Shit. I get it, too. I know he's an edgelord with issues, but in my younger days, yeah... I'd have wanted to ride that roller coaster a little while. There's an indefinable magnetism.
I do understand Taylor, I had a Matty once I never got over him. That was over 45 years ago. He died a few years back , I wanted to die to. It had been a million years since I talked to him. But I am a good finding things online. I then could watch from a far. I understand that album and feeling so well. Matty reminds me of him..
The more I watch this the more I realIze he’s too cool for Taylor, she’s probably an uptight perfectionist and that will never work with a carefree fun loving guy