Man Turns Life Around After Shocking NDE; Shown Truth About Opportunities 

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I’m a former hospice nurse. All people die differently. I’ve seen & heard people say things that I cannot explain. It’s comforting to know it’s your physical body dying not your essence. I think dying is a form of rebirth on a level we just can’t comprehend. It’s not a terrifying experience but maybe more its a fear of the unknown. In the end, everything’s going to be alright.

I'm a hospice nurse. One of my patients, old gentleman, was going through process of dying for days. His wife was staying with him in the facility. On one of the nights, he sat up and told me: A little girl is looking inside my room! Obviously, I couldn't see anybody... he has fallen asleep. I've asked his wife when she woke up, who could be that little girl? She didn't know. But the following night, he said exactly the same thing. This time though, he told me that she's waiting for him in heaven ( this man wasn't religious at all). "How is she waiting for me in heaven, I don't even believe in heaven!" He exclaimed a few times. When his wife woke up in the morning, I told her what happened. To my surprise, she fell onto bed and started sobbing. Turns out, she became pregnant when they were dating. Her mom made her abort the baby. After they got married later in life, they couldn't have children. This lady was convinced, this little girl was their aborted daughter. Her husband had a chance to return to his faith in God. Died a few days later, very peacefully.

my daughter is dying of cancer... she has lived an almost saintly life and this shows me who god really is... and i know for sure i will see her again along with babies ive miscarried.... thank you for sharing your story with us!'''

Tried to listen to this while doing my make up and I just kept sobbing and couldn’t do it. What a POWERFUL testimony of the power of God and the beauty of his grace and love

Dude, I watch a lot of these, but this one hit me in the feels. A fantastic testimony.

Brother, the moment you got choked up speaking of the light, I knew you were speaking the truth. I grew up agnostic. I ignored the signs multiple times on a specific date. Last year, God put me on my knees in front of anyone that could see. I yelled out as loud as I could at God. I heard these words that were spoken with authority. Fear not for I am with you. To this day, I can't tell my testimony or watch any movie depicting Jesus Christ on that cross without choking up. It feels amazing to get this chance. Everything happens for a reason. The gift you received, run with it and never look back. Plant the seed of faith and move on. I see all aspects of life now that I couldn't see before.

on April 6th 2018 I died from the flu and was resuscitated. Even though I have no memory of what happened, I still walked away completely changed into a better person.

Thank you. I am a Christian and have been for most of my life but in the last few years I lost my way. But recently I have come back to the faith that I once had. When I was 17 I got pregnant, and my family pushed me into an abortion, I think it was twins for a number of reasons, I lost another baby the day after which was probably a twin. I've forgiven my parents and I have to take responsibility myself, and tbh I had to forgive myself also. I am 65 now and I am so glad that I will meet my babies one day, my husband and I went onto have three more children and now five grandchildren and we have been married for 45 years. My husband doesn't believe, but I will have to leave that up to God to sort out. Take care,

Loved this man’s honesty! We can all learn from him!!

He redeemed himself by accepting his fate and acknowledging whatever misdeeds he had done. Impactful and beautiful story.

This made me drop to my knees and tell God I choose you over the world. Thank you for sharing your NDE my friend! God Bless!

I do not want to die in my negativity and despair that I feel in my life right now. Thank you for sharing. I will pray more and change my negative thinking. I need prayers from anyone that understands. I grew up in church and believe that God is real. I just have lost faith. Without faith it is impossible to please God.

When he said and it was my little girl I almost swallowed my tonsils and choked with tears of joy.

When he talked about his despair then that raw emotion you could feel he felt from the light.. wow.. that had me in tears too.. just beautiful. Thanks for sharing

AMAZING. I particularly liked the story of the little girl as I have had two abortions and it has haunted me ever since. Listening to this I feel some peace. Thank you for sharing.

I felt that light when my mum died and I dreamed she visited me before her funeral. I describe it as unconditional love

Had me in my emotions. I'm a father of 6 and this had me in tears like a small child. God 🙏 Bless.

Hi mate im Jake. You used the word "horrific"- that is the exact word I used after my experience. I drifted backwards out of Heaven from between two huge Angels- into an eternal black void. I had struggled with a life in sin that was destructive to me. It starts here. I found myself standing on a ledge, as wide as a footpath or sidewalk. Behind me was a pitch dark abyss in all directions. I had twisted around and looked behind me down into the black darkness and was afraid to fall off the ledge. It was a huge fall without a bottom. I looked outward and my eyes could not perceive what I was looking at because it is a physical place, with nothing in it, just pure thick darkness. In front of me to my left and right, were two huge Angels- they were about 10 foot tall, and very solid build- (if they were in your house their heads would be through the inner ceiling.) I was closest to the one on my left- and his calf muscle alone was up to my hip. They did not talk to me, and were not aggressive but I could sense everything/ didnt need to talk. They did have a stance as though they were guarding. They each were standing in front of a large pillar, facing into Heaven. I didn't see any gates. I did not know it was Heaven I was viewing at first- but I felt this amazing contentment & peace, because I was viewing a quaint township. In front of me was a street- no cars, but it did have a sidewalk along the side. Then there were these quaint double story houses like what you see in inner cities- terraced buildings/ town houses, with little front garden, front fence and a front gate. I could see two people greeting each other with big smiles and an embrace in an entrance doorway- we can visit each other like friends in Heaven. The street went to my right, and became a little town centre- quite narrow but very inviting- as though we can hang out together there. Off to the left of that street was a street that went up a steep hill- it had a large tree and next to that was some kind of large town hall style building. That street went up to a crest and from my view the crest silhouetted into a blue sky. I sensed that over that hill was adventure, wilderness like we can day trip as we do here. So I was standing there smiling, and I thought to myself " this is all I've ever wanted" - the peace and content, and yet exciting. And then I began sensing what others could feel there. People there are glad about being there for so many reasons. You can feel eternity there/ you sense time is headed toward eternity. I could also estimate normal time because I'd only just found myself there, and was having my exact normal consciousness, my memories, my feelings. So I was contrasted with Heaven and eternity, which is jaw dropping. I sensed people are so glad because Heaven is all there is- it's the only place where life is. People were also glad because it's an amazing place to live forever and life is immensely good there. Most of all though, I could sense Gods presence there- you can feel Gods love very strongly there- as though it's the air we breath there. I could see there was a gentle breeze through the parkland. It was like a gorgeous spring morning. So I was standing there buzzing, wowed, just observing this amazing place, and realising it was Heaven. I was awestruck and ultra excited- You want in, when you see it. It feels like you have always belonged there now you see it. I was not yet even thinking of anything except just amazement, I couldn't stop smiling. But then it occured to me- what if I'm not going to enter? What if I was not going to be allowed in? At that exact time- that thought turned into a heavy weight on my conscience, and I knew I was infact being judged- and might not enter. So then I was desperately attached to the love and peace infront of me, this amazing existence in Gods presence. I so wanted to enter and be there forever with those people, and those kind huge Angels. So as I wondered if I had lived a good enough life- or if I deserved to be in Heaven, deep down I really didn't know if I could enter- but I hoped so deeply that I would. I noticed I was not actually standing on that ledge but floating 4 to 6 inches above it. We feel like we are standing in Heaven but we are floating just above. I then slowly began drifting.. backwards at walking pace. Drifting backwards off that ledge, I could see under the ledge as I floated in the darkness- I could see the ledge right in front of me it was made of white light. The Angels stood guard exactly where they were, and that street and houses, and parkland, the light of the spring day warmth and fragrances, the township buzzing, Gods presence, all just started to drift away- at walking pace, I floated backwards into the darkest place- where there is nothing. After about 25 minutes of drifting, Heaven had became a small cube of light. I was still not yet scared, because I was still looking at that cube of light, Heaven, and I was still BUZZING even smiling, from being in there for just 10 minutes. But the cube of light got smaller and smaller to a pin head dot of light, yet I still knew what was in there- Heaven, and that incredible life. Then it was gone. It was just me, and my thoughts... I floated there, thinking about what I had just experienced. I turned my attention to this dark place. You accept it initialy and just float there thinking. And you sense it's universal in size, this place of nothing. I then wanted to comfort myself from the immediate isolation I sensed and began to sing. I could only remember the lyrics to two full songs. And then singing felt intimidating because I suddenly realised that I could sense eternity, as I sang. So contrasted with eternity, it was actually really frightening to sing. I began to think about me, my life. My memories. I was bored of my memories in about 5 minutes, and quickly came back to the now, the dark void- where I could feel eternity. So I remembered me some more, so that I didn't have to think of eternity in darkness, but you run out of thoughts fast- because they are contrasted with eternity. So I was back in the now, in the void every time I tried to remember my life. There was no joy in it. You need new experiences to experience new joy. New gratitude, and so on. Before long, I started thinking about what might have been the memories I had which cost me my place in eternity with God. I was focussed on my memories of sin- they were so stupid and meant nothing to me even here on earth, let alone in the eternal void. Stupid decisions- things I'd stolen, pornography, trashy sins, had been what I had bought with my soul. I then was really upset with myself that I had been so pathetic to have chosen to not live a riteous life of any type- just continuous gratification, like a pizza eating sloth, always chasing the next distraction from my thoughts. In the void- you become your own Hell, because all you can remember, is the things you bought with your soul. It's all you can remember because you are angry at yourself, for those sad choices to live your life the way you did, just for the memories you have, that don't actually mean anything to you. It's continuous consciousness there, no sleep, no death to look forward to, all you can do is think. No belongings. Nothing to even see. Nothing to hear. I could not pick up my guitar and play music. And then there is the biggest feeling I felt- being separated from God. Knowing what I had seen and felt in Heaven, and knowing I had just eternal me and barely any thoughts worth having. It was so so bad, because I was fully stuck there- and had this heavy dread, and weight on my conscience, knowing I was eternally not going to see any more life. There are no words to describe all the things you feel, as well as the physical sensation of being in that terrifying place. I woke up with a loud shout at 2 am, next to my wife in bed. My heart was banging hard- bang bang bang bang, I was covered in sweat, I was rappid breathing hard. My wife woke up startled at my shout. She asked what was wrong?, and I told her I just dreamed I was in Hell. I tried to describe the fear I had just been in, and I could not talk as I just cried. I'm not a crier but cried then. I could not think of any words that made me feel better, when I described it. In the end, I just said it was " horrific ". About 6 months after this dream, I began searching about black voids. I found this video of a guy who died in a plane crash. Check out the exact word he uses to describe the black void!! It was real mate. It was so real. Please view this video to confirm the guys description of the void. God Bless mate, Jake in Australia. (The dream happened 10 years ago for me). Ps- Every thought you have, every decision you make now, every single action, becomes what you bought with your soul. Get it right, believe me, Hell is horrific. ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-NhK4jwBmUX4.html Regards Jake in Australia

For one who has lived the past 31 years with half a life of guilt and shame from choices made, while living the other half as maintaining an existence with what Love, Joy, and Peace could be salvaged beyond them...THANK YOU for sharing your omnipotent experience that has offered a glimpse of hope toward a beginning of self love and forgiveness, and reconciliation.

There's still hope for us 🥲

God is everything everywhere and within everyone,❤️

Wow. This Man is so articulate and compelling. Some people who transform after living a hardened life have a deeper understanding and skill than those whose lives were easier to begin with.

It takes a lot of courage and humility to be honest tell the truth like this. Thank you sir 🙏

WOW, amazing story, his little girl guided him back to the light, so powerful.❤️

🙏🏽🙏🙏🏽🙏 I just lost my companion and best friend of 5 year's he was 51 years old 😭 he died oct 17 thank you for sharing he had a fentanyl overdose last year and was in a coma he came back to me another year he was in a wheelchair I miss him dearly God bless you I tried 2 year's to conceive before he died 😭 I'm blessed to have a son now 18 years old 🙌🙌

I applaud you for revealing this. Much respect.

I needed this more than you can imagine, thank you.

I feel humbled by this man's experience. Thank you for sharing this with us.

Everybody's NDE is so different, even if they contain common elements. This man had a rough time of all the negativity and horror, and was forced to confess whatever he had done wrong before feeling love. That does seem like a conditional love, but I'm glad he found it.

Robert's NDE is one of the most encouraging and insightful I've ever listened to - thank you-

Wow this was absolutely great! It had a message in there for Me too! I had an NDE when I was 14 never could forget it! Thank God for the internet!!! I found others! When I was 28 years old I had an abortion too! I have been haunted by the thought ever since and I am 49 years old today

Awesome. Powerful. During surgery I also had an experience but only traveled far enough to experience the "peace that passes all understanding." It was incredible and, as you and many others have said, indescribable. Like trying to describe a sunset to a person who has been blind since birth. Praise God, the source of total love. I hope and pray that your story will lead many people towards God and away from sin.

I teared up when up I saw him tear up. There is a truth that we are an undeniable part of. We cannot deny it.

I've listened to dozens and dozens of NDEs and regardless of faith or lack thereof, people are met with love and forgiveness. This man experienced fear and darkness, and threat of eternal damnation. I can't believe our great Creator actually hates us and finds joy in tormenting us eternally. I love my children unconditionally, and can forgive them for anything they might do. Our great Father/Mother has even greater love than I have.

What a powerful story. I believe everyone deserves a second chance and it is reassuring that God forgives us no matter what we've done. Your story brought me to tears. Before my father died I dreamt he'd got out of white car on a coastal rd. He looked younger and healthier despite having spent most of the previous 3 months in hospital. I said to my ex husband who was there at the time. "Look at my dad. He looks great", and recall asking him what he was doing there and gave him a hug. It was at this point I turned and looked out to the sea. It was overcast and white foaming waves were lapping onto the pebble beach, when suddenly the sun broke through the clouds. It was a blinding white light and I woke up with tears streaming down my face. I visited my father in hospital after that and told him about my dream and asked if he was trying to tell me something, that he was going somewhere. He died 2 days later. I am a nurse and visited my father the day before he passed before going to do my shift. He had been a smoker and kept saying "If I'm going to die I want a cigarette". I assumed he was confused and kept looking at the cannula in the back of his hand, so presumed he thought this was a cigarette. I spoke to the charge nurse and asked if there was any change in his condition to call me. Strangely enough my mobile phone stopped working that day and at around 2am the ward phoned to say my father had taken a turn for the worse. By the time I got there he had passed away, but the comforting thing was he had a smile on his face.

Amazing story. Don't know if this is inappropriate to say, but it should be made into a movie. His transformation, the twist about his unborn Child... everyone should have the opportunity to hear about the unconditional love that spirit has for us. I just wanna cry.

Beautiful. Thank you for sharing your story. A second lease on life is a huge gift. I too went thru my own type of divine intervention and am so spiritual. These stories need to be shared so even the ones that are unsure there’s a higher power, may start to realize there is. We are blessed to have had this happen and need to make the most of it. Peace, love and light 🙏😇💙

Projections of the mind. Birds of same feather flock together. He created his own hell and darkness, the divine knows nothing of pain and suffering and was just waiting for him to acknowledge its presence. When he understood that he was creating it for himself, the light of love exploded and took him in. The light is who he was, pure unconditional love, and he was face to face with his source. It's the light of pure consciousness.

I had a NDE in 2008. I'm so glad we both get the chance to make our lives and our family's lives better. 🙏

Alright Rob, you were saved because you manned up. You had honesty and acceptance. You always did have it in you even though you had previously been lost.

I had a very similar experience. Paralyzed, floating in a darkness beyond darkness,extreme burning, freezing cold,the feeling of being torn apart but never dying, screaming knowing that there was no sound coming out and no presence to hear. My expression was that hell was the absence of God, the absence of everything, our consciousness removed from him, and the eternal torment was that I knew that I knew, that I knew, that I knew that God existed and that I had a chance. I was aware that even though I still had consciousness that I no longer existed to nor was I known by God.

Rob thank you for your honesty. It isn't easy to talk about the wrongs we have done. Very few people can do that because of our egos. You truly experienced a life changing event. God is truly loving and is the truth. I pray that you keep growing and learning everyday. May you be a better person everyday. May God Bless you and your wife. Your story made me cry and ask God to forgive me for my wrongs again. I need to forgive myself. It isn't easy. Have an awesome day!! Love Don

I really liked this NDE. I love the way he articulates his story with detailed words that make you feel like you are there. Bravo!

Please continue telling your experience! The power and intensity of it is so penetrating. I feel it deep within my heart. I am sure God will use your words to transform lives and bring them into His presence and a right relationship with Him. Thank you very much.

This happened to me with sleep apnea but for me there was a energy sensation that was building up and just when I was about to pop out of my body I was hit with evil negative emotions that he described x 1000 off the charts that we don't feel here on earth but for me there was fear and shock and I shot back into my body and woke up gasping for air and scared shitless.

Thank you sir! This was soul-touching and honest and completely beautifully inspiring! I am grateful to you for sharing your experience. It gives me real faith and hope ...especially for my niece Kayla who tragically died in a car accident a week ago...June 2 on Friday. She did not believe in anything at this point until a few weeks before her accident. I was told she was questioning this belief she had succumbed to....I just feel that her experience was probably similar to what you described and that the light and overwhelming love and peace saved her beautiful soul to live forever in this light with Jesus.

“I don’t deserve the Light”….YET the Light was there for him, is there for you, for me.

Respect for him. Praise to God.

There's something cozy and comforting about this guy...

Beautiful, beautiful man - I just love ❤️ You for this story!!! God BLESS!!! ❤️

Rob. Thank you. You have courage that I wish I could have. You have made me stronger today. Your story proves that God does not ever condemn us, we only condemn ourselves. God's arms are always open if we ask for His help.

God bless you for sharing your experience with us. ❤

Yes. I’ve never had an NDE, but I’ve had a few extraordinary spiritual experiences that let me know God with certainty. All I have to do is remember them - and my eyes fill with tears. The enormity of love - peace - almost too big for our human bodies to handle. God IS - and even if you don’t believe in Him, HE believes in you. I truly wish each of you feels Him here on earth - it will change your life in the best way.

I've watched alot of these videos, and this one is really intense. Amazing. I'm so happy for him.

Thank you for your account of your experience. I believe every word you said as I had a similar event occur 54 years ago. I can recall every bit of it as tho it just happened. I was 21 and never heard of a NDE but it was so remarkable. I described it as being one with the universe and all the truths of life were revealed to me at once. I felt only peace and no anxiety. It occurred as I was giving birth to my 1st child. I have thought of it a thousand times.

Thank you so much for sharing this! God is really good and full of love..yes we do have a choice, its important to know and apply that in this world. Its also comforting to know that God cares for the unwanted unborn children. Just cried so much💗

We all will fall in when the loves in our eyes! Starring lost up at the skylight 😻💖

Thank you for having the courage to share your experience with all of us! It truly touched my heart and I'm so happy to hear you are living a life of love and faith. God bless you 🙏 ❤️

So happy to hear you found God.

Your message had me in tears. God has used you to speak directly to me. Thank you sir.

One of the most touching NDE’s I’ve ever heard!🙏

Newly married in the late 70's, I pushed my wife to get an abortion against her wishes..... twice, which she did. A few years ago, after being a believer for several decades, it broke me when one day I realized that I was a murderer. This testimony gives me hope that I can forgive myself.

I’m doing my laundry with my phone listening to this. It really touched me and wanted to cry

This gentleman is 1000% telling the truth, there is not one iota of fabrication in his account of what happened to him whatsoever

I listen to this and I have to say it's genuine.

I struggled not to cry while watching this. Thank you for being so vulnerable and for sharing.

Praise God, true stories like this being shared are an opportunity to encourage others by sharing the knowledge and the truth that God is real, that our Lord and Saviour Jesus is real and very present in this life and the afterlife. Stories like this are a message of hope, and I'm glad you have found God. God Bless you always.

Thank you for sharing, Rob. Can’t imagine how many lives you are now touching ❤.

In forgiving yourself you learn how to forgive others...powerful testimony, thanks for sharing may others reflect and learn from you. God Bless

Wow. I got chills watching this!

Thank you for sharing your intense and amazing experience with us. God bless you brother. Sending out lots of love and peace to everyone everywhere 💜💙🙏🏾💚💛🕊✨🕊✨🕊✨

Thank you so much for sharing. I love to listening to y’all’s NDEs, ya’ll give me hope and faith and the love y’all share is nothing less then amazing. ✨🌹✨❤️‍🔥✨🌹✨

What a touching testimony, at the end I was in tears!😭😭

Thank you for sharing your beautiful story Robert especially about the abortion. I've been trying to get people to see the higher aspect of this for decades as well as still births etc🥰

So glad this experience was able to help you become a better person. It sounds like you've become a much better husband and more grounded person and everybody in your life should be so grateful

God’s love is beyond words.

Bless you brother 💛

Thank you for telling this very important tale. I sighed, I gasped, and I exclaimed. This gave me some insight and changed my perspective on a couple of things. Very brave of you to share. So helpful.

Thank you for your honesty and sharing your story 🙏 ❤️ I wish for humanity and those who don't believe, to see, feel, and hear these truths. And I pray that we all find peace, love, and forgiveness in the end. For we are all connected... God Bless everyone 🙏 ❤️ 🙌

I've come to the conclusion that every one of us experiences the afterlife in our own individual way, just like we all view the world from our own personal, distinctive viewpoints... Because I've heard many NDE and every one is so different. Who is telling the truth? Who is lying??maybe all of it is truth at the same time. 🤷🏿‍♂️

Wow What a beautiful journey! Your story is a testimony for the Love of our Creator. Thank you for sharing and Thank you Jesus!💖

Poetry writing itself, trillions of words a day cross my mind nonstop. This was one of the gifts left behind. No experience in writing no understanding of poetry and they fill my entire body. I don’t even know why I write them out, other than to relieve them of their place inside of me. I am Rob, and what was shared was done so from love for all of you. Always running from the dark towards the light, double stepping without thought, no time to stop. Up and over, side to side, in the open nowhere to hide. Will I shine, will I dine, will I age like wine, will I die without pause, will I die without cause, will there be no sign, don’t worry, I’ll be just fine. Always running from the past to the present, tripping over the lies and sin, from start to finish and right back around again. Under the weather, under the limit, under the ocean, just let me swim in it. Always a theory, always a quest, always too tired, always no rest. Better to suffer, better too late, better to love, rather than hate. Swinging a hammer, swinging my child, swinging to music, aggressive and mild. Always beginning, always behind, always a brute, while still being kind. Running on stones, wet moss under foot, measured each stride for each step that’s put. Running on empty, running towards fame, running with scissors, no guilt and no shame. Always writing words without any fear, listening to others and all that they hear. Always enraptured of what others say, everyone leaves, I wish that they’d stay. Always wishing my friends would not go, time rushing forward, to fast, never slow. Always there’s doubt about what others think, will the poetry rise or painfully sink. Heavy handed with thoughts of my own, my mind painting pictures, emotions are shown. I expose my heart and my soul, always hoping you see me as whole. If you could understand all that I see, you’d know just how hard it is to be me. I’m tortured forever by words ripped apart, I put them together from finish to start. I’ll never be good enough for everyone’s taste, a whole life of poetry for me it’s a waste. Always tomorrow, never today, always I’m lost my mind goes astray, everything’s scattered my focus is gone, no one to help me, I must carry on. I can’t disappear by shutting it off, I’m chocking and drowning and can’t even cough. Always there’s always, forever and ever, enduring endurance, enduring endeavor.

Wow.. when he said the little girl was his unborn child, I got chills. Very impactful NDE

Remember the prodigal son. His grace is sufficient! He is a loving father, and he wants all his children redeemed.

So much love and peace flows from this man in this video!!!!

I've listened to hundreds of NDE's and I must say that this is right up there in my top ten favourites! ❤️

I'm glad I found this channel. I'm 30 and the last 2 years have been an experience of complete and total loss of everything I'd ever worked for in the life I'd built, including the little girl you see in my Pic. All due to covid, rip babygirl. followed by a continuous pattern of unfortunate/unforeseeable events that further dismantled my life structure and security, which lead me into a spiral of despair and depression that I began making reckless decisions to self medicate and forget the pain of my loss and to temporarily forget about the fact I'd lost my house, career, possesions ect. I became homeless for the first time in my life and had nothing but my emptiness for company and no-one but myself to turn to. I can't describe the depression and the anxiety and helplessness and hopelessness that I was lost inside. Eventually I decided to overdose myself by injecting poison into my veins on what had been my daughters birthday. When the plunger was pushed and I told off the tie, I started counting and I don't even think I got to "7." The experience I had following this death was life altering to the point that I quit self medication cold turkey and finally feel as though I have a desire and purpose in life again. I'm still homeless because I've only been renewed by the grace of the light for a relatively short time and have a lot of hurdles to overcome, as well as i live in an area that actually does not have many services for homeless aid at all. We pretty much just have food stamps and a small shelter technically but its a fair distance away and always full during the cold months. It's beginning to get too cold outside and while I have absolutely no idea how I will make it through the winter, I just have a feeling in my belly that I will be provided for somehow when it's time to be. Don't get me wrong I'm not opposed to yanking on my bootstraps but you really must understand with no resources in the winter a place like this is very un-accommodating for folks in my position who are actually interested/invrsted in repairing their broken foundations and building a new life. I need a motel room and some time to plan a way out of here and out into a city with a shelter, job placement, affordable housing and other such programs I can utilize as a step towards beginning anew. And no. I'm not a welfare leech. Hence "step towards." $fushiante @fushiante

What a beautiful story! It’s people like you that inspire and give me hope! Thank you for being brave and sharing!! I believe you totally!!

TY for sharing your experience with us here. All of us listening to you are surely blessed & better for it. All thanks & glory be to God 🙏

Beautiful NDE and really love and appreciate your honesty! Thank you so much for sharing this with all of us!

Its not about god forgiving us.. its about wether or not we can forgive our selves and let the love in. This is why all those people stayed in the shadow.

Wow....thank you for sharing! All sin and fall short of the glory of God...

What a merciful God to give a second chance. Thank you for sharing your testimony. I pray this reaches all who need to hear ot including those facing or after abortion to find life & healing.

Wow.....that story just hit hard. God bless you for being courageous and sharing.

what a beautiful heartfelt excruciatingly honest account, Gods grace is sufficient for us all because no one deserves it, it's given

Easily the best and most descriptive NDE I've listened to.

Wow. This was so powerful to me. Thank you for sharing you convicted this sinner’s heart ❤️

Wow! What an amazing testimony! Thank you so much for sharing! May god bless you and keep you and make his face shine upon you!

I know so many people that need your story because they could tell their own. They choose not to listen. Which is sad but I keep praying for him and I am so thankful for your words and hopefully those words cannot be absorbed by those souls that choose not to except this truth that you speak of.❤❤Namaste