My father died two days ago after one month of struggling with the most unexplainable negligence drama at the hospital. The guilt of the "we should have..." voices in my mind has been a torture. Your sharing was a sweet balm for my heart and I thank you, deeply. May you be always blessed and protected.
It took me a while after i lost my mum. Dont worry, you did the best you could with what you had. You truly did. He is free and so happy now, and he loves you so much and wants you to be happy, not guilty. Remember the love you have shared, and send him your loving prayers. He will feel them.
@@Alicia-vq8jg I know what you mean. My oldest son, William, passed away in a hospital in 2015. I had a dream, he said, "Mom, I am ok, it went the way it was supposed to go." I later went to a psychic. She said your son is here. She repeated everything he said in the dream. In the same order, word for word.
I'm so very sorry for your loss. Tonight is the 40th anniversary of my Dad's passing. I lost my Mom 15 months ago and it was so difficult and wrong, as this was the time I couldn't be with her, during COVID. I was always her caretaker and protector and it makes me so angry to this day that I couldn't be with her and I couldn't question the doctors or the staff. I couldn't hold her hand or comfort her. I didn't get to say goodbye. I'll never know what truly happened. What keeps me going is knowing she's not suffering and she is at peace in heaven my Dad, her parents and all of her passed loved ones. It is still very hard, but take it day by day. I hope this video helped you. It helped me. 🙏
I lost my dog max a few months ago. I held him in my arms and watched him take his last breath. he had cancer and I took care of him the last year of his life. I was in a bad place the night he died and no longer wanted to he here. before max came along, I had put up a wall to protect my heart and was not gonna allow any human to ever knock down that wall. so in 2015, God sent me a dog to knock down that wall. for the first time in my life, I felt what true unconditional love, felt like. max loved me unconditionally and for almost 8 years I lived with this feeling. when max got sick I cared for him and was able to return the love he taught me and give it back to him, unconditionally. his death has changed me. I know he is waiting for me to come home. God sent me a dog to teach me life's most important lesson.
I worked for 23 years as a firefighter/EMT, I have witnessed more people die than I can count. I *always* felt like we were not alone as they passed, I get there were witnesses and guides present with each death. That, coupled with other events in my life, have convinced me that we go on after our bodies die. I so love hearing these stories. Despite the pain of loss and separation, there is hope and love in each story.
When deep in study with the scriptures you come to a realization. I would like to think this has a lot to do with both of my degrees. One is degree in science for petroleum industry and the other is biblical studies. To avoid overexplaining or creating a massive wall of text, I will paste something bellow. "The law of conservation of energy states that energy can neither be created nor destroyed - only converted from one form of energy to another." While we are created, the very energy of who we are is the breath of life or 'energy' (something we all have; Gen 2:7), and when we die that energy has to go somewhere and cannot cease to exist as that is against the laws of physics, (atheist or other types of non-believers need to somehow come to terms with this fact and this fact is LARGELY ignored, something we all know about and God made clear). This means that when our bodies or what is a tent, vessel, prison, does ceases to exist, the breath or what we see as energy giving us life has to go somewhere. Now that somewhere is up to the choice of the individual, whether they believe in Christ or not is the deciding factor of that destination.
Separation is an illusion. We believe we are separated by life and death, as most of us cannot see them so we believe they are gone from us. They are not. It is kind of like when a mom puts a baby down in the crib and walks into another room. The baby cries cus he or she cannot see mom and they believe we are gone. Same thing for those who pass. We believe they are gone from us because we can’t see them or physically hug them. They are just in the next room. Big hugs to all who see this and all my love to those in pain from loss. Please understand separation is an illusion. ❤❤
👁 FLOATERS YES, BROTHER. WE DO LIVE AFTER THE PHYSICAL BODIES DIES ( AND GOES BACK TO THE DUST OF THE EARTH) WE ARE BLESSED WITH KNEW BODIES ( IN SPIRIT FORM) WHEN WE TAKE OUR LAST BREATH , OUR SPIRIT/ SOUL'S GOES TO OUR FATHER, AND THESE OLD DUSTY, SICKLY BODIES GOES BACK TO THE DUST OF THE EARTH. 😇
This man speaks without - um , um, um, hum, huuuum, uuum . Old school speech , eloquent , fluent and wise . It was a pleasure to listen to this emotional story of his. Thank you
I hate to break it to you, but this was heavily edited to sound that way. It's not old school, rather it was built using modern production tools. You should be complimenting the production team instead.
My girlfriend passed away a month ago in the hospital, two days after giving birth to our son. I have been feeling guilty on how much I didn't fully appreciate her while she was here and angry about my son growing up without a mother and I can't seem to feel like I should have done something more while I was in the hospital to help. This video hit home for me and I know this isn't the end and there is a purpose for everything. Dont take for granted any moment and cherish life and loves ones. This is a gift
Hey brother. Hope you're doing well. Just wanted to wish you a merry Christmas, and tell you that everything is going to be okay. I know how hard life can be, your experience sounds particularly painful. I just want you to know that God has a plan for every one of us. And if we turn our lives to him, his promise is that we will have bountiful blissful everlasting life after death, as well as he will fulfill our needs here in this life as well. Just wanted to tell you also how much meditation has changed my life personally. Since I've started meditating I realized that no matter how much I used to pray, I would never actually take the time to sit and listen for a response. And when I did, my life changed. I now choose to walk with God, every day, and do my absolute best to live for Him instead of my own selfish desires. And it has healed me in ways I could never have imagined. I think God wanted me to tell you this, perhaps you are struggling with the loss of your girlfriend and mother to your child. But please remember that as hard as it is in this life, it is equally as beautiful and joyful. Be there for your child and teach them love and patience. You'll do just fine. There is order, even in the chaos that is life. Stay strong and put your faith in the Lord. He is waiting for you ✨🙏❤️🌈🌎🧘👁️👽✨
Thank you to this man for sharing his testimony. I lost my daughter unexpectedly from an asthma attack. She was alone in her apartment on the phone with 911. The what ifs and the guilt and sadness of her passing away alone has been overwhelming for me. I pray she was not alone and that God welcomed her home. She became a miracle to 5 people through organ donation. She gave the gift of life. Bekah’s mom ~ forever 22
I've had several visits from the other side since I was a kid. I lost my mother and it took 23 years to come to terms with it but I've learned to remove emotional blockages so she can visit me like others have in the past.
my husband died suddenly 18 months ago also from medical negligence. How do I remove my blockages so I can communicate with him? We were together for 13 years and he was my bestfriend. I am failing my grieving 10 year old son bc I'm so far gone into my own despair. I think about doing the unthinkable every day.
@@Cloudzzzonice48 listen to the love code. Specifically chapter 5 goes through techniques to reprogram trapped trauma. Part of my journey included appreciating and loving all the good times and even all the hard times for the strength it gave me for others. Know they are happy and that they are there with you. Remove the fear and talk to them. Start by writing letters as if you are talking to them right now. Cry it out but know they are with you and acknowledge the signs they give. The more you acknowledge them the more they come through.
I am sorry to hear about your daughter. I am absolutely sure Jesus welcomed your daughter into heaven with loving arms. That is our natural home, and we come to this planet to learn and grow our souls.
When he said he realized his wife and other son weren’t crying and that they were gone, it just made me burst into tears. I can’t imagine. I just can’t imagine the pain of losing your wife AND child. It really makes you treasure every precious moment on earth with the people we love.
Unbelievable....We knew something was coming since he basically mentioned that earlier (when the wife went back to say goodbye) but to hear him say it was heartbreaking 😥
I lost my 8 year old son to brain cancer a little over 9 years ago. I miss him so much and these stories give me hope that I won’t have to miss him forever. I pray he knows who I am when I get there. ❤️
Of course he will 😊❤! If you believe in afterlife٫ you must believe that...he is waiting for your warm embrace 💖 of your motherly love٫ and he is all around you xoxo. Sending BLESSINGS of trust٫ comfort٫ love٫ and light 🌟✨ For I Will It So٫ Mote It Be٫ AmenRa 🌟✨
No doubt your son is with you everyday watching over you. I lost my daughter to suicide 2 -1/2 yrs ago & I know I will see her again one day. Thank you for sharing your story & I am so so sorry for your loss. Many prayers 🙏🙏 sent your way. ❤️
It doesn't get more tragic or heartbreaking than this, yet he has been blessed with the gift of life in order to be able to share this story with the world. This one is special for sure.
@@TheSarahpatterson All i do is struggle to survive every day. I'm getting older and my body/mind is malfunctioning. I have nothing to look forward to but pain and suffering.
He's not speaking any lies. There's no emotional drama, he's being clear and concise, showing no ego... he's truly forgiven himself and everyone else. That is very telling. Like he knows something we don't. I found this testimony very powerful and moving, and I'm not an emotional man.
@@DefferJohn nobody would be able to remember a dream this clearly, he’s speaking as if he lived that experience, repeating parts that are significant to him because he actually feels like he’s telling the truth
@@DefferJohn Actually I am somewhat of a behavioral analyst I guess, from interviewing criminals for 15 years. I even took Dem fancy classes🤪 What's your resume look like?
Deffer john, if all was a dream how would you explain Dr. Jeff O’Driscoll in the 11th minutue of this young mans testimony, the E.R Doctor who witnessed and wrote a book in regards to the Spirit of his wife communicating to him the gratitude of saving her husbands life? Our life on earth is but a small portion we get to experience and the gift given unto us to make and choose between right and wrong as that in the beginning of Adam and Eve. Just being able to think and feel and breathe the breath of life is testimony of a higher power and creator, in time we will all know truth and light within. May God bless you in all walks of life and guide you to him and his glory. Amen
As a near-death experiencer, myself, having had the experience, it's easy for me to believe those that tell their testimony. And I can understand where if you haven't had the experience, you wouldn't believe. But I can tell you this, one day, you will have your day & you will get a chance to see for yourself. Oh that's what I can tell you. One way or another, you will have your proof. No if ands' or buts about it !
As a near death survivor, I’m in awe how you seem to be doing. I crossed over twice and was in a wreck with a semi truck. God and love are a reality for me ever since. Thank you for sharing your life story. May you be blessed all the days of your life.
Can I asked when you crossed over is it true the memory of the experience is crystal clear even more real than life in the body and unlike a dream which can be a bit fuzzy and disjointed ?
@Katie Larking HI, Miss Katie. Your comment popped up in my notifications. It's no bandwagon I'm jumping on, but I've experienced it too. And yes, it's crystal clear. I've had a dream that was that clear, too, that I'll never forget. Time doesn't seem to be able to diminish the memory.
@deez3063 A bit syrupy, said 'love' more times that the average guy does in a lifetime. From a Christian viewpoint: He did have a life review, kind of. Didn't see any of his past relatives, red flag. Didn't talk with Jesus, huge red flag. He met with some being, pretty sure it wasn't God. Remember the only way to God is thru his son Jesus Christ.
I feel we love regardless of any need or choice to grieve. Love transcends all; love is all, love is enough, we are love, and love is infinite and eternal, never dies, always remains connected. Xx
A few days after my dad passed away I felt his spirit come into my bedroom. It was night time and while I was resting on my side in bed, the bedside felt as if someone sat down beside me. I then felt a cheek meet my face and I knew it was my dad. After a few seconds the bedside leveled out and I felt his presence leave the room. I miss him so much. There are no words that would do my missing him justice. I love you, Dad
I had similar experience a year after my dad died. I had a simple procedure. When I woke up afterwards I felt his presence next to me. It was unbelievable but true. He was with me.😞
My mom passed away last year and the same/ similar thing happened to me. I was asleep on my couch and in my sleep state I saw her accompanied by other people that I didn't recognize. She sat at the end of the couch and I felt the couch cushion move to the weight of her body. As she sat there she put her hand on my calf and squeezed it. I desperately tried to wake up so I could see her better. And when I awoke there was nobody there. I miss her so much and the hurt is, at times, unbearable.
Funny you say that, I lost my 21 year old son just over 14 months ago and I have had 5 instances where I felt someone sitting on the bed. I was awake on all occasions and opened my eyes to make sure nobody was there. I'm sure it was my son Cameron!! He must know how shattered I am! God I miss him!
We should definitely listen to the small voices as they are our spirit guides. Back in the late 1970s my mother was in an awful nursing home. I went to visit her constantly but due to her illness, she lashed out at everyone. The last summer afternoon I went to see her she lashed out at me and I left in a huff. In the parking lot I clearly heard a voice in my head say "You ought to go back!" NO, I said to myself, I am not going back in and get insulted again and I went home. That was the last day (Saturday) I saw her alive. She died on the following Monday morning. From that day on I learned to always heed that small voice -- it is real.
Julia, BEWARE of Narcissists. Preying on who they deem to be vulnerable targets, in videos of a empathic nature, a spiritual nature, religious subjects while flirting flirting and having their name as their email address... here with their picture on YT.
Wow, you and I have such a similar story... Mine is a long one but my mom was in a nursing home dying of colon cancer and all she wanted to do was come home to die but unfortunately We had got evicted from our home and had to live in a hotel with me my husband and my two daughters.... Which she missed so badly but during the COVID lockdown I wasn't allowed to go see her but every once in a while I would get a phone call from her and because she didn't have a phone in her room that was hard for her to do that. But she had told me that she had just lost her contacts after losing her glasses a few months back and us taking the last little bit of money to get her contacts and she ends up losing them. So on the phone call I was very short with her and upset..... And I said I will try and figure out something during this lockdown but with the lockdown happening I don't think you're going to be able to see anything for a little bit... (She was legally blind) And I told her I loved her but I said it so harshly... And she said I love you too, just take care of you, Will ( my hubby) and the girls...... I didn't hear from her for a month and I would leave messages with the nurses but this nursing home was horrible to my mom so I don't know if she got any of them.... But a month later on my oldest daughter's 15th birthday April 13th 2020. She passed away. I have nothing but guilt and sadness about it. Especially because her and I talked about what she would do when she went to the other side to let me know she was okay.... She was to flick her lights.... And I've had a couple flickering lights throughout the couple of years since her passing but I live in an old house and never had a flickering light that responded to my questions.... I always have the voice in the back of my head telling me that it's just a coincidence... However the day that my mom passed away it snowed in bowling Green Kentucky where we lived, it was just a light flurry but the crazy part said it was 47° out..... I have this on video. During the moment I was smoking my cigarette and noticing this while I cried, church bells ring in the distance and then I looked to my left and noticed a cardinal sitting on a tree. Later found out that Cardinals represent our loved ones but again is it a coincidence? I guess I won't know until it's my time but I hope with all my heart that you find peace. You and I both know that our moms loved us and knew that we loved them and that we were just stubborn kids. I've got two daughters myself and even if I left after my daughter were to tell me that she hated my guts... I would know that it wasn't true in the end. With all love peace and light... May we all find love and light in the end.❤
This is without a doubt the most powerful NDE I’ve ever listened to. I’m married and a father of a 1-year-old and 3-year-old. I can not imagine the pain and guilt you must have felt. Your story is so inspiring to be a better person.. and I’m glad you saw your wife and son on the other side. God bless
To me this is the most distressing NDE account I’ve ever heard. After being so thankful for his wonderful family, that same wonderful family is ripped away from him. Sometimes God can seem so very mean.
I was in so much need to hear this, lost my healthy 42 year old husband a month ago suddenly and I’m heartbroken and the grief it’s so painful. I hope he has experienced something similar and he’s happy and watching over us 🙏
I'm so sorry for your loss ❤ I have recently lost my close loved one and it's been so hard to move on. I am sending you all the love in the universe at this time and I just want to say I love you ❤
I was in a car accident as a child a head on collision. An angel was in the car with me. She woke me up by stroking my head. When i woke up she told me that I was in a car accident and I was going to be ok.
I physically felt pain when he was describing sitting in the car and realizing what had happened. I pray that Jesus gives our brother and his son peace in their hearts🙏🏼❤️
Much love to you bro. I’m going through a very rough time right now, have so my entire life, felt like giving up a million times. Recently I’ve been looking into things like this trying to find meaning and purpose in my life. It’s truely an inspiring tale of hope and love. What I find interesting is that my name is Joey D also and my DOB in 1/29 (the exact amount of likes on this post to date). This comment makes me feel like I’m in the right place at the right time and that there truely are no mistakes.
well "Jesus" is a literally fiction who nevertheless suffered in excruciating death in thar phony story. Even if the story were truth? For what really? Our "sins?" Ridiculous
"if you were nothing but a puddle of blood I would still love you" -wow, that gave me chills. the love his son has surely didn't fall far from the tree. beautiful story.
I am going through a lot… and your words from God “ there’s nothing to forgive, everything is in perfect divine order” hit me like a ton of bricks. This testimony has blessed me.
It's true. I had 2 NDE's and there is no judgement, no rewards, no punishments. It was pure unconditional love, welcome, acceptance and compassion and HOME like I had never known in my earth life. I was shown I agreed to this lifetime and I agreed to face incredible human evil, which I did. I was shown that we are all made of the same Love and nobody is ever left behind. The challenge in life on earth is to awaken to who we all are, even the ones who seemingly do the worst "evil" and we are to be a conduit while we are embodied and bring that unconditional Love that we are and that is our Source, here.
@@annemurphy8074 Thanks for sharing the wisdom you've gained from your NDEs. May I ask if you think people can be forgiven if they've done bad things like cause an accident while drunk driving?
“ you don’t have to have a horrible accident and lose half your family to realize, wow, let’s make the best of today, because maybe we don’t get tomorrow. Life is a gift, it’s not a test. And there is oneness, we are connected, we do have oneness if we choose to embrace and see each other that way rather judging and dividing “ 🥺
That was sad but beautiful. I am living in grief. I don’t know how to let go of my son who was my best friend, my hero. We were so close. It’s been 7 years this August since he died. I’ve lived with guilt for not having been the one driving. It was a stormy night and he was on his way to work where he was a counselor at a boys school. He made it almost there when a tree fell across his truck pinning him inside. He was alive when they found him, but the stress of being claustrophobic, in the end caused his heart to stop. The EMS tried to save him but he was gone. I’ve been alive but not living since that night. I so long to see him and hug him again. I’m 77 and ready to go Home. I treasure nature and my animals every day and my Husband tries to make me happy. But, Im just so tired of the grief. Thank you for sharing your story. It has meant so much to me. ❤🙏🏻
You don't have to let go of your son. He's still your son. That'll never change. When I hear your story, it feels like what my friend's parents would have said. If only they had driven him. My friend passed away when he was only 12, eighteen years ago. His parents couldn't drive him home. He was on his way home from a paintball tournament. He always carpooled with his team. But that night, they got into an accident and he didn't make it. The car flipped. I dreamt of him. We were somewhere really bright. And he was telling me he'd left before his body felt any pain. That he was alright. That he is okay. I woke up in tears. I was relieved he was okay. I dreamt about him on the 28th. He died when he was 12. And the date was 12/28. He wanted me to know that it was him: that when he was 12, he died on the 28th.
@@ting-ting7001 I hope someday all our hearts will find peace. Because this world is so beautiful but so hard. Your story is difficult to imagine and I pray to Jesus to comfort you. God bless you. ☦️🛐💐🌻🙏
I recently lost my 28 years old son in the accident. I am totally devastated and grieving for him. You are so authentic and you brought me such a powerful message! Thanks a lot for sharing your experience
These testimonials validate my spirituality so much. I did not search for NDE on this platform. One video showed up for recommendations about a month ago. I've been hooked ever since. They make me smile when watch but more importantly I treat people better. I smile more in public. I've struck up small conversations with strangers on an elevator or in the store. The stories help me see the connection with people. I'm feeling a transformation occurring and I thank God for it. When this gentleman there is no judgement and our will is God's will, I cried. No more shame I am only focusing on the lesson!!!
I watch a ton of these too, and I vow to change things in my life and become so much more spiritual. But after a day or two I go back to my old ways. I wish I could have a NDE to help me figure it all out.
@@sydney13ism Just keep leaning into how you want to be and remember that you're human and we may know better intellectually but we might only be able to change for the better little by little emotionally. I know how you feel though.
I was sitting in my living room one Saturday evening watching TV. Out of the blue I thought “I should go visit Dad in the hospital before visiting hours are up”. My 16 y/o daughter joined me. We got there with only 15 minutes before visiting hours were up. Hung out with Dad for a bit then went home. He passed away of a heart attack 5am the next morning. So yes, LISTEN TO THAT INNER VOICE. I did and was blessed with one last chat with Dad.
I’m so sorry for your pain and loss. Losing a child is the deepest pain our hearts can carry in this life. What a beautiful and bittersweet gift from your son and from God in that final kiss. Your boy finished his race ( this life) and now he’s sitting in the bleachers, cheering you on until you finish yours. Then, on that day, You’ll be together eternally. Hugs to you! ❤️
@@sashbrewer-reagh5831 Thanks for the kind note Sash. It has been 9 years since my son left us in that particular physical passage. Soon after his death my son came to his mom and said "mom, i get to come back it. It was not my time to go!" Sending to you Sash best wishes in the Love and in the Light of the One Infinite Creator. Adonai
I lost my Beautiful young Wife 3 years ago. She was not a Religious Person. I listen to these stories and I pray that even despite her Beliefs, she's in a Beautiful place where she is Safe, Loved and Happy. I miss you so very much my Angel.
She IS in that beautiful place. Don't lose the message in this video that there is no judgement. Don't let anyone tell you your wife isn't in heaven for not being religious. That's not true. We will all have the same beautiful experience waiting for us when we complete our mission here. And you most assuredly will reunite with her when your mission is complete. I hope you can find peace and happiness in your remaining time.
There are so many NDE experiences that prove this. I am certain that she is in a wonderful place and happy, and waiting for you. But she would want you to not be sad and would want you to live your life to the fullest. Whether she was an atheist or not, this is where she is, and she is surrounded by love and happiness
Thank you for sharing, lost half of my family in 3 years, husband first, recently my 22 year old son 7 weeks ago. I watch these stories of nde to comfort myself in knowing they are happy, healthy free and not suffering on the other side ❤ thank you!
Beautiful Maria, I'm so sorry for your grief. May your sadness be embraced, processed and released in Love, and when you're done with that, may you dare to keep your pierced heart open so you can share its miraculous healing light, full of your husband's and your son's, to everyone you encounter. May your soul get clarity and radical liberation from this experience. May your path ahead be always be blessed and protected.
I can not understand why your wife stayed there , why did she not have the choice to come back to this dimension too? Or why not you stay there and she return? Please explain
My baby brother just passed away from complications with schizophrenia. I’m thankful for my own NDE. I grieve, but I know he’s at peace. There was nothing I could do to save him. I tried for years. He may have been gone over a week before he was found. That was my biggest fear because he pushed everyone that loved him away. That’s where my guilt is. He was alone
I had an NDE in 1985, age 20, on an operating table during an appendix operation. I saw my deceased grandmother, & was also met by someone whom addressed themselves as my "spirit-guide"...I was informed by that guide that everyone is healed on the otherside, & that everyone has a mission & purpose in this life...I was told that even mentally-ill & retarded-people will be made "whole" again... This is just a temporary life from which we must all learn individually & from each-other... I am Sure your brother will be made happy, joyful, & coherent by the time you join him later on in our Real-Home in the afterlife, not this wretched-existence while on Earth 🌎... / May God bless your and your's 🙏
I lost my son November 2022 , we as a family went through a lot of trauma , I was told very coldly by a detective that I couldn't have saved him . Having experienced somewhat what you have , it having been 6 months , the fact he was alone has always hurt me deeply. Still does . I think that's what I have thought about the most . Yes ,he was not with any of his loved ones , I think he was past us . They are no longer thinking of us in need of them . One of the last things he said to me , is why can't you all see I'm screaming inside .? I told him " I believe you , I just don't know what to do . Yes they were alone without US . But I do think there are angels , perhaps other dimensions ? We don't know ,but we fear the unknown. Bobby was tired . I pray everyday because he took his own life . I have had absolutely things happening since he has passed . It's supernatural because no other way to put it. Your baby brother and my son have both showed us , they are ok . It comes in subtle ways but the proof is there . May you find peace . There is something special on the other side . God bless you and hugs
@@deborl7278 I’m am terribly sorry for your loss. How awful it must be to watch your baby suffer like that. I wish there were magic words that I could say that take all of that pain away from you, but I know there isn’t
It's brave of him to say he might have dosed off, that is so hard to do and allows us to offer compassion and love cuz we all know something we have caused and feel so much guilt over and know we can be blamed for but just admitting heals all things nearly instantly. Especially ourselves.
Handing back your baby boy was a divine act of will. I lost my four-and-a-half-year-old son in a stupid drowning accident in 1976 when I was 26 years old. Months after he had passed I had a dream that he was all right and that he loved me. Perhaps this was a moment of release for him and me. Now I'm 73 and still haunted with grief and guilt. How do I move forward?
All during our lives we experience pain, loss and suffering. We are changing every single second since the moment the egg and sperm connect. Yet, change is our hardest experience…when we are changing from moment to moment. How do we overcome or make sense of a loss…something so deeply UN changeable as the los/passing/death of a child, sibling, parent or loved one? When we truly realize that everything is connected and every person has a reason and a season and that God’s divine plan is always flowing to us, through us and for us. Forgive yourself, knowing that there is a reason for everything and everyone. That the body is simply a sock for the soul. That we are NOT are bodies. Our soul/spirit temporarily dwells in this meat suit of flesh and bone. We return back to that which we come from…some call if the after life…perhaps it is the first life and we come through to the next life to have life again after this life. I have had a NDE, dreamed about it 2 years before it happened. These things this man has told are truths. We will all meet again…one day even you and I will know each other because of this very chat. I pray that you find peace and comfort in the knowing that your perfect love is still alive and you will reunite as if nothing sad ever happened. The perfect peace, the overwhelming connecting joy, and love that unites us all…there are simply no human words to adequately explain this surreal real experience. Until we meet again.
@@teresasellers2722, such a beautiful heartfelt response you have given me. Thanks kindly! "That we are NOT our bodies. Our soul/spirit temporarily dwells in this meat suit of flesh and bone. We return back to that which we come from..." I love so many things you've said but that quote of yours I've been saying to myself for many years. And, for many years I've passionately researched NDE's starting from age 16 when I read The Tibetan Book of The Dead in 1966. Since then I've read dozens upon dozens of books on this subject of subjects and have watched hundreds of NDE interviews here on RU-vid. Still, I'm haunted by my past but I'm quite functional and have found a certain amount of peace through daily meditations. Thank you so very much Teresa!
Give your grief and guilt to Christ. Not meaning to be preachy, but just picture in your mind handing the pile of darkness representing that grief and guilt to Him, and picture Him taking it, just like this guy handed his son over. I don't know if you're religious, but just try it, and pray out loud (if you can) to God to take this burden from you. Tell Him you can't carry it any longer, and will He please take it, and I think He will.
Beautiful! As a struggling veteran whose lost his kids and wife do to being selfish and self centered, angry and never really trusting anyone. I appreciate things more now and stop trying to battle the unknown with self pity or understanding. Didn't hit me until I was ok with my ex and kids being where they were. Only thing that truly matters is their own happiness and that's what truly makes me happy. Thanks so much for this video. Bless all of you struggling with guilt, anger or depression. Take a huge breathe and let it all out. From one who has been through hell and back. Keep the faith and speak to our creator. Then listen!
Your own happiness matters the most first. If you are not happy with yourself then you can’t be truly happy for others. You are living a lie and self defeating yourself if you are happy for others and not yourself. It’s important to be happy on your own and be the best version of yourself.
Keep the faith brother, I am in the same exact position or just hopeful I am on the tail end of it. Reach out if you need too. Hooah! No one left behind.
I’m a skeptical guy, but this video made me cry probably 5 times throughout. I want to believe this, this feels Devine and true!! What an authentic story teller.
This is truth. The same God that revealed His presence and love for this man is the same God that loves you and desires to reveal that to you, You cried and felt the emotions because that was God drawing you to Himself. Seek Him and you WILL find Him. Call on Him and He WILL answer you! Jeremiah 29:12
You know if it isn't true then this guy us the best actor on the face of the planet... I think it is true and at the same time I hope that it is. If that makes any sence
Im usually a skeptic too, but I do believe this man. There are so many NDEs, even in the comments, we wouldn't have known there was so many only for the internet, so many of them say they felt so much unconditional love, and that they do float out of their bodys. Quite amazing
Something about this man is so genuine and authentic. You just want to keep listening to him. His experience resonated with my heart. A beautiful message 💖 Thank you 🙏🏻
I have struggled with existential depression, my entire life, and I’m terrified of death, but just as terrified of getting old, aging, and being alone. I cried the whole way through this, because I want so desperately to believe everything you’ve said, and I do. slowly, but surely I hope that watching about others who had near death experiences will make me whole.
Shouldn't fear living but fear of the day you are facing death and dying that you have done enough in your life and wish you have more time and not listening to the non-sense inner voice. From cancer survivor.
I have had those same fears all my life. I have had to seek God for solace because NO one on this earth can help that fear or pain of loss but Him. We are never alone and always have someone to turn to when things get hard or scary if you have a relationship with Jesus it never has to get so bad. You are not alone and he loves you and will never leave you. Seek Him. Read His Word.
My friend George was killed in car accident in 1992. He was out celebrating a friends 21st birthday. On the way home, the car he was in, driven by the guy that was celebrating his birthday, lost control and crashed against a street light pole. I was the driver. Ive not celebrated my birthday ever since. And today is my 53rd birthday
I can't imagine the pain and guilt you've held on to for so many decades. I'm sure George would have not wanted to see you living your life like that. Celebrate your next birthday, knowing that he holds no ill feelings towards you. I hope you find some solace and peace within yourself, brother.
I hope you take the NDEer's experience to heart and can find a way to forgive yourself. You made a mistake. You've punished yourself long enough. Further punishment will not bring your friend back or make anything better. It's ok to let go of the guilt. Sending you love.
Oh my gosh, I am sorry for your losses. I cried a lot during this video because I really felt your devastation. You are a strong man and your son is so lucky and blessed to have you as his father, as you are lucky and blessed to have him as your son. Your wife has got to be such an incredibly strong spirit to be able to come through to your Drs and nurses and give them that message right after she passed. Thank you so much for being the amazing person that you are to be able to tell and share your story. It helps me so much to hear these NDE experiences, yours struck me to my core. I harsly ever comment, but i had to on your story. Thank you Sir.🙏🙌😇🤗❤
Unbelievable, I knew this guy was around, I had heard him share his story before but it was always moments and snippets, but nothing like this video, I will always be profoundly grateful and thankful you did this video
It's very difficult to share stories like this. Sometimes People don't believe you, they think it's an illusion and figment of your imagination, OR simply reaction to medication for pain. I bare to differ, I've been very close to crossing over and it doesn't matter what anyone's opinion is, all I know that there IS, life after death. I DO know, it can be traumatic for us for the rest of your life, your left with more questions than answers and you say, "why me?"..to that I say: "you were chosen"..chosen to relay to those on earth that we should Worship a higher authority if we want to live forever into eternity in a place forever home. I never asked for this gift nor expected it. But as a child growing up I always felt different than my siblings. I have intuitions..I've had many close calls..no I'm not special..but I'm blessed.
I’ve listened to hundreds of nde’s and this has to be the hardest one I’ve had to listen to . I couldn’t imagine all he has had to go through. I really feel for him . He found a way to forgive himself and be able to be the parent his child needed at the time
Part of me wanted to turn it off bc I knew it would b difficult to get thru but I also knew I was listening 4 a reason. The "whispers" I heard said "u must listen".
After losing my 2 month old to pediatric cancer last year this story helped me so much- the part where you talk about giving your boy griffin back to god and the guilt you felt struck such a cord with me. ❤thank you for sharing
Sending you love, compassion, and peace. Grieving is not a linear experience, so I on those days that you hurt the most. May God wrap you in His arms of love and peace.
I'm so sorry for your loss...2 months, that's so sad. I lost my daughter to pediatric cancer when she was 4 yrs old, that was 4.5 years ago. That part of his story (giving his infant son back to God) was what I needed to hear, too. Prayers for the days, months and years ahead of you. *hugs* 😢
I lost my 21 year old son just over 14 months ago in a freak accident. It is so hard to accept. He was here..at HOME, where he should have been safe, no alcohol or drugs involved. Everyday, I ask god for help, just to get through the day. I have read every NDE story and book available I think. I recall reading your story in Imagine Heaven, and also in another book through Helping Parents Heal. Thank you for sharing your story. These personal experiences are one of the only thing getting me through each day. I have not lost faith in god, I just ask "why"?
@@yelenakolesnikova7795 are you seriously telling this person that their child passed away because someone in their lineage served the devil? I mean do you even hear yourself? Even if you believe that, how disgusting to say that to someone who’s grieving?! Just wow…! So immoral and cruel of you to come here and act like YOU know everything. Blasphemous in my opinion, if you wanna talk religion. Surfdogpve, I hope you’re having a good day and you’re on your healing and grieving journey. I’m sorry about this rude clown. Blessings and love xoxox
@@yelenakolesnikova7795 Oh you arrogant and prideful woman ~ if you even are a woman!!! Shame on you for assuming to know why this person was taken… you are like Job’s friends who wrongly advised Job and were rightfully punished for doing so! Only God has the right to say WHY this happened. This is NOT how we’re to lead people to the Lord or repentance. Read in scripture what God tells us to say to those who are in mourning and then come back and comment…. After you repent of course! 😡
I almost clicked off of this because I’m a mother of 2 small children and the thought of losing them is just unbearable. But I’m so glad I stuck through it because what a beautiful message. These stories give me so much peace. Thank you for sharing this! ❤
I've lost my mother a couple of weeks ago and I miss her so much but hearing all types of NDEs makes me hope that I will see her and my family again, love you if you read this message and thank you
I loved how you mentioned you gave your son to God. And the 2 doctors saw your wife thanking them for saving you. I just recently had my Sister speak to me. She died in 2007.
“Life is not a test, it’s a gift.” I’m going to put that up somewhere I can read every day. What a powerful testimony of resilience and love. You’re right about grief being love too. Our hearts can hold so much pain, joy, light and darkness. We choose how to alchemize these emotions inside our hearts every day and this gentleman is an expert alchemist.
I am truly sorry for your loss. Thank you for sharing your story. My husband died last summer of a sudden heart attack. He was tall and sturdy and in the prime of his life. There was no time to say goodbye, thank you or I love you. I feel like there must have been something I could do to save him. I miss him tremendously and look forward to seeing him one day again.
That's exactly what a friend of mine said as he lay dying: he said, "in the end all there is is love". So true. At times I have felt a bit desperate, but I realise that life is a gift and I cannot refuse that gift. So here for the duration, to improve as a person whatever life throws at me.
These things always gives me hope. I lost my daughter to suicide back in 2017 and I don't believe the religious dogma for I know she is with our Lord. I struggle at times to forgive the doctor who gave her a bad mad cause suicide ideation. I've learned many out-of-the-box thinking from these videos. I've listened to Jeff Olson's testimony before but I wanted to hear it again because it's touching and encouraging. ❤️
You are correct. No such thing as an 'unforgivable sin'. We are given chance after chance infinitum. Why is that? Because our Divine Father/Mother is a God of Infinite Love. Send your daughter your love so she knows you understand that she's alive and well. Take care.
I lost my sister in a car accident. She left behind 5 children. I also lost my dad and husband to cancer. I first heard Jeff's story prior to losing my husband. I cry every time I hear it and I've heard it quite a few times now. Thanks again Jeff
I carry a lot of guilt and I am struggling to find a job right now, have for 9 months. This NDE told by Jeffrey Olsen is the most powerful one I've encountered on RU-vid lately. I am literally weeping listening to him sharing vulnerably and transparently. Wow. Thank you. This is healing.
So I wish you to find a good job , we all have to live our own human experience … and learn from this experience life is beautiful in the end of the day
I haven't been able to bounce back since covid lockdowns and losing my job. Hoping every day to just not wake up, but here I am. Unfortunately it seems I'll have to take this into my own hands.
Here I am, a 'tough' 40 yo guy, crying multiple times over your story. Thank you Jeffrey, from the bottom of my heart, for your life and what you shared.
41 year old here, I also cried. I've been an atheist basically all of my life. Then last summer I tried DMT and I experienced this love and comfort and entities telling me there's nothing to be afraid of, ever. And then I read about how DMT experiences and NDE's are very alike and it got me wondering, why does the universe let us have this experience at the end of our lives, if it's over? What use is that in nature to be comforted when you're dead and gone from it....? Fast forward to just last week, I noted the date, the 20th of December 2023, I watched an NDE story like this and something just clicked. For the first time since the 22nd of March 1992, which was when my mom died from cancer, me being 9 years old and already an atheist 😅, for the first time since then I believed I will see her again some day. I burst into tears, happy tears! And this last week, I've felt more calm, I celebrated Christmas with my in-law family, my anxiety was way down, and I had a great time. I see now how arrogant I've been as an atheist thinking this is all there is. 😅 anyway, sorry for the long winded comment, I hope you have a wonderful last few days of the year ❤️
Wow, this one, was intense. I’m so happy they showed him the other side, would have been too hard to move on, without that help, hard not to feel toxic shame. So happy he shared his experience.
When Jeffrey mention what his parent's divorce did to him, I had to stop the video. My exact same experience but I've never been able to put it into words. He said it so perfectly. Thank you!
I have listened to MANY near death experiences. I usually do not comment on them. They usually end up being someone that has written a book and teaching how to meditate and get “spirit guides” etc. But your story sir.... it rang true and honest. It brought me to tears and I think you are so brave! You and your son are in my prayers. God bless you!
@2:00 I got a little emotional because my boyfriend who died 8 years ago did the same thing. The morning he died he was getting ready for work & i remember he really didn't wanna go. We technically wasnt together at this time but we were still really good friends . I remember we kept talking as he was getting ready and i was walking across his bed with my back turned to him but he suddenly got silent. I turned around to face him while still standing on his bed and he had his arms open like he was waiting for a hug. This caught me by surprise because we never hugged when we knew we were coming right back. we only hugged if we were seperating for good. Like if i was going back home for the weekend. I walked over still standing on the bed & gave him a hug and he hugged me for so long. I remember thinking while we were hugging that this was strange , he didnt hug me any other day before work that week. But anyway, I gave him a kiss on the cheek and watched him slowly walk up the stairs to go to work. His last words were you better be ready when i get back. .. he was supposed to take me home that day. Unfortunately he died that same morning while working as a garbage man. A guy hit him really hard with his car when he jumped off the truck. So for me to remember seeing him standing there with his arms open waiting for a hug always get me emotional. He also would always tell His friends & family that he wouldn't live long and unfortunately... he was right . He was only 24
What a beautiful story. I think it's so important that people hear these kinds of things, so we can all try and get a better understanding of why we're here. Love is all there is. Thank you so much for sharing your story.
This is one of the best NDE I’ve ever heard . I couldn’t stop crying . You opened my eyes to things that I needed to let go and move on . I’m so sorry you had to go through so much pain and grief , but to have an encounter with the Lord was the best thing that ever happened to you . Blessings and prayers to you and your family ❤️🙏
When he said “your will is my will” I just couldn’t stop crying. We’re keeping ourselves too small and disconnected. Thank you for the story and the connection you helped me make with this beautiful realization. ❤
yes we are unconsciuously so full of guilt and judgemental towards ourselves and others, that is why we all need to here this "there is nothing to forgive, there are no mistakes, everything is in divine order, and your will is my will, that is how much we love you" over and over and over and over again ... thank you Jeffrey. HIS words through your mouth, it will be my mantra from now on.
Thank You 😢!! Not only were you meant to come back and raise your son you came back to heal those of us that are broken after the loss of a loved one. My dad passed in 2020 during covid alone in a hospital. I have had horrible guilt about not being able to bring him home. I drove 6 hrs at least once a week to see him for 30 min to an hour and called him every night even though he was asleep.
This is the most heartfelt and emotional NDE I have ever listened to. God bless this man for sharing his story with all of us. I lost my father about four years ago, and I know in my heart that he is rejoicing in heaven. These stories have helped me heal in ways that I can’t even describe. God is and always will be with us. God bless this channel.
I’m so sorry you went through such a tragedy but thanks for sharing. Although it’s sad , it is also beautiful. As an ICU nurse I always felt the need to talk to my patients, comfort them even though they are unconscious or even dead in the case I’m doing their postmortem care. Just out of respect so they know I want to honor them. Some people have told me it is pointless because they “can’t hear me” , but something in me has always told me that is not true. Your testimony along with others I watched before confirmed to me that what I’m doing is correct and make me feel so much better. Thank you again and blessings!
Grateful for ICU nurses. They are able to truly connect with their patients. And I know the patient appreciates it so much! My 21 year old son spent many days in ICU and the nurses cared for him like their own son. Totally warmed my heart, my devastated and broken heart. He passed away 21 months later. My son will remember those nurses forever.❤
I have to write this I have watched your video numerous times and every time I watch it I cry, but not because I feel sorry for you, but because of the pure joy you found in this experience and to trust in God and let go and given the circumstances that must have been the most difficult thing to do as a husband and a father. I truly believe you inspire people to be a better person, as they should, including myself, and your words hold a special place in my heart. Thank you so much for sharing your experience❤
Nice interesting comment. 🫶 ... and true 👍 For me , I lost my career job... that took the life out of me, and the guilt I have, because it was my fault. No one has been able to help me forgive myself. I stressed so bad, I got anxiety, insomnia and severe depression. Im unable to love anything, especially myself. And... I don't enjoy life anymore. I'm in such a bad place ... mentally and physically.
Thank you so much for telling your story…my dad had his third heart attack and we were having lunch one day. He was planning to go trout fishing the next day..by himself.. and I was expressing my worry about him doing that alone. What if something happened ? He then told me of his NDE during his latest heart attack. The feelings you expressed about the love, forgiveness, overwhelming grace was what he expressed. He told me to never fear death.. that it was the best experience of his life. He died two years later… I had just had our miracle baby and was sad that dad wouldn’t see him.. but one night there was only what I can call a visitation… I saw him briefly looking at our son with such joy. Thank you for sharing your story ❤
So many nasty horrible people seem to be everywhere at the moment, this video really hit me hard, +reminded me that there are still beautiful minds out there. Thankyou sir. ❤
Horrible? But did you not watch this video? For all of them there is NO JUDGEMENT NO MISTAKES! ALL those evil people are not judged.. no mistakes.. YEAH we can toss out that bible and that JESUS guy! Huh! Well this video goes against the word of God. For no one gets in unless you know Jesus Christ as lord. then what about all those OTHER NDA's that are nothing at all like this mans
Even grief is love... we only grieve because we love... life is not a test, it's a gift. I'll never forget those words you spoke so eloquently and so true. Thank you and God bless you and yours.
I have listened to many many testimonies, but this one really touched me. It’s such a beautiful story even though you lost so many of your loved ones God has certainly blessed you and he’s also blessed me with your testimony God bless.
WOW!!! What a profoundly sad, AND profoundly joyous experience. I cry while watching MANY NDE videos, but this one hit so hard. Thank you deeply SO much for sharing your beautiful experience. I love it when NDE experiencers talk of going home. I've struggled with a broken spine and lost ability to do many of the things that I want so badly to do (and used to be able to do). I'm 55 now and have been dealing with many surgeries and procedures since my early 40s. Many days I am worn-out from the pain and I dream of going HOME. I want to go HOME so bad some days. But I KNOW that for now I have to keep banging away at this life until my time here is done. As much as I WANT it to be done, I always know that it is NOT done yet. And so I seek comfort and joy in soaking in these experiences. God Bless you. I don't know you and likely never will in this lifetime (though four of my five kids do live in northern UT). But I hope one day when we're both on the other side, to find you and just give you a hug and thank you for sharing your experience and therefore adding some joy and hope to my own life. 🙂
Thank you, Floyd, for still being willing to share your heart while dealing with the physical drama... May true enlightened and compassionate solutions to pain and spine issues arise from the heart of the collective. May those be presented to you as a gift soon in the most fun and miraculous way.
Have you looked into dr joe dispenza? Start with his personal story and then look him up. I have a feeling you may deeply resonate. he was hit by a truck while biking. he repaired his spine with his thoughts and intentions and has science to back up all the work he does with people it’s all well documented too❤️. I love you, stranger. I’m Ashli. There- we’re not strangers anymore
I cannot thank you enough for this profound testimony. I sobbed the whole way through. By coming back, you did not just look after your son, but have helped the whole of humanity, and were very brave in doing so. Honour to your wonderful wife, and other child, as well.
I’m amazed at the strength of this man. What a heart wrenching story. I hope his life has not been to physically challenging after all of his injuries and loss.
Lean into the love. So grateful this came up on my feed today. I found out yesterday my dad is dying of pancreatic cancer. So grateful for all the days and years I've had with him. Celebrating his life is a joy. Grateful to know where he's going. Grief mixed with joy and gratitude. Thank you for sharing this message of wisdom and hope. Thank you for choosing to live.
I saw Jeffrey speak of his NDE in person years ago. He’s as beautiful a person as you see here. His story is one of the most intense I have ever heard and it never fails to make me cry ❤ Thank you 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻
This is so beautiful and profound, your story has probably helped more people to deal with grief and survivors guilt than you will ever know. I lost someone unexpectedly and it brought me to tears. I wish you nothing but health and joy, but most of all I wish you a long life filled with love.
Im usually quite skeptical, but this one seems genuine. The man himself sounds quite honest and rational, and it’s highly doubtful he’d lie about something that had such a huge impact on his life. Plus two doctors experience something too? Very compelling story
I died three times last yea, he will not take me. It was a total sense of tranquilly. I know I was sent back to help save people. Thank you for sharing.
