Maternal ASMR for Safe Space and Sleep 

Hi Karuna, I’ve been watching you since I was 9/10 and am turning 19 this year, I recently gave birth prematurely to a baby I wasn’t aware I was pregnant with. Due to my situation, financially, mentally and my housing, he had to be adopted. I feel so guilty and sad sometimes, and I miss him so much, but watching you has helped me immensely these past couple months. I watched your videos to fall asleep while I was still in the hospital, and you’ve been the only person to help me fall asleep since. Thankyou for that, and Thankyou for making me feel okay with myself even if it’s through a screen and you probably won’t see this lol. Sorry to be parasocial and kinda weird, I’m just very grateful for you. You are the mom I have always needed and the mom I hope to be when I’m ready one day.

On a serious note there’s something very comforting about having a mother figure in your life who is actually not your birth mother.

Your maternal energy is a big draw thats unique to your videos imo.

I haven't seen my mother since she signed me into a psychiatric hospital in November 2020. That Christmas, a friend committed suicide. I just turned 18. Ever since his death I've been desperate for a mother figure to talk to. I'm guessing that's what made you make mother roleplay videos. To help people like me who need a mother figure for a bit. Thank you.

those of us with mommy issues greatly appreciate these videos

I don’t care what anyone says, this woman is my mum, my sister, my aunt, my doctor, my best friend, my teacher and so many more. I never thought, in my sixteen years of age, I could love someone I’ve never met 😱😱😱 thanks Karuna for all you do!! x

mom is going through her own rough things, but she's doing this for us. wanna let u know we are here for u, too, and we appreciate and care for u so much ❤️

I know this is probably tmi, but I was abandoned by my birth mother and adopted by my grandma (but called her mom my whole life) and she would say horrible stuff to me sometimes...like "wish I never had you" and "I'll take you to the middle of nowhere and leave you there" and "I'm not your mother, shut the f up" and "I'll send you away to military school and you'll never come back." All usually said because I had the audacity to be a kid, act like a kid, etc. So I matured way too fast and have a very large mother wound. Got into a verbal fight with my MIL whom I love dearly and think of her as my mom and one of my best friends and she threatened to basically run away and abandon everyone and I had a severe panic attack, including su1c1d@l thinking and hating myself. So, thank you so very much for this wonderful video ❤ it is exactly what I needed tonight

shoot yall, recently i left an actual real destructive cult, and realized that my mother has always loved the cult more than she's loved me, and so hearing karuna be motherly and actually caring towards me and say "I believe you, I'm here for you" almost got me crying, thanks mom

Honey, what’s wrong? You’ve hardly touched your HelloFresh meal.

Are you kidding? This timing is impeccable, I was just about to sleep... thanks mom 🥺 I hope you are doing well Karuna, sending love, good health and happiness ❤

Your children are so lucky to have you. You speak the way I wish either one of my parents could have spoken to me at any point when they were in my life. Thank you for showing even hurt children who are all grown up that there are loving caring parents out there.

Blank space for those who want it! 💛 Have a good rest of your day/night ♡

My mom passed away in September of 2021. I still miss her every day. Thank you for this video, it makes me feel safe and it reminds me of her♥️

i feel like i’ve never really had a parent, let alone a mom. she is more of a friend, or adult with suggestions. i can’t remember my mom ever 3:36 wanting to be tender with me. i really need a mom right now, and i’m glad i have you to listen to. my dreams have been super vivid and scary recently, i just want to rest but i’m so afraid. i hope i can sleep with you watching over me

Thank you for posting in the mist of everything going on in life You are truly a beautiful soul 💞

I needed this more than words. I cried on and off through the entire video. My mother and I have an extremely broken relationship because of me being an addict so just being able to be loved and embraced through my screen meant and did more for me than I could even begin to explain. Thank you.

I've been no contact with my mom since August of 2020. She wasn't very maternal before then either. All I ever wanted was a mom figure for support, and this video is so helpful! Thank you!

I just want to say that I love that you're uploading more often again. I've been following you for years now and you're absolutely my favorite when it comes to soft spoken ASMR.

she fr knew i sobbed my eyes out today ❤️

Perfect timing! I just finished work and I’ve got a pretty bad headache so hopefully this helps me to relax 😴 Have a great weekend (and Easter, if you celebrate)!

this is part of my attempt to not be scared of mothers anymore as silly as that seems. I've closed myself off from even acknowledging mothers exist, not thinking about having one because trusting mine ruined my life and completely controlled my mind my whole life. I'm hiding in the comment section like its a horror video but gotdamn the invisibility cloak got me to come out and pretend for a little... yeah i wish i had a mom, but Karuna you've been the Mom i deserved all along. god bless you and anyone who's been through something similar. it wasn't your fault buddy, you were just a kid being a kid.

Yes another Karunna video! Just what we needed😊

God, this made me cry. You're a lifesaver. Both my mother and stepmom were never there for me, so I really needed this.

you know your family has got severe unresolved mommy issues fr fr i was so confused when the vid was private like an hour ago but thank god its here now thank you karuna

Shes not a “second mom” to me,shes my mom.

My mom has some issues with herself... she's not healed and thus she stopped doing little things like making me sleep, hugging me,singing a lullaby,making me feel that I am loved,etc. sometimes i crave the warmth n love of mother... thankyou for uploading this....❤

Oh myyy you did not just start this video with ‚close yer eyes‘😭😭😭 i‘ve been thinking about that exact phrase of yours ALL DAY wishing for another video with it 😭😭🫶🏼 you really are the biggest blessing Sarah❤️❤️❤️

Karuna, I have been a primarily silent fan of yours for about five years now and I've loved your ASMR for soooo many reasons. Your maternal roleplays in particular have helped me through some of my hardest moments - because I'm an age regressor. I hope you create more maternal related, or sort of "caring for a kid" related roleplays in the future!! I am so lucky to have a wonderful mother whom I love very much, so you are a bonus mother to me, but I am so happy that I share you with all of these people whether they have amazing mothers or not! I love you and your channel, I'll cannot wait to continue to happily watch you for many years to come!! Wishing you the best in every single way because you deserve it all!!

Not trying to place any weird pressure or make you feel uncomfortable .thank you for these type of videos w the maternal vibes -currently balls deep in healing /coming to terms w childhood abuse and the array of mommy issues - my mom would hit me /yell seem upset for some reason when I got sick or injured I’ve never had an actual loving “tuck in” and now I have them nightly and I want to thank you for creating this type of content and being my pseudo mom lol

She doesn’t realize how much she’s helped all of us she’s like a second mom to me

I feel so broken and torn inside.. I don’t have any friends and I just feel lonely I turn 24 this year and I am just so scared and I compare myself always to others and this is so hurtful, my only safespace is the asmr community, everything else scares me ..

I would die if you made a meditation video 🥺 you have the perfect soothing presence. Thank you for these videos!

I forget my mum existed because that's easier sometimes. And although I got teary at the beginning of this, even through the hello fresh ad haha, I'm so thankful cause you created a space for me to remember in a way that made me feel grateful and warm, you made the grief sweet for a moment, thank you so much ❤

It’s been nearly 5 years since my mother passed away. I’m going through a really scary patch in my life right now, almost a mother myself, and I’m glad I found your video. Your maternal videos always remind me of my mom and offer a lot of comfort ❤ thank you

i never rlly knew my bio mom, she took off when i was a kid and i never saw/spoke to her again, she passed last year and this video has given me something i've always wanted, thank you mom, much love to you 💕

Hoping the surgeries go well and your recovery is smooth! Take all the time you need to get back to feeling your best, we'll be here loyal as ever

As someone who never had their mom in their life she is so comforting🥺❤️

Love you, too Karuna. I hope your surgery goes well!

Hurting & missing my moms comfort, needed this video thank you 💙

This now has to be one of my favourite ASMR videos it made me cry a bit (in a good way), it’s always nice to have someone who, even though they don’t know you, be so nice and supportive. Thank you 😊

Even though I have a mom, living far from her can be rough and you help me a lot with that. You'll always be my Internet mom! Thank you so much mamma and take care ! 😄💞

Literally everything I wish I had as a child & adult ❤️❤️ love watching you so much! Every time I try other people I keep coming back to how cuz you remind me of someone I would spend SO much time with you have the best soul and vibe 😘

Every time I open this video I audibly say the words “mummy” 😂 and I mean this in the best way possible, having a online mumma I can come to and seek shelter from my insomnia is something I will be forever grateful for ❤

im a simple woman, i see maternal, i click

Some mothers should sit back and learn

Some mothers should sit back and learn

Si hay alguien que no quiere ver publicidad, el video de asmr comienza en el minuto 1:45 del video 💞

Thank you so much for another amazing video Karuna. Would you please consider doing a video to help with suicidal thoughts or dissociation or anything in that area? That would be so helpfull, i would always be grateful. Anyways...hope you're doing well, wishing you the best of luck🫶

your channel is such a safe space for me

Ive never had a parental figure to talk to so this will be weird. Ive never considered that a parental figure could be comforting.

i feel sad when i let people into my shields or rely on others but i still enjoy these videos you make it feel just a little bit better

right now i’m actually pregnant with a baby i cannot keep, i am still a teenager and it’s just simply a horrible time as much as my boyfriend wants it. i know we’ll be okay but when he’s gone i struggle to believe it, especially when my mom is also gone at the moment. but you truly help me, so i rlly thank you for that :) im glad ive been watching you for the years i have because i can always come here to be comfy, thank you for making that for your audience ❤️

I feel guilty for watching these sometimes because I do have a really good relationship with my mom (I used to not) but we’re both neurodivergent so it’s kind of difficult sometimes for us to communicate. I’ve recently became an adult and ngl I don’t like it. I feel like I’ve wasted my childhood in a way. I know this is just the comments of a RU-vid video but I’m just miserable rn. I haven’t slept or slept good in several days and today one of my older dogs, a chihuahua mix, was barking at me and it set me off and I scared him and I feel awful and I think I deserve to be hurt rn but I’m not hurting myself because I don’t want to. I’m so tired rn. I want to just sleep and not feel like I’m wasted potential. That I’m not a waste of a person. I just want to sleep and not hate myself. I’m sorry.

THANK YOU FOR BRINGING BACK THE TINY COMB instant tingles

cried through this whole thing :’)

When everything is this world seems to be going bad or something negative happens in my life, Karuna always seems to put out a new video just in time and makes the world a little be brighter (: thank you!!

I know that this video is somewhat old so you probably won't see this but I want to thank you for this anyway. I cut contact with my mother recently and despite it being the best decision I've ever made in my life and something I was preparing to do for several years, it's been difficult to process for me, especially since she keeps trying to contact me and I'm not sure if she's trying to guilt trip me but she does use tactics reminiscent of guilt tripping. It's very odd because she was actually the one to kick me out, I was originally planning to cut contact in like...a decade. I'm an only child and my mother is a bitter person who doesn't like anyone, so it's always been my duty to take care of her and be her personal therapist and her friend and all that. My father is in the picture but they have a very turbulent relationship and she always wants someone third she can complain to. Just saying that to illustrate why I didn't want to cut contact now. One time when I was visiting for the weekend she escalated a normal conversation into an argument which turned into a monologue of hers which turned into her accusing me of censoring her and being a R-slur and of being brainwashed by the university and of being a fascist who's just trying to silence her. Mind you this all happened because she kept being really mean about random strangers and my friends too and I've always kept my mouth shut when she was being mean towards me but I have trouble staying quiet when she's mean to others. Like I just want to be clear that I wasn't attacking her or anything. She kept mocking a random teenage girl she saw on the bus earlier that day and proceeded to say that no matter how much makeup fat people wear and what clothes they put on, nobody would ever like them because everyone could see that it's a facade to hide the way and decay inside. At which point I tried to simply end the conversation by saying "I don't understand how that's your business or how it affects you." but that didn't work and actually made it worse so after a while I had to just straight up say "The way you talk about these people you don't even know is rude." which was a very bad move and what followed was everything I described above. This obviously wasn't like the main problem with my mother, she's in a cult, performed an exorcism on me, believes that neurodivergent people are not humans and cannot feel emotions (id like to mention i was diagnosed with adhd when i was 5), she's horribly transphobic, she's a bitter and mean person who seems to hate all her "friends", she's emotionally abusive and physically too, and she can make herself out to be the victim in any situation. Oh yeah also she believes my auditory hallucinations are demons (hence the exorcism). And she hates people who aren't attractive to her. Being around her always worsened the symptoms of my two personality disorders and she enabled them or even indirectly encouraged them with her behaviour and didn't react well to me asking her not to do X or Y, or to me saying "I'm not telling you not to do X but if you do it even after I remind you that it's hurting me, I will simply leave the birthday party and go home." So I decided that cutting her off was my only option. But as I said despite everything I'm weirdly sad about it. Which is odd because I wouldn't expect me to be. So this video is really helping me and is very comforting for me : D

Thanks for bringing me so much peace with this. I'm wishing you all the best on your surgery Karuna xoxo

When i was first diagnosed with anxiety as a teenager, Karuna's anxious videos were the first anxiety ASMR videos i ever watched. I'm 25 now. I saw Karuna go through a lot of ups-and-downs. I went through my own ups-and-downs. After Karuna initially announced her OnlyFans, i drifted away from Momma Satori. I understood it was her choice, i did not participate in her OnlyFans. I felt off about the idea of my internet mom putting herself out there like that. But i was still in my late teens then, and now ive grown. And ive come back to see my internet mom. I missed you Karuna, and i love you and everything you do

How come you say " close yiurrr eyesss" in a Scottish accent,? I love it by the way 😂

can you do an asmr video where we're overstimulated/have sensory overload and say no to being touched so you sit nearby and comfort us? and maybe have some relaxing stuff like putting headphones on us (fishbowl effect), "closing" our eyes by putting something over the camera, some parts with no talking and just sounds, etc?

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i relied on my mom a lot for the last two months as i recovered from an intense surgery and, even though we usually fight a lot, i’m really missing her now that i’ve moved back to my college home. feeling homesick for someone you fight with constantly is such a painful feeling. i’m really grateful for your maternal videos because it makes me feel so comforted in a way i never have before

The lighting in this video is so dreamy I love it looks awesome!! you look beautiful karuna hope you’re doing good!😊

I’ve been struggling with seasonal depression and just all around not feeling good so this is really nice. I have autism and I don’t like being touched but still crave it. I satisfy this with ASMR and yours makes me happy. Thank you.

I’ve been watching you for a while since i was little im 18 now and have a baby on the way😭😭

Even though I'm absolutely blessed to have a loving, caring Mother, I've lost count now of how many times I've returned to this video. You have the most comforting, beautiful energy and I can't thank you enough for that, Karuna. 🤗 To those who don't have a Mother and/or love trom one, please always remember that you're not, nor could you ever be, responsible for that abandonment and pain. You did nothing to deserve it, and I send you all so much love. 💖

Love you karuna your videos have helped me so much ive been watching your channel since 6th grade and youve always helped me relax and smile when I needed it the most, love you mom

I remember getting into asmr around the age of 7 and I would come across your videos when I was sad. You were and are like my internet mom😭, your videos always comforted me and made me feel special. I am now 15💓

Karuna, hear me out… maybe you could try to make a chiropractor asmr with the cat dog toy 😭 (you’re my favorite asmrtist ilysm)

I literally hugged my computer this is too much for me

thank you for posting something like this i’m a young mom to be and it’s been pretty scary but it’s nice to get somewhat of an example of what i can do to be comforting to my mini me when they need me when they get here 🥰❤️

Stretchy cat dog would make good chiropractor noises lol

25:14 CAUGHT ME SO OFF GAURD

Some mothers should sit back and learn

i love how she kinda acts like how my mom should’ve. i’ve been watching karuna since i was probably 8/9 and i’m about to be a freshman. i love how caring and genuine she is. i love you❤❤

Enjoy The dark

the part with SpongeBob 😭😭 this is such a good video karuna. bless you and good luck with your surgery ❤

I only regretted, the only thing I always wanted was a mother, not just the one who gave birth to me. Thank you for this video, I needed it so much, especially today🙃🖤

Anyone hear seagulls outside?

ive been going through a really tough time with my mental health recently, been severely depressed and ready to give up honestly. my dad has been pushing me to get a job again so ive spent the past week at least basically only talking abt that with him and working on getting myself into therapy as well. my mom and i have never had a good/close relationship and my dads being cold because he wants me to focus on finding work. ive really just been needing a hug and some comfort so i want to thank you for making these videos. youre like the parent i never had haha

very much needed 💞💞 hope you’re taking care of yourself as well as you’re taking care of us 💓

this makes me miss my mama, i only see her every other weekend. even though im 16 i feel like i still need her. this comforted me though so i thank you for that ❤

2:04 LMAOO this had me weak

when she brought out that cat dog toy i almost cried because i had a toy exactly like that when i was younger because i loved cat dog and dog was my favourite

The noise of the catdog would be perfect for a chiropractor video

Blonde is SOOOO. Your color!❤ Also are u gonna make more drive with me asmr videos? These are so relaxing

You are a great momma!

you always find me when i need you most. thank u + i love u 💓

i have severe mommy issues, thank you for this 🤗🙏

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I know you understand, but i went through a divorce recently and I haven’t fully healed. Videos like these make me feel safe again. Thank you for all you do even when you are going through stuff too!

You're awesome, you seem, a lot happier lately..I'm glad... you seem to be feeling better. You're so relaxing...please don't ever quit doing this...😴

Idk why, but today I needed to hear the "you are so loved" or "I love you". So thank you, the theme of the video make me remember my mom especially love me and that made my day better, thanks for your work

My step dad called me sweet pea when I was a better daughter it meant so much you calling me that 😍😍 That puppet show tho was❤️❤️❤️

i’m sick and everything has been too much lately, tysm for your videos! they always are a welcome thing to come back to ❤

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I could watch this one over and over. I get so mesmerized by the way you deliver each tingle, each flutter, and not mention every other sound you make. It just gets me so relaxed that I always wake up to a commercial! 😒😄

Need a whole video with the platypus tongue twister please!