[Mayu] VOCALOID 3 ~Kodoku no Bannin~ Guard of Loneliness sub esp & romaji + English translation 

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English Translation
2 am in an empty station which is currently my home
And I found myself in such a scene
I was left behind now I am all by myself in this world
Suddenly tears came up
I don't get close to people 'cuz I'm afraid of being hurt
So I scream with all my fury "it's the fault of this f* world"
I feel trapped by the things that I cannot see, and it gets harder and harder to breath
I cut the hand that tried to help me
In order to become your number one I have destroyed everything
Is it a sin to want to be loved?
To have hope is so painful it almost breaks my heart
It is really a nuisance to be alone
Guard of loneliness
I just want to stay away for a while
By wearing a fake smile
From a very high spot, triumphantly
I'll raise my face and right in front of my eyes you'll disappear
This lonely and black sky
Let's dye it in red distorting the landscape
Since I don't wanna hear your voice anymore
I'll cover my ears
These hands, these eyes and this heart are not longer needed
Do I really want to belong to somebody or
Do I want to impose my own selfishness?
Wanting to feel needed is disagreeable or
is it just being selfish?
If I can't get what I want then I'll just break it all
I really hate my selfish personality
To love is so painful that with a shot I'll murder my heart
I want you to understand me although it is impossible
Guard of loneliness
In order to become your number one I have destroyed everything
Is it a sin to want to be loved?
To have hope is so painful it almost breaks my heart
It is really a nuisance to be alone
Guard of loneliness