappell6359 3 года назад
Good for youuu.. gooddd forrr youuu.. a lot of people do understanddd... You look great..
@stacismith5999
@stacismith5999 5 лет назад
I to am MTF. A life long education. I turned down surgery in the 80's, as it took so many surgeries to get to final outcome then. Thinking i have my whole life. Never in a million years would i expect to finally do so in my 50's
@hannahmich7342
@hannahmich7342 4 года назад
We have not heard from you of late. Hope all is well and you continue to find life a gift.
@GabriellaG
@GabriellaG 4 года назад
I'm doing great thanks for asking :)
@hannahmich7342
@hannahmich7342 4 года назад
Gabriella G I’m glad to hear that, be well.
@johnnj3858
@johnnj3858 7 лет назад
Thank you for sharing Gabriella! You're certainly very beautiful and have a lot to offer someone! Stay as gorgeous as you are-
@futurioza
@futurioza 6 лет назад
Thank u ! You did a great job and came from far.. respect.. u look amazing ! Greetz from Holland - ps . lovelu dog!
@olivia-jtrans5693
@olivia-jtrans5693 7 лет назад
beautiful loving family best of luck to all of you.
@indiglo97
@indiglo97 6 лет назад
You are Happy now & that is the Greatest thing that matters. God Bless & Go Now Enjoy your life...Beautiful lady !!! :)
@laurafleischer7037
@laurafleischer7037 7 лет назад
you are beautiful sweetie! Keep your head up and when you feel down think of how brave you are to be your true self! Think of how putting your story out there for others people who are going through this will gain strength and others will gain understanding! You have a porpuse and are gorgeous. Keep rocking it girl!!!:)
@GabriellaG
@GabriellaG 7 лет назад
Laura Fleischer it is definately hard people dont get this at all, and are very mean usually citing biology and u cannot be a different Sex, Here is what I say bullshit its very possible and whatev to the haters. Thanks for thw nice comments :)
@laurafleischer7037
@laurafleischer7037 7 лет назад
Gabriella G I agree! They don't decide who you are and what you need in life to be happy! They aren't paying your bills or helping you so they don't matter! Keep doing you girl. You have people who admire your bravery.
@GabriellaG
@GabriellaG 7 лет назад
Laura Fleischer Hi i only wish people could just stop being mean
@laurafleischer7037
@laurafleischer7037 7 лет назад
Gabriella G so do I! The world is filled with mean hateful idiots but please try not to let that affect who you are! I've dealt with bullying my entire life because I've always been different. It's been unbearable at times but at the end of the day it's their issue not mine. I am fine and so are you. People these days raise their kids to have the best materialistic things but could care less about instilling any compassion or understanding in them. It's sad but it's not our fault. Try to surround yourself with people who love and care for you because you deserve it!
@gracestewart370
@gracestewart370 7 лет назад
You look so pretty in pink!!! Congratulations you did good.
@italo36
@italo36 7 лет назад
Good for you for living your truth :)
@nor4277
@nor4277 6 лет назад
Go all the way ,everyone deserves to be happy
@jazze63
@jazze63 6 лет назад
A really beautiful woman. Nice make up, not over the top and flattering clothes!
@stacycd81
@stacycd81 7 лет назад
I feel like we are living semi parallel lives. I'm 35 and have had these same thoughts and feelings forever. I would say fuck it, and start transitioning if only I was certain I wouldn't lose everyone I love and care about. Unfortunately, everyone would disown me. I would love to talk with you about your experience thus far, and maybe it would help me and you. Idk, either way you look gorgeous! Love
@GabriellaG
@GabriellaG 7 лет назад
stacycd81 please contact me
@NITO43
@NITO43 7 лет назад
So brave! Congrats❤
@angryartie
@angryartie 5 лет назад
Thank you for sharing this!
@asajoyse8335
@asajoyse8335 7 лет назад
amazing to be yourself
@robertfrancis4876
@robertfrancis4876 2 года назад
You are a tremendous inspiration all the best you are so beautiful
@andrean1293
@andrean1293 6 лет назад
Your video made me cry...I'm so happy for you.
@GabriellaG
@GabriellaG 6 лет назад
Andrea N sorry bout that, but thank you
@melodyvasquez6370
@melodyvasquez6370 6 лет назад
Awesome... good for you!!
@ashleyp243
@ashleyp243 6 лет назад
Congratulations!
@anagonzalez1094
@anagonzalez1094 3 года назад
GOOD FOR YOU SISTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
@gracestewart370
@gracestewart370 7 лет назад
By the way transitioned in my 70's, 73 to be exact.
@olivia-jtrans5693
@olivia-jtrans5693 7 лет назад
Grace Stewart, I'm very happy for you. I'm 77 and on a list but don't think I'll get my turn - they're too busy and the only clinic available. I'll have to guess wait for my "next life".
@lr3521
@lr3521 6 лет назад
You look brilliant and anyone who isn’t mature enough to accept you’ve made the right decision should fuck off.
@Spindriftful
@Spindriftful 6 лет назад
Hiya Gabriella! I'm in the early stages of my transition. More than 2-months in on Spironolactone. I'm pre-HRT. The Spiro has had the positive effect of me developing breasts. Question: Should have I already started hormones? I'm a bit older than you when you started. I'm 59-years-old. Any thoughts? Thanks in advance. As for you, you look great! Keep on, keepin' on.
@jazirilotfisaber5204
@jazirilotfisaber5204 6 лет назад
@Gabriella you're the most inspiring and congratulations for that job position you've got.. lovely beautiful face BTW ;)
@coyote102076
@coyote102076 6 лет назад
Tomorrow begins the first day in a new chapter of my life. Likely in a year I will have to move far away from here. Getting away from my current location will be the only way I will survive. But not sure where to go or what kinds of jobs are transgender friendly. It is hard to get a job as a MAN. I shiver at the thought of how hard it will be to get a job as a MTF woman. Kinda see myself stocking shelves on the midnight shift at a store or something. lol Who knows. But although a year later, I still say congrats to you for letting the beautiful real you shine.
@kendrahwhyte9960
@kendrahwhyte9960 6 лет назад
Beautiful video. Trans-Women smile so much because they are finally at peace.
@anastaciav
@anastaciav 2 года назад
Thank you so much
@hannahmich7342
@hannahmich7342 7 лет назад
I completely, I mean I completely understand you and your situation. Not only from an transgendered perspective but also from an intersexual perspective. As I tend to see myself falling into both spectrum. Most in the transgender community see themselves as being women or men as the case maybe purely from the brain development point of view. In other words our brains developed female as in our case. Some in the scientific community attribute this to a timing defect during early fetal development. I to was born with such a timing defect of early fetal development, accept those germs cells that were released during early development not only effected the brain development but also my gonad development. One testis remained as a fetal ovary and the other a testis that never fully matured to adult size, but other wise normal. As adult I did develop stage three cancer in the ovary/testis. Like you I have had a life long sense I was supposed to be a women. I grew up with a great sense of guilt and it really was the ovarian cancer that The medical community needs people like you who can share their thoughts and ideas. We need people like you who openly share their stories too. Thank you for being you.
@hannahmich7342
@hannahmich7342 7 лет назад
thegamingdoge As much as needed and not one moment less.
@usecom1
@usecom1 3 года назад
how much of your hair came back and what kind of timeline?
@petemoore5444
@petemoore5444 7 лет назад
Good on ya......hope you have a wonderful life.....xxx
@andrewmilner3480
@andrewmilner3480 6 лет назад
Big respect and hugs x
@lizichell2
@lizichell2 6 лет назад
These things always have melancholy piano music
@patrooney2283
@patrooney2283 5 лет назад
Wishing love, peace, and happiness 🙏😚💕💕💕💕💕
@JenniferLovesFlowers
@JenniferLovesFlowers 7 лет назад
:-) In 5th grade I told my best friend I wanted to marry him. And be his wife. So I know your urge to tell your friends as a child.
@conradpeyton1241
@conradpeyton1241 3 года назад
i guess Im kind of off topic but does anybody know of a good place to watch new series online ?
@waylonpeyton8067
@waylonpeyton8067 3 года назад
@Conrad Peyton I watch on Flixzone. You can find it by googling =)
@patriciagreen4045
@patriciagreen4045 7 лет назад
beautiful
@virg0_lem0nade
@virg0_lem0nade 6 лет назад
congrats girl!!!!
@rickiwilliams9379
@rickiwilliams9379 4 года назад
U go girl be yourself,
@waltersitomartinez1785
@waltersitomartinez1785 7 лет назад
You look great !! 👍🏻👍🏻👍🏻
@luistguadalupe7188
@luistguadalupe7188 7 лет назад
I am happy for you.
@alirana6682
@alirana6682 3 года назад
Omg very pretty
@alirana6682
@alirana6682 3 года назад
Super duper beautiful
@johntoemilytransitionvlog9418
@johntoemilytransitionvlog9418 4 года назад
I'm Transgender Woman for Georgia now it 11 months for me as Transgender Woman. I'm Happy as Woman. Follow for Dreams.
@alirana6682
@alirana6682 3 года назад
Gorgeous
@petemoore5444
@petemoore5444 5 лет назад
Good on ya !!!
@abigailjean-mariefletcher1063
@abigailjean-mariefletcher1063 5 лет назад
So fucking happy for you
@captaincool6268
@captaincool6268 6 лет назад
how brave are you !!
@peterdoub3920
@peterdoub3920 7 лет назад
hi just wondering what type of estrogen medication were you on also did you grow breasts without getting implants you look great
@xan667
@xan667 6 лет назад
Peter Doub Estradiol or Premarin. pills will grow breasts naturally without ever needing breasts implants. but will take a few years and must be post SRS.
@junjuncamacho8998
@junjuncamacho8998 6 лет назад
very nice
@nikkifarris9873
@nikkifarris9873 4 года назад
YOU GO GIRL thats what i did i woke up now miss nikki is real love ya girl ever need to talk just holler
@basicrockandmorsongs8034
@basicrockandmorsongs8034 5 лет назад
Love is not psychiatric. Lawyer psychotic and psychiatric Perdue PhD. And you have the right to be in love. Dysphoric or dysphoria is also called life. Passed off is normal. Holy Spirit, don't give up. I love you.
@fembai4303
@fembai4303 6 лет назад
What happens when you take hormones?
@BeardJourneyman
@BeardJourneyman 6 лет назад
brave beautiful woman!!
@jamessenik4822
@jamessenik4822 7 лет назад
cool video
@zoeythefatgirl4258
@zoeythefatgirl4258 6 лет назад
I hope you become more and more beautiful
@monicaflores3481
@monicaflores3481 6 лет назад
Beautyfull friend
@daffygirl70
@daffygirl70 7 лет назад
I watched this and cried (in a good way)!
@GabriellaG
@GabriellaG 7 лет назад
Daphne Donnelly awwww thanks sweety
@MrAresGuerra
@MrAresGuerra 6 лет назад
Was He castrated, for be a woman? Using absorbant? Bikini? Making oral sex?
@GabriellaG
@GabriellaG 6 лет назад
He was made a butterfly and become she
@godreaper2674
@godreaper2674 6 лет назад
Am a guy and I what to be a girl and I love to dress up as a girl and put on a school out fit
@222mars
@222mars 5 лет назад
Girl. You are so gorgeous!! I would love to follow you on any of your socials! Could I?
@JesusandTiffany67
@JesusandTiffany67 3 месяца назад
The hair try using about 3 drops Lavender oil
@Nicole-oq3fu
@Nicole-oq3fu 7 лет назад
omg i can relate
@Samanthamilkyway
@Samanthamilkyway 7 лет назад
Loved the "bitch face." Very inspiring story, keep it up!
@jamessenik4822
@jamessenik4822 7 лет назад
i have and your welcome
@kendevine94
@kendevine94 7 лет назад
That was such a beautiful story of a beautiful lady..
@chelleroberson3222
@chelleroberson3222 7 лет назад
Robert Harden Glens why ? why do you come here and continue to post rude comments ? this woman has done nothing to you . grow the hell up
@GabriellaG
@GabriellaG 7 лет назад
chelle roberson I have not and would not do the same to another person no matter what, get this all the time, it does get old. Thanks for the nice comment :)
@GabriellaG
@GabriellaG 7 лет назад
Robert Harden Glens I guess then we all do Rob
@chelleroberson3222
@chelleroberson3222 7 лет назад
Gabriella G no problem as an intersex woman I have had my share of this crap too
@GabriellaG
@GabriellaG 7 лет назад
chelle roberson I do wish people would just leave well enough alone. Im finally living the life I was meant too, and Im certain u have really struggled as well. You know it never makes for a good day, when some random person just throws hate and non understanding at you.
@robertphelps573
@robertphelps573 5 лет назад
Ok it's simply truth
@rozamundomand4451
@rozamundomand4451 5 лет назад
Surprised you have changed your wording. What is truth? It is the way you interpret it. You twist it in your twisted sick depraved mind.
@pieterengels3740
@pieterengels3740 6 лет назад
I am a transgender to i know how it feels
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